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Skink dynamic headcanons
Hasira and Waza:
So @spinnysocks headcanons these two are kinda like the Nne and Tano of the group. Best friends who see themselves as the most competent of the group lol. Theyâre very close with each other, so close they donât even need to talk to each other sometimes cuz they know what the other is thinking. Like
âWant to catch some bugs?â
âYou read my mindâ
âCoolâ
Also if one of them is having a bad day or if someone wrongs them, theyâll rant to the other and theyâd be like âSuch a jerkâ or smth like Kiburi and Neema do hfhfgf
Njano and Nyororo:
I think Njano met Nyororo around the same time he met Shupavu, so theyâre best friends. Although unlike with Shupavu, their friendship is strictly platonic. Whenever theyâre together, Nyororo mostly enables Njanoâs antics, which she finds amusing. Njano absolutely loves watching Nyororo use her tricks on someone, trying to hype everyone up even though they all know whatâs about to happen. He even talks like a sports commentator afterwards like âAnd sheâs done it again ladies and gentleskinks! Score one for Nyororo! And the crowd goes wild!â. Nobody cheers but at least it makes Nyororo laugh lol. Remember how I hc how Nyororo knows exactly what to say in any scenario? Never fails to amaze Njano
âSeriously, how does she do that?â
Shupavu and Hasira:
Although he was the last skink to agree Shupavu should be a leader when they all met, Hasira has grown to respect her and admits that she makes a great leader, even saying how she was born to be one. Heâs even acted as sort of a mentor to her on a couple of occasions, giving her survival tips cuz heâs been through a lot of shit. Donât think Shupavu doesnât recognize his role as a babysitter cuz sheâs absolutely grateful for that. She even thanks him for everything heâs done at one point, just to make sure he feels appreciated (Hasira actually smiled at that)
Nyororo and Hasira:
I feel like Hasiraâs the only one not affected by Nyororoâs sweet talk jghfhf. Her manipulation tactic NEVER works on him and she doesnât know why. She could understand if he was gay but he isnât, heâs pan. Hasiraâs secret is his experience lmao. Heâs been through this shit before, he knows how it plays out. I feel like their dynamic is kinda like a tough, overprotective father and his pretty daughter (except theyâre not actually related lol)
Njano and Nyeusi:
Nyeusi gets annoyed with Njano often, but theyâre still good friends. They really balance each other out, with Nyeusi being the quiet, short-tempered whoâs like a shadow and Njano being the colorful, happy one that does all the talking. Surprisingly, they work really well together, as Njano is able to tell what his friend is thinking.
Though Njano IS the most prone to forgetting stuff about Nyeusi, like the fact that he hates romance or that heâs even there in the first place lmao
Hasira and Nyeusi:
Iâd say theyâre good friends. They both bond over how annoying Njano can be (although unlike Hasira, Nyeusi actually likes him) and what kinds of things irk them.
I feel like Hasira sometimes talks about his own experiences with romantic partners and he finds himself getting a bit sentimental only to get interrupted by Nyeusi gagging or actually throwing up
Njano and Shupavu:
Oooh, what can I say for them that I havenât already?
-Even though Njano fell first, Shupavu fell harder. Heâs the light of her life and she doesnât know what she would do without him
-Theyâll defend each other no matter what. If anyone complains about Shupavuâs attitude, Njano would do nothing but talk about how awesome she is. When Kenge insults Njano and upsets him, Shupavu gives him a verbal beating
-Shupavu is usually the one to make Njano all flustered, but I like to think there was at least one time where Njano did or said something she considered attractive and she actually swooned (Njano has no clue)
Njano and Hasira:
Njano is Hasiraâs LEAST favorite skink like he does not like him at ALL hghghg. He doesnât think Njano takes his job (and life in general) very seriously with all his antics. Njano knows this and while he actually likes Hasira, he also loves annoying tf out of him out of spite, which only makes him seem more immature. They kind of have that Spongebob and Squidward dynamic, where there is a level of mutual care between the two of them but for it to come out of Hasira is uncommon
Njano and Nyata:
Oh those two share a brain cell fnfhhdhd. Their friendship is similar to that of Njano and Nyororo, except Nyata will actually join in on Njanoâs antics and even has the same ideas as he does. Cue their âevilâ laughter hffhhfd
Njano also made the best wingman when he found out about Nyata and Nyororoâs relationship, though he does make lighthearted jokes. Nyata doesnât mind. She even encourages him like âI mean, whereâs the lie?â
Shupavu and Nyeusi:
Based on a small scene in âThe Rise of Scarâ, itâs clear heâs one of the few animals that she really trusts. Not just because of his abilities, but also emotionally. Heâs always there to listen whenever Shupavu wants to talk about something and has never once exposed her secrets bc he cares about her :)
Nyata and Nyororo:
Omg the girlfriends. I like to think their relationship was sort of âlove at first sightâ except neither of them knew it was mutual. After some pining and some encouragement from Shupavu and Njano, they decided to make it official. They tend to get super flirty with each other, trying to make the other as flustered as possible (Nyata always wins lol). Like Nyororo would hit on Nyata and Nyata would be like âWhatâs stopping you?~â and Nyororo surrenders.
Their friends find it adorable, others just yell at them to get a room đ
Nyeusi and Waza:
Wazaâs usually the one to calm Nyeusi down whenever heâs pissed off at something/someone, being the mediator and all. I like to think they also âtrainâ together, meaning they put their skills to the test with each other. Nyeusi would do his best to hide somewhere and Waza would use his keen eye to try to find him. Waza always finds him :)
Nyeusi and Nyata:
Surprisingly, they did NOT like each other when they first met. Nyata would go out of her way just to piss Nyeusi off, which results in him hissing at her. But as time went on and after Nyeusi helped her escape getting eaten, the two developed a more sibling-like relationship. Nyata thinks itâs fun to annoy Nyeusi, but theyâd let the world burn for each other
Njano and Waza:
Waza doesnât mind Njanoâs antics as much as the other boys so theyâre pretty chill. He even keeps an open mind about it, saying how maybe Njanoâs ideas wonât be so bad. Theyâve worked before, right? Njano appreciates it
Though Njano still either gets told off or slapped by Waza whenever heâs bothering Hasira hfhfh. Njano gets back at him by calling out Wazaâs inconvenience
The skink dynamic is what I like to call âhilariously functionalâ, meaning theyâre by no means dysfunctional like the other Outlanders, but hilarity always ensues no matter how well they work together
#phew finally done#skink dynamics my beloved#iâve gotten so attached to them#plus i know thereâs more to them than just gossip yk?#tlg outlanders#the lion guard
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Doctor Who Fic Recs
ÂĄThe specials are nigh upon us (or maybe the first one will already be out by the time I finish writing this, who knows)! Over the course of 60 years, thereâs been quite a few absolute gems that some anonymous, talented souls have put out for our enjoyment. So hereâs some of the highlights, scraped together from various corners of the internet:
This one is centered around Nine, after his regeneration. He has to confront his trauma as he goes on a journey through his past, traveling through his memories and meeting his past selves. It goes really deep into a lot of lore surrounding the daleks and Classic Who, so if you donât know a lot about that this probably isnât for you. It also came out before the 50th anniversary special, so thereâs no War Doctor, and it has its own interpretation of the last moments of the Time War. But if thatâs not a dealbreaker, definitely check this one out, because itâs got a fantastic story about regret and identity.
