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banqanas Ā· 7 months ago
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throwback to that time i got married to Ayumu in prince of legend love royale and everyone was there at the reception
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whatsk-poppinhomies Ā· 1 year ago
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Pairing : Idol!Seo Changbin x F!Reader TW : small car accident ; Changbin is momentarily insensitive ; angsty ; but also fluffy at the end ; Word Count : 3.2k Request : @kurolils : i'm not gonna be so specific, my delulu a*s has just been craving angst so much with changbin (my bias) or with lee know (tbh, your lee know imagine kinda calmed that craving), so you can just choose the plot, be free, just please with some fluff... cuz my fragile heart can't take too much šŸ„ŗ. A/N : I FINALLY GOT TO THE REQUEST! I DIDN'T FORGET ABOUT IT, I'VE JUST BEEN FRAZZLED!! YOU SENT IT IN ABOUT 3 MONTHS AGO AND I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT!! Also, the I found the gif on this blog!!
ā€œYouā€™re gonna be there, right? Youā€™re coming?ā€ Changbin asked as he grabbed his keys off the hook, his eyes wide and his bottom lip already slightly jutting out as he looked at you. It was the same thing every time he had a comeback show, and you gave him the same answer every time he asked the question.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m gonna be there, Binnie.ā€ You reassured him, leaning against with your arms crossed in front of your chest. He was so cute when he was like this, and truth be told, it felt nice to know that he wanted you there, he always wanted you there. ā€œI wouldnā€™t miss it for anything, plus, when was the last time Iā€™ve missed one of your comeback shows? Hmm?ā€Ā 
He hummed softly as he thought for a moment, and then, as if a lightbulb went off above his head, his finger began waving in your direction. ā€œThe second comeback show during Maxident. You had that really bad stomach bug and you couldnā€™t even get out of bed.ā€ Your mouth fell open to protest, but he chuckled softly as his arms wrapped around you. ā€œI know it doesnā€™t count. I was just answering your question.ā€Ā 
You rolled your eyes although he couldnā€™t see it considering your face was buried in his chest. ā€œWell Iā€™m not sick now, and Iā€™m going to be there. You have to get there first though, gotta get all pretty for Stay.ā€ His arms were like constrictors, keeping you close and holding you tighter when you tried to pull away from him. ā€œBinnie~~ā€ You playfully whined and you lightly pushed back against him. ā€œYouā€™re gonna be late. You need to go nowā€¦ Iā€™ll see you soon.ā€ You tilted your head back to kiss him, smiling against his lips when they were against yours. ā€œI love you, now goā€¦ Go, go, go.ā€Ā 
Not many people knew about yours and Changbins relationship, aside from the guys and a few of the staff members that would let you in the back doors for concerts and shows like this, but other than that, your relationship was completely off the grid. Itā€™s not that you both wanted to keep your relationship hidden forever, itā€™s just that with the group at the peak of their fame, you didnā€™t want a dating scandal to ruin what they worked so hard to achieve.Ā 
Thatā€™s why youā€™d leave the house two hours after him, just to make sure that anyone who mightā€™ve been watching him would have left already too. You had even gotten your own fake staff card, just so that if anyone were to ever ask, you could say that you worked with them, that you were Changbins personal staff. You couldnā€™t be more thankful for the ones that did know, they were doing their best to make it easier for you and Bin to be together and you appreciated it more than anything.Ā 
ā€œIs she here yet?ā€ Changbin asked from his chair as the makeup artist finished up what she had to do. It was clear that he was getting agitated, there was only 15 minutes left before he had to go on stage and you had never been this late before. You hadnā€™t even responded to his texts, you werenā€™t responding to the other guys either. It wasnā€™t like you to be like that, and the only thing he could even think to have happened was that you fell asleep. You mustā€™ve laid down at some point and thatā€™s why you werenā€™t there or responding.Ā 
