#pinning hopelessly after them. i want the pretty love she has shown me. i want thw cute names and the worry she's shown me. to share so many
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zombieskae · 4 months ago
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I just can't I'll vent on the tags lol
#i fell in love#again#of course#the thing is she said she kinda likes me back. but she has a lot of things to solve first. her boyfriend. her fear of being with a woman.#and everything in between. it's quite hurtfull. because we spoke about it today#and i can't shake the feeling that she only has me in standby. like a second option or something worse#i know we are too far away from each other. shes french. I'm latina. it shouldn't work! but i kinda want it to work. even if it's just me#pinning hopelessly after them. i want the pretty love she has shown me. i want thw cute names and the worry she's shown me. to share so many#things and be so far away is daunting. it hurts. i can't bear it. but if she tells me she wants me or shows me she will put an effort for me#i will fall all over again. i just know#i like her too much. we've been talking about a lot of things. I've been for her as much as she has been there for me. shes funny and pretty#and witty. i love the way she smiles and the way she laughs she's always making me laugh too. and listens to me when I'm sad. it's not just#the things she does for me. but the fact that it's her. i can't really pinpoint the moment i fell. but everytime i fell deeper. she's just#so soft. and so chaotic. but i know we wouldn't be good together. because well. she's too far away. I'm too far away mentally and physically#i dunno if i can wait for her to be finished thinking. not for a year till she makes up her mind. maybe I'll wait a month or three. damn I#will fucking wait half a year. if she actually means it. if she actually tried. but if not. we'll just stay friends. and I'll dedicate her#good luck babe#by chappell roan
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posiedolan-blog · 7 years ago
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Ethan Imagine. - ‘I Love You.’
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Small Summary - Ethan is your best friend and he is getting married to the ‘love of his life’ or so he thought when the wedding takes a unexpected yet amazing turn.
There he stood. The man who was once a young boy, afraid of giving up his life and marrying a woman whom he would live with forever. Marriage was always one of those things that frightened him, and when he used to talk to his mom about it, he always told her how he 'couldn't see himself' getting married. But here he stood today, anxiously fixing his tie in the mirror he stood before. He looked at himself, proud of the amazing and kind person he had morphed into over the many years.
"For Gods sake," he muttered grumpily, undoing his tie and letting it hang loosely around his neck. His face was becoming hot flustered from how angry he was becoming. He has redone his tie multiple times, but he just can't seem to get it perfect, or to look right.
Then, the door opened, and you slipped in, smiling softly at him.
"Hey Ethan."
Ethan let out a sigh of relief at the sight of you, his best friend. He unwrapped the tie from his neck and held it out to you, and you giggled softly before taking it over of his hands and wrapping it around his collar. As you tied the tie for him, he looked down at you with a thankful looked on his face. He was admiring how beautiful you looked, standing there in that baby pink dress that fit on your body like a glove. He didn't think of you sexually, he just thought you were incredibly beautiful. He had always thought that about you.
"Are you nervous?" Your tone was soft as you asked him, tightening his tie so it was fixated around his collar. Ethan sighed deeply, his hands shaking. He nodded his head and you sighed lightly. Sometimes Ethan got like this, so nervous he would start saying things he doesn't mean. You just hoped he wouldn't pull out of the wedding last minute.
There was a silence for a second, before Ethan decided to speak. "It's just a lot to take in. Isla is going to be my wife. Not my girlfriend...my wife." He really couldn't believe it.
You smiled softly at him.
"(Y/N), what happens if something goes wrong? Like I fall out of love with her and can't find someone else or Isla wants to keep it going and I don't want to?" He asks, his voice full of pain. You sighed softly as you pressed down all the creases in his suit jacket, folding his collar down. He did seem genuinely nervous, and you felt sorry for him. Isla was a nice girl, kind and she made Ethan the happiest he had ever been. But sometimes they argued, but their endless love kept them together.
"Ethan," you sighed softly as you brush a eyelash from his cheek, "you and Isla are made for each other. If anything was to go wrong, their is someone else out there how loves you. Trust me."
There was pain behind your voice, but you remained strong.
"Thank you," he whispered softly. You nodded his head before leaning up and kissing his creek softly and leaving the room, leaving Ethan to himself and his thoughts which he can't seem to escape from. He sighed softly. The service was near enough starting and yet he was still standing in this room, letting his thoughts consume his mind, not really thinking about anything else in that moment.
Then, his fingers grasped the white rose, and he pinned it on to the pocket on his left breast, before swallowing his pride and heading towards his destined and beautiful future.