This story is a prequel to both series set on Gallifrey, with some rare Doctor/Master/Rani shipping, a very eldritch approach to Time Lord society, and a really interesting fusion of TARDISes with daemons. If youâre not familiar with the concept of daemons, this story really isnât a good starting point, plus there are some references to the Big Finish audio stories that are rather important. Itâs not exactly a story as much as it is a bunch of fragments set in the same universe exploring a lot of the ideas it introduces. A must-read if you enjoy Doctor Nyarlathotep.
A personal favorite of mine, centering around the unexpected pairing of Martha Jones and Lucy Saxon. It deals with the fallout of a certain couple of Time Lordâs actions during The Year That Never Was and is very short, but manages to squeeze in a lot of emotions. It will make you understand how this pairing could work while doing justice to Marthaâs character.
Drop whatever it is youâre doing. Go read this. Now. It is one of the most well-written fics you will ever find, period, and probably the best Academy Era fanfic out there. The author has an excellent grasp on how an unlikely friendship would develop into something more and then break down, making it one of the most compelling and believable explorations of the Doctor and the Masterâs relationship before they were the Doctor and the Master. It can get pretty dark (weâre talking self-inflicted regeneration) but if you can stomach those topics then youâll find something amazingly well-written.
ÂżDo you wish that we couldâve seen tiny Amelia as a child companion on the TARDIS instead of her adult self? ÂżAre you a fan of platonic fluff? ÂżAre you in the mood to have your heart explode from a cuteness overload? ÂĄThen check this one out! The only possible complaint is that itâs too short.
Wherein Rose decides to haul around the dalek from Van Stattenâs bunker instead of Adam. ÂĄVery funny and enjoyable and underrated! It has a dalek named Pedro and Nine being enjoyably grumpy until he decides he can make an exception against hating all daleks just this once. ÂżWhat more could you possibly want?
This one is a short piece about Martha and Ten going to watch a supernova, but what makes it extra special is that itâs a real supernova and the fic was written by an irl astronomer. Their passion for their work really bleeds through into their writing, and it helps to emphasize the sense of wonder and exploration that Doctor Who at its best can bring.
ÂżRemember Jethro from Midnight? ÂżThe guy who looked like Merlin? ÂżNo? You will after reading this.
Mostly crack that doesnât take itself too seriously and isnât afraid to poke fun at some of the classic sci-fi setting fanfic cliches. ÂĄÂĄNumber one shipper TARDIS, sex pollen, and Martha Jones having a good time abound (Âżhave you figured out which companion is my favorite yet?)!!
https://www.whofic.com/viewstory.php?sid=53318 Set during the Day of the Doctor, this little oneshot is just a slight au where we get to see every Doctor (up to that point) play their part in saving Gallifrey. Obviously they couldnât have done anything like that in the show itself without resorting to dubious CGI necromancy bullshit, but man does it make you wish they couldâve had something similar.
And last but not least, ÂĄsome classic Donna and the Doctor friendship! This is pretty much the distilled essence of everything everyone loved about their dynamic, being sweet, silly, and sad. It leans more on emotions than action or humor, but with the upcoming specials it is well worth a read just to remind yourself of everything they went through.
#phew finally done#waaaaay after the first special finally came out#this list easily couldâve been twice as long but it turns out thereâs a limit to how many links you can add to a post#shout out to that one user that helped me find my drafts#youâre a lifesaver#lemme know if any of you want a part 2#doctor who#doctor who fic#fic rec#my laptop broke so i canât write a lot of shit#time to live up to the other half of my thing ig
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not that anyone asked for this, but we made a carrd with links to every single meme we have on here.
it took days to do but it's finally done! every meme we ever made on this blog is linked. mostly done for our own purposes (seeing what memes we've done, etc) but hopefully someone finds this helpful!
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animal jam nepeta!!!! :33 the correct drawing program for her....
close up under the cut!!!
the patron saint of furry autistic girls everywhere
#PHEW it feels good to finally finish this one#i was stupid and forgot animal jam had layers so all the linework and coloring was done on one layer. took forever#ocelotlesbian#nepeta leijon#homestuck#homestuck fanart#animal jam art#nepeta leijon fanart#hs fanart#pounce de leon
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a long rest
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#baldurs gate#its finally done phew#baldursgate3#myart#jaheira#shadowheart#wyll ravengard#karlach#astarion#gale dekarios#halsin#laezel#minthara#minsc
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The Demon's Bride
#finally done phew#ciel#he about to get married to his butler#this is actually base from a tweet#sebaciel
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SAW POSTCARD INTEREST CHECK
IMPORTANT UPDATE!!!! This is the link for the Google Form to fill out with what you would like to purchase, so I have an idea of how much of what print I need to be getting before opening up shop! PLEASE fill this out if youâre interested!!!
Hello everyone!! I will be making these drawings into postcards and prints!! These were all made by me using Adobe Illustrator and Photoshop!
There will be two size variations, 4x6in and 8x12in, and they will be priced as follows:
-For one print, 4x6 will be $5, 8x12 will be $10
-For three prints, 4x6 will be $10, 8x12 will be $20
-For the whole set, 4x6 will be $25, 8x12 will be $50
If there is enough interest in these, I will make them! Iâll make a follow-up post as soon as the poll voting ends, so if you are interested, stay posted!! Thank you everyone!!
