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Since I remembered I have a pillowfort if this site crashes or you just want to leave thx to continuous changes find me on there. Also under zoekrystall (tbf if you see that username anywhere there is a 99.9% it's me. minus on twt where it's flammelune. so yes if you want to connect on discord or smth it's also this name. would just prefer a heads up). Will likely stay primarily active on here tho until this place is no more.
For now will I also use this to point to other blogs
@savedbylove - my lovecore blog (which I continuously forget to fill the queue of)
@macabredeity - which is for horror stuff n fanart of primarily horror rpg maker games. a blog I spontaneously finally made after watching a lp of the repairing mantis which you should check out
I also got a v personal + more blog but you either stumble across it or off anon ask for it if you want to know
#today I learned you can't tag blogs that got the visibility stuff turned off. huh.#the personal blog is midna themed and has twilight in the name if you wanna find it on your own#may or may not pin but I'll prob just update the carrds later#pinning until I updated them#will prob just crosspost my boards on pillowfort. at most maybe also one specific art I did of my oc too but that's it.#edit: oh apparently you can tag hidden blogs it just first does once it's posted#a wild lux appears
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I will probably stop posting to twitter in January if not sooner, but I do post actively on Bluesky and it feels like a pretty cozy community over there atm, so in case you're also fluttering over
here's my Bsky profile, give it a follow!
#bluesky#I will continue to post webcomic updates on twitter until 2025 and retweet random shit but I have locked my accounts#not deleting them in case some scammer tries to yoink my handles#I'm continuing to post here too though!#And thinking of posting announcement type of stuff for free members of my Patreon#all my links are in the pinned post and also on annikcomics.com
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Oh chapter 19 of jambound. *Throws shadow milk at a wall* yeah that should summerize my feelings
#spoilers incoming#WE GET. ANOTHER KISS#AND JUST??#god they both want to kiss each other so bad its insane their situstionship is insane#SMILK YOU DUMN DUMBASS#he keeps coming so close#SO CLOSE#AND HE JUST#literally how the kiss happened#anuways enough abt that part im kinda also talen aback by just how attractive that whole thing was#like. damn#pv was so SO smooth like extra smooth how can one just debated abt why their crush should kiss them#and hes such a strong man if the love of my life pinned me down like that???#im ace but#thats all im sharing#ouuugh i forgot how jealousily when handled well makes for such delicious scenes#i will be loosing my hair until next update i need that stupid jester to sort his own mental health for mine#/silly#taaaags#rosierambles#cookie run kingdom#crk#shadownilla#jambound
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I don't use it very much but sometimes when my friends send a Reddit post to me, I can't help but think "I wonder how the MHA communities are doing today?" As if they've magically fixed themselves overnight (─.─||)
Seriously, what an alien place! Blatant BakuDeku hate, they're practically foaming at the mouths constantly over there ( ̄ヘ ̄;) Modern day witch hunt
I thought moderators were supposed to maintain order...

I'm not really a conflict person but sometimes... I get urges
Like. Sometimes I want to make a throwaway account and just slam down a wall of text onto them. How rude they're being. I'm not that type of person. But they're so very mean (·︿· `) Nasty rude people
It makes me too mad, I should stop looking over there. Sometimes you can't help it but in all honesty there's no helping them in their bubble ( ・ั﹏・ั)
#writing this because I'm mad#'ooooh share your most hated most unpopular take!' Someone posts#1 person says to not tell others to kill themselves for liking BakuDeku. everyone tears them apart#i feel those posts should be rebranded to 'give your opinion so we can weed out who we hate and kick them out'#'What's your favorite ship? no judging here guys haha :-)' someone mentions a queer ship. they're promptly torn apart#'BakuDeku is baaaaaad! he told Deku to kill himself! and he's a bully!'#then in the same breath they'll go tell BakuDeku shippers to kill themselves and then harass them until they delete their account#guys... :-\#the moderators seem to encourage it#a lot of these people have mentioned Tumblr#a lot of them say 'i tried Tumblr it's too scary' quite literally almost word for word#i don't use anything really besides Tumblr but i get curious sometimes#a friend will share a Reddit post with me and i tend to think 'whileee I'm here...'#i shouldn't.#it's like going to a foreign country. but they're all jerks is all#i should've expected that I mean it's Reddit#just makes me mad okay (T_T)#love you guys thank you for being human ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔ#everyday I'm reminded of why i love it here on Tumblr dot com#💬#💢#← I think I'm going to use that when I gripe about something now#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#bnha#mha#bakudeku#izuocha#i seriously need to update my pinned post actually I'll get on to that right now
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Parallels are so fun
#lads xavier#love and deepspace#セイヤ#xavier x mc#I'm personally in an angst mood I think Xavier is a tragic character#and I'm right bc his codename in this scenario is Hermit#everybody else is in the mood for fluff but my bf is planning stuff for our Valentines day so i'm full off that#this is a good angst starter! i really don't like the unrealistic fics like cheater or one of them finds something about mc to hate#that makes nooo sense to me at all but this is actually something to work with#he's like what's wrong don't you want to become me and I you and we become one and our souls travel the universe in an increasingly#desperate voice until he gets this strange alien glint in his eyes and pins mc down#shushing her soothing her like of course this is what we both want LIKE BITE ME BITCG#i get to update my Philos alien hcs off of this banner alone it's great
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oopsie... apparently i was following a radfem. was wondering why that (previous post minus my addition) was on my dash
#it's not hidden or anything#it's in her intro post#how did i not see that 😭#either i got lazy or she updated her pinned post because i find out everything i can about someone before i follow them#read their pinned post follow all the links and scroll down until i've got a decent idea of what i'm getting myself into#just know that if i follow you you've been Vetted#finn says shit#...i should start checking archives too
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HEHEHEHE 🥀💌☺️🥴
#leg.txt#*personal#ty tyy url gods for lucadellamorte being available *screams* HI HIIIII HONEY 🥀💌🤧☺️#i am not sure if i want to change my url yet or wait until a wee closer to release yk?? maybe ill do a poll????? 🥀👁️#you know the brainworms are bad when you bee line to pin interest to update ur clowns board with their new ship#and i think i had a dream about them last night it was like a dance scene i think?? it was STUNNING i have to write it oh my godd#i don’t even have a name yet for her and i alsoo want to wait to know more but I WANT TO YELL ABOUT HER SO BAAAD!!#rattling the bars of my enclosure if u willllll!!#hi hi i woke up and no longer have migraine so its yelling about dragoning age timee HEHE <3#and replaying the series and seeing alfie again yesterday godd i missed this series SM#its so funny i wanted to make a side oc for him when i read tn and now hes a ro manifestation is real or something MY BABIEE !! 🥀🥹#the break my brain needed for the baldy gate and witchering beloved worms for brains 🥀😵💫🥹 those and i are forever ofc though!!#i am for sure going to return to this and i will keep my tracking tag as userdeadthree though 🥀💌☺️ !!#for when i do change it !!!!!! <33 i will also have to change my links which is 🥀😵💫 kxjxjx but yea <3 anyways luca brainworms !!!!!!!!
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Alright, the post including the link to the spreadsheet has been scheduled for tomorrow at 4:00pm EST.
At that time you'll all be given access to the spreadsheet to take a gander at it and see who you want in. If you see characters you like and didn't think of initially, feel free to send in a submission!
#may have forgotten i could schedule posts. i was stressing over it because i felt sick and didn't wanna do anything#but alas. i healed and did it. awesome swagger of ocean documentaries cured me#txt#not a poll#4 pm just because 5pm feels like the middle of the day but i don't wanna wait until 5 lol. i'll be out anyways so it's fine#i'll update the pinned post with concrete dates and times now that I have them
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New update for Tag In/Tag Out: Double Trouble!
I had to remake the blog because linking to Comicfury got the old one shadow banned.(Best read on Comicfury, check pinned post)
I'm back to updating for the next month, at least!
transcript under the read more:
[Comic id:
[Page 1] Siffrin returns to Loop, who is slumped over a tree trunk.
Siffrin: (Hey, Loop. Good news, Odile went straight to sleep.)
Siffrin (offscreen): (She probably thinks this was all a dream)
Loop: [I don't know.]
They lift their head, but still appear depressed.
Loop: [If we're having close calls this early, We're going to be found out.]
[Page 2] Siffrin is shaken by this, but quickly waves their hand, grimacing.
Siffrin: (Then we'll face the music when it happens.) (But until then…Can we go to bed?)
Loop, resting their head on their arm: Sigh…
They then snap upwards, clapping their hands. Loop: [Okay~ Bed time.]
[Page 3] The two head back to camp, with Loop prancing.
Siffrin stops Loop when they reach their tent: Wait.
Loop turns around, smiling still.
Siffrin: (I call dibs on the right side.) Loop frowns deeply, while their eyes remain happy.
Loop, with a forced grin: [But, I sleep on the right?]
Siffrin: (BUT I called dibs~)
Loop, through gritted teeth: [Okaaaay~]
[Page 4] The two are lying next to each other on their blanket. Loop stares at Siffrin, pouting.
[Page 5] Loop: [Hey, wait. I called dibs on the blanket.]
Siffrin, snuggling into the blanket, happily: (Aw, come oooon. We can share.)
Loop, turning away: [Fine.]
Siffrin: (Hehe.)
Loop: [Don't say I never spoil you.]
Siffrin: (I would never imply such a thing.)
[Page 6] Siffrin peeks over, lying their head on Loop's back. Loop, turning to them suddenly:[What?]
Siffrin, casual: (Sorry. It's just, You look just like me.)
Loop: [Did you only now notice?]
Siffrin: (I mean, You hadn't before. It's still new for me, You know?)
[Page 7] Loop turns away.
Siffrin: (I'm sorry. Wait, I imagine that was… A tough time.)
Siffrin: (But now you're free. And You're "Siffrin" again.)
Loop, neutrally: [Only If we don't get caught.]
Siffrin, frowning: (We could stand to be more careful.)
[Page 8] Loop, still facing away: [Goodnight, Siffrin.] Siffrin lies down, content.
Siffrin: (Goodnight,Siffrin.)
Loop freezes. They begin to tear up, sniffling.
[Page 9] Siffrin, startled, reaching forward: (Loop? Are y-)
Loop, interrupting: [I'm fine.]
Siffrin pulls away, lying next to Loop as they silently cry.
…Time passes, Siffrin falls asleep while it seems Loop is still upset.
[Page 10] Throughout the night, the two toss and turn, stealing the blanket from each other. Loop sits up, furious.
[and thus nobody slept that night lol] [cry emoji from the Change God]
Lastly, we cut to a very awake and agonized Loop who lies stiffly while Siffrin lies on their chest, cuddling. A small detail is that Loop is now wearing a long white sleeved shirt.
(PROLOGUE END)
id end.]
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Nugget Update (MV1)
sumary: y/n's always giddy after getting a nugget update, sure she loves her best boy, but it also has something to do with the cat sitter sending the updates
driver!reader x cat sitter!max verstappen -> habs incoming... series masterlist
cw: not fia approved words, a bit of lance hate (I don't actually hate him), mutual pinning, the grid teasing the reader, lot of appearances from the reader's cat, kissing, kinda mean!reader (to the grid)
wc: 4.1k
a/n: this is my first time writing in 2nd person so bear with me. also, I low key hate this and it may be shit. not proof read!
“Well aren’t you a ball of sunshine?” A voice called out, disturbing the peace - or the closest thing to peace you could have near a Formula 1 track.
Your gaze snapped up, eyes narrowing as you took in the man standing on the entry of the RedBull garage. “Hello, Charles,” you replied, a teasing bite obviously heard in your voice as you crossed your arms over your chest. “I know you wanted to experience what a successful garage looks like but I thought Ferrari had a better hold on you.”
Charles laughs, his eyes crinkling as his lips stretch into a smile. Teasing Charles was always a fun time but that’s all it was, just a bit of fun. It never stretched into something meaner, just two people showing affection by teasing each other.
Charles had been your very first real friend on the grid. The first to offer his hand with a smile and genuinely mean it. The first to congratulate you on a win after getting out of the car or the first to say that the next race would be better. Really, he was your best friend, but you would never tell him that or it would go to his head.
“Funny, very funny.” He said, his accent thick. His eyes slid around the motor home until finally meeting your own. “Lot of drivers are going out for drinks, came by to invite you.”
“I don’t Charles,” you started to say, going through your mental list of excuses, searching for the best one to use to avoid this social interaction.
“Oh come on!” He whined, rolling his eyes. He gave you a look that let you know you could stop thinking about an excuse because he wasn’t going to be buying it. “We won’t stay that long and it’s night race tomorrow so you don’t need to wake up at the crack of dawn.”
You pressed your lips together, the lip gloss previously applied making them slide against each other easily.
Charles kissed his teeth, nodding his head along. Fine, he’ll play the game. “Some of the WAG’s are coming as well.”
“Are you really trying to lure me out by promising female company?”
“Is it working?”
“Eh,” you shrugged your shoulders. “Will you pay my tab?”
Charles scoffed. “Pay your tab?” He asked, sounding as if you had asked him for his firstborn. “You’re filthy rich! You have a bigger salary than me!”
“Yeah, they do pay world champions a bit extra, comes with the title.” You replied, grinning at him, a wide teasing grin, your eyes twinkling.
“Fine whatever, I’ll pay your tab.” He said, raising his hands in surrender. “Now go take that suit off and shower, you look disgusting.”
“You look like a trash can threw you up!”
“It threw me up because it saw you!” Charles shouted back in response, his back already turned to you as he walked away, back to the Ferrari garage.
And that’s how you ended up in the bar, an hour later. Squished in the not too comfortable and definitely not meant to sit so many people, booth. With George’s girlfriend Carmen on your left, and Pierre’s girlfriend Kika on your right, and deep in conversation with both of them.
You feel your phone vibrate under your hand on the table, and the screen lights up, showing off your wallpaper, a picture of your beloved cat Nugget.
You tune off from the conversation the moment the message arrives, grabbing your phone and pulling it in towards you. Your face lights up, lips stretching into a smile as your eyes focus on the sender ID. Maxie.
Or rather Max. The very cute guy who was your cat sitter whenever you were out and about in the world, chasing the racing track.
With a quick move of your fingers, you swipe up, opening your phone and going into the message app. Fingers quickly tapping along the screen of your phone as you type out your reply.


