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[sunshinedjh]

Bubblebath Troubles

Based on this prompt

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Warnings: Kinda angsty, Dan feels worthless

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Word count: 1148

Dan was sat on his bed. He’d been sat there since he’d awoken. In his (and Phil’s) dimly lit room, with clothes and various others objects scattered around the place.

He was cold and still shirtless having not bothered to dress himself this morning. His bare back leant against the bed frame uncomfortably but he couldn’t be bothered to move.

Presumably Phil had gotten up a few hours ago, had his breakfast and gotten on with the things he needed to do.

Wondering silently and melancholically where he was, Dan sighed to himself. He didn’t know what it was about today, but everything just seemed so pointless to him right now.

He didn’t have to wonder where Phil was for too long, as the man came striding into the room before long in his usual bouncy manor. His bouncing shortly came to a halt though, after he saw the pitiful look on Dan’s face, and the pitiful mess that surrounded him.

‘Dan?’ Dan didn’t say anything, he carried on staring at the speck of blue tack he’d earlier pinpointed on the wall. 'Dan what’s up?’ Phil asked again. Dan turned to stare at him instead, emotionlessly.

Phil’s look of pity turned to a look of knowing. 'I’m running you a bath, and making you feel better right now. Come on’

Dan groaned as Phil walked over and lifted him by his armpits, quite literally dragging him out of bed.

Soon enough Dan was reluctantly sat on the rim of the bathtub, legs dangling into the warm water.

Phil had helped him remove his clothes. It didn’t bother him, seeing Dan naked, he’d seen it a million times before. Plus Dan wasn’t really in a position to protest right now, he hadn’t spoken to his boyfriend all day.

Phil waited patiently beside Dan for the bath to fill before switching off the taps. 'Right, now you get in and have a nice soak, I’m going to go make you hot chocolate and see if there’s any cookies left for you, oh and I’ll find a nice fluffy towel for when you…’ 'Thank you’ Dan mumbled, managing a weak smile to which Phil responded with an even bigger one.

A little less then ten minutes later Phil came back with a tray full of cookies and hot chocolate. However, he almost dropped them when he saw the sight he was greeted with.

There in front of him Dan was sat in the tub, his chin was rested on the side of the bath, tears were streaming down his cheeks, and choked sobs were coming from his mouth.

'P P Phil…’ he whimpered. Phil immediately put down the tray and knelt down beside him. 'Dan. What is it?’

’D d do you love me?’ Phil looked at him curiously for a moment. How could Dan think that he didn’t love him?

'Of course I love you’ 'But, how do you put up with me… aren’t I a burden to you?’ 'Dan of course you aren’t, I love taking care of you and I know you’d do the same for me’

'B b but, look at me I’m a wreck, I have no control over my own life I, I can just wake up one day and feel like shit and I end up putting all that on you… I’m just a worthless piece of crap’ he cried.

The tears had made his vision blurry. He felt almost angry, not at Phil but at himself. 'Dan, I…’ 'What, Phil’ Dan snapped 'what are you going to do?’

He was such a wreck. Why was he yelling at Phil? He knew it was wrong but for some reason he couldn’t find it in him to stop.

'You should just leave me Phil, you know, you don’t feel the things I do. You should go find someone normal to be with, someone who isn’t a mess and isn’t fucking broken’ Dan spat.

Crying still, he felt the regret of his actions almost immediately. He’d just taken everything he felt out on the one person who cared for him.

Phil saw the expressions on the boy’s face change within a matter of seconds. He went from angry, to shocked, to afraid almost instantly and then he buried his head into the edge of the bathtub.

The bath water was getting cold.

'Dan look at me’ Phil whispered. He pulled Dan’s head up, resting his hand under the boy’s chin.

'I love you so so much, I would never leave you. You’re not broken, you’re beautiful. Even when you cry, and yell and get frustrated I still love you. And yes, I may not feel the things you feel sometimes, but I can help you get through them’

Dan sniffed. He felt Phil run his thumb over his lip and then over his cheek, wiping away a tear. Then he just felt the overwhelming urge to kiss the man. Not caring if it was a wet and tearful kiss, it was the best way to express how he felt right now.

Leaning into the black haired boy, Phil leaned closer to him too. Their lips connected like fire, it was warm and powerful, yet gentle. Slowly, Phil holding Dan’s face ever so carefully, they kissed.

Dan soon found himself wanting to speed things up. The way Phil held him was so cautious and careful, like Dan was going to break, like he was fragile. And while yes, Dan very much felt as though he was, he wanted to prove he wasn’t so easily broken.

Beginning to deepen the kiss, Dan brushed his tongue against Phil’s lips and the pace began to quicken. Dan wasn’t fragile. He was strong. The kiss was fast and passionate now, it expressed more emotion than Dan could ever let out through words.

He could almost feel himself healing, as though he was fixing himself. Except he wasn’t just fixing himself, Phil was fixing him too. Dan needed Phil and Phil needed Dan. They completed each other, and Dan could see that once more.

Pulling away from Phil, panting for breath, he gazed up at those bright blue eyes he knew so well.

'Can I get in with you?’ Phil asked. 'Okay’ Dan nodded 'it’s a little cold now though’ Phil pulled the plug out and turned the warm tap back on, climbing into the tub behind Dan.

'Feel better?’ He asked, reaching over to get a cookie and the drink he’d made for Dan. Dan smiled. 'Yeah’ he responded, sipping his drink.

Turning off the warm tap, deciding it was warm enough, Phil smiled too. The warmth seemed to be sweeping into them, it was heavenly. Phil reached over for Dan’s drink, taking a sip himself before setting it down on the side.

Phil leaned forward until he was pressed against Dan’s back, he rested his head on Dan’s shoulders and pressed his lips to the boy’s neck.

'I love you Phil’ 'I love you too, Dan’

[sunshinedjh]

Pancakes and Stargazing

Based on this prompt

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Warnings: death by fluff could be possible

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Word count: 2069

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Phil had a surprise for Dan.

And he was 100% keeping it a secret until it happened, which was, admittedly harder than it would first seem.

He'd had the idea a few days ago. Being the hopeless, sappy romantic he was, he longed for sentiment. Plus he just really wanted to do something nice for Dan.

And this was why he was currently stood in the kitchen this very morning, wearing a rather inappropriate apron with a six pack (and something else) on it, and was making pancakes.

Beginning to sing to himself, Phil was thoroughly enjoying cooking, despite having maybe slightly burnt his first batch of pancakes.

He knew Dan was asleep currently and probably wouldn't get up until past noon however, so he definitely had time to get this just right and make the perfect pancakes.

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Dan awoke with a long yawn and a confused face. Why wasn't his boyfriend lying next to him? Sure he knew Phil usually woke up first but his boyfriend almost always stayed in bed and waited for him to wake up (otherwise waking him up if he got too impatient)

Leaning over to reach for his phone, he was temporarily blinded by its light. The clock read 12:55. Okay, perhaps that was why Phil was out of bed, 1pm was extremely late and even in Dan's case.

'Phiiil' he called as he scrambled out of bed and traipsed down the hallway sleepily. He didn't bother putting on a shirt, knowing that Phil wouldn't be bothered.

'Phil, you here?' He called again, curiously stepping into the living room.

'Oh oh, Dan hey, morning!' A rather flustered Phil exclaimed as he wrapped his arms around the taller boy. Dan chuckled. 'I'm pretty sure it's not morning anymore' 'Well no, but you know what I meant'

Phil looked oddly suspicious in Dan's opinion. It was never very hard to tell when the man was hiding something, he wore a very certain facial expression. One that was grinning from cheek to cheek, and he had a certain light in his eyes that looked like he was dying to tell Dan about whatever it was he had planned.

'What is it then?' Dan asked curiously as he went and sat on the sofa, looking up at his boyfriend in interest. 'What's what?' Phil responded, feigning confusion. His expanding grin gave away his game even more though.

'Oh come on, like you don't have something to tell me Phil Lester! What?' 'Well I may have a little surprise' Phil teased, sitting down beside Dan 'be ready in five minutes and you can find out' 'Five minutes! Are you kidding?!' 'Nope'

Dan sprinted off into his bedroom to make himself look presentable, or at least less sleepy and zombielike as he did currently. What was Phil planning? The absurdity of it all.

Dan could pretend he hated it all he wanted, but he knew Phil's spontaneous nature was one of the things he'd fallen in love with way back when he'd first met the man.

'Ready?' Phil asked five minutes later, stepping into the room to find Dan wearing a black shirt (of course) and ripped jeans. 'Ready' Dan nodded.

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The pair of them had then climbed into Dan's mini and headed off to, well, Dan wasn't sure. Phil was driving, which was a slightly terrifying idea despite him being the oldest out of the pair of them. He'd placed something in the boot before leaving that he hadn't let Dan see.

'Ah ah ah no, not until we get there' he'd said.

They were almost there now, so Phil said. And when he'd said 'almost' Dan really hadn't thought he'd meant they'd be stopping so soon. They were practically in the middle of nowhere, only hills and grass and woodland surrounding them, no civilisation to be seen. Surely they weren't stopping...

'Here!' Phil beamed, stopping the car 'we're here!'

He got out of the car and shuffled round to let Dan out. 'Thank... Phil what are you doing?' Phil had covered Dan's eyes with his hand. 'This way'

Phil guided the now blind Dan round the back of the car and to the boot, where he stopped to get out the thing he'd placed in there earlier. They then continued on walking until Dan felt Phil remove his hand from his face and then he yelled 'Surprise!'

Phil was stood, holding a picnic basket and pointing up to a hill. Dan was confused.

'It's not much, but I thought we could have a picnic up here, because well you see, tonight's supposed to be the best night in years for seeing shooting stars!'

'Oh Phil, I... you're so sweet, ever the romantic I suppose you could call it. But don't tell me we have to hike up that hill now?' 'Well...' Dan sighed.

The hike up the hill was a lot (and it totally messed up Dan's hair by the way). But once they reached the top, the two of them couldn't deny how beautiful the view was.

There were over hills rolling into the distance, with streams and rivers running around them. Forests were scattered around the place and the sky was completely blue and cloudless.

'So, pancakes?' 'You made pancakes?' 'Yep, spent all morning making them' Phil said proudly, opening the picnic basket he'd brought to reveal not only the homemade pancakes, but also various berries and syrup and chocolate things.