(And please answer honestly, my feelings will not be hurt, ANSBSHDH and youâre not tying yourself to anything by answering, it just gives me a rough idea: youâre welcome to change your mind!)
#PHEW FINALLY POSTING THIS#Iâve had all of these done for like⊠a year#saw#saw 2#saw 3#saw 4#saw 5#saw 6#chainshipping#coffinshipping#saw franchise#saw fan art#saw 2004
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Ok thoughts đthoughtsđEveryone gather around I have thoughts about this!
Episode 2 was clearly the Pomni episode. We got to see her character get a little more fleshed out and we also got a glimpse of what motivates her which is great.
With this tweet we have solid confirmation on who the upcoming episodes will center on (thanks for not making us guess, Goose) and this lineup is really interesting.
First fascinating thing is that Kinger and Zooble share a spotlight in ep 3. Why is that? Everyone else gets their own dedicated episodes so why are they unique in that regard? What connects them?
Well, I have one idea!
So we know since the pilot that Kinger has been the one to have lived in the Circus the longest out of all of them. Weâre still not sure if he was in fact the 1st human to be trapped (maybe weâll find out in the next episode) but he definitely has the most seniority, both in age and in length of entrapment.
We also know that Zooble was the most recent character to get stuck before Pomni (and considering their attitude, it may have even been quite a while beforehand) AND is the youngest character next to Jax (they even share the same age, which could be a coincidence but it feels too deliberate of a choice).
Which means ep 2 will simultaneously focus on the oldest and the youngest of the characters.
Iâm actually curious as to what their dynamic will be because they havenât really interacted much in the pilot (and like not at all in episode 2), if they end up interacting in ep 3 at all. But mostly Iâm excited to see them more fleshed out with hopefully Pomni getting the chance to bond with them (either together or separately).
My guess is that the purpose for them to share focus on an episode is to get perspective from someone whoâs been there the longest and has seen more people come and go than anyone else vs. someone who was just recently in Pomniâs shoes and had probably a much different first day experience (we know Zooble cared enough about Kaufmo to personally organize his funeral so they may have someâŠfeelings about whoâs essentially his replacement).
Ep3 is also supposedly Gooseworxâs most anticipated episode so Iâm extra excited.
Next we have Gangle for episode 4. I honestly donât have a lot to say about her or the significance in her episode placement outside of her being the closest in age to Pomni (being only a year older). The only hint we get about what her episode will possibly consist of will be on how reliant she is on her ComedyMask to feel happy, which will be very interesting and we might even get some confirmation on whether her avatar was programmed with that feature upon entering the Circus or if it was an add on of sorts by Caine to help keep her sane. A pretty shitty feature if it canât last for very long but it does make for a nice metaphor about how fragile her facade is (girl is literally masking).
Actually I donât think her and Pomni have actually exchanged words yet in the show. Wouldnât it be funny if they donât up until her episode. Like Pomni is so caught up in between whatever mess episode 3 has in store for Kinger and Zooble that the two of them never actually talk and it just keeps getting more awkward. Gangle wants to talk to her but is so self-conscious about her Tragedy self that sheâll only feel safe to have a conversation if she has her mask, but it just keeps breaking before she even gets the chance.
Again this is all just speculation, if they actually end up talking in episode 3 IâllâŠmake ship art of them.
Yeah
Anyway, episode 5. The one Iâm personally waiting for because yâall should know what Iâm about by now.
*Warning: Unhinged, borderline psychotic tangent incoming*
I swear to god if Pomni and Ragatha donât have a fucking conversation before ep 5 I will launch myself into the sun. Iâll take anything, I just need them to get real for a second. I NEED to know the extent of this womanâs damage. It has to be explored, analyzed, and dissected and I will do so with gusto when the day comes. None of these characters will be safe from my scrutiny, but Ragatha oh ho ho, you have been living rent free in my head for too long, madame. You WILL pay your dues and I intend to collect in every episode until there is not corner of your unsound mind that I have not examined in great detail!
Ahem *Straightens tie* Ok back to business
So yeah, Ragatha.
It may be because weâve only had 2 episodes but I canât help but feel like weâre supposed to see Ragatha as a sort of deuteragonist since out of all of the supporting characters sheâs so far been getting the most focus aside from Jax, and weâll get to him in a minute (I promise thatâs not just me being biased, or maybe it is, I donât know, you tell me).
In just two episodes weâve seen more of what makes her tick compared to anyone else. And of the main cast sheâs been the ONLY one to make any kind of connection to the main character and have enough of a meaningful interaction with her to leave an impression.
But this is what really clinched her role as a deuteragonist for me, sheâs so far been one of the few to have the narrative briefly shift to her perspective to give us significant character moments like these:
The show REALLY wants us to see just how NOT ok she is.
If sheâs meant to be the heart of the group, her heart already canât take much more damage. Her friendship (if you can call it that, itâs so painfully one sided right now) with Pomni clearly means a lot to her, so much so that her entire sense of self worth seems to be tied to it (and if youâve been paying attention, she doesnât have a lot of that as it is). It would be nice to see their connection gradually grow before her designated episode, where she might experience actual growth for herself.
And if episode 2 is any indication of how this show preserves friendships wellâŠ
Yeah, I donât think sheâs gonna make it.
In fact, Iâm willing to bet actual money that sheâs either gonna abstract in episode 5 or episode 6.
Which brings us to Jaxâs episode! The other deuteragonistâŠtritagonist? He definitely shares some degree of significant narrative focus along with Pomni and Ragatha. Heâs both an active antagonist force and one of the only characters to drive the plot forward every time heâs on screen (then thereâs that weird thing where he keeps breaking the fourth wall).
He has so much significance in the story that Gooseworx gave him his own bullet point in her list of content warnings (this could also be a joke, but I mean it would be funny to see just how despicable they can make this character).
Gooseworx also described Jax and Pomniâs relationship in the show as âmessyâ. After episode 2, I donât think she considers him as a candidate for any kind friendship like she did for the others, and who could blame her? In just two days the guy abandoned her to deal with an abstraction and chucked her out of a truck. Heâs no oneâs favorite person, and he relishes that. Bunnyboy definitely has some issues that Pomni would pick up on the more sheâs forced to spend time with him. To the point where I can see her trying to eventually form some kind of bridge because, as her previously established character motivation implies, sheâs not the kind of person to intentionally leave anyone high and dry. But unlike the rest of the crew, I donât think Jax would be inclined to change for the better just because someone took pity on him. He seems like the kinda guy to dig his heels in and commit to his bad behavior out of spite.