With a smile you closed the messages app, pressing your fingers against the button on the side of your phone, watching the screen go black before setting it face down onto the table. As you looked back up, Lando’s amused yet teasing expression caught your eye.
You leaned forward against the table, pressing your hands to the wooden surface as you attempted to get a bit closer to the driver on the other side of the table. “Why are you looking at me like that?”
“Oh nothing,” he said with a laugh. “Just wondering who you’re texting, that’s all.” He intertwined his fingers, elbows pressed against the table and leaned forward as well. “You were all grumpy cat but then you get a message and suddenly you’re all smiles.”
“Grumpy cat?” You scoff, rolling your eyes at the McLaren driver. “I’m not a grumpy cat. And for the record, that was Nugget’s babysitter and he was sending me a picture of Nugget.”
Lando laughs, there’s a twinkle in his eyes that tells you he wants to say more but he holds himself back. “Can I see? I haven’t seen the orange gremlin in so long.”
“That’s very mean,” you say, opening your phone to show him the picture, that Max had sent you. “Nugget would never say that about you.”
“That’s because Nugget can’t speak.” He looks at the screen and his lips twist upward in a smirk. “Who’s Maxie?”
You breathe out through your nose, teeth digging into your bottom lip. When you speak your voice is sharp, it leaves no room for questioning things or an invite to ask more questions. “The cat sitter.”
“I’m sure that’s all he is.” Lando laughs when you show him your middle finger before settling back into your seat and returning to the previously abandoned conversation with the two WAG’s.

The race went pretty smoothly, as always. Starting from pole, keeping the lead the whole race and with a 20s gap to car in P2. Everything after that was pretty much a blur, the interviews, partying through the night with the grid and boarding the jet early in the morning.
The sun already started setting by the time you made it to Monaco. With a sigh you rummaged through your bag, blindly feeling around the stuff inside before your fingers finally wrapped around the keys.
Opening the apartment door you walked inside, gently laying down your suitcase as your eyes settled on the scene in your living room. Right there, laying on your couch, in deep sleep, and cuddling your cat is Max Verstappen.
His hair had fallen over his eyes and the position he’s in looks rather uncomfortable, you’re sure his body will be aching when he wakes up. His chest was raising and falling with each breath he took, little sighs slipping past his lips. Nugget was cuddled up to him, curled in a ball.
You looked at him for a few moments before starting to move around as quietly as possible, not wanting to wake him up.
Max had been cat sitting for you for a while now. Half of last season and now half of this one so almost a year. He was a sweet, kinda shy, mostly nerdy guy you ran into in a coffee shop and spilled his coffee. You offered to buy him a new one and he joined you for the coffee and you got to talking when he said he was looking for a job so you offered him to become your pet sitter.
At that point you really did need someone to look after your cat while you were gone, since you had broken up with your ex who usually took care of Nugget while you were away. And you couldn’t leave Nugget with your parents since your father was allergic to cats.
Now, your best friend who had been working in a different country had returned to Monaco and said she’d be more than happy to look after Nugget - but you wanted to keep Max around.
Already having grown used to coming home after a race weekend to find him there, just existing in your space.
Nugget’s whiskers twitch, his eyes opening and he pulls himself away from Max, stretches out and then trots over to you, rubbing his head against your leg affectionately while purring. He let out a happy, albeit a bit too loud, meow when you picked him up and on the other side of the room Max began stirring from his sleep.
He opened his eyes, a bit confused, and rubbed his knuckles against his eyes to wake up, blinking a few times as his eyes adjusted to the light filling up the room.
“You’re back,” he says, his voice is gentle, still sleepy and a bit quiet. His eyes meet yours and he offers you a sweet smile that has you immediately smiling back at him. “Didn’t mean to fall asleep, sorry about that.”
“Oh no, it’s no problem,” you reply, running your hand over Nugget’s fur as the cat lay happily in your arms. “You can use the guest bedroom if you’re tired, you know. The couch may be expensive but that doesn’t mean it’s comfortable for sleep.”
“I didn’t want to overstep,” Max said, pulling himself up into a sitting position. You approached the couch and sat down, the cat nestling in your lap and purring in content. Max smiled, reaching out his hand and petting Nugget.
“Nonsense Max, you’re not overstepping.” You cut him off, leaving no room for argument. You always told him to feel at ease in your apartment, that he was welcome to any food in the fridge and free to use the guest room as he pleased but even after all this time there was still a slight air of awkwardness backed up by the fear of going a bit too far.
Max’s eyes settled on you, your own focused on your cat so you didn’t notice him looking. He watched the way you cooed at Nugget, asking if he was a good boy while you were away and petting him gently, and his lips stretched into a small, careful smile.
He spoke before thinking. The words left his mouth before he even finished the thought inside of his head. “I watched the race,” he said, and your eyes instantly snapped up to meet his. He swallowed, already too deep to back down. “It - “ he licked his lips, trying to decide his next words, feeling like his tongue had tied itself up in a knot. “You were spectacular. It was lovely … simply lovely.”
You let out a breath, the corners of your mouth twisting upwards and you gave him a thankful look. Max swore he could feel his heart beating in his throat, and felt his cheeks heat up. “Thank you,” you said, your voice gentle, holding a comforting tone. “I’m glad you enjoyed it. And it’s nice - knowing you watched.”
“It is?”
You bit your lip, teeth scraping against you bottom lip as you looked at him, your brain running faster than the Sauber (like it’s hard) as you tried to come up with a response. “It’s kind of comforting,” you finally said, after what felt like a small forever.
You hummed, looking down at your nails. “I was thinking about bringing Nugget with me to the next race. It’s been a while since he was in the paddock.”
“Oh,” Max said, an edge of confusion noticeable in the tone of his voice. “Does that mean that you don’t need me coming over next week?”
“Actually, I was hoping you would come with.” You say, before you can talk yourself out of making the proposition.
Max tilts his head to the side, kind of like a confused cat and you try your best not to giggle at the mental image. “I’m not sure I’m following.”
“If you wanted to attend the Grand Prix,” you tell him, running the edge of one of your nails along your skin. “Cuz’ I’m still gonna need someone to look after Nugget, and you do that in general so this would just be an added bonus of traveling.”
Max is silent for a few moments and you think he’ll decline. You wouldn't fully blame him if he did, you know what the pressure of the paddock can be like. You’re about to open your mouth, tell him that ‘never mind, it was a stupid idea anyway’ and put him out of the trouble of finding a polite way to decline when he finally speaks.
“I suppose, if you want me to then yeah, I’ll come along to watch Nugget.” He says, trying to ignore the nervous feeling building up in his chest when you smile at him, a wide happy smile that makes him instantly smile back.
“Great!” You said, the excitement evident in your voice. “Someone from the team will contact you in a while to arrange the tickets and leave the rest to me.” Max nods, he doesn’t trust himself to speak, not with the way his throat is closing up and it makes him feel like he can’t breathe.



“Look at you all giggly,” Charles teased, gently pushing your shoulder with his hand. He wiggled his eyebrows, a laugh slipping past his lips as you glared at him.
“Charles, why don’t you turn around and flash your pretty face to the crowd.” You said, rolling your eyes. You looked at the stadium full of people who were shouting out for their favorite drivers, waving banners and cheering happily. You smiled towards the stadium and lifted your hand up, waving your fingers to the public. “Give them a wave.”
“See, I always knew you thought I was pretty,” Charles replied, waving at the public. The two of you and the rest of the grid were in a wagon, going around the track for the drivers parade, so essentially you were stuck with him for at least five more minutes. “Now, do tell who’s got you smiling like that.”
“Is it Maxie?” Lando asked, the teasing tone evident in his voice. He pushed himself closer to you and Charles, inserting himself into the conversation.
“Didn’t your mom teach you not to eavesdrop?”
“No, no!” Charles said, shaking his head as he waved his hand dismissively as you, his full attention now focused on Lando. “Who’s Maxie?”
Lando smiled at him, his eyes sparkling with mischief. “The cat sitter,” he said in a sing-song kind of voice.
“The one you brought to your garage?” The Ferrari driver asked, his attention back on you. “The pretty one.”
“Hold up!” Lando almost shouted, raising his hands. “You brought him with you to the Grand Prix?!”
“I didn’t … well I did bring him.” You said with a sigh, there was no escaping this now. “But it’s not like that. He’s here to watch Nugget.”
“And for you to watch him - because boy that is one good arm candy.”
“Charles, your homosexual is showing,” you warned.
“But you’re not denying it,” Charles noted, giving you a smirk.
You rolled your eyes at him but finally gave in. “Yes, I’m not denying it.”