That thought failed to make him feel better though. How could you just fall asleep knowing that he needed you there? Did you even care about how this makes him feel? How was he supposed to perform without you there? Why would you say youā€™d be there and then justā€¦ not show up? He was pissed. ā€œChangbin, itā€™s time for you to go outā€¦ What do you want us to do if she shows up while youā€™re performing though?ā€Ā 
Changbin sighed, going to the door to take one last look, just to see if you had come or notā€¦ Of course, you werenā€™t there. Was he not important to you anymore? Do you not care that he needs you, that he canā€™t perform his best when youā€™re not in the crowd? ā€œTell her to go back home.ā€ He huffed, turning away, trying his best to look like your absence wasnā€™t literally destroying him.Ā 
The other guys could see it though, they could feel it radiating off of him. His anger, his disappointment, his sadness. His moves werenā€™t as powerful, his voice wasnā€™t as loud as usual. The performance in general was weak, and everyone could tell that he was antsy to run off the stage once the performance was over.Ā 
ā€œLook, Changbinā€¦ She makes it to literally all of your other performancesā€¦ Thereā€™s gotta be a legitimate reason she didnā€™t make it to this one.ā€ Jisung tried to calm Changbin down as he followed behind him to go backstage. ā€œShe wouldnā€™t just not show up for no reason.ā€Ā 
ā€œShe was fine when I left today. She wasnā€™t sick like that last time.ā€ Changbin explained, dropping down into his chair in front of the mirror and ripping the makeup removing wipes from the bag. ā€œIf she didnā€™t want to come she should have just told me.ā€ He roughly rubbed the wipes over his face, leaving his skin red and slightly blotchy when he was done. ā€œI was shit out thereā€¦ I was so upset! What is STAY gonna think? What is everyone gonna think?!ā€Ā 
ā€œCalm down, man.ā€ Jisung tried once again, patting Changbins shoulder as he sat in the chair beside him. ā€œYou werenā€™t shit, I couldnā€™t even tell that you were upset. Youā€™re worrying too much.ā€ He grabbed the water bottle off the table and handed it to Changbin, motioning for it to drink it. ā€œJust take a deep breath, Iā€™m sure thereā€™s a good reason.ā€Ā 
ā€œShe hasnā€™t even tried to-ā€œ His phone started vibrating on the table, the number unknown, and he was hesitant to answer it but with Jisungs urging, he answered just before it stopped ringing. ā€œWhoā€™s this?ā€ He asked, his agitation ringing through in his tone, but he heard the heavy sigh from the other end and he knew it was you. ā€œA lot of nerve you have to call after the performance is already over. If you werenā€™t going to come you should have told me before I left.ā€Ā 
ā€œYouā€™re just gonna jump to conclusions before I even tell you what happened?ā€ He scoffed loudly at your question, and out of the corner of his eyes he could see Jisung shaking his head. ā€œDo you not even care what happened?ā€Ā 
ā€œDo you not care about me?ā€ He retorted, jumping up from his chair, his irritation fueling him to pace back and forth across the room. ā€œI waited for you to show up until the last minute! You didnā€™t call me! You didnā€™t text me! Do you know how I felt?!ā€ He practically shouted into the phone, unaware that everyone in the room was now watching him, wincing at not only the loudness, but also the lack of concern for whatever it was that you could have been saying.Ā 
ā€œThere was an accidentā€¦ā€ You whispered, and he could barely hear your words over his heavy breaths. ā€œI couldnā€™t get thereā€¦ I was trying toā€¦ā€ You continued, and although you couldnā€™t see it, he rolled his eyes, throwing his one hand up in frustration before running it through his hair.Ā 
ā€œIf you loved me enough you would have found a way around the accident to get here, to be here for me.ā€ Now that his back was turned to the wall and he was facing the rest of the guys, he could see the mortified looks on their faces. None of them were used to him being this big of a jerk, and while he wasnā€™t looking at himself that way, clearly they were. Not that he cared, he was pissed. To him, it was simple enough, just go around the accident, find a different route. He would have done it for you if you wanted him to be somewhere for him.Ā 