The smell was incredible. 'Fuck, oh my god Phil I love you' Dan practically moaned, leaning into Phil and kissing his cheek. Phil laughed, he knew how much of a sucker for food Dan was.

'So, wanna wanna eat and talk crap until the sun sets?' 'Sounds like a plan'

And that was exactly what they did for the rest of the afternoon. Phil fed Dan pancakes, which he somehow managed to get all down him. And the pair talked about everything and anything they wanted.

It wasn't long before the sun was beginning to set, and the two of them lying on the grass side by side and holding hands, having finished their pancakes. The light from the setting sun was bouncing off the hills and glistening in the rivers.

It glistened in Phil's eyes too, Dan saw, as he was looking directly at them. Their deep blue irises were enough to leave Dan almost hypnotised. He'd never thought it was possible to get lost in someone's eyes before he'd met Phil.

The reds and oranges and yellows from the sky also reflected all over Phil's face, making Dan want to lean in and kiss him all over.

Suddenly he felt Phil's hands rest either side of his own face and it seemed as though Phil had had the exact same idea.

Phil climbed on top of him and began by kissing the boy softly and gently on his plump, pink lips. Then he worked his way to the left along his jawline, up to his cheek, then his forehead, and finishing right on his nose, making Dan giggle.

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'Phil it's getting d d, dark' 'You scared?' 'No! Of course not' 'Come here' Phil laughed, sitting up and pulling Dan into a hug 'For someone who constantly wears dark clothes and pretends to be all mysterious, you sure are a wuss' 'Shut up!' Dan mumbled burying his face into Phil's shoulder.

They sat like that for what seemed like forever, they were both just so content in each other's arms. The darkness was settling in around them and Phil swore he felt Dan grip him a little tighter each time he realised how dark it was getting.

'First person to see the first star wins a prize!' Phil proclaimed. 'Phil, why does everything have to have a prize with you for gods sake' Dan sighed, wriggling out of Phil's grip a little.

He noticed he challenging look in his boyfriends eyes and smirked. 'Oh it's on!'

It didn't take long. No more than ten minutes for the first star to appear. It was Dan who found it first, with a 'hey Phil! I found it I found it I found it ha!'. Phil laughed in response to Dan's excitement.

'What do you want your prize to be then?' 'Hmm' Dan thought tentatively 'how about another hug?'

Phil complied, pulling Dan back into his lap and engulfing him. 'You still scared of the dark?' 'I told you no!' 'Hmmm?' Phil teased, pressing his nose against Dan's. 'I just wanted to hug you because you're warm'

'Oh really, well why don't we test that with a little lie detector test huh?' 'What do you...' Phil leaned down and began kissing Dan's neck. He knew Dan hated people touching his neck, or at least he claimed to. The whole thing really, was just a lie to prevent people touching it because it was so sensitive.

Phil was sure he could get any truth of him just by kissing his neck.

He kissed gently at first, lips only ever so slightly brushing over the skin. But he soon picked up the pace and began sucking. And it was the sucking the broke Dan.

He was sure to have marks left there but that wasn't the part he cared about. 'I, ahh, Phil stoppp' Phil stopped for a second and thought Dan he had won. Turned out Phil had only stopped to tell Dan he wasn't stopping though.

'I'm not stopping until you admit you're afraid' He carried on kissing all over Dan's neck, even just the feeling of Phil's warm breath was giving Dan tingles. He couldn't take this any longer.

'Okay okay fine! I I, I'm scared of the dark!' 'Haha! I knew it' Phil said smugly, pulling away to look Dan in the eyes. Dan looked away almost immediately out of embarrassment, he burried his head into Phil as he had done earlier.

'Dan, it's okay to be afraid' 'Mmf' Dan groaned into Phil's jumper.

'You know, if you aren't looking at the sky you won't see any shooting stars!' Dan looked back up and scooted to sit beside Phil again, rather than on top of him.

'We can talk about things if you want, while we wait, to take your mind off of being scared' Dan rolled his eyes wishing Phil would stop bringing it up.

'What do you wanna talk about?' 'Buffy?' 'For God's sake Phil no' 'Hello internet' 'No!' 'How much I love to tease you' Phil smirked.

'Why don't we talk about us' 'What do you mean?' 'About all of our memories you know, things we've done, and maybe things that we want to do in the future. Unless you want to talk about something deeper like I don't know, social constructs and how most of the things we do day to day are...'

'Let's go with the first one' Phil interrupted. He loved the way Dan talked. So passionately and intelligently. The way he hated talking about mundane things and making small talk, his opinion always being that there were much deeper and more important things that could be talked about.

'Okay, well do you remember the day we met?' 'Of course I do!' 'When you picked me up at the train station and we went and got Starbucks and went on the big wheel' 'And a few days after when we saw that movie and kissed in the 3D glasses? You were so in love with me'

'Hey, you were too!' 'Mm, I still am' Phil said in a way so absolutely smitten it made Dan's heart leap. 'Always will be too' he continued.

This man was going to be the death of him Dan swore. 'Always?' Dan asked, looking over at Phil was what could only be described as puppy dog eyes. 'Even when we're old and grey and married?'

Phil froze for a second at Dan's last word. 'Married? You wanna marry me?' 'Phil of course I do!' 'Oh well me too... I've been thinking about that for a while' 'You have?'

'Yeah, it all seems very committed you know, like a final pokemon form?' Dan snorted. 'Phil we're practically married now, look at us' 'True' 'I think we could be someday though, you know properly' 'I'd like that' Phil decided.

Dan leaned into Phil's shoulder and felt his arms wrap around him, which he was thankful for since it was cold.

The sky all around them was littered with stars. Stars that lit up the otherwise dark and lifeless black sky.

It was then that one of the stars moved. It went flying across the sky, leaving a little tail of light behind it.

Dan gasped in awe, and Phil kissed him on the cheek again.

[sunshinedjh]

Phan Fluff: The Premier

Did I write a dangerously fluffy drabble about the events of that Star Wars premier? Yall bet I did. 

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Word count: 1632

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'Phil, does my ass look big in this?' A flustered and frantic Dan turned and asked his boyfriend.

The two of them had been getting ready for at least an hour now. And they'd been excited for this event for months, being the huge Star Wars nerds that they were.

Phil, believing that he was near enough ready (or as near as he was going to get) paused and looked up and down at the brunette standing next to him.

'Your ass looks great in it I can assure you' he smirked and tried to grab said ass, not being quick enough though as Dan swiftly moved out the way while he was half way through doing up his jacket.

It was a rare sight, to see Dan wearing white, and Phil couldn't help but bask in the sight of it a little. They'd both been or shopping for suits a month or so ago, Phil settling on a smart black number with shimmering gold parts.

Dan's choice however, had been something else. Not only was it so outgoing for him, but it suited him better than it could have suited any model.

All of these thoughts kept buzzing through Phil's head. Which was all very well until he came back to reality and realised he'd been staring at Dan for about 3 minutes now. The two of them made eye contact and the lustful look in Phil's eyes really said it all.

Phil blushed and looked away, before deciding to walk away and sit on the bed, allowing Dan to get ready with a few less distractions.

He had to say, he found it very hard not to sit and watch in awe just at the sight of Dan tying his shoes. Sure shoe tying was a very mundane thing to be astounded by but as Dan had bent over he had decided it would be a good idea to not face Phil but to have his ass on show instead.

Damn that ass looked good in that tight white suit. Phil had already said that though, so he tried to think of another complement to say out loud as Dan stood back up.

'Looking great as always' The complement wasn't the most creative but it rolled off Phil's tongue as he leant back a little on the bed, propping himself up with his arms.

'Full of compliments today aren't we?' Dan smirked, edging closer to Phil and taking him by surprise by sitting on his lap.

Any stuttering noises Phil might have been about to blurt out were silenced by touching lips. Dan leaned into Phil as if trying to remove all distance between them and kissed him in much the same way.

Phil, feeling a little overwhelmed hummed and melted into the kiss, savouring the taste of Dan it until the moment he pulled away.

'Okay, now let's get going you nerd' Dan said, apparently being the first one to find his voice again.

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They arrived at the venue by taxi. Pulling up right outside, next to the red carpet. They could tell when they were almost there from about a mile away, the noise of the crowd being pretty damn loud to say the least.

Before they got out of the cab Dan looked over at Phil, his expression much the same as Phil's smitten one earlier. Looking him up and down and then in the eyes, he smiled.

'Never got a chance to tell you how good you looked did I?' 'Thanks' Phil blushed 'but my suit is so boring compared to yours' 'Oh shut up, you look hot okay?' Needless to say the blushing only intensified at that.

A coughing noise coming from the driver, snapped both boys out of their love struck trance. 'You're here' he grunted. 'Oh, uh, thank you' Phil replied, composing himself. He got out first, holding the door open for Dan.

The pair of them felt instantly overwhelmed as soon as they got out the car.

Cameras everywhere were flashing violently, crowds surrounding the area were shrieking, and almost the entire expanse of red carpet in front of them was swarming with people.

None of the crowds and cameras were particularly for them obviously, but it was still incredibly daunting. Dan was taking it all in when he felt Phil nudge his arm. 'Dan' he leaned in to mutter 'look, it's Mark Hamill!'

Dan followed Phil's gaze and had an instant fan girl attack. 'We should go talk to him!' 'Are you out of your mind, we should probably just go look for Pj and people we actually know' 'Okay okay fine'

Grabbing onto Phil's sleeve, Dan dragged his boyfriend down the red carpet, dodging probably multiple famous people that they'd yet to acknowledge.

'Hey hey, stop! Pictures, pictures!' Some guy with a camera called out to Dan and Phil. Dan let go of Phil's arm and composed himself for the camera. Why on earth people wanted pictures of him and Phil instead of all the celebrities surrounding them was really beyond him. But Dan just smiled and leaned into Phil slightly as the camera flashed.

'So when's the wedding? The camera man called out to them after finishing the pictures. Dan looked around him as if for some reason the man could have been asking someone else. Phil ended up answering.

'Not anytime soon I can assure you' The man chuckled and both Dan and Phil looked slightly mortified.

'Are we really that obvious?' Dan asked, clinging to Phil's arm once more as they covered more ground of the red carpet. 'Dan we're wearing coordinated clothes and you keep clinging to me, we probably look like the most lovey dovey couple here' Dan snorted. 'Who's to say we aren't the most lovey dovey couple here?'

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'Omg omg Phil look!' The pair of them had met up with Bryony and Pj and some other friends now, making them feel a little less uncomfortable and out of place.