You stepped back into the motor home, your eyes immediately searching for Max and finally you found him talking to your lead engineer. As you approached the two you could start to hear their conversation and quickly realized they were talking about how the car worked and what went on behind the scenes at a Grand Prix. You found it cute that Max was interested in that.
His eyes met yours and his face lit up, the corners of his mouth twisting upwards into a smile. “You’re back!” He said, “After terrorizing everyone around and getting pets, Nugget decided to settle down for a nap. He’s in your driver's room.”
Max gave you a wink after saying that and you had to hold in a giggle. You excused yourself to go to your driver’s room, with Max following behind you. The first thing you noticed when you went inside was Nugget, curled up on the massage bed and sleeping without a care.
The next thing that grabbed your attention was a dozen pastries lined up on a small table next to the couch. They were all individually wrapped in tissues.
“Max,” you said, picking up one of the pastries and unwrapping it. “I really did mean only one pastry, you know?” You bit into the chocolate filled pastry, moaning at the taste of a treat you weren’t usually allowed to have when it was race week. “My trainer will strangle me if he sees.”
“I swear, no one saw anything.” Max said, shuffling over to the couch and sitting down. “I was sneakier than Nugget when he’s stealing my food.”
“Oh, now that’s a very serious claim.” You told him with a laugh, his own laugh echoing back. You picked up one of the wrapped pastries and offered it to him. “Take one, or five. There’s no way I’m eating it all.”
He takes the pastry you’re offering him, his fingers brushing against your own as he takes it from your hand, sending sparks of electricity down your spine. After a second of hesitation you sit down next to him, the two of you eating the treats in comfortable silence.
His thigh nudges against yours and you turn to face him, finding that he’s already looking at you. He smiles and you don’t hesitate to smile back.

The practices go great, P2 in FP1, P1 in FP2 and P1 in FP3.
The qualifying is where a slight setback shows up, with quali being ended early due to a crash and a red flag, putting you in P10 for the start of the race tomorrow.
Once the car had rolled back into the pits you wasted no time getting out, putting the steering wheel back into place before storming into your driver’s room.
You pulled your helmet off, fingers curling into the bottom of your balaclava as you pulled it off, throwing it next to your helmet before bringing your hands up to smooth down your hair.
“I’m not in the fucking mood, Pepe.” You said without turning around, assuming it was your race engineer coming to talk about the outcome of qualifying. “Fucking Lance and his fucking money made seat - if that little frog screws up another quali, I’ll be the one crashing him out.”
“I’m not Pepe,” the other person in the room says and you instantly turn around, your eyes wide as they meet Max’s blue ones. “And I’m certainly glad I’m not Lance.”
You looked him up and down, eyes trailing over his figure. You took notice of Nugged, cuddled up in his arms and looked at you curiously, and reached your hand out to pet the cat, a long breath slipping past your lips.
“Sorry,” you said with a shrug of your shoulders. “I didn’t really mean for you to hear that.”
Max barely heard what you were saying. Too distracted by the sight of you for his brain to properly register your words. Your skin was slightly glistening with sweat, an imprint from where your helmet and balaclava had dug into your skin still visible on your flushed cheeks. Your messy hair, and your chest raising and falling with each breath you took as you were still working on catching up your breath.
Max blinked, finally snapping out of his thoughts and focusing his attention back to what you were saying. “They should have let you finish the lap.”
“I agree but sadly that’s not how it works.”
Max nodded along, not really knowing what to say to that so he switched to the next topic. “I ran into your friend. He invited you, and me, out for drinks. I think it would be nice to go, you seem like you need a drink.”
“Yeah, I definitely do.” You replied, taking Nugget from his arms and into your own, stroking down the cat’s body. “Which friend?”
“Uh,” Max started, thinking of a way to describe the guy since he couldn’t remember his name. “Wears red, pretty, sounds French.”
You laughed, smiling at him. “That’s Charles. I hope you didn’t tell him he sounds French, he gets offended by that.”
“Then it’s great I kept it to myself.”
You laughed in reply, putting Nugget down to the floor, the cat immediately moving to a cozy corner and curling up into a ball on the floor, shutting his eyes. “The hotel is right next to the track, you can take Nugget back while I shower and then we can go - if you want to.”
“Sounds like a deal,” Max replied with a smile.
You showered and put on a clean set of clothes just in time to meet Max after he finished dropping Nugget back to the hotel, leaving him with toys, food and water. The two of you made your way to the bar to join the rest of the grid for a night out.
Some of the drivers were playing pool while their girlfriends were engrossed in a conversation so that left you and Max sitting together, sharing drinks and talking.
“I just …” you started, cracking your fingers. “I don’t know, this quali really messed up my mood and I was riding on such a high after the practices going well. It all feels shit now.”
“Maybe you just need more motivation for the race.” Max offered, drinking the rest of the liquor from his glass in one go.
“You have something in mind, Maxie?” You asked, the nickname slipping past your lips without a thought now that you’ve had a few drinks.
“How about a kiss if you get on the podium?” He said, his voice suggestive. Normally he never would have dared to say something like that but the alcohol courage really worked wonders.
Your eyes widened, clearly not expecting him to be so bold or to suggest that. He took your reaction as a bad sign, immediately straightening up as a wave of dread quickly sobered him up.
“I’m sorry,” he gasped out, the expression on his face shifting into a panicked one. “That was stupid. It was thoughtless. It was -”
“A great motivation,” you cut him off, putting a finger up against his lips to silence him. “It was a great motivation.”
His cheeks burned as his eyes met yours. He looked so vulnerable, his bright eyes impossibly wide. “Yeah?”
“Yeah!”

“One more corner to go but you’re in the clear,” Pepe’s voice echoed over the radio. You blinked, your eyes focused on the track before you, the checkered flag already visible along with your team gathering in the front. “That’s P1, Y/n. Phenomenal drive today, you deserved it!”
“Thank you,” you said, your voice breathless as you moved your hands, going through the last corner and speeding towards the finish line. “Thank you, Pepe.” You repeated, swallowing your spit. “It was lovely, simply lovely.”
You put the car into P1, getting out and posing for a picture on top of your car. You could hear the shouts, the cheers, the celebration. You took off your helmet, ripping off your balaclava and putting them both into the car before turning around to face the team, eyes searching for a particular face.
Finally, you spotted Max. Standing besides your engineer, a proud expression on his face as he looked at you with a wide smile. You didn’t hesitate, feet moving before you could think and then you were in front of him, grabbing his shirt and pulling him down, smashing your lips into his.
The kiss was desperate, both of having waited long enough for it. He wrapped his arms around you, the best he could with the fence between you, kissing you back with need.
You finally pulled away when you felt your lungs burning from the lack of oxygen, learning your forehead against his. Nothing else mattered, not the public, not the team, not the celebration. Only him, finally yours.
“Simply lovely, right?” You asked, your voice breathless.
“Simply lovely!” Max repeated back to you, before kissing you once again. And he really did mean it - everything was simply lovely.
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Current Scammers - 12/11/24
Disclaimer: This list is only meant to serve as documentation and reference material so that others know: what to look out for in regards to a scam, and who to block preemptively if you so choose. I do not, in any way, endorse harassment or mass reporting these users. Do NOT do this. I'm serious. DO NOT mass report. Only report these asks if you GET them or ones like them. Thank you.
Part 2
THIS POST IS NO LONGER BEING UPDATED
Please refer to Part 3 for current scammers.
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This is the current list of scammers pretending to be Palestinians from Gaza asking for money (USD) through PayPal rather than via an official fundraising site like GoFundMe. Many of these accounts have non Palestinian names attached to the PayPal accounts while using real Palestinian names on tumblr stolen from real people. The accounts that claim to be vetted are in fact, NOT vetted by any well known group or organization, and they will beat around the bush or straight up block you if you ask for proof. All of these scammers follow a similar but slightly 'altered' script, and multiple scam accounts are usually run by one person. They will usually reblog a handful of posts after they join, then not reblog anything else, or give updates on their aid situation (like a normal user would). Also, if you look at their pinned posts, most have comments/replies turned off, and or have comments deleted/removed. I wonder why? :) Here is a comprehensive guide on how to spot these scams.
Thank you to @kyra45 for providing the list. I just wanted to provide the explanation(s) so people are aware of what exactly these people are trying to do and/or how they are 'scamming' others.
Note: Most evidence linked will be call out posts that can usually be found by searching an accounts username on tumblr. If you are suspicious of an ask you receive, I suggest you search their username to see if they've been reported by other users! If you have the time. please take a moment to report the PayPal connected to these scam accounts. Thank you!
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index:
A > usually mean a name change.
A + usually means multiple accounts running the same scam.
(banned) blogs will remain as reference/evidence until the newer accounts pop up.
I'm probably flipflopping < and + in places, but you get the idea. lol
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Insulin Scams: A guide on how to spot it and where it came from.
@furryreviewearthquake (banned)- Insulin Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence that it's a scam: here and here
@gladysconnoisseurpost (banned)-Insulin Scam - NOT vetted. Asks for PayPal. - Evidence that it's a scam: here and here
weepingwerewolfdestiny (banned) + @maximumdinosaurbouquet (banned)- Insulin Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence that it's a scam: here and here
@foggyruinspost (banned) + @foggyruinsblog (banned) - Insulin Scam - NOT Vetted. Asks for PayPal. - Evidence that it's a scam: here
@daregosh (banned)- Insulin Scam - NOT Vetted. Story stolen. Asks for PayPal. - Evidence that it's a scam: here
@cleversuitsoul (banned)- Insulin Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence that it's a scam: here
@veemiraclettastemaker (banned) + @shaaaliminneedofinsulin (banned)- Insulin Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@profoundcollectionangel (banned) + @supportgazalady (banned) + @perfectlythoughtfulbanana (banned) - Insulin Scam - Asks for PayPal. -Evidence it's a scam: here
@fuzzychildlight > @qualitycherryblossombluebird (banned) - Insulin Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@sitatimohamed (banned)- Insulin Scam - PayPal name (Mohamed Sitati) was previously used by the account yusufzalk (banned). - Evidence it's a scam: here
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@janeursular-bakir > @gaza-family1 (banned)- Evacuation Scam - Asks for PayPal. Evidence it's a scam: here
@magicalbluebirdkitty (banned) - Evacuation Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@a-mother-of-gaza (banned)- Evacuation Scam -Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@family-of-gaza (banned)- Evacuation Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@reallyuniquedaze (banned)- Evacuation Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@maximumtriumphmagazine - Evacuation Scam - Stole images from a real artist. Artist confirmed via e-mail not related. Uses fake gofundme for asking donations. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@perfectlovercat (banned)- Evacuation Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@makozh (banned)- Evacuation Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@boldlynumberonejellyfish (banned) - Evacuation Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@al-rasher (banned) - Evacuation Scam - Fake GoGetFunding campaign. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@fredannuarsblog > @abdullahwahhab - Evacuation Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
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@tinytreewombat (banned) - Cancer Scam - Not vetted. Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@cherrylydia (banned)- Cancer Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@dimoral (banned)- Cancer Scam - Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@hltabdallah (banned)- Medical Scam - Uses stolen images. Asks for PayPal. - Evidence it's a scam: here
@superbballoonsalad - Medical Scam - Stolen images. Was previously cherylbieryl. Asks for PayPal. (has deleted their post) - Evidence it's a scam: here
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MAKE HIM DISLIKE LOVE YOU
Harry Castillo x Reader (The Materialists)
Chapter 3: Happily Never After
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Chapter Summary: They say the liar's candle burns until nightfall, and the truth eventually comes out. But if the liar had to say the lie without wanting to, can she ever be forgiven? Warnings: 18+ (smut, MDNI) kinda romantic comedy stuff, fluffy, angst, lying, soft and caring Harry Castillo, Lucy as his ex, John as Lucy's ex, wealth, expensive gifts, drinks, money, cars, language, sexual tension, oral sex, p in v sex, kissing, slow burn, power imbalance, I might have missed some warnings; I will update them in due time. Chapter Word Count: 8k, explicit MDNI, smutty, fluffy, and angst... authors note: I'm so glad you all showed so much love and interest in this story! Thanks a ton, everyone!

