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actual-corpse · 4 months ago

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I FIGURED IT OUT I THINK FUCKEN AAAAAAAAAAAAAA

So sorry so ososos os So So!aaaaaaa!!!!! Duckienhdjdbdn!!!

When I say there's pretty boys, it's like I'm looking at some damn good character design!!!!

Like... I do not want to see them naked. I do not want them to be naked with me, no sex or anything like that, just

I want to draw them and spin them around in my head like a blorbo!

And when I was younger, I HAD NO IDEA WHAT TO DO WITH THOSE FEELINGS! I JUST ASSUMED IT WAS A "NORMAL" ALLO CRUSH YOU KNOW!!! Like... everyone was talking about sex and love and boyfriends, and so I misunderstood my INTENSE aesthetic attraction to Blake! I just wanted to admire him like a blorbo from my shows!

#i hope it makes sense #Blake had ZERO personality (correction: his personality did not mesh with me but whatevs)#so like... I didnt want to actually date him i guess #but I THOUGHT i did... because 'normal' yeah?#i could never actually picture myself with him (or with anyone actually... and i chalked it up to poor self-esteem *which definitely did pla #play a part but also... Allos typically are able to picture themselves with people right? thats what I've heard anyway #i haven't quite figured out my romantic orientation but... im in no rush... i might be fully aroace but mostly sex and romance receptive #im more Grey but... potayto potahto #asexual #aroace #lgbt #part of it is probably also the trans but #again #no rush #Blake was so fucking pretty tho... like... he had the coiff the big glasses the nice shoes the little vest and the...#i guess it was hipster?? but without the facial hair?#idk #i miss those feelings tho #I've been chasing that intense feeling high for a while now #everything feels duller you know?#im not quite as excited as I used to be #i feel like if I was a cartoon. my pallet would be a bit washed out to show how I feel

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