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Multiple people were crying quietly, wiping around their eyes with a tissue which was stained with mascara and running makeup. The service was beautiful. Isla's entrance music was 'Chasing Cars', which was yours and Ethan's song. You would always belt out the words to it in the car as you would go on night time drives. But now, it was their thing. Your face remained emotionless as you watched Ethan stare into Isla's blue eyes, so hopelessly in love with the beautiful blonde bombshell.
"Isn't it beautiful?" Lisa, Ethan's mom, leans over and whispers to you. Swallowing back your tears which weren't happy ones, you nod your head and she smiles softly before watching her son and daughter-in-law with all the adoration shown on her emotional face.
You wanted this to be over.
For such a long time now, you have been in love with Ethan. It's a cliche love story but you never found the confidence to tell Ethan that you love him, but you had told Grayson, his twin ether. You were also pretty sure that Isla had heard when you had told him, and that worried you, but nothing was ever said about it. Love was a strong feeling and you had never felt like something like this. Ethan was just always so kind to you and treated you right, although you guys were best friends.
"Now, the rings," the pastor spoke loudly and Ethan's cousins, Christian and Riley stepped up with the rings. They had wide smiles on their faces. The lovers took the rings, smiling at each other with wide smiles.
The pastor instructed Ethan to repeat after him, and he did. "I, Ethan Grant Dolan, give you this ring as a token of our marriage. I will always be there to look after you during sickness and health, and to make sure you get the best out of our life together." A tear of happiness fell from his eye as he spoke each word with so much emotion. Once he was done, he slipped the ring onto Isla's finger.
She choked on a sob, before repeating all the words she had to.
Once the words were shared, a few years were shed and the pastor got to the most important part of the wedding. Isla and Ethan looked at each other with all of the love in their eyes.
"Ethan Grant Dolan, do you take Isla Millicent Harrogate to be your lawfully wedded wife?" The pastor asks as he looks at Ethan, and without hesitation, he nods his head quickly and utters those two important words that bring two people together. Grayson quickly wiped a tear from the side of his eye, before folding his hands in front of him again. Sean, their father smiled happily. But there was a frown on your face as you watch Ethan mouth 'I love you,' to Isla, but she didn't say it back. Your eyebrows pulled together in confusion.
Then, the pastor turned towards Isla, and asked her the same question, yet she paused for a moment. She looked at you and a small smile made it's way onto her lips.
"I don't."
A sea of gasps erupted in the chapel and Ethan's hands dropped to his sides in sadness as he looked at Isla as she sipped the ring of her finger and handed tucked it neatly in her palm. She then walked over to you, placing her hand in yours before walking you up to where they were supposed to be marrying. People were muttering things under their breath. What was she doing? Ethan looked at you with a saddened expression on his face.
"I love you Ethan, I really do," Isla sighs as she looks at the boy who was crying. His tears now sad tears, "but not as much as (Y/N) does. I can't stand here and marry Ethan when I know there is someone who wants to be with him more than I do. This girl here has loved Ethan her whole life and I don't want to step in the way of her dreams. Ethan...I see the way you look at her and I know that you feel the same way about her. (Y/N), this is your time. This is time for you to find your happiness and to marry Ethan," Isla rants with a small smile.
Ethan was now staring at you, his heart beating rapidly in his chest. Grayson was smiling. He knew how much you wanted this.
The pastor chuckled softly, looking at you and asking if you wanted to do this. You looked at Isla and she nodded her head before handing you the ring which was tucked away in the palm of her hand. Isla then took off her long and beautiful veil, before placing it onto your head then handing you her bouquet. You smiled softly as Isla turned and sat down with her mum and dad, who were a little angry.
You turned and looked at Ethan.
"Ethan, do you take (Y/N) to be your lawfully wedded wife?" The pastor asked and time stopped for the moment. He looked at you, and at his family who nodded their heads. He turned back to the pastor and nodded his head before saying 'I do.'
Your heart fluttered as you were asked the same question, and with a smile on your face a tear rolled down your cheek. "I do!"
"Without further or do, you may kiss your bride."
Ethan chuckled softly as he wrapped his arms around your waist and pulled you flushed against him before kissing his lips softly. The whole chapel erupted into cheers and Grayson jumped up and down in happiness, because his brother had now got the most beautiful and kindest girl ever - you. You pulled away from the kiss and giggled softly as you rested your forehead against Ethan's, and he smiled softly before kissing your forehead and taking his hand in yours. You looked full at the church full of people and another tear fell.
Grayson then ran up to his brother and attacked him in a wild hug, and Lisa ran up to you along with Sean and welcomed you to the family. And over all the madness your eyes met Ethan's and he smiled softly before mouthing, 'I love you.'
[ haha i don’t really know how this was for a first imagine but i hoped you guys liked it ]
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