An elevator ride towards the topmost floor brought you to a spectacular view of the city below, glass panels surrounding almost every inch of the suite. The elevator’s soft ding startled your body into action. Stepping through, you couldn't help but feel a surge of excitement at the moment. Luxurious surroundings of rich blacks, silvery grays, and gleaming gold details captured your attention, soothing your nerves. However, it was merely a distraction that served nothing, not when you could feel his every movement, his graceful steps moving to and fro.
The suite was larger than you thought, and the hallway was strewn with flower petals. The shopping bags filled with clothes he had bought for you sat on the large table to your right. You stood there, -your gaze fixed on them but avoiding his face- feeling a wave of heat intensifying throughout your body. You were startled by Harry's gentle touch as he helped you remove your coat. He did it slowly and lingeringly, letting his fingertips glide along your neck and shoulders. You glanced at him shyly, your heart racing as your eyes finally met.
Damn.
His eyes burning you to the core.
You felt a lump form in your throat, but you took a deep breath and swallowed it down. Just as he was about to turn, you caught a quick glimpse of his lips moving—was he smiling? Crap, he must have picked up on how nervous you were. Of course, he did; you were acting all jittery like a bride on her wedding night. But this wasn’t a wedding night, and you weren’t a bride, so why were you feeling this way? It had been a while since you’d last hooked up, but that wasn’t what was stressing you out. You really needed to calm the chaos going on in your head, and fast.
His words echoed in your mind: "For now, just let it all out."
And you did.
In that moment, you made up your mind. Deep down, you admitted that you wanted him.
Yes.
You wanted him so badly that you didn't care about anything else, so badly that you swallowed your pride in an instant.
You turned to him and your eyes stayed glued to him.
To his back.
The way he moved, the way he touched, grabbed and placed your coat over the chair. The way his eyes locked with yours, and with just a look, he understood.
Then he lunged.
Brought your face into his, your lips melded as one, devouring one other, clashing with hunger released from the confines of your heart. You couldn't hold back this madness any longer, opening up so gloriously, so effortlessly to his probing tongue, tongue that feverishly explored every inch of your mouth, wanting, no, needing, to brand every inch with his taste. And you pushed back, wanting the same thing: for him to taste you.
He pushed you back with even more passion than you did. You did trip, but he was agile enough to catch you before you fell, pinned you against a wall. His lips met your jaw, teeth scraping down to your neck while your hands fumbled with the buttons of his shirt, needing to feel him, desperate to touch...
Your sudden growl got his attention, and he surged up, kissing your mouth again, helping you with the damn shirt. Once it came off, you wasted no time. Your hands roamed with eager curiosity, enchanted by the velvety warmth of his skin despite the strength of his body, at the solid ridges your palms found, the sculpted lines of his chest, the tightness of his rippling biceps, his abs.
He was a magnificent sight, a living dream, and you were completely committed to exploring every inch of him.
Then, with a swift and eager move, he found the zipper of the dress, lowering it until it finally gave way, the straps on your shoulder falling helplessly to their sides. He took a moment to appreciate the stunning sight of the dress gracefully cascading from your body, elegantly flowing to the floor and pooling at your feet. His gaze lingered on every detail, from your bare legs to the delicate strands of hair framing your face. A proud smile spread across his lips, accompanied by a playful growl of approval, clearly delighted by the breathtaking vision before him.
Eagerly, he reached out with his hand to help you step over the dress, and then he placed another burning kiss on your lips.
He was quick to grab you by the hips, quick to pin you against the wall again. One arm encased you within his grip, the other harshly split your legs open and found your clit beneath your panties. You gasped, bucked against him, against his hold, his crotch. He wouldn’t budge, his mouth scraping, tasting you, your neck despite your jewelry, leaving behind delicious bites that left your body mindless, numb to everything but him.
“You have no idea how much I've been hoping for this moment,” he finally said, sucking, biting your shoulder a little too hard, rubbed your clit a little too slow, and yet. You whined for him, because of him, craving all he had to give, indifferent to whether it was right or wrong. And despite how overwhelming it was, his fingers still moved so slow, so softly against your clit- you couldn't help the desperate moan that escaped your lips, in desire to get closer, to- He growled, “Just like this, kitty, I want you just like this. Pliant, desperate for more.”
Shit. Shit. Shit.
His words didn't help; instead, they only made you squirm more. You knew he was doing it on purpose, yet damn it, you needed more; so desperate for this delicious torture to end.
“Please,” you said, whimpering.
“Please what?” He rubbed his nose teasingly against yours, a smirk dancing on his lips as he awaited your answer. With his grip, he pressed you against him a little more until your pussy was pressed against his clothed, hard cock. "Is this what you want?"
"Y-yes."
He laughed harshly.
You couldn't help it, you blushed hard after he said, "So you finally admit you want me.” He nibbled on your ear, whispered against it. "You will get what you want sweetheart, no rush. There’s something else I want to do first.”
Without lowering you from the wall against which he was pinned you, he lifted you up and caught you in his arms. He wrapped your legs more tightly around his waist and carried you to the bed.
Gripping his shoulders, yourt heart racing. Maintaining eye contact, he leaned in and gently set you on the edge of the bed. You scooted back, feeling excited, biting your lips. "Not yet," he said, his voice low and husky as he quickly grabbed and pulled you by the thighs towards the edge. The way he slid you across the bed, this easy and a little roughly, took your breath away and was definitely a big turn-on for you. He leaned over, slipped his fingers into the hem of your panties and pulled them down your thighs too roughly, tearing your lace panties, but neither of you cared at that moment.
“I want to taste you, all of you,” he growled, and brought his mouth back to your core.
Thanks to this position you were completely exposed to his wanting mouth, and he fucking knew it, his fingers back inside your cunt, mouth insistently sucking on your clit.
"Shit!" You loudly exclaimed, back arching off the bed.
He held you still by the hips with one arm while his other hand kept going, thrusting into your clenching pussy.
One hand gripped the sheets while the other held the back of his neck, fingers tangling in his curls, closing your eyes in utter ecstasy. The feel of his mouth devouring your pussy was a relentless, powerful pleasure unlike anything you'd ever felt before - the way he tore through your opening with his appendage, the way his nose bumped and his mustache tickled, the way his lips found their way to suck so sweetly on your clit. And God, the way it sounded - you would feel pretty embarrassed if you weren't overwhelmed by pure lust-, you were soaking his face, but neither of you cared enough to stop.
You forced your eyes to open, you didn't want to miss out on memorizing him kneeling before you, eating you out. The moment you managed to look at him, you realized it was a mistake.
He was looking at you.
At your face.
Your eyes.
Taking in your reactions. And goddamn, his eyes, were completely blown away in lust. He was more than enjoying having you all over his mouth. “Fucking delicious,” he grunted, diving his fingers back in.
It was your undoing.
You could feel yourself silently screaming with pleasure, your body trembling and mind blank, but for the waves of delight that kept coming through you, he hadn’t stopped his movements despite how tight your cunt gripped his fingers in your end.
"You're gorgeous," he purred, biting your calves and making you yelp. He licked away the sting once he'd marked you. In the haze of the moment, you felt the bed shake and his hands on your back, fingers unclasping your bra.
Before he settled, he took care of the rest of his clothes, impressive girth hard and throbbing and already wet with precum finally out of his pants.
The sight sent you reeling.
“Like what you see?”
Was he kidding?
He was fucking beautiful.
You bit your lip, nodded.
He smirked and was quick to get in position, harsh lips taking your breath away, body pushing you on your back. Holding onto him, you let him open you up, let him guide his cock right to your cunt.
Now the moment was definitely urgent.
He gave it a couple of flicks around your core, then he pushed in. He took you in, your gasp and moan filling the air. When he moved, it was a slow yet sure thrust that had you seeing stars, and you keened.
You mewled, "Yes."
He held you by the cheeks, lips barely a hair's breadth away, while his grip shifted and tightened around your waist.
“You feel so good," he breathed, speaking against the valley between your breasts.
Harsh, hungry hands on your breasts, on all over your skin made your flesh pleasantly crawl. Your breaths mingled when lips melded as one. Small mewls came from your throat while his hips moved against yours. And then he sped his movements while his mouth drank more of you up, the only air you took in his.
The only air he took in yours.
He tightened his grip, surely leaving marks where he groped. Harder, faster, not giving you a chance to take everything in and commit it to memory, he finally angled his hips differently.
“And you are tight, wet, warm,” he added, kissing you again.
When he heard you shout with pleasure, he made sure to keep going at it, hard and fast, so that you couldn't catch your breath, your body tensing up with the force of his hips, his cock stretching your pussy out so deliciously. You helped him by locking your legs behind his back, making him go impossibly deep, throwing your head back in ecstasy. It left your neck bare for his hungry lips and teeth, and he mercilessly marked you with them, soon after meeting your tits with his mouth again, showing them devotion while keep thrusting mercilessly, the sound of flesh against flesh was like a delicious symphony to his moans and groans, and your mewls and moans.
His lips released your breasts and trailed your jaw all the way to your ear. His pace shortened, quickened. So you begged him not to stop, not even thinking about it, and he promised he wouldn’t, couldn’t, not until he felt you gripping hard around his cock, not until he broke you.
He had a promise to fulfill, after all.
He growled the nickname he had given you, with fervor, with passion. He was close, and so were you but, you needed more, needed a bit of a push to send you reeling again. And you weren’t quite sure how, but he found your clit, and stroked it enough to give you just what you needed.
The bastard was an expert.
Your orgasm crashed through you, sight gone into utter darkness, muscles tight with tension released in such a perfect, bittersweet way, raking your nails down his back.
“Fuck,” he cursed loud and long, holding you in place while his own orgasm filled you up to the brim.
The raging fire was now extinguished, its gentle flame still brushing against your veins in slow, tender strokes. It was similar to the way you both touched each other, hands softly trailing up and down wherever they could reach. His touch felt different from before, while yours was a promise of what could be. A whispered kiss. Eyes brimming with post-coital contentment.
That moment was so special—the way all the passionate sounds of love just a moment ago faded into peaceful silence. You couldn’t fight off sleep anymore as he softened and pulled away, collapsing onto the pillow. Before you dozed off, you thought you heard him mumbling something, though you weren't really sure.
If you were more awake, you could have sworn he whispered, “Te amo.”