Phil looked around to see where Dan had gone, expecting to see him right in front of him. 'Dan? Where are you...' Phil spun full circle and still couldn't seem to find his suddenly misplaced boyfriend.

It was the laughter that gave it away. Phil could recognise that laugh anywhere. He turned to face a group of stormtroopers and located Dan in the centre of them.

He blended in so perfectly it was almost comical. No wonder Phil hadn't been able to see him.

'Auditioning for the next Star Wars are we Dan?' Pj chuckled.

'Let me take a picture, let me take a picture' Phil said, frantically pulling out his phone and snapping shots. Dan rolled his eyes but went with it. He did wonder what the people underneath those stormtrooper costumes must be thinking and why they weren't laughing at the shear dorkiness of them both.

'We should probably head inside now you know' Bryony exclaimed, gesturing for the group to follow her. 'We'll meet you in a minute, save our seats will you?' Phil replied. 'Wait why can't we just...'

Phil didn't let Dan finish, grabbing him by the arm and manoeuvring him in the opposite direction to the way all their friends were going. Dan hadn't a clue where they were going but he didn't have much time to ponder over it before Phil had him stood next to a wall away from the public eye.

He gazed at Dan then, gazed at his deep brown eyes and smiled a smile so genuine it might have almost knocked Dan off his feet.

'I'm proud of you you know' he began, not breaking the eye contact. 'I know how much you hate crowds, and this isn't your first experience with this sort of thing obviously but you handled it so well'

Dan blushed intensely and their was no hiding it since he was looking straight into the eyes of the man who had caused it.

'Is that why you didn't want us to go in yet? So you could flatter me even more than you already have' 'Perhaps...' Phil continued 'but I'm not finished yet'

At that he leaned in closer and brushed his soft lips against Dan's, teasing in a way as he changed his mind and pressed them against Dan's neck instead. Kissing gently, he worked his way all the way up Dan's neck and passed his jawline until he brushed the boy's lips once more.

And this time he didn't hesitate to kiss property, tongue sliding along Dan's bottom lip and deepening the whole gesture.

The wall they had been stood next to now had Dan pinned against it by Phil, who's hands were drifting ever so slowly down to Dan's waist. Dan's hands remained high. One at the small of Phil's back and the other grasping at his hair.

The kiss was so warm and fast and electrifying. Neither of them wanted to stop.

Phil's hands practically twitched as they got closer to Dan's ass and he couldn't help but to squeeze it. Dan gasped into the kiss as this happened but he showed no sign of objection.

'Ph Phil' Dan stuttered against Phil's mouth 'I hate to ruin the, ahh, moment but we might miss the film' Phil pulled away at that. Damn it, Dan had been enjoying that. 'Shit you're right'

The two of them stared fondly at each other for a moment as they tried to catch their breath.

Gosh, Dan definitely thought that this was one of the best nights of his life. That kiss had been so amazing.

Oh, and he was sure the film was going to be alright too.

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Phan Fluff: A day in the life

A/N: look at me back at it again with the fluff, wow

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Hey guys!' Phil said, waving to the camera 'So I've decided to film everything today, I thought you might enjoy a fun little insight on our lives'

'I've just woken up, as you can probably tell' he chuckled 'Oh, and if you're wondering what that sound is, it's Dan sleeping next to me. Should probably wake him up to be honest, since it's nearly noon'

Phil's tongue poked out a little as he laughed. He then turned the camera a little, showing a snoring Dan who was indeed sleeping next to him.

Prodding him with his finger, Phil tried to get a reaction out of him. 'Cute right?, I swear he sleeps through anything'

Phil poked him a little more, to still no avail, and a little frown formed on his face as he realised it still wasn't working.

'Hold on' he exclaimed, placing the camera down on Dan's bedside table. 'Let me try this' he smirked.

He began to lean down closer to Dan, his lips brushing over Dan's skin, and then he planted a gentle kiss on the boy's cheek. Strangely enough, this did actually get a reaction from Dan, a soft smile forming on his lips as his eyes fluttered open.

'Morning Sleeping Beauty' Phil said, moving out of the way so Dan could sit up. Dan cringed. 'Don't call me that' he blushed and leaned into Phil's shoulders, trying to hide his red cheeks.

'Oh yeah, I'm filming you by the way'

Dan froze. 'You're what?!' Phil laughed. 'Don't you remember? I said I was going to be filming everything' 'I didn't know that was today! I, I, I...'

Phil placed his hand over Dan's mouth. 'Come on, let's go make breakfast, I'm sure the viewers have had enough domestic bedroom bants' Dan rolled his eyes.

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'Ugh, I don't know what cereal to have' Dan groaned. Phil was stood beside him in the kitchen, spinning in circles, with the camera in his hands. 'What a hard life you live Daniel Howell' he exclaimed sarcastically.

'Shut up' Dan mumbled 'and stop spinning, you'll hurt yourself! You're already prone enough to doing that without tempting it any further' Phil stopped spinning and sulked, turning away from Dan. 'Corn flakes it is' Dan decided, rolling his eyes (yet again).

After making their cereal, the two sat beside each other on the sofa and ate together. 'So are we gonna do anything actually productive today in this vlog?' Dan asked, shovelling corn flakes into his mouth.

'No, probably not' Phil answered. He was flicking through the tv channels and trying to find something to watch, before eventually settling on an old episode of Buffy.

'Besides, this video is supposed to be showing a normal day in our lives not a productive one' 'True'

The two of them lay together after they'd finished eating. Honestly, It was hard to tell what they were paying attention to more, the tv or each other.

- 'Guys! Guess what I'm looking at' Phil practically squealed 'hold on a second let me get... Daaan' he yelled from their bedroom. 'What?' Dan yelled back from the other side of the house. 'Come here' 'Ugh, is it urgent?' Dan groaned. 'Yes, very' Phil demanded.

'You called?' Dan said expectantly as he waltzed into the room. 'Look at these dogs I've been looking at!' Phil turned the camera around just in time for it to catch Dan's unimpressed expression.

'You said it was urgent!' 'It issss urgent, the poor little things need homes you know' Dan sighed, he wasn't exactly about to say no to the look that was currently adorning his boyfriends face.

It didn't take very long actually. For Dan to be just as excited over the dogs as Phil was. Despite the fact that they knew they couldn't have a dog in their apartment, the two were cooing and smiling with glee at each different breed they saw.

'Look at this one, look at this one!' Phil shrieked, turning the camera round and showing a tiny little corgi puppy. 'Oh my god, we are adopting him right this second he is so precious'

'Can we just buy all the dogs?' 'I mean I wouldn't say no to that' 'Then it's settled, we are buying every single dog that's for sale, leave some names in the comments below everyone!' Phil chuckled and rested his head on Dan's shoulder.

'I have to go shower, you can entertain our viewers for a bit right?' He said after a while. 'If by entertain you mean make self deprecating jokes while scrolling through tumblr then yes' Phil shook his head fondly as he got up and headed towards the bathroom.

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'Okay guys, I have a plan' Dan whispered to the camera, whilst walking down the hallway 'Phil always sings while he showers, and like the amazing boyfriend that I am I just have to capture his shame'

'You'reee hereeeee, there's nothing I feeeaaar! And I know that my heart will go ooooonnn!' Phil was indeed, just as Dan had said, obliviously singing to himself while to showered. 'I mean he's a pretty great singer right?' Dan chuckled. 'Would you guys buy his album? Cause like, I would'

Dan was a little to caught up in his ramblings to realise that the sound of running water had stopped. A little clicking noise sounded, signalling that the door had been unlocked.

'Ahhh!' Phil practically jumped out of his skin. He definitely had not been expecting a cross legged Dan to be sitting outside the bathroom door when he opened it.

It also took him a second longer to realise that said Dan was currently filming him. It was Dan's little giggle that gave it away. 'Gahh, hey! Don't film me!' Phil yelled.

'Hey don't spoil my fun! Besides you've got a towel round you' Dan argued. 'Yeah but what if I didn't' Phil reasoned.

'Well then I might have been forced to turn the camera off and do something else to you' Dan smirked. 'You can wipe that grin off your face Howell' Phil said sternly, hiding a smirk that reflected Dan's.

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It was later on now, in the evening, and Dan and Phil had resumed their earlier positions on the sofa. Dan lying on Phil, head resting on his shoulder, and Phil wrapping one arm around him and using the other to film.

'Sooo, I might have forgotten to film a little earlier' Phil said guiltily 'but like I said, we had nothing planned to do today so...' 'Yes well in other, more important news' Dan interrupted as Phil panned the camera down to him 'we're trying to choose a movie to watch'

'A harder choice than you might think' Phil added, panning back up to himself. 'I say we watch a romantic film' Phil rolled his eyes at the camera.

'This guy' he said 'he's such a sap, don't be fooled by the black clothes and general depressed attitude I'm telling you...'

'Hey!' Dan objected 'romance movies are the best okay, now are we watching one or not?' Phil laughed. 'Sure I guess we can, anything for you love' Dan snorted. 'Don't call me love'

-

It didn't take long, for it to be even more apparent that Phil wasn't as big a romance fan as Dan was. They were only about half way through the movie when Dan turned the camera back on.

'Well guess who's fallen asleep during the movie' he sighed dramatically 'Mr non-romance here couldn't even give the movie more than an hour. I think I'll let him off though, he does make a pretty great pillow...'

'You could say I'm a Phillow' a voice muttered from under Dan, before laughing at his own joke. 'Oh so you are awake are you?' 'Apparently so, but something tells me that we both won't be for long, so we should probably end the video'

'Good point' Dan agreed 'literally all that's gonna happen now is I'm gonna fall asleep on Phil and then he's gonna have to carry me to bed at 2am once he's realised that we both fell asleep on the couch again'

'Our lives are so predictable wow' 'Yup' Dan looked up at Phil. 'Anyway' Phil yawned 'I hope you've all enjoyed watching our day today guys!' 'I bet we totally lowered your expectations didn't we?' Dan exclaimed, still hardly even taking his eyes off Phil.

'You can subscribe and like and all that stuff' Phil's went on, completely oblivious to Dan's heart eyes.

'So we'll see you all in the next video, goodb...' Dan leaned upward suddenly and planted a kiss on Phil's lips, effectively silencing him, and then turned to address the camera smugly.

'I think he's trying to say goodbye guys' he said smirking, before leaning forward again to kiss Phil and swiftly turning off the camera.