ā€œWell Iā€™m so sorry that I couldnā€™t go around the accident considering I was in it, Changbin.ā€ You shouted back, and then the call was ended. Changbin froze in his spot, his phone still at his ear as he stared at the guys who looked just as shocked as he did even though they didnā€™t even hear what you had said. He immediately tried to call you back, but it kept going to the hospital line and he didnā€™t know your room number so he didnā€™t even know how to get a hold of you.Ā 
ā€œSomeoneā€¦ Someone look on the news or somethingā€¦ About a car accident, a car accidentā€¦ā€ He stammered, unable to get his hands to stop shaking long enough to do the search himself. Once the accident was brought up, everyone started panicking, and all the guys in the room, including the staff members who were all scrolling through their phones at once. Sharp gasps and whispered curses filled the room as they apparently all came across the headline story, and Changbin went to Jeongin who happened to be the closest, yanking the youngest boys phone from his hand to read the news.Ā 
A small fender bender had turned into a massive pileup on the highway, and while there was no set number for how many people had been injured or worse, judging by the amount of cars in the overhead picture at the top of the article, he was sure that it would be a lot. You were lucky to have made it out, to have been able to call him as quickly as you did considering how recent the accident had happened. He was lucky that you werenā€™t severely injured or worse.Ā 
ā€œI need to getā€¦ I need to get to the hospitalā€¦ā€ The words rolled out of Changbins mouth, although he wasnā€™t as loud now, and he was tripping over every syllable. His hands were still shaking and now his entire body seemed to tremble as well. There was no way that heā€™d be able to drive himself there, and there was no way any of the guys would allow him to be on the road in that state, especially considering the news story that had him wanting to rush to the hospital in the first place was about an accident.Ā 
Bangchan stood up, slipping his phone into his pocket and then walking over to Changbin, taking Jeongins phone out of his hand and handing it back to the maknae before ushering Changbin out of the room. ā€œIā€™ll take you there, you need to calm down first though.ā€ He was trying his best to calm him down, squeezing his shoulder and rubbing his back, but nothing seemed to be working. ā€œLook, you know sheā€™s alright. She called you. If there was anything seriously wrong, you wouldnā€™t have even gotten a phone call.ā€Ā 
And while the words were meant to be a means of reassuring him, Changbin could only shiver at the thought of something worse happening to you. What if something worse had happened? ā€œI was so madā€¦ā€ He mumbled, running his hands through his hair. ā€œI yelled at herā€¦ I didnā€™t even listenā€¦ Iā€™m the worst boyfriend in the worldā€¦ā€ He was already worked up, but the more he spoke, the shakier his voice got, and it almost sounded like the words got stuck in his throat at one point as he started to sob. ā€œWhat if she doesnā€™t want to see me? What ifā€¦ If she kicks me out of the room? What if she sends me home?ā€Ā 
ā€œThen you go home and you give her spaceā€¦ā€ Bangchan said, clearly not giving Changbin the answer that he had wanted. His head whipped so fast to look at the leader, his eyes wide, questioning whether that was something that he should really do. ā€œLookā€¦ I know that you donā€™t want to go homeā€¦ But you did kind of yell at her and you probably made her feel like shit, and you didnā€™t even listen to herā€¦ She was in a car accident and youā€¦ You were selfish.ā€Ā 
Shit. He was selfishā€¦ You probably didnā€™t want to be around him at all. Should he even go to the hospital at all? Noā€¦ That question was stupid, even if you didnā€™t want to see him, he had to see you at least once to make sure you were okay. He climbed into the passenger seat of Chans car and slumped down as he put on his seatbelt. ā€œWhat if she breaks up with me, hyung?ā€ Changbin mumbled, his hands vigorously rubbing over his face as his tears fell slowly. ā€œI canā€™tā€¦ I canā€™t perform without herā€¦ I canā€™t do anything without her.ā€Ā 
Chan sighed as he started up the car, driving slowly down the highway that was backed up still from the accident. He tried not to look at it, but Changbin had leaned forward to look around Chan as he drove by, his eyes widening when he saw the damage that was done, and then a small gasp mingled with a sob escaped him when he saw your car in the pileup. ā€œSheā€™s okay, Bin. Youā€™ve talked to herā€¦ā€Ā 