The morning light poured into the room like liquid gold, seeping through the tall glass panel and gently warming your face. The curtains, drawn only halfway, allowed the sun to flood the entire space, casting a soft, radiant glow that danced on the walls. From your position, you had a breathtaking view of the iconic Eiffel Tower, towering majestically in the distance, a reminder of the enchanting city around you.
You were lying with your back to Harry, and there was something strangely nice about the sound of his breath right behind you. It felt like forever since you’d woken up next to someone.
One of his arms was draped around your waist, resting on the sheet, and his warmth felt like a cozy shield. But even with the calmness of the moment, there was a twist of unease in your stomach. Last night had been incredible, full of passion, but the uncertainty about what was coming next hung over you like a dark cloud.
You were carrying this secret in your heart that felt like a heavy anchor, and you knew you had to face it eventually.
As Harry shifted behind you, his lips brushed against the top of your head. “You were talking in your sleep,” he said quietly.
You were taken aback—how long had he been awake? Wait, did he just say you were talking in your sleep?
“Are you serious?” you asked, curious about what you might have said. “You didn’t get it wrong, did you?”
“I definitely heard my name,” he said with a teasing smile.
“Okay, I didn’t know I even did that,” you replied, a little embarrassed. “Did I say anything else?”
“Sort of, and you even meowed a bit. You’re such a little kitty,” he laughed.
You rolled your eyes. “I think you’re just making that up.”
“Nope, not at all. It was real, just like you did last night. It was like; meow, meow, meow,” he joked, imitating a cat's sound.
Heat rushed to your cheeks. Those moments were fresh in your mind—he was right, ugh. You nudged him playfully in the chest.
“Come on. Stop exaggerating.”
“Want me to prove it?”
You gasped as the hand that had been wrapped around you slipped inside the sheet and between your legs.
“Don't, don't, don't, please,” you struggled, squeezing your thighs together with all your strength, resisting. His other hand found your armpit and tickled you, causing you to immediately release the pressure in your thighs.
Oh, that was too much.
He leaned over you and when his hand touched your folds, forcing his fingers inside, your heart began to race.
“Okay, okay, you win! I give up!” you giggled, punching his chest, and he laughed.
He playfully teased you for a little while longer as you both giggled. But then, your eyes met, and suddenly the mood shifted. With his gaze deepening, he leaned in and kissed you, sending a rush of warmth through your body. Just as the moment felt perfect, his phone began ringing. But he didn’t care; he kept kissing you. The kiss broke only when the phone rang insistently. He sat up, grabbed his phone from the bedside table, checked the screen, canceled the call, and tossed it back down.
“Maybe it’s important. Why didn’t you answer?” you asked.
He turned to you, “Nothing is more important than you right now.” He then pulled the sheet off you, and you quickly grabbed it to cover yourself.
“What are you doing?” you asked, surprised.
"We need a shower; we're a bit dirty, don't you think?" he replied, tugging at the sheet again, this time overpowering you.
You felt completely exposed, instinctively wrapping your arms around yourself. He chuckled, put his knee on the bed, and scooped you up into his lap.
“Stop! I can walk by myself,” you protested.
“Nobody said otherwise,” he grinned.
With a smug look, he carried you to the bathroom, clearly enjoying the moment. The bathroom was huge, with a big jacuzzi, a spacious shower, and a tall vanity cabinet. Harry set you down and followed you into the shower. It was nice that he was giving you so much attention, but it also made things trickier. You didn’t want to say anything that might hurt him, especially since you knew you’d have to come clean eventually. For now, you just had to play along until that moment came when there would be no more secrets.
After you both got out of the shower, he handed you a robe from the closet and slipped one on himself. You asked him to excuse you because you needed to use the bathroom. Finally alone, you settled onto the most luxurious toilet seat you’d ever sat on, putting your head in your hands and thinking. You knew you had to tell him soon; it was better for him to hear it from you directly. The longer this charade went on, the messier things would get. Sooner or later, you’d run into someone who knew -real- Melanie, and that scared you. Before last night, you weren’t worried about that, but everything had changed.
You could feel a strong connection between you two, and it scared you how intense it was.
It just didn’t feel right.
This had to end.
Suddenly, a sharp pang gripped your heart, urging you to stand up. You stood before the mirror, the figure in the robe felt like a stranger, unfamiliar. This life felt foreign, as if it belonged to someone else. But deep down, a hopeful part of you whispered that this could actually be your life, and that Harry would accept you just as you are.
You really wanted to believe that.
With all your heart.
But this was no time to be naïve; you had to think rationally.
You had to.
You turned on the tap, splashing cold water on your face to shake off the feelings. Just then, you heard a light knock at the door.
“Are you planning to spend the whole day in there?” Harry joked, his tone playful yet warm.
A smile spread across your face and you sighed deeply as you opened the door. Stepping into the room, you saw Harry already dressed in a cream long-sleeved shirt and black jeans - casual yet stylish, which suited him perfectly. As he put on his watch, he looked at you, "Breakfast will be here soon."
“Really? In the room?” you asked, your eyes lighting up in surprise.
He chuckled, clearly enjoying your excitement. “Yes, in the room.”
Just then, a knock on the door interrupted you two, and you both turned to see Oliver standing there, looking a bit flustered.
"Why didn't you answer the phone?" Oliver asked quickly, his eyes darting over Harry's shoulder to you.
Feeling uneasy under his gaze, you instinctively blushed and stepped further into the room.
"Is something wrong?" Harry asked.
“Well, I… I was just checking,” Oliver said, his voice trailing off awkwardly.
Harry raised an eyebrow, intrigued. “Checking?”
Oliver cleared his throat. “I meant— if you need anything. Oh, and they called, they're expecting you today.”
“Awesome, thanks,” Harry said.
“No problem.”
"Anything else you want to say?"
“N-no, I’ll be in the lobby,” he replied, turning around.
As Harry closed the door behind Oliver, he turned to you, looking lost in thought.
“Is everything okay?”
He shrugged slightly. “It’s just Oliver acting a bit weird. But it’s probably nothing.” He looked at you and asked, “Why aren’t you dressed yet?”
“It’s just... the dresses you bought are gorgeous, but…” You glanced down at the shreds of your panties on the floor. “I need some new underwear.”
With a cheeky grin, Harry placed his hands on his hips. “Well, that’s my bad. But don’t worry; I’ll fix that.” He went over to the closet and came out with a white shirt. “Here, wear this.”
“But it’s your shirt,” you frowned.
“It is, yes.”
“You want me to wear this?”
“Absolutely,” he replied, still grinning.
“Why?”
“Because you’ve got no other option. Unless you want to walk around naked,” he smirked. “I’d be totally cool with that, though.”
You squinted as you took the shirt from him. “You’ll be waiting forever for that to happen.”
Just then, there was a knock at the door. He chuckled as he went to open it.
After enjoying a delightful breakfast on the balcony with a breathtaking view of the city, everything Harry ordered for you arrived in the room. After all, it was he who had torn your panties, so he owed you. You glanced at the bag, and picked up a stylish black lace bra; it was exactly your size.
He was behind you, leaning against the closet with his arms folded and watching.
“How could you possibly know my exact size?” you asked.
He opened his mouth to reply, but you silenced him with a gesture of your hand. “Don't answer that.”
He laughed. “Come on, get dressed. We need to get going.”
You shot him a glare. “Not with you watching—turn around!”
“Seriously?”
“What do you think?”
He frowned. ’I already saw all of you last night, what's the point of hiding it now?’
“That was last night,” you snapped.
He blinked in astonishment, clearly impressed. “You truly are an extraordinary woman.”
"Yes I am. Now turn around, Mr. Castillo,” you said, twirling your finger at him.
He sighed, a little defeated, but gave in. “Fine," he murmured. "But just so you know, tonight I’m going to make you beg me to take your clothes off.”
“Did you say something?”
“Nothing at all,” he replied, a cheeky grin forming. His mind raced with bold ideas, and your attitude and stubbornness only fueled his eagerness.
It was a challenge, and he was ready to accept it.

"Oh my God!"
You almost fainted from excitement as you stared at the sports cars in all their splendor, your mouth agape. The welcoming team at the luxury rental place truly made you feel at ease, sharing in the exhilaration of these remarkable vehicles.
"Are you telling me I can drive one of these beauties if I want to?" you asked, still unable to take your eyes off the amazing cars. A huge smile spread across your face, reminiscent of a child who had just found a stash of candy.
Harry chuckled, "I've gotten you flowers, clothes, jewellery - but I've never seen you so excited about anything"
"I'm sorry, but how could I not be? Just look at them!"
He placed his hand on your shoulder. "So which one are you going to choose? I'm really curious."
Your eyes scanned the lineup until they landed on the car that truly stole your heart. You walked over, gently brushing your hand along the sleek bonnet, and declared, "This one—the Mustang GT500."
"American muscle, huh? Nice choice."
"You mean I can really drive this?"
"That's why I brought you here, kitty," he smiled.
He had listened to your many conversations about cars, enjoying your passion for them. Apparently, he never grew bored of your car talk, and he wanted to surprise you like this.
You felt unworthy of such a thoughtful man
As you gripped the steering wheel of the red Mustang on the track, a huge smile spread across your face - it had been a long time since you had felt this good. Every time you stepped on the gas, the engine roared and you took the corners like a pro, the tyres screeching on the tarmac. Harry looked a little nervous, but he couldn't help praising your driving skills, saying how well you handled the car.
When you reached the end of the track, you lingered for a moment, reluctant to say goodbye to this baby.
"Harry, thank you. That was even more amazing than I could have imagined."
"You've never driven a sports car before?" he asked.
"I have." It wasn’t entirely a lie. You had driven it once—Nate's Lamborghini. It was one of those days when you were cleaning up after Melanie. While Nate was in the backseat making out with her—they were both drunk, and sometimes it turned into lust—yes, it was really shitty and disgusting. But the only good thing about that day was that you got to drive his car. "But not for long."
"I'm glad I made you happy," he replied.
"Yeah, you definitely did. Thanks, Harry." It was the truth. As you looked into his eyes, he leaned in closer and whispered, running his fingers through your hair, "Be mine, and I’ll show up at your place in the morning with any car you want. Just think about it."
"Harry," you murmured.
"Listen, I don't want to pressure you, but I need a clear answer. I'm a straightforward guy—doubt and uncertainty aren't something I handle well. I've waited this long because of this undeniable feeling I have for you. My instincts have never led me astray, and I’m sure they won’t this time either. So tell me, don’t you think it’s about time? Don’t you think I deserve an answer?"
His brown eyes sparkled like gems. You wanted nothing more than to be with him always, to plead with him to never leave and to make you his. But there was something you had to sort out first.
"You deserve so much more," you said, your voice shaking a bit. You took a deep breath."Tonight, I’ll give you my final answer, okay?"
He brought your hand to his lips and kissed it. "All right," he said, smiling as he brushed his lips over your knuckles.

