💭 + grief / @pinkurival. / from here.
so, like i mentioned in a previous post, victor’s father died about two to three years prior to his journey’s start. however, victor didn’t really grieve his father, he barely saw or remembered the man save for sparse memories of bedtime stories and family dinners. there wasn’t really anyone for victor to grieve, so grief is not something he really understands.
grief is, to victor, an extra plate, an empty chair left at the table, waiting for someone who will never come home. grief is dog-eared books gathering dust on his bookshelf, forever stuck where his father had left them, promising to read the next chapter tomorrow night. grief is hearing his mother cry through the wall at night, not understanding what to do to make her feel better. grief is a spectre, a shadow that haunts his house, the thing they never talk about but is always there. grief tinges the moments from his memory sepia at best, there’s now a ‘before’ and an ‘after’ in his life.
his grief has always been secondhand, like he’s watching it through someone else’s eyes. all of his grief has always belonged to someone else, if he were to meet it directly, he’s not sure he would know it’s grief at all.
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⎋
“I respect that you own the whole ‘pink’ thing. Not everyone has the balls to do that, you know? It takes guts to stick your middle finger up at anyone who wants to bitch about masculinity.”
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@pinkurival sent: 📜
incorrect quotes generator (accepting)
Kofu, trying to cheer the group up: Things could be worse, you know!
Bede: How?
Kofu: How what?
Bede: How could they be worse?
Kofu: They couldn’t, I lied.
Bede:
Kofu: That’s one of my biggest fears. Like, if I ever woke up as a donut...
Bede: You would eat yourself?
Kofu: I wouldn’t even question it.
Kofu: What if the 'g' in 'gif' is silent?
Bede: Go the fuck to sleep
Kofu: What gif I don't want to?
Bede: Fuck You
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。★・゚ ━━ 𝙰 𝙼𝙰𝙽 𝚆𝙸𝚃𝙷 𝙲𝙷𝙰𝚁𝙼 𝙸𝚂 𝙰 𝙳𝙰𝙽𝙶𝙴𝚁𝙾𝚄𝚂 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝙽𝙶 .
Indie , mutuals only , sporadic activity , selective , oc / cross over friendly , multi-singleship , main verse take place in fallout universe,
' HIGH CHARISMA 𝔽𝔸𝕃𝕃𝕆𝕌𝕋 𝕆ℂ 𝐋𝐄𝐄 𝐔𝐑𝐁𝐀𝐍 from 𝙲𝙰𝚃𝚂 𝙸𝙼𝙰𝙶𝙸𝙽𝙰𝚃𝙸𝙾𝙽 ━ !
FEAT. many verses for various fandoms ! such as a VERY ACTIVE POKEMON VERSE , & MANY MORE to be added ━ ! ! !
Written by CAT /ᐠ .ᆺ. ᐟ\ノ ! she / her / they , 10+ yrs rp exp, 26.
・゚ RULES ・゚ BIO ・゚ VERSES ・゚ BONDS
。★・゚ ━━ BLOGROLL
FALLOUT OC : LEE URBAN - @weapontongue
DEMI GOD FANDOMLESS OC : RAIDEN UNMEI - @stormfangs
KTSUNE FANDOMLESS OC : KOLOHE EMI - @foxxytricks
POKÉMON OC : LUCIAN SMOG -@hheartonfire
FANDOMLESS OC : ULV AKAI - @lonepride
MULTI-MUSE - @wlldcard
BEDE - @pinkurival
TAI - @digicourage
PROMPTO ARGENTUM - @sliverbbullet
NOCTIS LUCIS CAELUM - @slavetofate
DOROTHY - @parradiselost
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I did a thing.... you should follow me @pinkurival
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☆ ・゚ BE 𝐁𝐑𝐀𝐕𝐄—𝘚 𝘛𝘈 𝘕 𝘋 𝘜𝘗 & 𝙁𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏 !
Indie , mutuals only , sporadic activity , selective , oc / cross over friendly , multi- singleship ♡ , main verse VIOLET based , but can also do SCARLET , headcanon heavy , est dec 2022 ,
' ARVEN from THE POKEMON FRANCHISE ━ ! ! ! '
' Written by CAT /ᐠ .ᆺ. ᐟ\ノ ! she / her / they , 10+ yrs rp exp, 24. '
━ 🥪 HOME. 🌿 RULES. 🥪 NAV. 🌿 BIO. 🥪 VERSES. 🌿 BONDS.
