#pissedoffrightnow

[majesticbeluga]

sometimes i just wanna run away

[ally-bay-bee]

Don't tell me something then not do it.... that is one thing I can't standd....

[majesticbeluga]

Ranting post

Dear asshole,

Thank for being a lying douchebag. I really didn't need that in my life. I've already had shitty moment in my life because of you, but you just keep pulling me back in and it sucks. You're not ALLOWED to use me like that. I won't put up with it. I don't deserve it. 

That's what I always say, though.

Because it's been five months and all you do is pull me back in again when I'm at my lowest. Why do you have to do that? Why can't you just LEAVE ME ALONE? 

It doesn't matter how hard I try. At first, I thought a relationship might happen. My first one, and I was way too excited about that. But then of course, you had to go and tell me that you didn't want that. 

"It's not you, it's me"

"I'm just not ready for a relationship yet"

"I don't want you to be some rebound"

And yet you tell me FOUR DAYS LATER, after calling me a bunch of different things like beautiful, amazing, funny, etc, etc, etc, that you're seeing this girl. And that you're gonna be official soon.

So fuck you. You told me that you weren't ready for a relationship and that you wish you could find a girl like me if you ever did. 

And the reason why I hate you even more is because I can't help wanting to be around you and liking you.

I'm not sure who I hate more: you, or myself