When you got back to the hotel, it was dark, and you couldn’t stop thinking about how you were going to deal with tonight. It was making you super nervous. Harry was outside, talking on the phone, while you were in the lobby, buried in the couch and lost in your thoughts. Oliver noticed you were alone and came over to talk to you.
“Is there something you want to tell me?” he asked.
“Excuse me?” you replied, caught off guard.
“Look, I found out everything; the dating agency called me.”
You froze.
“Don’t worry, I know it’s not your fault, but this can’t go on. You understand that, don’t you?”
You nodded, tears beginning to well in your eyes.
“I wanted to talk to Harry, but he’s way too attached to you. I think it’s better if you tell him yourself. He has a reputation to maintain—you know he’s well-known. The longer this goes on, the more it messes with his image. Just tell him before things go further, or I’ll have to, and the head of the matchmaking agency might get involved. And trust me, that’ll hurt him a lot more. He should hear it from you.”
“I’ll tell him, I promise. Tonight.”
“Thank you. Oh, he’s coming. Wipe your tears,” he said, handing you a tissue from the table before standing up.
What?
Were you actually crying?
You took the tissue and quickly dried your eyes, sniffling while trying to pull yourself together.
“Melanie, look who’s here,” you heard Harry’s voice.
You almost had a heart attack when you turned around. Jack, Melanie’s dad, was standing right in front of you with a forced smile that screamed trouble.
“I just ran into Jack,” Harry said, looking at you. But then his face changed as he noticed how frozen you were, shaking a bit. “Are you okay?”
“Harry, can you give me and my daughter a minute?” Jack said, still staring at you.
Harry paused, frowning as he sensed something was wrong. Oliver put a hand on his shoulder. “Let’s give them some privacy,” he suggested.
Harry nodded, looking unsure, but his eyes were still on you. “I’ll be in the room,” he said, clueless about what was really going on. He thought it was just a father-daughter thing. You wished it was that simple.
As they walked toward the elevator, Jack made sure they were out of earshot and pointed to the seat behind you. “Why don’t you sit down? We need to talk.”
“Jack, I—”
What were you even going to say?
Damn it.
“Sit down, please.”
You did as he said, and he sat across from you, looking at you. “I know everything.”
You raised an eyebrow. “How?”
“Do you think my daughter has someone handling her secret affairs and I don't know about it?”
Of course, he should have. Jack was smart and clearly one step ahead of you.
“But if you knew—”
“Why didn’t I stop you?” He sighed. “I wanted to handle this when I got back to New York, but then I found out you were here. I was already in Marseille, so I flew in last night to talk to you.”
“Why didn’t you just tell him?”
“Harry? I could have, but honestly, it’s embarrassing for me. I’m not mad at you; it’s my dumb daughter who messed everything up. I can only be upset with you for not telling me sooner. We wouldn’t be in this mess if you had.”
“Jack, I’m sorry.” Your voice cracked.
"No, I don't blame you. But you have to take responsibility for this. You need to finish things with Harry—trust me, it’s for the best. Go talk to him right now and just explain.” He stood up. “I’ll be outside, waiting for you. Just go and do what needs to be done.”
You watched him walk away, your head spinning with thoughts, and didn't even notice Oliver coming over.
"What did he say?" he asked.
"The same thing you told me earlier. He said I should just end things with him."
"Are you going to do it?"
You looked at him, wiping a tear from your cheek with your hand. You nodded firmly.
He nodded back. "He's in the room, waiting for you," he said. You were glad he looked at you like a friend, the last thing you wanted was pity.
You felt enough pity for yourself; you really didn't need any more.

Harry was pouring himself a whisky when his phone rang. He took a sip while glancing at the screen. It was a number he didn’t feel like answering. When it rang again a moment later, he shook his glass, listening to the ice cubes jingle, and finally sighed before picking it up.
“There you are,” said the voice on the other end.
“What do you want, Lucy?”
“Hey, slow down! I’m only calling because I’m worried about you. I just found out what happened; it’s horrible.”
Harry paused, taking another sip. “What in God’s name are you talking about?”
“I’m talking about the mess with the matchmaking company. That’s what you get for choosing someone other than my agency. You should really sue that woman.”
“Wait, what are you talking about? What woman? What mess?”
At that moment, you opened the door and walked in. Harry’s back was turned to you as he was still on the phone. When he heard you come in, he turned to face you, his expression hardening.
"What the... Didn't you know? I'm talking about the girl who pretended to be Melanie Johnson and tricked you. Given your social status, her intentions were pretty obvious. People like her are dangerous; you should get rid of her before something bad happens. Oliver should have informed you by now; I can't believe he didn't. Maybe you need a new assistant. And just so you know, starting a new dating service would be a good idea—something like that would never happen with my---" He hung up angrily, keeping his eyes fixed on you. The intensity of his gaze startled you; you had never seen him like that before.
“H-Harry,” you stammered.
“Is it true?” His voice was cold.
You swallowed hard. Had he found out everything?
He took a step toward you. “Your name isn’t Melanie. Is that true?”
You closed your eyes and sighed. “That’s right. I’m not Melanie Johnson. I’m—”
“Why?” he said, taking another step closer. “Why did you do it? Is this what you’ve been hiding from me? All this time you’ve been lying to my face. But why?”
“Harry, let me explain. I—”
“What a fool I was. I thought there was something special between us. I thought it would be different this time, but it was all a lie.” He seemed to be speaking to himself.
You stepped closer to him. “Let me explain. I am—”
“Get out."
You froze. “W-what?”
His eyes were icy as he looked at you. “Didn’t you hear me? Get out.”
You frowned. “You said you'd listen to me. Why won't you let me explain?”
In a fit of rage, Harry threw his phone against the wall, and it shattered into pieces upon impact. Startled, you watched as he opened the door and pointed outside. “Get out now.”
Frustration bubbled inside you as you fought to suppress the tears threatening to fall. You walked to the door and glanced back at him, but he wouldn’t meet your gaze. “I knew you'd break my heart. Thanks for proving me right,” you said in a cracking voice before leaving the suite.
He slammed the door behind you with a loud bang, making you jump, but it only urged you to run toward the lift. You had to get out of there immediately.
You ran out of the lift and hurried to the hotel’s exit. You couldn’t stop sobbing, and people turned to look at you, but you didn’t care. Your mind was spinning; all you wanted was to escape, to disappear forever. Oliver recognized you and started to call your name, but he didn’t even know it. Instead, he just watched as you dashed out through the hotel’s revolving door, then headed to the lift to check on Harry.
As soon as you were outside, you kept running, desperate to get away from the hotel. But after a few minutes, the cold wind hit you, and you realized something terrible: this wasn’t your city, New York; it was a completely foreign place. You didn’t know the streets, didn’t know the people. The short dress you were wearing left your shoulders exposed, and without your coat, you shivered. Passersby looked at you strangely, their gazes lingering on your expensive dress, high heels, flashy necklace, and earrings. You wanted to shout at them, “I’m just an ordinary girl with an empty wallet!”
Suddenly, Jack came to mind; he said he would wait for you outside. “Oh, what an idiot I am,” you thought.
Forcing yourself to ignore the stares, you walked back toward the hotel street, searching for Jack. Where was he? Then, suddenly, you heard a voice behind you. A man spoke to you in French, but it was clear from his tone that he wasn’t friendly.

When Oliver walked into the room, he was shocked to see pieces of a smashed phone and glass all over the floor. Harry had his back turned, staring out the window at the city. Oliver approached him carefully, knowing deep down that his worst fears had come true. Harry caught his reflection in the glass and turned his head slightly.
“Why didn’t you just tell me?” he asked, sounding frustrated.
Oliver had been expecting the question, but he didn’t know how to answer. “Man, I’m really sorry. I found out yesterday and was going to tell you, but I thought it would be better if she told you.”
Harry turned to face Oliver. “You should have told me, Oliver. I should have heard it from you, not from my ex, dammit.”
“What did you say? Wait a minute, did Lucy call you? God damn it, I thought she was the one who told you.”
“What difference would it have made?” Harry shot back, his voice tinged with anger. “She’s a crook—a serpent in disguise who’s deceived me all this time. How did she pull it off? She even fooled Jack. What exactly was her scheme? Is she a gold-digger or something?”
“What do you mean? She didn’t give you the full story? They spoke to Jack, and she was supposed to fill you in.”
“Does she know him?” Harry asked incredulously, disbelief etched on his face.
“Of course she does. She’s working as a housekeeper at his house. Jack’s daughter, Melanie, forced her into this. The real Melanie didn’t want to meet you face-to-face, so she used her friends to hack the system. Jack must have been too embarrassed to come down here himself. But like me, he wanted her to tell you—”
In a sudden burst of emotion, Harry seized Oliver’s collar, their eyes locked in an intense stare. “What did you just say? What do you mean she was forced?”
“You heard me. The poor girl is like Melanie's puppet; she had no choice in the matter. It’s all part of a twisted game to keep you from marrying Melanie I guess. She’s trapped in it.”
Time seemed to freeze for Harry as he absorbed the weight of Oliver’s words. “What have I done?” he muttered himself, his heart ached.
“But I thought she told you. Didn’t she?”
Harry shook his head, his heart sinking. “She was going to, but I lost it—I was furious, and—”
“Dude... What have you done?”
Harry squeezed his eyes shut, a wave of regret crashing over him, as if he were drowning in his own foolishness. “I told her to get out,” he muttered.
“Geez, isn’t that a bit harsh? No wonder she ran out of here in tears."
He shot Oliver a sharp look, panic flashing across his face. “What? Where is she now?”
“I don’t know. She just bolted from the hotel and disappeared into the streets."
Harry's gaze darted to the coat abandoned on the chair, a symbol of the moment he now regretted. He snatched it up, determination igniting within him, and rushed toward the door.
“Hey! Where are you going?” Oliver called out, his voice filled with worry.
“I’m going to find her!” Harry shouted back, his heart racing as he sprinted toward the elevator, desperate to make things right.