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Phan fluff: Cinema

Soooo I wrote this fic in honor of me hitting 10k on tumblr today! (Yayyyyy) so thank you to all of y'all that follow me and I hope you like and appreciate this :)

 Dan stood timidly outside outside Phil's door, he had been for about ten minutes now, contemplating whether or not to knock. You see, earlier that day Phil had promised him that they could go out on a cinema date this evening, right after he'd finished up some work he was doing. 

The only problem was that it was getting rather late and Dan was worried that he'd forgotten. He worried quite a lot to be frank, it was just the way he was, he was always panicking about being late to events or worrying that Phil didn't really care about him (which of course wasn't true). 

'Come on... come on... I can do it, he's just working it's not like I'm intruding on anything' Dan mumbled to himself as he tried to psych himself up 'Just do it Dan, knock on the goddamn door!' He took a deep breathe 'Okay' 

Knock knock. 'Philll?' 

He knocked again after hesitating. 'Phil can I come in?' 

He decided then that it wasn't worth standing outside the door again for another ten minutes so he took the silence as a yes. 

As soon as he walked into the room he sighed at the sight he was greeted with. So much for Phil being 'hard at work', well actually he did look very much like he had been hard at work but he was currently collapsed from exhaustion and snoring on his desk. Dan rolled his eyes affectionately at the sight as he walked towards it. He'd always thought to himself that Phil looked cute when he was asleep, his fringe messy and his lips slightly parted. 

'No, this is no time to be creepily admiring your boyfriend when you want to go on a date Dan' he said, internally chastising himself. 

'Philll' he said just as he had before but in a whisper. There was no reply, not even a movement. 'Philllllll' Dan tried again, speaking up this time. Still nothing. 'Phillllip Micheal Lesterrr, the most angelic being to ever roam this earth... wake upppp!' Dan chuckled to himself and then jumped as he unexpectedly got the response he was actually after. 

'Hmmm' a sleepy yawning Phil mumbled 'Dan?' He got up with a stretch and looked up at Dan.

'You fell asleep while working again' Dan exclaimed. 

'I did?' 

'Mhmm' Dan smirked 'shame you had to wake up really, you look pretty adorable when you were sleeping' 

'Hey!' Phil yelled, punching Dan playfully now that he was fully awake. 

'Now, I'd say you have about... hmm 5 minutes to get ready?' Said Dan as he walked out of the room without elaborating. 

'Wait! For what?' 

'The date, stupid' Dan shouted down the hallway. Crap, how did Phil forget about the date? 

Believe it or not both boys were actually ready in record time a few minutes later. After much stumbling around the apartment in a hasty rush to get changed they met up in the hallway five minutes before they had to leave. 

'Nice shirt Howell, I wonder where you got it from' Phil asked, a knowing glint in his eye. 

'Oh I don't know I'm pretty sure it's mine' Dan teased, playing along. It was one of Phil's brightly colored plaid shirts he was wearing, having found it on his boyfriends clean washing pile. Phil rolled his eyes at this response 

'Come on then you lying thief, let's go or we'll miss the film' he exclaimed as he took Dan's hand and led him out the door. 

They took their seats in the cinema about half an hour later, after a short taxi ride and a considerably longer cue. They were sat almost right in the middle of the room, in the perfect spot, thanks to Dan booking the tickets a week in advance and for once being actually prepared. He really wanted to see this film (as Phil was well aware), he'd been rambling on about it for months. 

Phil on the other hand couldn't really care less. He hated romance movies to be quite honest, though he never voiced that opinion due to how much he know Dan loved them. He knew the basic premises of the film from Dan's explanation but he couldn't say that he actually had any reason for going other than to please him. 

'Psst Dan, can we go get snacks?' Phil said, nudging his partner a whole 30 seconds after they'd sat down. 

'Hmm? Oh, uh you can' Dan replied, he was already captivated by the adverts, eyes glued to the screen. 

'But Phil' he actually turned to face the other boy now 'don't get lost okay?' Phil snorted. 

'Hey I'm not five you know! Anyway I'll be right back' 

Now when Phil said he'd be right back Dan knew that he would, he wasn't dating some freak who ran away half way through a date after all, but what he wasn't expecting was what Phil came back with. As it turned out he came back with his arms adorned with what looked like half the shop. He had two buckets of popcorn, two giant drinks of soda, various chocolate bars and a whole tub of ice cream. 

'Phil!' Dan yelled looking slightly gobsmacked. 'Why did you buy so many snacks?!' 

Phil would've looked guiltier if he wasn't currently trying to balance the snacks while trying to haphazardly place them down. 

'I er... wanted to make sure we had enough food and drink to last the whole movie' He explained like this was a perfectly normal thing to do. Dan sighed. How he had grown so used to Phil's embarrassing quirks? 

'Just sit down you dolt' 

The film was about half way through now (the snacks definitely weren't though) and Dan was definitely fully captivated by the screen. Even Phil dared to admit that he found the film somewhat interesting, not quite as bad as the normal crap Dan made him sit through. 

Phil was definitely still way more interested in the sight beside him rather than the one in front of him though. With every moment he got he took advantage of the fact that Dan's eyes were on the screen and gazed at him with what was probably a rather longing, sappy expression. He couldn't help it, he just found the man so captivating. The way his hair fell perfectly in messy curls, the way his pale lips glistened in the dim light. 

From what Phil could hear the movie was just getting to the cliche part where the two characters confess their undying love for each other. Although, he still wasn't looking at the screen, instead gazing at the light that reflected from it in his boyfriend's eyes. 

He'd still assumed that Dan was fully immersed in the film at this point. So it really caught him by surprise when the boy turned and caught Phil staring at him for the first time. 

Those eyes had been intense enough from a side glance, but know he had them in full view and fully focused on him, he really didn't know what to do. 

It came to him though, a moment later when he heard the quiet exchange of 'I love you' coming from the film. He turned to face the screen for a second to see that the two characters were kissing. 

Then without thinking he turned back and kissed the boy sitting next to him, imitating the couple on the screen. Dan's lips against his felt incredible as he felt them kiss him back. The feeling made him feel all warm and tingly inside and he felt a rush of adrenaline course through him. He knew that the people all around them were probably staring, maybe even a little disgusted by their public affection but Phil really couldn't care less as he continued to kiss Dan. The boys wrapped their arms around each other in a warm embrace, neither ever wanting to let go. 

Did Phil ever mention how much he loved romance movies?

[sunshinedjh]