And for his episode to come after Ragathaâs, why do I get the feeling the reason Gooseworx went so far as to preemptively apologize to bunnydoll shippers specifically is because heâs gonna cause something really really bad to happen to her (could be abstraction, could even be something much worse) that he would come to sorely regret.
And oh boy would that evoke some feelings in everyone!
I feel like if that is indeed the direction this show is going, the rest of the episodes will really be something.
Iâm also certain Caine will get his own episode but right now he is very much an antagonist to these characters. I wouldnât go so far as to call him a villain, but heâs certainly not someone Pomni is keen on sympathizing with, at least not currently.
Thanks again @lilyclawthorne for helpfully providing me with the tweet so I can give some context for my ramblings of the week!
#phew finally done with this#I did NOT mean for this to get so long#I should be asleep but decided to do this instead cuz itâs been giving me serious brain rot#I feel like I should start making a specific tag for my unhinged essays#Biscuit Bakes?#Ah whatever itâll come to me#character analysis#the amazing digital circus#tadc#tadc pomni#tadc kinger#tadc zooble#tadc gangle#tadc ragatha#tadc jax#tadc caine#tadc headcanon#I have taken WAY to many screenshots of the doll. I am not well#I feel like I could have added some more screenshots about the hints Gooseworx has given for the show but Iâm too lazy to go looking
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Turn off the lights and don't look at me
Lumine vers./Aether version
#because i loved the concept of having to turn off the lights to allow her to reveal herself#anyway. FINALLY Done#phew#should it have taken me yhe time it took me? probably not. but it did#im SLOW#genshin impact#genshin impact fanart#genshin impact furina#furina#aether#lumine#genshin impact traveler
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on "voyage of the outcast"; a psychological analysis with a look into identity, feelings of inferiority, and the glorification of self-sacrifice.
LONG OVERDUE, THIS TOOK FOREVER ?? mentally im not over his story branch and i think about it OFTEN and i have a LOT OF THOUGHTS.......... this'll actually focus less on the story branch (and the potential parallels) itself, but more on what, personally, i think could be the implications!!! đ„°
warnings :: spoilers, +this is quite long! đ
i'll preface this by saying that . confession time!!!!!! i didn't expect a lot out of this because mostly because i was initially pretty worried about how they would connect the last time we saw xavier (at philo) with the current point in the story, especially given that we ended on a point of a cliffhanger and xavier's and mc's relationship had not developed anywhere near close at that point. but i'm actually pretty impressed with how the writers handled xavier's branch... and i'm more than grateful that infold didn't fuck it up as much as i thought they would đ
with that said...
HOLY SHIT DID THEY GO HAM WITH THIS đđ
and parallels and references aside, i really am quite happy that they perpetuated something i've been waiting to look into more in-depth for a whileâbecause i feel that in these chapters, we get to see a lot of how xavier's upbringing has really shaped the way that he carries himself. sure, we've already seen it quite a bit in his limited cards, but seeing it in the main story hits more, especially when... there hasn't necessarily been a deep level of relationship development between the two yet.
which, the branch may reference his lightseeker myths and the anecdote "when shooting stars fall" a lot, but i'm glad that this gives the same desired effect even if you didn't get a lot of his cards (especially limited ones). because thankfully it's at least made pretty clear that xavier and mc haven't had the chance to develop their relationship very much past what we know in the main story itself. they're not in a relationship at this point, which, according to the cards, seems to really only get to that point after "21 days"...
so this brings us back to the xavier that we're more familiar with from before that card. the xavier who's still figuring out how to accept the parts of himself that had become a lot more fragmented throughout the years. the xavier who doesn't know how to do it yet, but the xavier who's still trying.
i know i did go into his upbringing and whatnot in some form of detail in my lumiere analysis (here, in case you maybe want to go through that too <3), but i'll expand on that a little bit here!! so how this will go, as much as i can keep it within the outline, is something like background + personality -> relationship. overall, we'll look into how each has influence over the other, and how that ties in to what we see in "voyage of the outcast"!!
++ a lot of these may be a little complex, but with the best of my abilities i'll try to break it down so its easily digestible !!!!!!! but, like... i'll disclaimer here again with this being my own personal speculation, from my understanding of his character hehe <3 so take it with a grain of salt? maybe? whdjsjfhhs
i. background and personality notes.
long-established is the fact that xavier has been depicted as royalty. at his core, he's the prince of philosâheir to the throne, someone who is to lead philos and its people when the current king no longer can.
...but he's also not been very happy about it. he'd distance himself from his family, and his duties, as much as he's able to...
and again, what does mc see when they first meet?
â"they say he doesn't live on campus because his family background is complicated, and many people have seen him surrounded by bodyguards."
â"they aren't clad in all black as one would expect, and they keep a respectable distance away from xavier. still, these people exude an air of oppression. xavier, with his bag, is at the center of their group. it seems he's used to being stared at. the only difference is that rather than being his usual expressionless self, he appears slightly upset."
â"'you appeared to be upset, so i thought you wanted to be free.'"
â"'i wish xavier is free to do what he wants.'"
she says all these things because even she recognizes him to be trapped. this is the mc that doesn't know him, isn't close to him yet at this pointâbut this is what she observes.
and this is the core of what we'll be looking at this time which i would section off into: (a) the nature of a prince, (b) constraint and psychological resistance, (c) incongruence of identity, and (d) feelings of inferiority. all of that, then, will tie into their relationship as a whole !
because if in the lumiere analysis we zeroed in on how this feeling of being "trapped" affected his identityâwhich, arguably though, is a big point so we'll get back to it nonetheless under section (c)âthis time we're going to try to look into why these issues with his identity mean so much.
i. - (a) ; the nature of a prince.
something i do wish we had (or may get) more insight into is what exactly his life was like in philos x.x largely what we know of can only be inferred, because the story is being told through mc's point of view, and technically mc doesn't get too deep into the kind of lifestyle each of the LI's have.