But Changbin shook his head, his breaths shallow and quick as his head fell forward. ā€œI yelled at herā€¦ Do you see what she went throughā€¦ And I yelled at herā€¦ Iā€™m awful. I donā€™t deserve herā€¦ā€ He muttered, curling up into himself and resting his forehead against his knees. ā€œHow could Iā€¦ I just assumedā€¦ Which isnā€™t rightā€¦ I trust herā€¦ She said sheā€™d be there andā€¦ā€Ā 
He was beginning to ramble, his words barely even making sense, he was panicking both inwardly and outwardly and Chan was becoming increasingly worried about his friend. ā€œTake a deep breath. Everything is going to be fine. Iā€™m not gonna say it will be right now, butā€¦ Sheā€™s not going to be mad forever.ā€ And Changbin knew that Chans honesty was, although disheartening, what he needed to hear. He didnā€™t want to walk into the hospital with the hope that everything would be 100% fine, it would only crush him more if you were to kick him out. He needed to he ready for anything.Ā 
Honestly, you werenā€™t sure why the hospital was still keeping you there. You were fine, well, as fine as you could be, but you knew that it could be worse. You were one of the lucky ones, and all you wanted to do was go home and curl up next to Changbin because, even though he was an ass, he was your safe spot, and you wanted nothing more than to feel safe after what you had just gone through.Ā 
The knock at the door had you sitting up, expecting Changbin to come in when you told him to, but instead the doctor peaked around the door with a smile before coming in fully. ā€œHow are you feeling?ā€ He asked, and the question made you roll your eyes as your head continued to throb. ā€œI know, itā€™s not the best situation butā€¦ It could have been worse. Youā€™re lucky.ā€ And you were, you knew that you were.Ā 
ā€œRightā€¦ Thank you.ā€ You mumbled, leaning back in the bed and looking up at the tv that was turned to the news station, the helicopter cameras giving an aerial shot of just how bad the accident had been. ā€œHow long do I have to be here?ā€ You tried to sound like it wasnā€™t annoying to feel stuck there, but the doctor could clearly see that you were more than ready to go home.Ā 
ā€œYou hit your head quite hard, we just want to keep you overnight to make sure you donā€™t have any sort of concussion.ā€ You sighed heavily, sinking further down into the bed and pulling the blanket up around you. ā€œThe nurse will be around in a little bit to check your gauze and change it. Try to get some rest or relax.ā€ He patted the end of your bed, offering you a sympathetic smile before leaving you alone once again.Ā 
You didnā€™t have anything. Your phone and your purse had been left in the car when you were taken to the hospital, you were hoping that it would be retrieved and given back to you at some point, but it didnā€™t seem like that point would be any time soon. Another knock had you groaning loudly, expecting the nurse now as you mumbled out a ā€œCome inā€¦ā€ just loud enough for the nurse to hear.Ā 
ā€œMy baby!ā€ Changbin practically screamed as he rushed through the door, running straight to your bed and cupping your face in his hands. ā€œIā€™m so sorry! Where does it hurt!? Are you in pain?! Iā€™m so glad youā€™re alright!ā€ He took a moment to look you over, noticing the way the gauze around your head was stained slightly red. ā€œMy beautiful girlā€¦ You must have been so scaredā€¦ Are you okay?ā€Ā 
His voice softened and you felt the sudden urge to cry as you looked at him. You didnā€™t care that he had been an asshole on the phone, all you had wanted was for him to be there, and here he was. You wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him closer, breathing in his scent and letting out the breath in a shaky sob. ā€œIt was awfulā€¦ All I wanted was youā€¦ I kept asking for you, for them to get youā€¦ I needed youā€¦ā€ You whispered against his shirt, gripping onto it tightly.Ā 
You heard him sniffle softly beside your ear before his lips pressed quick kisses across your face. ā€œIā€™m hereā€¦ Iā€™m so sorryā€¦ I know youā€™re probably mad at meā€¦ But I donā€™t want to leave you until I know youā€™re better.ā€ He whispered through a shaky breath, and when he pulled back your eyes were more sad than before as you stared at him. ā€œYouā€™re gonna leave me?ā€ You questioned, your eyes quickly dropping down to your hands that were worriedly picking at the fabric of the hospital blanket. ā€œIā€™mā€¦ Iā€™m not mad. I know that you wanted me thereā€¦ And I would have called you to let you know what happened as soon as I got here, but my phone and my purse are still in the carā€¦ā€Ā 