Phan fluff: The concert

'Dan are you ready yet?' Louise called. 'No! I'm not even taking that long, Zoe was only done a few minutes ago!' Louise sighed at Dan's comment because of how much of a lie it was. Dan seemed to care more about his appearance then either of the girls did. It was just the three of them, Dan, Zoe and Louise, they were at Zoe's house getting ready to go to a concert for the night and they were all just as excited as each other. Dan had been friends with the two for as long as he could remember. Even since before he was old enough for people to tell him that it was a bit strange for him to only hang around with girls. It didn't bother him though. He'd just never really thought about trying to befriend a boy before, they all seemed to scary and hard to talk to and Dan really didn't have the courage for that. 'I've been ready for ten whole minutes actually Dan, now come on!' Zoe complained. 'Alright alright I'm coming, let's go to the car' Dan said, dashing out of the bathroom. 'How do I look?' He asked, standing in what he thought was the most confident looking position possible. 'Woah, Zoe gasped 'you look...' 'Very handsome' Louise cooed. He was wearing a white button up shirt, with some kind of intricate pattern adorned on it, a pair of black skinny jeans (which he rarely took off actually) and black stud earrings to match. His hair was wild and curly with slightly shaved sides, it looked so crazy and unkept but still managed to look like he'd spent a lot of time on it. 'Thanks' he replied shyly, a slight tinge of red appearing on his cheeks. 'Now let's go before we miss the whole damn thing!' It didn't take long for them to get there. They were greeted with the sound of flashing cameras and screams as they joined the cue. Dan looked up and saw the name of the act they were all here to see in lights above the venue door. 'Philip Lester' it read. Dan knew that name well. Phil was Dan's favourite singer, he wasn't sure if it was because of his looks or his mesmerising voice but Dan definitely wouldn't have come out to see anyone else. 'Hey Dan, we're allowed in now' the girls giggled at him as he still had a gormless expression on his face and was staring up at the sign. 'Wha...' He'd been too busy daydreaming to even notice the hoards of people that were now piling into the theatre. Zoe took Dan by the hand and the three friends stepped inside. 'Tickets please' 'Oh uh one second' Louise struggled, one trying to hold her things while the other was trying to fumble around in her bag to find the tickets. 'Here you go sir' 'Thank you very much, have fun guys!' The wait seemed to last ages. Dan sat in his chair, huddled between Zoe and Louise (at the very front none the less) gazing up at the stage. 'Ladies and gentlemen...' a loud booming voice echoed around the room. 'Ahhhhh! He's coming, he's coming!' Dan, Zoe and Louise squealed to each other. 'Philip lesterrrr!' 'Eeeeee!' Everyone was cheering and screaming. Dan was pretty sure that his screams were louder than anyone else's. The young man came and walked out onto the stage and as he cleared his throat silence fell across the theatre. 'Hello everyone' he beamed before bracing for the impact of the screaming crowd as it started back up. 'He's just as dreamy in real life' Zoe whispered. 'Before we begin I have an announcement to make' Phil said into his microphone 'at the end of the show I will be giving away a free backstage pass to one lucky audience member, and the winner will get to come and hang out with me after the show's finished' Dan couldn't hear himself think after all the noise that sentence caused around the room. 'Wooooo' Louise shouted, particularly loudly. Then quietly said to Dan 'you could win that you know' as she nudged him on the shoulder. 'Yeah right, like anyone ever picks me for anything, let's just sit back and enjoy the show' And that's exactly what they did. The three of them had never danced so much in their lives, they laughed and jumped around as Phil's singing echoed around the room. Although, Dan did spill his drink at one point, somehow managing to get it all over Louise's dress, which he was nothing but apologetic about. But Louise assured him that it was okay and they continued to dance the rest of the night away until the very last song had finished. 'Alllright then folks' Phil started speaking after he'd finished singing his 17th (or was it eighteenth?) song. Dan had lost track of how long the night had been to be honest but it had without a doubt been the most fun he'd ever had. 'It's time, to chose the lucky winner!' Phil stated in a fake dramatic voice. He clambered down off the stage then and began walking through the audience. 'Hmmm, but who to pick?' He questioned with a mischievous grin in his face. He walked round looking at the crowd, clearly taking his time to choose. Dan kept his eyes on Phil the whole time, watching him as he searched, he was coming closer and closer and Dan was still looking at him and then Phil returned the gaze. Dan froze with shock. He had no time to process anything at all though. 'You! You there, would like like to come backstage with me?' Phil came waltzing over beaming as he looked down at him, seemingly not even noticing how much he was dying inside from the shock. 'I err, I'd love to...' 'Alrighttt, lets go' Phil took Dan by the hand then and led him back the way he'd came. 'Bye guys!' Dan called to Zoe and Louise behind him, he didn't turn around to see the looks on their faces but he imagined they would be just as shocked as his. Everything seemed like a blur to Dan then, he was touching Phil Lester of all people... and they were holding hands! He couldn't believe his luck, nothing good ever happened to him... Once he was up on he stage he stood there and listened as Phil spoke. 'Okay then everyone, I would like to thank you all for coming...' Dan wasn't really listening, his mind was still racing with adrenaline. He looked out into the crowd and saw Zoe and Louise. They were both waved and smiling wildly at him and he was pretty sure he sure Louise mouthed 'You lucky shit!' 'What's your name then?' Phil asked turning to face him. Dan felt so flustered. He hadn't even noticed that Phil had finished speaking and that the crowd of fans was now piling out of the theatre. He felt slightly like he had been strangled but somehow he still managed to form words. 'I'm er, Daniel. Daniel Howell' Phil chuckled. 'Well, hi there I guess' He blushed as he spoke which made Dan a little curious. 'I really love your music you know, this is so cool!' Phil blushed even harder. 'Thanks... you know, you're kinda cute' What?! Had Phil just? Did he just? Dan thought he was actually going to drop the floor and faint. What kind of over obsessive fangirl was he? He had to pull himself together. 'Oh er, thank you... are we gonna go backstage then?' 'Right! Yeah' 'So, this is Larry' Phil gestured over to a tall important looking man wearing headphones 'he's our sound guy' 'Hi' Dan introduced himself. 'He can't hear you, you know, headphones' Phil laughed grabbing Dan's arm and dragging him down a corridor. It was a lot bigger behind the stage than Dan thought, he felt overwhelmed by how much there was to look at. A large burly looking man walked past them then. 'Oh this is Drake, he's my bodyguard' 'Um, hello' Dan felt slightly intimidated until the man caught him by surprise and smiled at him' 'Hello' he said. 'He may look tough, but he's actually he big softie' Phil exclaimed. They walked round for what seemed like hours, and well it might have been for all they knew. They were both having so much fun, they seemed to have connected so easily. Dan didn't feel like just another crazed fan to Phil and Phil didn't feel like an obnoxiously self centred celebrity to Dan. The two had become friends almost automatically. They walked down another corridor and Phil spoke up. 'Hey, what do you say we grab some food and chill in my dressing room? As much as I'd love to show you round more I'm literally going to die of hunger if I don't eat' Dan giggled. 'Sure' Phil came to a halt outside one of the doors. 'Okay, so we're not strictly supposed to go in here... but I saw some great looking cakes and sandwiches through that door earlier' 'Well then its a good thing I'm feeling a little rebellious' Dan smirked at Phil. 'Alright on the count of three we'll run inside and nab as much food as we can, then follow me and we can sneak it into my dressing room.' 'Sounds like a plan' 'Okay. One... two... three!' The two boys darted though the door, (luckily no one was inside) and grabbed the food that had been nicely laid out on the table. Then they sprinted back out and Dan followed suit as Phil ran down the corridor and into one of the other rooms. They were practically gasping for breathe then. 'It seems you share my physique' Phil joked after catching his breath a little. Dan looked up. 'Yeah... exercise is overrated' As he looked around he saw that they were in a rather fancy looking room, lit up with bright lights and scattered with mirrors. 'Woah this is your dressing room?' 'Sure is' Phil replied proudly. They tucked into the food right away after that. Phil was right, the it tasted amazing. There were sandwiches of all different kinds, cakes that tasted heavenly and about five different and if soda. 'I'm really living the pop star life now, huh?' Dan said, sat crossed legged on the carpet. 'Yeah, well you got food on your chin Mr Pop Star' Phil laughed. 'I do?' Dan blushed. 'Come here' Phil scooted closer to him and wiped his chin with a napkin. Dan was a little surprised when he didn't scoot to his previous position, he stayed sat close, right in front of Dan. Dan felt a little awkward eating when they were sat so close so he put down the sandwich he was holding. Phil was looking at him still. It wasn't a normal kind of look though, there was something longing about it that made Dan want to look right back at him. As he did he could see Phil's eyes up close. They were quite beautiful, he'd seen them before on various posters and in magazines but the were so much prettier, so much brighter in person. 'You're very cute, you know that Dan?' Phil said again, he seemed so transfixed by Dan's gaze. 'You've said that already' Said Dan laughing. 'Oh I have... sorry' 'No no it's okay, good to know that celebrities are human too and that they aren't perfect' 'I really do hate the word celebrity' Phil confessed thoughtfully. 'Yeah?' 'Yeah, it makes it sound like we're above other people just because we got lucky. But we're just the same as everyone else' Dan paused at this comment, he thought for a moment. For some reason it didn't feel like the two his just met. They felt so close already, like they'd known each other forever. 'You're not the same as everyone else Phil' Dan said. 'Dan...' 'And for the record I think you're cute too' Phil stretched out his hand and placed it under Dan's chin as they continued to hold each other's gaze. 'Oh really? What kind of cute?' 'I er... don't know how to say' Dan's cheeks glowed with scarlett. He began to lean in closer to the other man. Phil closed his eyes. 'Then show me...' Dan kissed him then. Feeling like he was going to explode as he did so. Phil was kissing him back, wrapping his arms around him and gripping his shirt gently. Dan could feel Phil's breath against his lips. They pulled away eventually, each other's eyes still solely focused on each other. 'That kind'

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Phan fluff: moving house

This ones kinda short but everyone keeps saying that they’re moving and it inspired me to write sooo -

Dan and Phil were sat on the floor in Phil’s room. They were trying (trying being the key word) to sort through their stuff to get it ready and packed. They were running out of time though. Dan had kept nagging Phil to start sorting through his seemingly endless pile of junk, Phil’s argument being that he wanted to keep it all, his room was full of it did he really need that much?Eventually has Dan given up relying on Phil to do it on own and decided to help him, only because he was afraid they wouldn’t be packed in time. After all, they were moving tomorrow!

Hey Dan, do you think I should keep this?’ Phil asked, pulling some form of soft toy out of one of his draws. ‘You should probably throw it away to be honest, do you really need a stuffed walrus plushie?’ Dan questioned, half rolling his eyes. ‘But it’s cuddly and soft’ 'Like me’ Dan joked. Phil snorted 'Does that mean I should throw you away too?’ 'Oh but you wouldn’t want to throw me away would you?’

Dan got up and wrapped his arms around Phil, Phil chuckled and whispered 'Maybe I would’ to which Dan quickly responded by turning the hug into a wrestling match. He squeezed Phil tighter, scrambling as Phil reacted, then both boys tried to push each other to the floor, Dan tried to jump on Phil when he suddenly felt him tickling his neck. His neck was extremely sensitive and his arms and legs were flailing all over the place as Phil mercilessly tickled him, laughter escaping them both. Phil eventually gave up the tickling and gave Dan a cheeky grin before pinning him to the floor. 'Don’t mess with me Howell’ Phil exclaimed proudly as he looked down at Dan. 'Wouldn’t dream of it’ Dan gazed up at Phil innocently.

Phil let out a sigh of content and collapsed, lying on top of Dan on the carpet, he could feel Dan’s heart beating and his stomach moving gently up and down as he breathed. Both boys lay there like that for a moment, though they would have lay there forever if they could. It was Dan who eventually spoke up. 'Phil?’ He whispered. 'Yeah Dan?’ 'Im really gonna miss this apartment you know, we have so many memories here’ They both sat up and looked at each other then.

'Like all the times we walked into that goddamn glass door in the kitchen!’ Phil chuckled. 'And remember when you literally broke three mirrors!’ 'And all the videos we filmed here, oh Dan you’re making me sad now!’ 'Yeah, it is sad but think of it as a new adventure, in mean we’re moving into our very own house! We’re gonna have a garden and our own bedroom…’ 'Still don’t know how we’re going to explain to our subscribers that we only need one bed now…’ Phil blushed while he said this.

'Well um… yeah, but I’m sure we can overcome that, anyway maybe we could even get a little puppy since we’d be allowed to now’ 'We could get a little shibe, oh my gosh Dan yes! 'Although I’m not sure we’re quite cut out to be parents, even if it is just dog parents’ 'Oh come on, we’ve got our own house now! We’re totally adults’ 'Says the one holding the walrus plushie’ Phil was in fact now holding the plushie again, having picked it up to fiddle with while they were talking. 'Okay, mabye I’m not 100% adult yet’ Phil smiled, a cute childish little smile that caused Dan to smile back. 'No, you’re just 100% dork’ Dan leaned in closer to him and their lips connected, Phil throwing the walrus plushie to the side and running his hands through Dan’s hair. 'I love you’ Phil breathed against his lips, Dan lips smirked against Phil’s as he replied. 'Now 101% dork’

[sunshinedjh]