☆ ・゚ ━ BLOGROLL :
Bede Rose // @pinkurival ( primary / main blog )
Lucian Smog ( pokemon oc ) // @hheartonfire
Sonia Magnolia // @galarfindings
Mela Star // @sstarfire
Gata Violet ( pkmn violet oc protag ) // @violetallize
Rika // @grundpepper
Poppy Rose ( next gen pkmn oc ) - @ggentleflower
Irida // @vastcourage
arven // @pasionmenta
Miles ' Tails ' Prower // @heroictails
Shadow the hedgehog // @arcanc
sora // @lghtwithin
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✧ ・゚ ━ AT YOUR SERVICE ! ━ ゚・ ✧
Indie , mutuals only , sporadic activity , selective , oc / cross over friendly , multi- singleship ♡ , headcanon heavy , est dev 2022 ,
' RIKA from POKEMON ━ ! '
Written by CAT /ᐠ .ᆺ. ᐟ\ノ ! she / her / they , 10+ yrs rp exp, 24. ART CREDIT
━ ✧ HOME. ✧ RULES. ✧ NAV. ✧ BIO. ✧ VERSES. ✧ BONDS.
✧ ・゚ ━ BLOGROLL :
Bede Rose // @pinkurival ( primary / main blog )
Lucian Smog ( pokemon oc ) // @hheartonfire
Sonia Magnolia // @galarfindings
Mela Star // @sstarfire
Gata Violet ( pkmn violet oc protag ) // @violetallize
Poppy Rose ( next Gen pknmn oc ) // @ggentleflower
Rika // @grundpepper
IRIDA // @vastcourage
Arven // @pasionmenta
Miles ' TAILS ' prower // @heroictails
Shadow the hedgehog // @arcanc
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♡ ・゚ ━ TOᑌGᕼIᑎG IT O ᑌ T ! ! !
Indie , sporadic activity , selective , oc / cross over friendly , semi-headcanon heavy , multi-singleship , est nov : 2022 , SONIA from POKEMON ━ ! ! !
Written by CAT /ᐠ .ᆺ. ᐟ\ノ ! she / her / they , 10+ yrs rp exp, 24.
━ ♡ HOME. ♡ RULES. ♡ BIO. ♡ NAV. ♡ VERESES. ♡ BONDS.
♡ ・゚ ━ BLOGROLL :
Bede Rose // @pinkurival ( primary / main blog )
Lucian Smog ( pokemon oc ) // @hheartonfire
Sonia Magnolia // @galarfindings
Mela Star // @sstarfire
Gata Violet ( pkmn violet oc protag ) // @violetallize
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☆ ・゚━ ━ A LIGHT THAT 𝐍𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 GOES OUT !
Indie , mutuals only , sporadic activity , selective , oc / cross over friendly , multi- singleship ♡ , semi-headcanon heavy , est 2010 / re est dec 2022
' SORA from THE KINGDOM HEARTS ━ ! ! ! '
━ ♚ HOME. ♚ RULES. ♚ NAV. ♚ BIO. ♚ VERSES. ♚ BONDS.
☆ ・゚ ━ BLOGROLL :
Bede Rose // @pinkurival ( primary / main blog )
Lucian Smog ( pokemon oc ) // @hheartonfire
Mela Star // @sstarfire
Gata Violet ( pkmn violet oc protag ) // @violetallize
Rika // @grundpepper
Irida // @vastcourage
Miles ' Tails ' Prower // @heroictails
Shadow the hedgehog // @arcanc
Sora // @lghtwithin
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☆ ・゚ ━ COSMIC CONNECTION ☆
Indie , mutuals only , sporadic activity , selective , oc / cross over friendly , multi- singleship ♡ , headcanon heavy , est dec 2022 ,
' IRIDA from POKEMON ━ ! '
Written by CAT /ᐠ .ᆺ. ᐟ\ノ ! she / her / they , 10+ yrs rp exp, 24.
━ ☆ HOME. ☆ RULES. ☆ NAV. ☆ BIO. ☆ VERSES. ☆ BONDS.
☆ ・゚ ━ BLOGROLL :
Bede Rose // @pinkurival ( primary / main blog )
Lucian Smog ( pokemon oc ) // @hheartonfire
Sonia Magnolia // @galarfindings
Mela Star // @sstarfire
Gata Violet ( pkmn violet oc protag ) // @violetallize
Rika // @grundpepper
Poppy Rose ( next gen pkmn oc ) - @ggentleflower
Irida // @vastcourage
arven // @pasionmenta
Miles ' Tails ' Prower // @heroictails
Shadow the hedgehog // @arcanc
sora // @lghtwithin
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☕ / @pinkurival. / from here.
it’s....pink. really pink. actually , you aren’t even sure if it’s tea . it smells good though , & it’s just the perfect temperature to warm you up inside. you thought it would be sweet but it’s bitter. no amount of sweetener could fix that part , so you just have to stomach it. with every sip , there’s a sweeter aftertaste that soothes the initial bitterness. it’s quite well balanced , maybe something herbal or floral in it.
you almost wish you had a second cup.
