#photographl

[art-of-mathematics]

I have crafted and drawn a lot of new stuff I want to share here.

Unfortunately making photos of the stuff is exhausting, as the crafts (origami stuff etc) is very difficult to photograph. [From which viewing angle does it look good? None! I simply do not know how to photograph such shapes and abstract models. And I hate photographing stuff. That is one of the most annoying steps of my entire creation process. I dread it.] Plus my apartment has no sufficient daylight illumination to make ok photos. The lamps I have make the photos so ugly I get meltdowns when I try to photograph it. There are countless ways how to optimize anything about lighting or positions of the object i want to photographl- but I hate taking photos just very very much! I might be artistic somehow - but taking photos that look compelling is not my strength.

My smartphone's camera also degenerates.

It makes me very unhappy to see pretty stuff gets ugly because of small useless photographing details. It is not even the stuff that is ugly, but captivating the stuffs on a damn photo.

and uhhh I am complaining and whining again...

Can I please focus on anything more enjoyable?

(and as i dare to ask that rhetorical question an unfortunate cynical "no" appears, followed by a flood of intrusive thoughts and a never-ending list of memories about stuff I did wrong.)

So, I change my rhetorics:

"We focus on more enjoyable stuff now, because it makes us happy and we like feeling happy."

And now, good night.

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Steenbok ram by gerdavs on Flickr.

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