with that being said... xavier, in his lightseeker myths and the 'when shooting stars fall' anecdote, still does encapsulate typical princely duties. there's the formality of royalty, the responsibility that comes with a higher status... a prince is high-ranking, a prince is a noble, a prince is royalty. there's a certain sovereignty involved with the title, and in that effectâwe all know that there's a certain air of elegance and poise that xavier generally carries himself with, whether that be in his swordfighting, or the words he uses (he has pretty eloquent speech sometimes), the books he reads... even little things, like the calligraphy he does, his handwriting, the slow dancing, playing the piano. he's well learned, and it's clear that he's been trained truly in the image of a prince.
and he's calm. collected. for the most part, we've seen him deal with adversities in a way that's almost chillingly calm; and for the most part, he portrays himself in a way that feels as if it's not easy to get him to lose that calm. again, it's why we as the audience tend to be so shocked when he doesâmaybe incredibly, even, especially with misty silhouette as of late. he gives this image of someone who does not often lose control of his emotions...
but it's never been because he wants it that way.
along with all of these things, comes the duty of being a prince.
a prince is high-ranking, a prince is a noble, a prince is royalty. again, there's a certain sovereignty involved with the title. but more than that, is the responsibility of holding such a high status.
xavier is the crown prince. he's the next-in-line. he's expected to take the throne after his father's death, and that means being able to lead and care for the people of his nationâor, well, planet, i suppose, in this case, philos. that's a heavy burden to bear. he's already likely faced with all these lessons, to exude a princely demeanor, and all that formality, and speciality, and elegance, and poiseâand now he has to keep in mind that the satisfaction and the safety of this planet will fall directly into his hands when the time comes.
we know later on in his lightseeker myth that this means much more than we think it doesâbecause it means being aware of, and accepting, and condoning the sacrifices that go into keeping philos safe, for, well... exactly that. to keep the people safe.
â"...I knew you'd catch on. However, it is a necessary duty of the crown prince. It is also the King's responsibility."
â"Xavier! Listen to me. A King cannot act on his emotions or only protect the people he holds dear. Your duty is to protect Philos. You must only do what is necessary."
his duties are outlined. he has to protect philos. he must only do what is necessary.
it may be the topic of another conversation entirely, but the whole debacle with philos is really just that whoever is on the throne has to answer: "which is it that men cannot live without? a blessing that leads to damnation, or a freedom that leads to deprivation?" [joshua rosfield and the ff16 writers, thank you for this quote that lives in my head rent free] and like, hell. that's a difficult choice to make.
it's also worth noting that although the context here is somewhat dark, this is a rule that applies to general leadershipâthere is not much room to be selfish, because you have to think about the people under your care, or rule, or jurisdiction. it's a responsibility that falls on your shoulders for you to bear, for you to make the right call, the right decisionâthat is the value that the xavier's father is trying to instill in him.
because he is the crown prince.
because he will soon be king.
and heavy is the head that wears the crown.
...only, xavier has never once been receptive of it.
i. - (b) ; constraint and psychological resistance.
we go back to, again, "when shooting stars fall", and the very clear recognition mc has of his lack of freedom.
because that's what it is.
lack of freedom.
because duty is the enemy of freedom.
and xavier, given his position, is undeniably plagued by all of these duties and these obligations and these things that fall to him-
yet, he's never wanted any of it.
though not explicitly confirmed in the game itself, the setup that's implied leads us as the audience to believe that xavier has never enjoyed his royal duties, never found that it was something he desired. it could be that he wanted many other things, but has never been allowed to enjoy these things. in "when shooting stars fall", he's often lonely; often surrounded by these "bodyguards" and rarely interacting with other people in the academy. he believes that these figures restrict him from watching the meteor shower with mc, too. it's possible to think that he's believed, all that time, that he had no say in the things that he does...
because he has to be molded into the perfect image of a prince.
that's where it comes in: the constraint.
something that limits one's freedom of action or choice.
it may or may not be what happened in actuality, but it's clear that by the time anecdote 3 happens, xavier had developed into a person with the misbelief, conditioned, that he was not allowed to do as he wished. it could be the strict training, it could be the things they might have kept from him when he was little.
but xavier believed that there was nothing that he could do.
in a sense, this brought about a sense of learned helplessness.
learned helplessness is the learned feeling that one has little to no control over a certain situationâand because of the lack of control, feelings of helplessness, or passivity, or a lack of motivation to take action, end up resurfacing. it could mean overlooking opportunities for relief, or changeâit means basically accepting the situation as-is, without bothering to try to get out of it. "it is what it is." "i can't do anything anyway, so why should i still bother?"
this is the xavier that we meet at the beginning of anecdote 3.
â "I can't." "Is it because of those..." I hesitate, wondering what to call them. "People?" Xavier appears shocked, and then he nods without saying a word.
â "Don't be sad. I'll just go by myself... I'll bring your wish to the stars when I do. What's your wish?" "I don't have one." "How could someone not wish for anything?"
however...
it changes.
the xavier at the beginning of that anecdote is not the same xavier we see at the end of it.
mc makes various comments; talks about how he's smiling more, and we see him more deliberately avoiding the company of those "people" in favor of being with mc instead. he's found something he wants, and he makes the decision that this is worth fighting for. it breaks him out of that mold of learned helplessnessâ
only to have it ripped away from him through mc's death.
this anecdote is painful because he realizes that he doesn't have to be trapped anymore... but it's a moment that's short-lived.
and it builds.
it builds.
it's very likely that the end of that anecdote haunts him for years on end, builds up a certain sense of resentment and disdain for the universe, for his circumstances, and builds more of that rebellious nature.
when we see him in his lightseeker myth, that learned helplessness is gone.
and instead, it switches to the opposite end.
xavier is more headstrong. he's no longer passive, no longer the boy who was unsatisfied with the restrictions but sat still and did nothing. he literally walks out of his conversation with the king, and he's seen multiple times in the myth defying what's expected of him.
but because it's gotten to the point where he's at the opposite end of the spectrum...
he'd develop, instead, what would be called psychological resistance.
maybe not the concept in its entirety, sure, but the very core of itâthat is, displaying these paradoxical, opposing behaviors in response to what he'd be told to do.
it's, in a way, that xavier would have himself feeling stuck nonetheless; because he's so insistent on rebelling against all of this, that the more he's told he's a prince, or that he has to do this, or that, or help philos, or whatever, he completely turns his back on it. i would argue that at this point he is being less objective of the situations and, going against the expected conduct of a prince, gets overly emotionalâat this point, the only thing that matters to him is mc.