Drank Bede Tea.
HP fully restored !
Gained a temporary boost to DEF !
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What childhood obsession(s) did your muse have? Is the muse embarrassed of any of these phases?
Ree LOVED the dreamyard when they were small; it was all they would ever talk about until they were moved to Alola. It was everything they could dream about, after all — exciting and old mysterious, beckoning them with a sirens call. Who wouldn’t be obsessed with it?
… though, there are also a few things in the here and now that they’re obsessed with, considering that they’re still a child; cooking and teenage mutant ninja squirtle, battling and causing trouble. However, they’ve never been embarrassed about any of it. In fact, they take pride in it!
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❀ ・゚ ━ THE 𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 IS 𝘽𝙍𝙄𝙂𝙃𝙏 !
Indie , sporadic activity , selective , oc / cross over friendly , multi-singleship , est dec - 2022 POPPY ROSE ( NEXT GEN OC ) daughter of BEDE & GLORIA from POKEMON ━ ! ! !
Written by CAT /ᐠ .ᆺ. ᐟ\ノ ! she / her / they , 10+ yrs rp exp, 24.
━ ❀ HOME. ❀ RULES. ❀ BIO. ❀ NAV. ❀ VERSES. ❀ BONDS.
❀ ・゚━ BLOGROLL :
Bede Rose // @pinkurival ( primary / main blog )
Lucian Smog ( pokemon oc ) // @hheartonfire
Sonia Magnolia // @galarfindings
Mela Star // @sstarfire
Gata Violet ( pkmn violet oc protag ) // @violetallize
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・゚ ━ ☆ ' LETS START A FIRE !
Indie , sporadic activity , selective , oc / cross over friendly , multi-singleship ,semi headcanon heavy , est nov - 2022 MELA from POKEMON ━ !
Written by CAT /ᐠ .ᆺ. ᐟ\ノ ! she / her / they , 10+ yrs rp exp, 24.
━ 🔥 HOME. 🔥 RULES. 🔥 NAV. 🔥 BIO. 🔥 VERSES. 🔥 BONDS.
・゚ ━ ☆ ' BLOGROLL
Bede Rose // @pinkurival ( primary / main blog )
Lucian Smog ( pokemon oc ) // @hheartonfire
Sonia Magnolia // @galarfindings
Mela Star // @sstarfire
Gata Violet ( pkmn violet oc protag ) // @violetallize
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♤ ・゚ ━ BLOGROLL :
under the cut you will find my other blogs that i tend to be more active on <3
Bede Rose // @pinkurival ( primary / main blog )
Lucian Smog ( pokemon oc ) // @hheartonfire
Sonia Magnolia // @galarfindings
Mela Star // @sstarfire
Gata Violet ( pkmn violet oc protag ) // @violetallize
Poppy Rose ( next Gen pknmn oc ) // @ggentleflower
Rika // @grundpepper
IRIDA // @vastcourage
Arven // @pasionmenta
Miles ' TAILS ' prower // @heroictails
Shadow the hedgehog // @arcanc
Sora // @lghtwithin
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“ Rumor has it you’ve taken quite the liking to that Hick of an assistant of Magnolias , can’t understand why . but just thought I’d let you know that’s the word going around. “ / @pinkurival. / from here.
‘ he’s not a hick. jus’ ‘cause he ain’t posh like you... ’
victor trails off with a huff , shaking his head. he had a few very not nice things to say to bede right now , but it wasn’t worth the effort. he wasn’t good at being angry , that was gloria’s specialty. still , he kicks a rock at his feet , hands in his pockets.
‘ an’ i don’t really care who says what about me. doesn’t matter ‘cause he’ll never find out. ’
a brief pause & victor sighs , kicking up some dirt at his feet. hop was so....he was like the sun to victor , he couldn’t imagine life without him in it , didn’t want to for that matter. he was like the sun , & victor was endlessly chasing his warmth.
hop was the sun , & victor....well , he wasn’t anywhere near that special.
‘ ‘sides, ‘m pretty sure he’s got someone else he likes. ’
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