Phan fluff: Aquarium

Hellooo everyone, yep that's right I am back with fluff after two whole weeks like wow, this was obvs inspired by all the pics we got from d+p today so yeah enjoy! - (Also can we talk about how active I've been on tumblr over the last couple of days, I literally have another post ready for tomorrow aswell so woooo!) - 'Dan' Phil whispered, quietly. 'Mm' 'Wake up' Dan didn't respond. They were lying there in bed next to each other, legs intwined, with Dan's head buried into Phil's chest. 'Dan' Phil repeated, a little louder this time as he tried to scoot away from Dan's warmth, only causing Dan to bury his head further. 'Don't wanna move' Dan groaned as Phil managed to successfully sit up. 'But we're going out today, we're going to the aquarium remember?' 'Yeah but jet lag Phil, I'm tired' They had flown to Singapore the previous day because Phil had decided it would be a nice place to stop on the way to Australia. 'Oh come on you're always tired, we were both on the same flight and I'm fine' 'I am not always tired!' Dan protested. 'Prove it then' 'Fine' Dan rolled his eyes as he over exaggeratedly got out of bed and put on one of Phil's sweaters. 'You're really taking your time in there aren't you?' Phil huffed. Dan had been in the bathroom for about twenty minutes and Phil was becoming increasingly impatient. 'Well you know, gotta look my best for the fish' Dan said sounding mockingly seductive as he finally opened the door and was ready to leave. 'At this rate' Phil began as he opened the hotel room door 'there won't be any fish left' 'Oh shut up' Both boys laughed as they shut the door and walked down the hotel corridor. They didn't arrive at the aquarium until about 2 o'clock (thanks to Dan), and as soon as they got there they were surrounded by overwhelming crowds of people. They walked up to the booth where a lady stood taking people's entry money. 'Hello, um two adults please' 'I would have had you down for a child Dan but sure' Phil mumbled. The woman behind the counter smirked as she seemingly heard this remark, she then handed Dan his change (while Phil was still laughing at his own joke) and gave them both a map of the building. 'Okay so the sharks are here' said Phil, looking at a little diagram 'and the sea lions are here' They'd been walking round for a little while, Phil closely examining the map he'd been given in one hand and holding Dan's hand in the other. 'So we should go... this way' he gestured to he left. Dan giggled . 'Stop being such a mom, we don't need to plan our entire day!' 'Okay then, which way do you wanna go?' 'Hmm, what about this way?' He pointed to the left. 'You just love to contradict my opinion don't you?' Phil chuckled as they started walking in Dan's chosen direction. 'Woah, Phil look!' They had just turned a corner and walked into a giant room. It was filled with huge tanks and gawping tourists, fish and various other creatures could be seen weaving in and out of each other in the water. Dan ran over to one of the tanks and gasped as a giant shark soared past. Phil snuck up behind to get a picture of him, not realising he had his sound turned on causing his phone made a loud shutter noise as he took it. 'Phil!' Dan turned around and Phil blushed. 'What you looked cute, Mr hobbit hair' Dan blushed, even harder than Phil. 'Hey Dan!' Phil called as he leaned up against one of the tanks to take a selfie. 'Do I look like one of them?' Dan laughed. 'Yes Phil, you're truly embracing your inner fish'  he replied sarcastically. They carried on waking around the aquarium, stopping to look at seals and octopi and occasionally, so that Phil could take some more (not so subtle) photos of Dan. At some point Phil had ran ahead. He'd said he'd seen a sign for sea horses and that he wanted to go see them. Dan was fine with this, of course, but it was just that he'd seemingly lost him now. He saw various people around him taking pictures together and walking together in big groups and here he was on his own. What was he supposed to do? Phil had disappeared and he was alone, he almost considered going back to the entrance and asking someone to make an announcement when he felt something. He felt something grab him by his shirt and pull him backwards into a room, he caught a quick glance of the door and saw that it had a 'staff only' sign on it. He turned around slightly unwillingly only to see Phil stood there still holding on to his shirt. 'Phil! W, wh, what?! You left!' 'Oops, I suppose a got a little distracted' 'Ya think?' Dan said slightly puzzled. He looked around the room and saw that it wasn't really a room at all, it was a tiny supply closet full of mops and tank cleaning equipment. Dan was about to question Phil when he spoke. 'Thought it was a little crowded out there, you know? I know you don't like crowded places' Dan stared up at Phil, he could see his bright blue eyes glistening in the dim light, they looked deep and enchanting almost like the ocean itself and Dan almost swore he could see something swimming in them. Before he had a chance to speak Phil spoke again, leaning in closer as he did so. 'But here's the real reason I brought you in here' Phil leaned closer still until he met Dan's lips with his own, eyes closing as he did. 'You sap' Dan breathed against Phil's mouth before gasping and seemingly sinking into Phil like he was sinking into the sea, wrapping his arms around him and trailing his fingers through his hair, Phil returning the gesture. 'What if we get caught?' Dan spoke again. 'We won't' Phil whispered. They carried on until eventually pulling away, smiling up at each other for a second. 'You wanna go see some more fish?' Phil asked. Dan didn't reply, instead he leaned against Phil pressing his head against Phil's chest like he had that morning. 'Thank you Phil' he smiled 'this has officially been the best day ever' They both stood there in silence for a moment. 'I think you mean ofFISHially' Phil smirked and both boys burst out laughing.

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Phan Fluff: I'm not Gay (I Promise)

‘I’m not gay!’ Dan yelled at his friend Louise after she had asked him for the, hmmm 87th time? Why he kept looking at Phil Lester like that. 'And I don’t like Phil!’ 'Then why do you go everywhere with him? You’re never more than three feet away from him for gods sake!’ 'Because… because he’s my best friend!’ Louise sighed. This was the answer she always got, she was only teasing him and she knew Dan knew that, but sometimes it seemed very much like he didn’t.

Dan hated people. In fact, he didn’t particularly like being around anyone unless their name was Phil Lester. Phil was the only person that he had ever felt close to, Phil had shared all his secrets with Dan and often tried to get Dan to tell his secrets too, though he never would. Phil always found impossible to tell what Dan was thinking.

Dan knew what he was thinking though, of course, and his mind often played games with him, trying to torment him and convince him that his biggest fears would come true. This was obviously stupid so he hadn’t bothered to tell anyone, even Phil (especially Phil) his biggest fear couldn’t possibly be real because… well because.

Dan’s biggest fear was being gay.

It wasn’t that he was against gay people, for he knew that Phil was gay, he had come out to Dan years ago, in a way so casual it was almost like it didn’t phase him at all. Dan hated this about him, the way he never seemed worried about anything,

'Okay, okay. Come on we have to go to maths now’ Louise continued. 'Oh uh, is it time already?’ Dan replied absentmindedly, he was quite relived actually. Louise wasn’t in his maths so he could get away from her endless accusations that he was gay, at least for an hour. 'Hey guys!’ A voice called from down the corridor as Phil and Louise had just started walking. The voice caught up with them, it was Phil. 'Hey Phil’ Said Dan 'Louise you should really get going, you’re in a different class to us’ 'Alright, alright bye then’ She winked at Dan as she said this before walking away in the opposite direction and Dan had they urge to yell that he wasn’t gay at her again. 'You’re blushing again Dan’ Phil smirked. 'I’m. No I’m not!’ Dan knew this was a lie. He turned even more scarlet as he looked into Phil’s eyes, he wasn’t sure why but he often found himself blushing when looking at Phil. 'Yeah you are, it’s okay I know it’s cause you fancy Louise’ 'I, I what? No!’ Dan spluttered 'come on let’s go to class’ He regretted getting to class so quickly, in fact he wished he hadn’t got there at all, within ten minutes he felt as though he was about to fall asleep.

The rest of the day didn’t go to great either. He had narrowly scraped detention for his English homework, Louise had continued to annoy him and as a result of this so had Phil. Phil really did seem convinced that Dan loved Louise because he brought it up again when Dan was round his house later. 'So if you don’t have a crush Louise, who do you have a crush on?’ 'No one’ Dan replied instantly without hesitating, seeming a little to certain. 'And I…’ he looked into Phil’s eyes again and this time he did hesitate ’ I really should get going’

He wasn’t sure what had made him want to leave, but it was probably the uncomfortable burning he’d had in his chest the whole time he’d been there, alone and with Phil. He thought of Phil’s eyes again and the burning became stronger. What was happening to him?

He went through the next day throughly confused, wondering when this feeling would go away. It didn’t. The days of confusion soon turned to weeks and showed no signs of stopping, until one day when everything became clear.

It had seemed like a fairly normal day, at least the kind of normal Dan was now used to where he felt like there were actual flames in his stomach. He had got up, got dressed, had breakfast and headed to school. Louise had taunted him at break and lunch with her usual comments, to which Dan had responded with the usual yell of 'I’m not gay!’ Though it was perhaps a little quieter today, a little more unsure.

It didn’t become clear to him until the end of the day when he was walking out with Phil, he was walking down the corridor when he felt something under his foot. By the time he realised what it was he had fallen to the floor. He hadn’t actually noticed it had happened, his mind had been somewhere else until Phil reached out his hand. 'Here’ he was giggling 'let me help’ Dan’s confused looking face looked directly up at Phil and smiled, he couldn’t help it, Phil’s face looked so happy as he giggled, his bright blue eyes glistened and his tongue poked out slightly. Dan reached for Phil’s outstretched arm and as their hands connected, so did two invisible wires in Dan’s brain and it was at that moment that he realised something. His biggest fear had come true and he was in with love his best friend.

It was strange actually to think of it as a fear in this moment, for it did not seem scary to him anymore. The burning feeling in his stomach ceased and he got up to his feet, still smiling.

He didn’t talk much on the way home. It wasn’t until they reached the safety of Phil’s room until he spoke again. 'Ph, Phil?’ 'Yes? What is it, you’ve been awfully quiet today, is it Louise? Are you finally going to confess to me that you love her?’ 'No!’ Dan shouted, though he didn’t seem annoyed, he could tell Phil was only teasing. 'There’s something I need to tell you’ he continued. 'You know there’s actually something I need to tell you too’ Dan paused. 'Really? That’s funny, it’s like when we used to tell each other secrets when we were younger’ 'You mean when I used to tell my secrets and you’d never tell yours?’ Dan blushed guiltily. 'Anyway…’ 'What did you want to tell me?’ The two said at the same time. They both burst out laughing. 'What do you think I want to tell you?’ 'I don’t know’ 'Why don’t we say them at the same time?’ 'Well, uh okay…’ They looked straight into each other’s eyes, Dan into Phil’s bright blue ones and Phil into Dan’s chocolate brown ones. 'Ready?’ 'Three. Two. One.’

'I’m in love with you’

'What?!’ The two continued to stare at each other, unable to form words. They leaned into each other and their lips, instead of forming words met, in a kiss that exploded into a warm and fulfilling embrace.

[sunshinedjh]

Phan fluff: facing fears

Thanks @diealegend for the promt for this fic, I thought it was a really cute idea :) -

‘Phiiil come on we’ve gotta film the Q and A!’ Dan shouted to Phil from his bedroom. ‘I’m coming, I’m coming. And I still can’t believe that you of all people wasn’t creative enough to come up with a better video idea’ Phil replied in a slightly mocking tone. 'Well, this Q and A’s gonna be special’ Dan smirked. 'How exactly?’ 'Can’t tell you that, it’s a surprise’ Phil tried to read the look on his face but it was almost expressionless minus the slight grin. 'You look good today by the way’ Phil observed as he saw Dan push a curly strand of hair out of his face, only for it to then fall back over his eyes. Phil giggled and did it for him. 'Thanks, so do you’ Dan replied leaning his head on Phil’s shoulder. 'You smell good too’ Phil blushed.