we get to see the full extent of exactly why xavier is emotionally unstable, because he keeps fluctuating between the two extremes of dealing with all the constraint he's experienced.
i. - (c) ; incongruence of identity.
it get worse, naturally.
to set the stage for this, i'd bring forth the concepts of "congruence" and "incongruence" of identity.
so when we talk about congruence, this refers to the fact that there is a balance between our ideal selves (aka who we want to be) and our actual selves (who we are currently). this means that we basically accept who we are, either that we feel like we are already our ideal selves, or we recognize that though we might not be at our ideal stage, we know how to work to achieve it. there is no conflict between who we are and who we want to become.
incongruence is the opposite of that, and refers to the imbalance of the self. who we are now is not who we want to be, but we don't like that idea. we don't know how to work towards it. it makes us upset, and we may reject ourselves completely to pursue the sense of idealism.
and xavier falls heavily into incongruence.
there's more to itâ
according to james marcia, there are four (4) statuses of identity: identity foreclosure, identity diffusion, identity moratorium, and identity achievement.
foreclosure refers to committing to an identity and accepting it, without exploring other options: you'd rather just blindly accept values and ideas and identities that other people suggest, without bothering to consider other options. it's most clear that xavier falls under identity foreclosure.
(diffusion refers to no identity commitment, and no exploration of identities; there is no strong sense of who you are as a person, neither is there any sense of actively trying to work on it. moratorium includes actively exploring options, but not being able to settle into one identity. achievement is the ideal, having explored options and willingly chosen the identity that feels right to you.)
so we have the xavier who's initial identity was chosen and laid out for him without much of his own say in the matter, and because he doesn't want the identity, because it's forced onto him, he develops such an aversive reaction to it that it proves to be quite harmful to the stability of his mental state.
something i've talked about a lot, is how this state of his identity is a cornerstone to the things we see him struggle with, in the main story and in his cards alike, and especially in his relationship with mc. and it sets the tone for the xavier that we see and interact with, as well as the character arc he has to go through to grow into a better person.
once again, it pulls out the fact that he needs to learn to accept who he is as a whole. what he keeps doing is striving for an ideal, striving to become who he "should", as far away from his princely identity as possible. but it's necessary for him to realize that even the most conflicting parts of him are still.. well, him.
the more we attempt to be who or what we are not, the more we remain the same. but when we acknowledge and become what we are, we open right new possibilities for change.
it's not necessarily a matter of blindly accepting your faults and not bothering to change that, but acknowledging the parts of you that you refuse to acknowledge, because you can't just... ignore who you are. like xavier has been very keen on doing.
i. - (d) ; feelings of inferiority.
i want to preface this section by saying two things: (1) that inferiority is a word that's thrown a lot very casually, but actually means something different than what general media portrays it to mean... and, (2) that all of the LI's show conflict with feelings of inferiority, in very different ways, and this is not limited to just xavier!
and to understand what inferiority really means, we go back to the person who coined the term in the first place: alfred adler.
so alfred adler is this guy who's basically responsible for what we call "individual psychology", and the very very basis of it is that people are driven by a need to feel that they are significant, and that they belong. there's heavy emphasis on the importance of relationships and social environments, andâ a person is influenced by how they interpret events that happened to them in the past.
i hope you see where i'm going with this !!!!
when we relate this to xavier... we can recall how under learned helplessness, it was primarily xavier's view of how he was treated, that he developed a sense of passivity. when things change and he loses mc despite finally learning how to rebel a little, his view changes into one stained more with frustration and disdainâso he works against the situation and rejects it.
the fact is that we as the audience don't know how he was really treated. sure, we can make inferences, but we're just about making the same inferences that mc and xavier do. it's a limited perspective. and what matters the most in a limited perspective is how it's interpreted. we can see clearly how xavier has interpreted his narrative, and it therefore results into his behavior.
so where does inferiority come in?
it does get kind of intense, because individual psychology is closely related to early childhood. so the theory goes that everyone's born with a little bit of inferiorityâand then, as kids, or as babies because we strive for the attention of our parents to help fulfil our basic needs we develop this kind of habit of striving to get rid of that inferiority. baby wants food (sense of inferiority and dependance), baby cries (tries to get attention to get rid of the feelings of inferiority).
so it goes that if the child gets the proper care that they need, then problem solved. but inadequate nurturing... means the problem gets worse. we'd go back to learned helplessness, because then the child would feel like they have no control over their surroundings. and while this is normal in small amounts, if it isn't addressed, compensation is just not enough anymore.... and then they would strive for even more.
overcompensation.
and overcompensation leads to an inferiority complex.
now, an inferiority complex isn't what you might be thinking, because it doesn't necessarily just mean seeing yourself as... less than someone. in fact, it's not even about comparison, really, it's just... the feeling of not being enough. it's a lack of self esteem where the feelings of inferiority that all this started with just, haven't been dealt with at all. so it's a cycle of constantly trying to compensate, and compensate, and compensate... it's the need of someone to feel special because they can't accept themselves as flawed. (it's unfortunate, because everyone is flawed... including themselves.)
(it gets worse, because if even that gets left unchecked, it develops a superiority complex which is kind of the same concept, but instead focuses on looking for the "easy way out", like borrowing authority or luxury or power from other people and living according to other people's value system)
but, i digress, because in xavier's case, his sense of inferiority stems from the identity forced upon him. given his background that we went over, there's a lot of pressure involved... and it is once again inferred that he does not have, or does not view that he has, a good relationship with his father (one would assume, including his mother, though i don't believe his mother has been mentioned anywhere?). it's a sense of a lack of nurture; the fact that he has felt as if his needs were not being met and instead pushed aside for something like the "greater good of the people of philos", or something along the lines.
he has to do something about it.
it goes back to the cycle.
the learned helplessness is pushed aside, and he keeps doing things because he has to. and it could be due to the belief that it's what will make him worth anything.
he has to.
except instead of directing his determination necessarily towards the planet he was supposed to lead... because he's so aversive to his identity as a prince...
he directs that towards...
mc.
he has to help her. he has to save her. he'd give rise to the whole lumiere thing to save her, even despite how much he despises resuming an identity similar to the prince of philos.
he has to.