“Look, dude, I don’t get your language. Just back off, alright?”
But the guy kept closing in on you. You didn’t need to understand him to figure out what he wanted. As you stepped back, your heel caught on the cobblestone, and you went down. At that moment, a fancy car pulled up, and a man got out and walked over to you while the other guy turned around and took off. The man in the suit offered you his hand.
“Are you a New Yorker too?” He smiled.
You took his hand and got up. “Yeah, you too?”
“Yeah. I heard your accent when you told that guy to ‘back off.’”
You chuckled nervously, saying, “He really freaked me out; he was coming right at me.”
“But you were ready to fight him. I guess it’s not the first time you’ve had to run from creeps, right?” he replied with a grin.
“True,” you laughed. “There were definitely some in New York.”
He chuckled and offered his hand again. “I’m Alan.”
You shook his hand. “Thanks, Alan.”
“Aren’t you going to tell me your name?”
Just then, someone called your name from behind. You turned and saw Jack.
About time. You felt a wave of relief wash over you.
“I’ve been searching everywhere for you! Where have you been?” He was worried.
“I—I got lost and—”
“Jack?”
“Alan!”
They hugged, and you were surprised to see that they knew each other. Jack turned to you and said, “You get in the car, and I’ll be right there.”
You nodded and did as he instructed. Alan watched you intently while getting into the car, then turned to Jack.
“I thought you were in Marseille,” Alan said.
“I was, but then I came here. I had some urgent matters to take care of,” Jack replied.
“Is this pretty lady your daughter or something?” Alan asked.
Jack sighed. “I wish she were, but no. Let’s just say she’s someone I know. Listen, Alan, I really have to go now. See you.”
“See you, man,” Alan responded.
Jack hopped into the car beside you and instructed the driver to head to the airport, where his private jet was waiting to take you back home. Your phone buzzed insistently; it was Harry calling -actually it was Oliver's number but you knew it was him-.
You ignored all the calls.
“Do you have feelings for him?” Jack asked, his tone direct yet gentle.
You looked straight at him, then averted your gaze, unable to deny the truth in your heart. He picked up on the unspoken words and nodded slowly.
“Don’t,” he said. “Don’t go there if you care about yourself, you silly girl.”
You nodded.
“What about him? Do you think he has feelings for you?”
You shook your head. “I don’t think so. Even if he did at one point, he doesn’t anymore.”
Jack nodded. “I’m sorry about what happened. But when we get back, I can’t let you work in my house anymore. You understand why, don’t you?”
“Yes, of course,” you murmured.
“I want you to know I’ll provide a good severance package for all your service up to now and for everything you’ve been through. If you ever need help in the future, you know my number.”
Jack was hot-tempered but had a noble soul. He considered those he trusted as family, regardless of their social status. You looked at him, feeling grateful.
“Thank you, Jack,” you said with a smile.
He nodded. “Sure.”
All the while, your phone was ringing insistently, and you were ignoring Harry’s calls.
Why the hell was he calling?
Did he want to curse at you or something?
Finally, Jack held out his hand. “Give it to me; let me talk to him.”
You hesitated at first, but eventually, you handed it over. As he spoke on the phone, you looked out the window, feeling nervous about hearing his voice.
"Harry, it's Jack. Please stop calling her; I will be your point of contact on this matter from now on. I'd like to invite you to an apology dinner when you return to New York, and I'm willing to provide compensation as well. I'll be in touch with you soon." Then he hung up.
“Damn it, Jack,” Harry snarled.
He stood in front of the hotel’s front door, then something glittering on the floor caught his attention. He bent down and picked it up; it was one of your earrings—the one he had given you as a present.
“She must have dropped it while running,” he muttered.
Oliver came running toward him from across the street, panting. “They saw Jack leaving, but I couldn’t find any trace of the girl. Did you manage to reach her?”
Harry continued to stare at the earring in his hand. “Ollie.”
“Yeah?”
“Call the pilot; we’re heading back to New York.”

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𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐭
summary: joel fucks you over the kitchen sink.
warnings: 18+ smut. best friends dad!joel x afab!reader. alt universe. unspecified age gap. secret relationship. soft dom!joel. cream pie. w.c. 529
author's note: writing has been difficult lately so i'm trying to write little pieces like this randomly to help get the creativity flowing again. so i apologize if this isn't my best. *runs off into the night*
𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭 ⋅ 𝐅𝐢𝐜 𝐍𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐟𝐬 ⋅ 𝐉𝐨𝐞𝐥 𝐌𝐢𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐫 𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐋𝐢𝐬𝐭
"You better keep those hands on the counter if you want to come," Joel's lips brush your ear with the soft threat. Large, worn hands smother your own against the cool marble, keeping you still yet pliable.
You anxiously peer through the kitchen window.
It's been 10 minutes or so since you left. You made up a white lie about a headache to your friends, excusing yourself from the splashing chaos in the pool, only to find yourself in the arms of your friend's dad, Joel.
It started off innocently with wandering eyes and cheeky comments, which turned into brazen touches and stolen kisses over the last few months. Eventually, you ended up in Joel's bed one lonely night after a rough breakup. You sought solace from your friend, but Joel was the one who answered the door when she wasn't home.
Worry tugs at your nerves, bottom lip pinched hard between your teeth. You silently pray your friends won't realize you're missing and come searching. You wouldn't be able to face them if they saw you bent over the counter taking their friend's dad's cock.
"Where'd you go, sweet girl?" his thumb brushes your lip, pulling it softly from between your teeth. You kiss the warm pad before he pushes it into your mouth, letting you suckle on the digit.
"Stay righ' with me." He murmurs, pressing his broad front against your spine and trapping your body to the counter's edge. "Don' need to be thinkin' 'bout anythin' else 'cept takin' my cock."
Your breath hitches as he grinds his length deeper, nudging his weeping crown at the end of you, forming you around him like a leather glove.
"What if someone sees." You blurt, frantically clutching his wrist when one of your friends looks toward the kitchen window. Thankfully, the sun blinds her view just as Joel flips the two of you out of sight.
A steady arm locks around your waist, keeping you pinned on his thick cock while you're left at his mercy. He uses the support of the counter against his lower back to keep you propped and open for him.
"What'd I say 'bout thinkin', huh?" he snaps his hips, driving his girth between your drenched folds, ruthlessly accentuating his words with each thrust. "Nothin'. But. My. Cock."
A brute hand curls under your jaw and tips your head against his shoulder. His grey whiskers scratch your cheek. "Can feel her creamin' on me, ya know." He grits, tightening his hold on your jaw as your cunt swirls around his girth. "Why you fightin' it? We both know you're exactly where ya want to be, sweet girl."
Your eyes press tight as a wave of untamed arousal shoots from your cunt straight into your brain. Joel smacks his hand over your mouth, barely muting your sounds of carnal bliss as you tumble over the edge, body quivering and writhing in his hold.
"Tha's my good girl." Joel huskily praises. Your fingers dig into his forearm as he picks up speed. He grunts like a wild animal, uncaged and dirty, feverishly fucking into your soaked heat until his cum is dripping down your thighs.
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Bucky pinning you down so you can’t squirm and he’s just sitting inside you while he tortures your clit feeling you clench around him. He makes you cum over and over until he finally cums.
Overstimulation + super soldier stamina = …
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Dear God, I know I just don't have it in me to behave during cock-warming. When it comes down to it, I genuinely have no patience at all 😵💫
"You..." Bucky begins, pressing you down onto the bed before gripping your ankles and forcing you to flip over onto your front. "Have a problem with control."
With your face turned away from him, you can't help but smile to yourself. No one has ever said it out loud but you know he's right.
Being in control is where you're most comfortable. No hands are safer than your own. Except maybe his. You know he won't fuck this up.
"And you..." He continues, gathering your wrists behind your back, holding them tightly with one hand. "Need to learn how it feels to have control taken from you. Do you understand?"
As soon as you begin to nod your head, you feel him start to tape around your wrists, holding them together behind your back. Once he's content they're secure, he sits on the edge of the bed, facing the mirror before he pulls you onto his lap.
"Legs spread over the top of mine." He orders and you do as you're told, not because you have to but because you want to.
You notice the way your cunt is already glistening in the mirror and you're almost embarrassed because he hasn't even touched you yet.
"Fuck, you're made for this." He groans, lining his cock up to your slick entrance and you wonder if he's holding his breath too while he slides into you, as deep as your bodies will allow.
You're obsessed with the sight in front of you; your own naked body, with your legs spread so far apart you can see how your cunt is stuffed full of him.
Being shorter though, your feet can't touch the ground like this. There's no way you'll get enough leverage to fuck yourself on him but as soon as you start to tell him that, he silences you with two thick fingers between your lips.
"I'm not letting you fuck me." His free hand roams over your body, squeezing your breasts, pinching your nipples and then settling between your spread thighs.
"I'm going to play with you. I'm going to see how much you can take. I'm going to work out exactly how you like your clit stroked and I'm going to do that until your legs are shaking and your body won't let you cum any more. Maybe then I'll fuck you but sweetheart, that will be hours from now." His breath is hot against the side of your face, his fingers slipping from your mouth to your waist while he starts to flick gently against your clit.
"I'm going to start slowly. I'm going to do everything I can to drag this out as long as possible. I can feel every clench and flutter of this pretty little cunt and I'm going to enjoy it until you're dripping over my balls." At this rate, it won't be long until you're dripping onto the carpet, never mind over him. You dreamed he'd want to take control like this but you never imagined the way your body would respond.
"And then, when you've cum more times than you can handle, I'm going to tell you that I love you while I fuck you like I don't."
Update: Part 2
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Doing Time 1
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Warnings: this fic will include dark content such as noncon/dubcon, threats, age gap, and possible untagged elements. My warnings are not exhaustive, enter at your own risk.
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Summary: you try to keep your brother safe in jail but put yourself in danger along the way.
Characters: con/ex-con!Steve Rogers
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You never expected it to be like this.
It’s still surreal to you. The frigid halls, the concrete walls, and the bulletproof barrier between you and your own brother. Despite all those troubled years, of him being lost, you just never could think he’d end up here.
On the other side of a window; where you can’t hug him, you can’t hold his hand, you can’t even poke him for being the annoying the little brother. You can only stare at him and grieve. You try not to show it. You try to be strong for him. Maybe it’s a lesson.
You wait for the guards to bring him as you sit in the stiff chair. As you think past to the days when you and Vaughn were just kids, when his antics were harmless, it’s all so distorted. Like a dream. Like it never was.
You remember pushing him in the swing at the park, laughing with him about jumping in puddles, but then there are the other scenes stuck on replay. The boys teasing him until he hit them. Until he held them down and filled their mouths with rocks. He wasn’t violent then, not in your mind, he was just protecting himself. Now you see, that was only the beginning of a twisted road.
The door on the other side opens and closes. You look up and lean in, trying to see around the walls of the booth. Other inmates sit along the row, facing their own loved ones, soaking up those few minutes they can.
Vaughn is shoved into the seat across from you. The guard hooks the chain of his coughs to the desk and pats his shoulder with an unheard warning. You sit up and grab the receiver. He does the same, reluctantly. He won’t look you in the eye. He hardly can as his left one is swollen shut, his nose is split at the bridge, and he wears a stiff neck brace.
“What happened to you?” You gasp.
He pokes his tongue into his cheek. He hovers the phone away from his battered face. His tattooed knuckles clench. You repeat your question.
“A fight.” He shrugs and wince.
“A fight? You didn’t think to tell me when I called? How—the guards--”
“The guards don’t give a shit,” he hisses. “Just the way it is.”
“Why--”
“I did what I had to. Some guys in here are just looking for it.”
“Vaughn, look at me,” you demand and lean forward.
He closes his eyes and takes a breath. He opens them and meets your gaze. Shame twitches in his cheek. You’re the only person who calls him anything but V. He sighs.
“I was being stupid. I ran my mouth and... shit, I woulda been killed if it was for this other guy down in Block D. Saved my neck,” he gulps. “Really, he did.”
You frown and rub your forehead, “he saved you? Didn’t think there’d be much of that in there.”
“Huh?”
“Like you said, the way it is. Why would someone help?”
His eyes dart away. For all his sneakiness, he’s never been able to lie to you. Still, he can’t admit it.
“Who was it?” You ask.
“Who? Why? You got friends in here?” He snorts.
“Well, you won’t tell me why they helped, so I don’t know, Vaughn, give me something.”
He rolls his eyes; at least, the one you can see. “Okay, okay. He’s got pull in here. He’s... been here a while. Kinda the big dog.” He sniffs and lowers his voice, “he’s got a lot of friends.”
“You mean he’s in a gang?”
“If that’s what you wanna call it,” he scoffs.
“What would you call it? I’m not stupid. Someone like that doesn’t do you a favour out of the goodness of their heart, so what’s the catch? Tell me.”
“Sis, you don’t get it. You don’t survive in here unless you got someone to watch your back.”
You drag your hand over your head and sit back, “I know. It’s-- it’s just that sounds dangerous. Vaughn, you said you were going to learn from this.”
“He’s not the worst,” he says. “The guy, he’s got a code. He keeps people busy so they’re not hanging around sharpening shivs. It is what it is, but it’s better than the alternative.”
“Still punching each other in the face. Beating each other senseless,” you accuse.
“Look, it could’ve been worse. You should’ve seen the other guy. And the one who helped me, everyone is afraid of him. I got him in my corner. You want me to make it out, that’s how.” Vaugh shifts and touches the neck brace. “And sure as shit I’m not gonna turn around and spit in his face. I owe him my life.”
You think. He's right, you don’t know anything about being inside. And you don’t have any other suggestions. At least he has someone looking for him when you can’t. They might even be able to protect him from his own worst enemy; himself.
Still, new allies mean new enemies. At least, going by the TV shows. You doubt those are accurate. What can you do but let him figure it out. Pray that he does.
“Tell me who.”
“What?” He snips.
“Just tell me?”
“Why?”
“I don’t know. I’m curious. What else are we gonna talk about?” You say.
“Yeah, guess you wouldn’t wanna hear about my cell mate’s shits,” he snickers. “Guys name is Rogers, Steve. Don’t know what got him in here but he can hold his own. He’s like a walking Ken doll. Maybe a bit forgotten but, put together.”
“Ah, you interested?” You wonder.
“He’s not my type. You know I’m picky.” He smirks then chuckles only to wince in pain. “Stop making me laugh.”
“Well, I hate to put an even bigger smile on your ugly face but I did add credit to your commissary. Phone time too. You gotta call mom.” You try to roll the tension from your shoulders, “I won’t tell her about the fight but you promise to call. She’s on my ass.”
“Thanks,” he deflates, “I... I didn’t mean to hurt her. Or you. Ya know?”
“I know, Vaughn. There’s time,” you assure him.
The rest of your thirty minutes is spent trying not to fixate on his bruises. It makes you sick to think about what happened; to imagine him being beat like that. You have no illusions about prison, you’re terrified, and you don’t deny it’s his own fault he’s there. None of that can change that he’s still your baby brother.
When it’s time, you don’t want to go. The unhook his cuffs from the loop and force him up. You watch him go before you leave, escorted by a guard into the hall.
You stop by the desk to schedule another visit. You tap the pen on the form as you think. You look up at the uniformed receptionist.
“Can I get another form?” You ask. It’s a bad idea.
“Sure,” she’s unfazed by the request and slides another form through the slot. You write in the time and date then pause as you try to remember the name; Steve Rogers. You don’t know his number but hopefully that doesn’t matter.
You sign and submit both forms under the window. The guard takes them and reviews them with a quick skim of her eyes.
“Rogers?” She reads aloud.
“Yeah? Is that a problem?” You wonder.
“Not my call. Needs to be approved. Even then, the inmate needs to agree,” she puts the forms next to the keyboard and types.
“Oh, well... I guess I’ll wait and see.”
“Not saying anything,” she drones. “It’s just... he doesn’t get visitors.”
“How long has he been here?” You ask.
“Can’t disclose that,” she rebuffs. “But maybe he’ll agree, just for a change in the days. Board’s the real problem.”
“Well, thanks. I appreciate the help,” you put the pen down. “Have a good day.”
“You too, miss.” She responds without looking away from her screen.
You turn and drag your feet toward the doors. You kind of hope it’s denied. You’re too embarrassed to go and ask her to just shred the form after all.
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The prison calls to confirm both visitations, not so much to your content. The more you think about it, the worse the idea seems. The man is not only a stranger, he’s a convict and a criminal. You don’t even know what he did.
And what are you going to say? Your whole intent is to thank him but now you think he might just laugh in your face. What if you make it worse?
And you can’t not go now. If he showed up and you didn’t. If he ever finds out it has something to do with your brother, you may have just put him in danger. Oh, why don’t you think things through? Maybe you’re more like Vaughn than you care to admit.
You drive to the facility. You check in with the guard, they do their usual search, then take you into the visitors’ bay. Your brother looks better than the last time you saw him. In better spirits too. No trouble to report, at least none he will admit.
Your half-hour goes to fast. You remind him to call your mom, your mind wandering to your next thirty minutes. The guard tells you to stay as they take Vaughn away. You do. For fifteen whole minutes before the door signals another arrival.
The guards lead the inmate to your booth. You look up at him shyly. He’s tall, thick arms, broad chest, muscled bound shoulders. The jumpsuit clings to him tightly as if they can’t get one to fit properly. His blonde hair is made paler by streaks of silver. His blues eyes are edged with crows feet and his already handsome face defined with the lines of his age.
He’s older than you expect but no less intimidating. He sits, his posture unwavering, and he stares at you blankly. They hook his cuffs to the desk and leave you. There’s only expectation in his expression. He is not the one who starts conversations.
Vaughn’s right. He doesn’t look like the typical inmate.
You wait but he doesn’t move. You grab the receive and put it to your ear. You chew your lip as he tilts his head. He slowly reaches to pick up the one on his side.
You gulp but can’t find your voice. You stare at him helplessly. You eke out, “hi.”
His cheek dimples, “wasn’t expecting you. Mostly ‘cause I don’t know you.”
“Um, uh,” you sniff and shake your head. You fidget with the cord.
“Take a breath, sweetheart.”
“Sweetheart?” You echo.
“Well, you got a name?”
You clear your throat and give your name. It steadies you, just enough.
“You saved my brother. Vaughn.”
He scoffs, “you’re that ugly bastard’s sister? Why on earth are you bugging me?”
“I just... he told me what happened. I wanted to thank you for saving his life.”
“Saving his—Is that what I did. Well, rest assured, I didn’t do it for his sake. I did it because I can use him,” he leans forward on his elbows, crossing his arms. He keeps the receiver between his shoulder and ear.
“He’s still alive because of you,” you argue. His constant stare makes you squirm.
“He’s alive as long as his mouth isn’t aimed at me. Let me make it clear, I hold not kinship for your brother. In fact, I was five seconds away from smashing his teeth in myself so your visit is entirely unwarranted and unnecessary.”
You’re taken aback. Not just by his statement, but by his language. He’s eloquent.
“I... so why did you show up?”
“Curiosity. Boredom,” he shrugs and sits up as he grabs the phone with his hands. “Not much to do in here, in case that isn’t obvious.”
“Well, glad I could entertain you,” you adjust the receiver then slowly move it away from your ear.
“Hey,” his suddenness catches you. You keep the phone hovered an inch away. “Where are you going?”
You arch your brows, “you said it yourself, this is pointless.”
“You got time left. Might as well use it,” he counters.
“I’m not going to sit here and be mocked, Mr.--”
"Steve,” he chuckles, the first time his expression cracks. “Or you can use my inmate number,” he points to the digits across the left side of his chest. “You wanted this and I didn’t let them drag me here for a measly five minutes.”
“I don’t have anything else to say to you,” you tilt the receiver away and he shows his palm, a gesture to stop you. You pause and put the speaker back to your ear.
“We’ll figure that out along the way.”
“Why?”
“Sweetheart,” he pauses then says your name, “fine. Can I be honest with you? I’d like to talk to someone who doesn’t piss five inches from my bunk, anyone who isn’t trying to get something from me, who isn’t trying to stab me in the back. I thought you were a reporter, I was gonna say no. I didn’t so please, let’s keep talking.” He takes a breath and lets it out through his nose. “Let’s just have a human conversation.”
You tweak your lips and think. You did drag him here. He stares back, placid. You’re not sure why you stay but you do. You settle in with the receiver.
“So, where do we begin?” You ask.
“Why don’t you? There’s not much going on in here. Not anything you’d wanna hear about.”
“Um, okay, I don’t know...”
“You look like a teacher? Or librarian?” He ventures.
You squint at him. You’re not sure if it’s an insult. “Admin. For a clinic.”
“A secretary. Close enough. You like your job?” He runs his fingers over the desk.
You shake your head, “does anyone?”
“I guess not. Why don’t you like it?” He waits. You have no answer. It’s still awkward. “Come on. It’s the same thing in here every day. Humour me.”
You exhale, “alright.”
What’s the worst he can do? Laugh about the office drama? You think it’s just as silly. And you are the one who started all this. It'll be a unique experience you hope you never have to think about again.
#steve rogers#dark steve rogers#dark!steve rogers#steve rogers x reader#series#doing time#fic#dark fic#dark!fic#marvel#mcu#au#captain america#avengers
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With so many ff’s or short stories going, how do you not loose overview and forget about one or another? Lists don’t help me. At some point I forget to update the list 😭
Honestly, I absolutely do until people ask about stories in the inbox that I haven’t remembered to update and then I bang my head on my desk a bit. I’m very easily distracted