Although they didn’t always show it, Dan and Phil really did love eachother. It was the simple things that mattered to them, such as eating cereal together and cuddling on the sofa, playing video games and secretly letting the other win or else kissing them as a distraction.

Dan would never say it, perhaps because Phil already knew it, but Phil had helped Dan through a lot. Dan had always been a little unsure of himself, he was the sort of person that only seemed to see the bad in himself and never focus on the good. Whenever Dan was at his lowest, simply seeing Phil’s smile, feeling his warm embrace was all the comfort he needed.

Another thing they loved about there relationship was that they got to work together making videos for their viewers. They shared everything with their audience. Well, almost everything. They had never announced that they were dating to anyone except close friends and family. This was for a number of reasons, because they didn’t feel the need to, because it already seemed so obvious, but mainly because Dan was afraid. Dan was afraid of what people would think, of what they would say. Phil really wanted them to come out but knew that Dan was scared. Despite his fear Dan knew he would have to do it one day, and he really should trust his audience. He knew he could do it, when he was ready…

'Come on then, let’s film’ Dan said as he sat on his bed and gestured for Phil to follow. 'Hello internet’ 'Hey guys!’ 'So today I’m going to be doing a Q and A. Yes I’m so original I know’ Dan began 'Oh yeah Phil’s here too I forgot…’ 'Hey, how could you forget about me!’ 'Same way as you forgot not to eat my cereal’ Dan giggled.

They went to twitter for questions, the first one being 'is Phil wearing odd socks right now?’ To which Phil said yes and put his feet in the air, almost kicking Dan in the face. 'Careful Phil, Jesus Christ’ 'Wait wait, here’s another one, will Dan and Phil crafts be returning this year?’ 'Well, we’ll just have to wait and see won’t we, wink wink’ Phil laughed at Dan’s very unsecretive answer. They moved swiftly through the questions until they only had time for a couple more. 'Dan and Phil, Get a dog!’ Phil read out. 'First of all, that’s not a question Phil and second of all you know we can’t get a dog’ 'Maybe we could smuggle one into the flat and hide it in the closet whenever the landlord comes round’ 'Phil!’ Dan burst out laughing. 'Okay let’s do one more question’ Phil said, still laughing.

'Okay, are you and Phil dating?’ Dan read out. Phil froze. He looked over at Dan, he almost swore he could see a mischievous glint in his eyes. But then before he had a chance to question anything Dan was kissing him. Phil, despite being in shock, kissed him back like he’d never kissed him before. He could feel Dan’s hand on his back so he placed his in Dan’s hair. He smelled amazing, like the sweet smell of honey, like freshly cut grass, like the very smell of love. And then Dan pulled away, looking for a moment, at Phil’s ocean blue eyes, and then to the camera. 'Does that answer your question?’ Dan smirked and said 'Anyway goodbye internet’ before shutting of the camera. Before he could say anything else, he was lying down next to Phil, who had wrapped his arms around him and whispered against his neck. 'I’m proud of you’

[sunshinedjh]

Phan fluff: rainy days

I actually don’t know what inspired me to write this I just thought it would be cute :)

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The streets of London were pouring with rain. It could be seen flooding down the streets and pavements of the busy city; it could be heard pitter-pattering on the window sills of the tall skyscrapers and offices.

The door of one of these particular offices had just swung open. Out of it stepped Phil Lester who, having already been made to stay at work late, was not at all excited about the walk home.

Phil hated the rain.

He also remembered as he stepped outside that he’d forgotten his umbrella again (sigh) and his coat (double sigh), this really wasn’t a very good day. As he roamed the streets of London surrounded by workers and tourists, all of whom held varying patterned and brightly coloured umbrellas suspended above them, he couldn’t help but feel a sense of envy and longing. Phil kept his head down low, as though that would somehow shield him from the water that had already drenched him. No one payed any attention to him, they all seemed to have places to go and people to see and certainly didn’t have any time for poor little Phil. Or so he thought.

He wasn’t sure what had made him do so, but Phil looked up suddenly. Only to see that a path had been cleared for him, the people seemed to have side stepped out of the way leaving a clear walkway…

Well it was almost clear, in fact Phil had thought that it was until he had seen him. He was wearing a long black raincoat that was much to long for him as you could barely see the skinny jeans he wore underneath. His feet were adorned with bright yellow welly boots that matched the umbrella in his hand, it was overall a pretty strange look (but hey, at least he’d been more prepared for the weather than Phil had) and somehow he seemed to pull it off, Phil thought he looked quite attractive actually.

Phil had spent so much time looking at him that he hadn’t even noticed that the boy was walking straight towards him. Even his walk seemed so graceful and angelic while Phil thought he was probably looking the complete opposite. As the boy reached Phil he stopped for a second, blushing and looking Phil in the eyes, he then held out his arm in which the umbrella was being held and spoke. ‘Here… have this, I don’t need it’ ‘I um…’ Phil mirrored the boys blush and hesitated, he thought of a million things to say such as ‘but it’s raining, of course you need it’ and ‘oh no, really it’s okay’ but for some reason he went with: ‘Thank you’ and took the little yellow umbrella. The boy smiled. His eyes seemed to light up, which Phil didn’t think was possible especially for someone with brown eyes as this boy seemed to have, but they did and Phil’s heart jolted as it happened.

He was so beautiful. Phil could see, now that the umbrella wasn’t shielding it, his brown curly hair. It was messy and unkempt but Phil had a strange desire to run his fingers through it.

No. Phil was just being stupid, this boy was way out of his league, he wouldn’t want Phil, Phil didn’t even know if he was gay and this boy might… oh for goodness sake he had only just met him what was he doing? He thanked the boy once more and turned to leave when… 'Wait!’ The boy called. 'What? Do you want your umbrella back?’ 'No silly, I wanted to know your name’ he giggled. 'Oh. Phil… my names Phil.’ 'Well you’re very pretty Phil’ What?! 'Thank you’ Phil blurted out in surprise, was it his mouth that had just said that? 'And your name is?’ 'Dan’ the boy blushed. 'Well you’re very pretty too Dan’ Phil replied, looking at Dan whose hair was becoming a little less curly now that it was exposed to the rain. 'Hey, I know you let me borrow this umbrella and all’ Phil said thoughtfully, 'but I was thinking that maybe… we could, we could share it?’ For a moment neither of them spoke, they only looked at each other, both unsure of what was happening. 'I… I’d like that’ Dan said. As he placed his hand back onto the umbrella his hand brushed against Phil’s and Phil had a sudden urge to kiss him.

He wasn’t sure what had given it away. Maybe it was the look on his face, maybe he’d said something without even realising, but Dan seemed to have had the exact same thought. 'Can I kiss you?’ He said, shyly. Phil didn’t speak in reply, instead he leaned in and brushed Dan’s lips with his own. Although Dan had been the one who had asked he still seemed a little shocked as the warmth of Phil tingled against his lips. As Phil kissed him the rain trickled down their umbrella but none of it reached them, they were completely transfixed, despite being in public they felt as through they were alone in this moment. Dan leaned in closer and wrapped his arms around Phil, who placed his hands in Dan’s hair ran his fingers through it. They were both soaking wet from the rain but neither of them cared. As Phil pulled away he starred back into Dan’s eyes, he had completed forgotten his day at work, the fact that he’d forgotten his coat, the inconvenience of the rain…

Did Phil mention how much he loved the rain?

[sunshinedjh]

Phan fluff: from best friends to boyfriends

Thanks to the @ihonestlyhavenoideasorry for the prompt for this fic :) if you ever want to give me fic promts you can just send me a tumblr ask or DM. Anyway, enjoy. -

Dan and Phil had always been the very best of friends. Ever since they were merely 5 years old and all throughout school they’d been with each other, even now when they were at university they hardly ever left each other’s side. Sure there had been rough patches. Phil had had many a girlfriend (all of which seemed to have hated Dan) that would drift them apart and make them more distant. But unlike Phil’s girlfriends, Dan and Phil’s friendship had always remained constant.

Dan was lying on his bed starring up the the ceiling blankly, he did have quite a large pile amount of homework piled on his desk but he knew what he would rather be doing. He was waiting for Phil to arrive, Phil had mostly different lessons to Dan and often finished later than him so Dan was used to waiting. Him and Phil didn’t actually share rooms, not that you’d believe it, Phil was always in Dan’s room due to the fact that he lived with a crazy group of compulsive drunks and would much rather sleep on the floor in Dan’s room than get pranked or woken up with shouting at 4am. Dan was quite lucky to live on his own actually.

There was a knock on the door and Phil came bounding in to the room. ‘Hey Dan, guess what?’ ‘What?’ Dan sat up on his bed and looked at Phil. ‘Chloe Parker says she likes me’ Phil smirked. ‘Really her? You’re not going to date her! Are you?’ Dan spluttered, he often found he got a little over protective when Phil mentioned girls… only because he wanted the best for Phil, of course! ‘Well no… but I did kind of agree to go to a party with her. She said you can come too though, if you want’ 'I er, yeah sure I’ll come’ Dan replied, though he was a little unsure.

They spend the rest of the evening sat on Dan’s bed doing homework and telling various stories, Phil would occasionally talk about his various girlfriends, much to Dan’s annoyance who was always very grateful when the subject changed. Dan had never had any stories of girlfriends to tell, nor any girlfriends for that matter, he’d never  seemed to see what everyone else saw in girls, sure he had friends that were girls but he could never date any of them. He’d felt this way for as long as he could remember. At first he’d thought that it was normal, that the feelings would come, but they never did. 'So,  you sleeping here tonight then?’ Dan asked, trying to push the thoughts he was having out of his head. 'Yeah, you don’t mind do you?’ 'No, no of course not. We can order pizza if you want?’ 'Yeah and let’s watch a film, I’m sick of all this homework’

After about an hour they had finished their pizza and the film was half way through, Dan looked over at Phil, expecting to see him sat up next to him, but instead he saw that he was lying asleep on the end of Dan’s bed. Dan couldn’t help but think he looked kind of cute lying there, with his hair somehow messed up as he lay curled up on the blanket. Dan snapped himself out of his thoughts again and sighed. What was he going to do about that party tomorrow? He really didn’t want to go. Letting out a huge yawn, he fell asleep before he could answer his question.