(which, side note: i do believe that his sword fighting also somewhat stems from an inferiority complex, because of the line:
"it's not that i like it. it's the only thing i've been good at since i was a child."
(implying; his need to still feel good at something despite a lack of enjoyment... almost as if compensating for something.)
ii. xavier and mc.
so what does all of this mean for their relationship?
evidently, at the time of voyage of the outcast and the general main story, none of these issues are addressed. this is not like the lumiere myths, not like 21 days, no restraint, floral blessingâthis is the xavier who's still largely unstable on the inside but trying to put on a brave face.
there's a lot of things he doesn't know how to navigate.
but the one thing he is sure of is:
mc.
always mc.
she's important to him and he loves her and he has always loved her. this is the person who was the catalyst to him believing that freedom was possible.
and we've had this whole thing established, that he's so insistent on keeping her around thatâhe doesn't know what to be. he doesn't know what to do. he wants her around, he wants her to like himâ
but what does she like?
there's too many sides of him, and he recognizes that this mc in this timeline is her own person. what should he be? he doesn't want her near whatever princely persona he's had in the pastâbut what if that's what she wants? he wants to show her the person he wants to be, but what if that's not what she wants?
how does he navigate that?
it's the baseline of where he startsâwhy we see him aloof, and vague, and a little cyptic. he wants to be careful with his words not just to protect her and not just for nonintervention principle... but also because he wants to figure out what she wants, and really wants to make her like him.
he doesn't want to lose her. he doesn't want to mess up and have her go to another guy, he doesn't want this to be a timeline where he can't win her heart.
it's there again, the determinationâ
he has to.
he has to.
he's doing all these things, working in secret to protect herâhe can't lose her. and he's not enough, so he has to do something to compensate that. he wants her approval, he wants praise, he wants her to like him.
when we go back to voyage of the outcast, there's still a lot of that same xavier that we start withâhe's still struggling with all of these ideals, the interaction of all that he's grown up with and the things that he has to learn how to navigate.
he's still a little vague, still a little cryptic...
but he's trying, most of all.
he puts in an effort.
â "Isn't there something you genuinely want to ask?"
â "Oh... You're asking if I have a hidden side to me like Soren?"
â "You must have more questions."
he's giving her a chance.
even if the way he answers are still lacking in explanationâit's a step forward nonetheless.
and they do talk about it, that sequence by the basketball court has so much to it, because in one way or another, he's still trying to express his thoughts, even if it comes out, again, still a little vague.
"Perhaps it's because he looks like a good student that makes him the best at doing things behind the scenes. After all, people don't write their secrets on their faces. The calmer the water's surface, the easier it is to hide dangerous undercurrents."
even mc recognizes it:
â "Even though I'm so close to you, experienced all these life-and-death situations with you, I still cannot seem to fully understand you."
but why i say he's trying is that, in theory, he understands what he's lacking in. at this point in the story, he knows he's doing things to mask and pick and choose what he shows her, he recognizes that it's not what he should be doing:
"But... the parts of me you think you know and the parts you think you don't know... They make up who I am. All of me, right here in front of you."
it's just that, knowledge is often different from practice.
from the xavier we see here, you get the image that he knows what he should be doing, but he doesn't quite know how to get there. he knows what he wants to tell her, but he doesn't know how to express it properly.
and it's why when we get to The kindled scene, we're pulled back into the xavier that still hasn't come to terms with himself and what he wants, the xavier that falls into the shadow of himself that can't help but be so aversive to his princely duties.
we pull together the insecurities, the incongruenceâ the inferiority complex.
and we end up with the glorification of sacrifice.
this is something i've always always wanted to get into, and again, similarly to inferiority, it's present in all the LI's, but xavier's really makes you think, you know?
because for being so aversive to his role as a prince and everything that philos has done/has planned to do to queen mc especially, you'd think he'd be just aversive to the role of sacrifice, in general.
(i mean, i know i would be! đ)
it's likeâ if i'm already that aversive, then i'd rather find some kind of workaround to it than bother giving into the sacrificial needs of the planet, just to challenge what's supposed to be, you know?
â "A planet that uses... ... ...to survive.... doesn't deserve to be saved." [ <- do you see the aversion? there's so much hatred and disdain in this! ]
and yet, that's not what xavier does.
â "Starfall forest... will stop once it has enough power..."
â "I couldn't... I didn't protect you before. At least... it chose me this time..."
he was very clearly planning on having the forest take him. it's even further pushed by him recognizing mc to be there, but... the bottomline falls to the fact that he was willing to be the sacrifice that was needed instead.
the contradiction is there, no?
he doesn't want to save the planet, not at all, but yet he'd offer himself.
and although this falls to my personal speculation, when you draw references from his background, there's once again the fact that he grew up with all of these ideaologies. his parents were the first sources of influenceâand then whoever had been with him through his growth, and trainings, or whatever else as a prince. and he was learning all these things in philos, the very planet that did use sacrifices.
and upset though he always has been about learning of the sacrifices, it's not as if the planet condemned mc for being the sacrifice... if not, well... glorified her, somewhat. they called her the perfect sacrificeâthe life force of the planet. they held importance in what they believed to be "true immortality". moreoverâ "her duty was to save philos, because her existence worked in such a manner."
it wasn't just "whatever" to them, and they surely didn't treat her like shit just because she was a sacrifice.
it feels as if, the theme goes as "you're doing a good job being the sacrifice. your sacrifice will save us and that is worth something to be thankful for."
and even if xavier is clearly averse to the idea... againâthe fact remains that he was brought up with the entire theme of sacrifice surrounding him.
we circle back to inferiority.
there's that certain sense of belongingness, or approval, that was never fulfilled in his childhood, so much that he began to resent everything altogether, enough to rebel so much, the way that he did.
but it stems from what he never received.
and while he may not care anymore for approval from the people of philos, what he does care for is mc's approval.
because again, mc is the only one that truly matters to him, the one he focuses on the most, the one he's doing all of this for.
he has to do something to compensate, he has to do something so that she'll love him.
the same line of thinking that we said earlier he'd come to terms with knowledge-wise, that he's trying to be more genuine instead of chasing after compensation and praise and compensation and praiseâ
but again, in this scene, it falls back.
he's lost sense of reasoning, the evol, the protofield, they're all affecting him... and we go back to that sentiment.
he has to do something. to protect her. to save her. to be...
noble.
the only issue with that is in this moment, he's faced with the prospect of sacrifice. and he's thinking, "fuck it, this will make her happyâi can save herâi can do somethingâit will give me some worth."
he's sucked back into that shell, and the option in front of him is sacrifice, which he's likely long grown up with surrounded by glorified opinions of.
it's his duty.
he has to.
and it's just so gut-wrenching to think about, because he loves mc so much that it bypasses even every ounce of aversion and resentment (that she triggered long long back), and he would do anything for her.
the xavier that we see in this scene is raw, and lost, and in pain....
he loves her so much that it hurts.