Y’all are good at reminding me, though 🤣
True Romance Pt 19
Starscream x Reader, Thundercracker x Reader, Skywarp x Reader
• Kicking out a leg, there’s a heavy arm thrown across you as you come awake, a warm frame against you. Pinned flat on your back, you open your eyes and Skywarp’s face is inches from yours, his optics shuttered. That’s right. At some point, he’d dragged you away from Starscream and curled himself around you like a very needy space heater. Head turning, you spot Thundercracker sprawled on his back, an arm outstretched and his servos tangled in your hair. Where’s Starscream? Head lifting, you see him sitting on the edge of the berth, his back to you and full size. “Hey,” you whisper and his head turns, making you realize he’s watching the door. Like he’s worried about someone coming in while his brothers are mass displaced and vulnerable.
• “You should be resting,” he murmurs, wings flicking tiredly as he turns his attention back to watching over his trine and you. Too tense with how vulnerable all of you are right now. Understands wanting to recharge with you in his arms, but it’s too risky. “I can feel you still staring at me,” he adds, lips twitching despite himself. Leaning a palm on the berth, he twists and he’s right, you’re staring up at him, frowning. “Don’t give me that look.” Reaching he gently touches a servo to your head, nudging you affectionately.
• Reaching up to catch at his servo as Skywarp whines in his recharge and mouths your jaw, arm tightening around you, Starscream’s optics soften for just a moment before his expression blanks. “I’m awake if you want to recharge.” Hear him softly vent at your offer, wings flaring slightly and you wonder if you’d offended him. “I can scream if someone tries to come in the door.” And his servo slides to rub against your cheek as he chuckles softly. Like you’re joking, not serious. But he looks so tired.
• Not sure what to make of the fact that you’re worrying about him, wanting to take care of him even though he’s so much bigger than you are, he shakes his head. “And I can shoot them in the face,” he counters, servo sliding to brush your bottom lip. Smiling crookedly when you huff at him and Thundercracker lifts his head with a rumbling noise, rolling over. Optics brightening as he looks around before easing back down. Appreciates the offer, though he can’t actually admit it out loud. Can’t be weak even in front of his own trine. Pulling his hand away from you, he turns back to his watch.
• Staring at his back, your chest aches. To be so paranoid, he can’t relax, can’t rest even now. And from the stories his brothers have told you, he has every right to be worried. The other Decepticons seem to always be plotting, scheming for more power. Always ready to betray each other if they can gain something from it. Murder not that uncommon. “Recharge,” Skywarp whines, sliding a leg between yours, pressing his face against your neck. But you just watch over Star as he watches over you and his brothers, because someone needs to look out for him.
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#transformers x reader#starscream x reader#skywarp x reader#thundercracker x reader#thundercracker#skywarp#Starscream
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