The next day had gone painfully fast and before Dan knew it he was sat in the corner of a nightclub. Phil had gone off with Chloe after about five minutes, Probably due to the fact that she seemed to have taken an instant disliking to Dan (maybe he was just a girl repellent) and had left him all alone. Dan sighed and sipped his drink.

A little while later Phil returned, surprisingly alone, and sat next to Dan. 'So er, how’d the date go?’ 'Well I’m not sure you could really call it a date, I kind of forgot her name and then she left’ 'Oh… what did you call her?’ 'Jessica’ Phil blushed. Dan looked at Phil and burst out laughing, his cheeks also turning scarlet. 'Really Phil? You are hopeless’ 'I know’ Phil laughed slightly awkwardly. Dan looked into Phil’s eyes though Phil didn’t look back, he was looking longingly and sadly over at the couples who were dancing. Dan had an idea. 'Hey Phil’ he said standing up 'why don’t you dance with me?’ 'What?’ Phil was looking Dan in the eyes now, and he thought he could see a cheeky glint in them. 'Come on its just a bit of fun, it’ll cheer you up a bit!’ Phil sighed 'Okay…’ Dan grabbed his hand and pulled him over to where everyone else was dancing and started to join in, but the song had stopped.

The lights went dim, all couples around them were holding hands are had their arms around each other. A slow, gentle song came on and Dan froze. But then Phil took both his hands and started to dance along side him, Dan joined in, Phil occasionally averted his eyes when he felt that others were watching, but otherwise keeping strong eye contact with Dan. He’d never really taken any notice of Dan’s eyes before but now that he did he noticed how they were a rich and indulgent chocolatey brown. Dan didn’t feel awkward anymore, the embarrassment had gone, though he still felt a little confused. Why did this feel so natural? Dan had never been in a relationship in his life, let alone danced with someone like this, sure he had a very strong relationship with Phil, sure they’d been friends most of their lives but this felt different, surely he wasn’t… he wasn’t… he’d never felt this with a girl before, maybe he was. Maybe he was gay.

At that precise moment Phil leaned in closer to Dan and caught him by surprise, he didn’t know how it happened but before he knew it Phil was kissing him. Phil’s lips connected so perfectly with his and his kiss I felt so gentle and soft. Dan was so overwhelmed by this that he’d only just realised he was doing nothing, he wrapped his arms around Phil and returned the kiss. They stayed like that for a while, it was so perfect, until Dan pulled away and looked up at Phil. He finally realised what all his feelings meant now, why he felt so jealous around Phil’s girlfriends, why he thought Phil was cute when he slept, why dancing with him felt so natural.

He was in love with Phil Lester.

[sunshinedjh]

Phan fluff: Valentine's day

It was around 9 in the morning. Dan was curled up under the sheets asleep in his soft, warm bed, snoring soundly. He was completely unaware that he was alone. Phil had woken up a few hours ago and left, it was valentines day you see, and although Phil was pretty sure Dan would forget to get him something, he wanted to do something special for him.

Dan woke up a few hours later with a yawn and a stretch. Slightly dazed, he looked around to the spot where his boyfriend usually lay, only to find that spot empty and cold. This seemed most unusual to Dan as Phil was not a morning person and could rarely communicate properly before his morning cup of coffee. With a slightly disappointed sigh Dan got up to make himself cereal and hunt down Phil.

‘Phiiiil?’ his calls echoed down the hallway. Clambering into the kitchen he came across a note on the counter:

Dan, sorry I’ve gone out. I’m taking you somewhere later, can’t tell you where though it’s a secret ;) Meet me at the park at 7 and don’t straighten you hair. -Phil <3 xx

Dan smiled at the last sentence, he knew how much Phil loved his hobbit hair and despite the fact that he hated it he might be able to tolerate it for Phil. He sat down on the sofa eating his cornflakes and wondered where Phil was taking them later.

By the time 7pm came Dan was thoroughly excited, he hadn’t seen Phil all day and just wanted to be in his arms again. He sat down on a bench under a willow tree and waited, looking around for Phil. And then he saw him, he was stood on a wooden bridge overlooking a river, the setting sun shining on his face, the paleness of which contrasted brilliantly with his jet black hair. Dan sprinted towards him and threw His arms around the boy. 'I’ve missed you Phil’ he whispered 'It’s only been a day’ Phil laughed, turning to face Dan. His eyes sparkled and Dan had the overwhelming urge to kiss him. 'Happy valentines Day Dan’ Phil smiled. Dan paused. 'Oh no, it’s valentines Day? So that’s why you… Phil. Oh god I completely Forgot!’ Dan buried his reddening face in his hands. Phil giggled at him. 'It’s okay Dan, I knew you’d forget. Come on let’s go to where we’re going anyway.

When they arrived, the two found themselves stood at the bottom of the big wheel. 'Surprise! I knew you’ve always wanted to go on the London eye, so here we are!’ Phil beamed. 'Awe Phil, you remembered? I told you that ages ago’ Dan hugged him again, and this time it was Phil’s face that turned red. Trying to hide his blushing face, Phil grabbed Dan’s hand and dragged him into one of the compartments. 'Wow this is so cool�� They were sat so close together that Dan was practically on top of Phil and they still tightly held each other’s hands (Phil a little tighter as he was scared of heights, but that he was going to admit it). The wheel started to spin and the compartment they were in drifted slowly upwards, giving them a perfect view of London. 'Wow look at the view’ Dan gasped. 'Yeah’ Phil was looking into Dan’s eyes (Partly because looking at how high he was would make him feel quite queasy) 'it’s amazing’ he said still looking at Dan. Dan turned to face him and giggled as he realised what Phil meant. 'You know, I could still give you something for valentines’ He said gazing at Phil. 'What?’ 'This…’ Dan leaned in and kissed Phil gently on the lips, Phil closed his eyes and kissed him back. Their arms were wrapped around eachother and bodies working as one. 'Happy Valentine’s day’ Dan whispered against his lips.

[sunshinedjh]

Phan fluff: piano

Phil was sat on his bed staring up at the ceiling. He had long abandoned the ton of emails that had been flooding in on his laptop next to him, his mind drifting off into space. He was thinking of many things, from the meaning of life and existence, to what they were having for dinner and what Dan was doing.

Dan, speaking of which, was sat at his piano trying to play a song, he hadn’t played his piano in ages and really wanted to get back into it (mainly to impress Phil). The notes rang out around the room as he played. He messed up a little, letting out a small sigh or groan each time he did. But as he began to get into the music he became focused and even began humming along a little.

Phil, still lying there on his bed, had been listening. As the notes and melodies trickled into his room he became transfixed by the sound. He smiled as he could hear his boyfriends quiet little hums along to the music and eventually decided to get a closer look.

Dan had not been expecting the jet black haired boy to come up behind him and kiss his head, the warm breath against neck startled him. ‘Phil!’ Dan jumped suddenly. 'I didn’t hear you’ 'I heard you though’ Phil smiled 'humming along’ 'Oh, You heard me?’ Dan blushed, his cheeks blazing with embarrassment. Phil peppered kisses down his neck. 'Yes I heard you’ Phil giggled 'But hey, don’t stop for me you were doing good. And with that Dan carried on playing. Phil was mesmerized by how fast and fluently Dan’s fingers moved across the keys, The notes he played seemed effortless as they sounded from the keys with such ease. He wondered why Dan always said he was a terrible player, it was just modesty surely, he must know how talented he really was. 'Wow’ Phil said when Dan had finished playing. 'That was amazing’ 'Thank you’ Dan replied quietly, blushing again. He had never been very good at taking compliments so Phil decided to give him a hug to prove he really meant it. Dan rested his head on Phil’s shoulder as Phil spoke. 'Hey Dan, do you think you could teach me?’ 'Hmm I don’t know, you’re not very committed to things, I mean look at the house plants’ 'hey! That was only because we went on tour’ Dan rolled his eyes. 'please’ 'I’ll think about It’ Dan replied, snuggling into Phil.

[sunshinedjh]

Phan fluff: Lazy days

it was around 11:30 in the morning and all was quiet, it was a Sunday so no one was really doing anything. Dan and Phil were lying in bed together, Dan’s head resting on Phil and their legs tangled together. Dan slowly drifted in and out of a light sleep as Phil’s chest rose and fell with his breathing.

The light began to seep through the curtains. Dan raised his head and yawned looking up at his boyfriend, the sunlight from the window shone on his face. Dan smiled, he was so lucky to have someone as beautiful and amazing as Phil. Just as Dan lay his head back down Phil lifted his, he sat up and stretched. ‘Morning Philly’ 'Morning hobbit’ Phil smirked, gazing up at Dan’s wild and unstraightened hair, Dan rolled his eyes but clambered over to sit between Phil’s legs. Phil knew Dan hated his curly hair but Phil thought he looked so pretty with it, he ran his fingers through it and kissed the top of Dan’s head. 'Phil’ Dan leaned back and looked up at his boyfriend 'Can we have a pajama day today?’ A 'pajama day’ was like a little holiday they’d invented where they both put on onesies and watched movies all day with blankets and snacks. 'Yes!’ Phil smiled 'I’d like that’

'So which onesie do you want Phil?’ 'Hmmm, I think the Totoro and you can be my little Pooh bear!’ Phil grinned and Dan blushed a little but agreed.

After they’d changed into their onsies the two went to get the film and snacks ready. Phil flicked through Netflix while Dan was getting the food ready and eventually settled on watching My neighbour Totoro (which seemed quite appropriate considering the onsie he was wearing.’ Dan brought in some popcorn and blankets and they cuddled up on the sofa and pressed play.

About half way through the movie Dan had fallen asleep on Phil. Typical Dan. Phil gave him a tiny poke to see if he’d wake up but he instead made a little whining noise and gripped on to Phil’s onsie, burying his face. 'Bear’ Phil whispered 'Wake up’ Dan stirred and raised his head confused 'I think you mean pooh bear’ Dan yawned giggling, Phil placed his hand on Dan’s chin and lifted his head looking into his eyes. 'You’re so cute…’ Phil closed his eyes and felt Dan’s lips against his, they were warm and inviting and Phil never wanted to pull away from them. It was Dan who did eventually, his lips still tingling afterwards. They lay back down and brought their attention back to the film. 'Totoro, Totoro’ Dan sang, snuggling back into Phil.