... but, there's beauty in the way that this teaches him firsthand what he's missing, too. he learns to trust her more, learns to rely on her more... enough so that he drops a good portion of the aloof, distant-ish act he'd been generally having after this scene.
â "Your power will keep me safe."
â "It's as if he's already at the finish line with the answers. He's quietly waiting to see if l'll join him or choose a different path."
voyage of the outcast ends on a hopeful note for their relationship, because there is the premise that he's going to start being a little more true to himself from here on.
i think it's interesting to go through this again after floof attack and misty silhouette, but there's definitely a stark contrast and some sort of progression actually involved with the way they're progressing the main storyâit does feel natural, not forced, not rushed, because xavier and mc are still at the pount where neither of them are ready to be romantically involved...
but they're getting there. slowly. steadily.
and it's really nice to see the growth, that i can't wait to see how xavier will continue to grow from hereon out đ„°đ„°đ„°đ„°đ„°
THIS TOTALLY GOT A LITTLE MESSY TOWARDS THE END.... I SWEAR THIS IS LIKE. THESIS DISSERTATION CORE. I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW LONG ITS GOTTEN WJFJWNBGEJJF BUT IF YOUVE MADE IT THIS FAR TY FOR LISTENING TO MY RAMBLES !! đđđââââ
i think about his story branch a lot but specifically the basketball scene and the one at the end with the lil shared earphones... im gonna sob in the corner i actually want to hold him in my arms so so gently đđđđđđđđđđđđđđ
#PHEW#THIS TOOK#SO LONG#BUT ITS DONE I THINK#IM TIRED OMG BUT IM SO HAPPY I GOT THIS OUT FINALLY#AH I LOVE HIM đđđđ i miss him i hope that we get to see more progression huhu#this was a RIDE going back to the initial xavier after all we've seen in his recent cards#but i love him so dealy đ„ș#lnds garden đč#lndthonks đč#xavier#love and deepspace xavier#love & deepspace xavier#lads xavier#lnds xavier#l&ds xavier#love and deepspace#love & deepspace#lnds#lads#l&ds
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"The crowd is dense tonight. People are packed inside the warehouse even tighter than they were during the last party, a few weeks ago. He Tian avoids most of it as best as he can, keeping the drunk audience at armâs length to avoid risking a stain to his dry cleaned suit. He has already foregone the tie, Cheng would kill him if he arrived at the auction site sticky with cold beer.
As he walks down the corridor, Guan Shan peeks out of the changing room, ushering He Tian inside. They havenât spent much time together the last few days. Their nights have been quiet too, touched by equal parts exhaustion and focus."
Chapter 6 of Little Bit of Lead is out :))
#19 days#fanfic#tianshan#mo guan shan#he tian#19 days fanfic#phew#finally#it was a whole journey but it's done#enjoy enjoy <3
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BSD Rarepair Week, day 6: Domestic (fluff)
Yosano and Chuuya's schedules don't match too often since their organizations have different policies and working times.
They've grown so used to it, however, it already feels like a shared routine of sorts.
Original, unflipped version of the main drawing for reasons!
#bsdrpw2024#chuuaki#chuusano#my art#nakahara chuuya#chuuya nakahara#yosano akiko#akiko yosano#bsd#phew and that's a wrap! Hope I made it in time!#I was already done with my participation in the shipweek but my head was like âhey y'know this hc of yours fits one of the promptsâ#and I immediately went âI'm listeningâ#it was the perfect excuse to finally draw their ACTUAL height difference! Yosano usually looks even taller because of her high heels#I also get to finally picture Chuuya's eye colors as I hc them since he doesn't wear contacts to bed & his hair isn't in the way for once đ#did you guys know there IS merch showing Yosano's pajamas (that made me want to draw her wearing it)#'how many times are you gonna reuse this bathroom drawing' as many as possible#shoutout to the sims for saving me from drawing full backgrounds
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From the Inquisitor to the Baptist: The Evolution of John Seed - Masterpost
Part 1: Physical appearance, clothes, and tattoos (concept art, promotional content, and side material)
Part 2: Physical appearance, clothes, and tattoos (Far Cry 5)
Part 3: Personality and morals (concept art, promotional content, and side material)
Part 4: Personality and morals (Far Cry 5)
Part 5: Conclusion
Part 6: Sources, references, and further reading
#phew#itâs finally done#three years laterâŠ#I hope you enjoyed it :)#far cry 5#john seed#joseph seed#jacob seed#faith seed#the deputy#far cry absolution#mary may fairgrave#inside edenâs gate#rob evors#jon oswald#the book of joseph#joey hudson#sharky boshaw#nick rye#hurk drubman jr#kim rye#far cry new dawn#far cry 5 spoilers
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mirror boy....
time taken: 11 hours and 40 minutes
#PHEW it's finally done#also no i didn't draw any water in the boundary fuck off#anyway ENJOY#ocelotlesbian#tbhk#mitsuba#jshk#mitsuba sousuke#tbhk fanart#jshk fanart#mitsuba fanart#mitsuba sousuke fanart#sousuke mitsuba#toilet bound hanako kun#jibaku shonen hanako kun#hell of mirrors
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A little time passed and Courtney's much happier spending her days at home, Oscar's been feeling better after some rest too, physically anyway-.. not so much mentally though. He's gotten a few jobs done to pay the bills, but he's frustrated he's not further along with the house yet. The bathroom is still disgusting, the heating's still fucked, and the twins don't even have their own room yet! She told him to quit worrying and suggested they work on the garden whilst they save some cash instead. The fresh air will do them good and it's mostly free as well. Robin's hugs make everything better too.. đ€
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 gameplay#fib#fib extras#oscar#courtney#robin#áááą#there's much less chaos now that cookie's at home during the day#phew#oscar can finally get some sorely needed work done#cos they be BROKE
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