A quiet gasp escaped his pursed lips before he gently tilted your head up, pressing a kiss to your lips and then your nose and then giving you a small smile. ā€œIā€™m not leaving youā€¦ Iā€™m gonna stay right hereā€¦ā€ He pointed to the floor beside your bed and then grabbed your hand, intertwining his fingers with yours. ā€œWeā€™re gonna go home together, and then Iā€™m gonna take care of you until you feel 100% better. Thenā€¦ I donā€™t care what anyone says, when I do shows, youā€™re coming with me. One scare is enough for a lifetimeā€¦ and I want to spend my lifetime with you. Iā€™m never leaving you alone again.ā€Ā 
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uhgood-girl Ā· 1 year ago
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why jikook?
i've been asking myself this a lot recently bc well, why them? why not tkook? or ynmin? hell, jihope even, they're underrated as hell honestly, have you seen that hot tub video? hobi was ready to unhinge his jaw to swallow jimin whole (and who (jk) could blame him.)
but jikook, in a not joking way, hits different. they always have. it's been years at this point that i've been deep in this rabbit hole (within the larger bts rabbit hole, my god, how deep does it go) but i don't recall making the conscious decision to fall in.
maybe a little background?
i'm a fake love army. actually, if we're getting technical, i'm an outro tear army bc it was in the comments of the freshly released fake love music video that i saw someone recommend outro tear if i enjoyed fake love and then it was over for me. extremely not fake love at first listen, who's voice is second on this track? i NEED to know. i'm a yoongi/rapline bias to this day. fake love still fucks though, don't get me wrong, it's a never skip for me.
for that first year and then some, i consumed backlogged content like it was my day job. i am a prone to hyper-fixations hermit, basically, who was going to stop me? my therapist? nah, she picks her battles.
i watched everything i could get my grubby little hands on like someone would be testing me on it later. (shoutout qdeoks, you were so real) i didn't open stan twitter for the first time till probably the end of 2018, really just in time to be slapped in the face full force with the shitshow that was a hate campaign against these boys i was deeply invested in by then, the likes of which i had never experienced in an online space up to that point. it was a truly, truly wild era, don't ever let anyone tell you differently.
all that to say, i've been here for a hot minute and i developed my own first impressions on bts and the members as individuals in a vacuum. no one had to point jikook out to me, they stuck out on their own.
potentially relevant disclaimer before we continue: i am really really queer. i grew up in the united states conservative deep south and had to change high schools my sophomore year bc i was outed and then violently ostracized for being in a relationship with my same sex best friend at the time. it is safe to say i have a lot of feelings about and experience even when it comes to having to be low key (understatement lol) about who you love. i am not here just to make my barbies kiss.
actually, on that note, jikook wouldnt even be my chosen barbies out of bts. if we're in true fantasy delulu hours here, i would want yoonjin to be real. god, that would be the stuff, they're so old married as it is. peak romance.
i think the first place jikook ever truly caught my attention were the memories dvds. jimin has always been a sweet, bby angel taking care of all his members but i remember thinking that he seemed to pay a little extra, special attention to jungkook. and of course, why not, jk's the maknae after all. all of them have always been doting on him and deservedly so. but in those briefly shown really serious, quiet moments, jimin was often first in line. a spot very easy for him to obtain tbh as jk never seemed to be very far from him anyway. maybe if you've never in real time lived the satellite jeon accusations (hi pandemic army, bless you, i hope you make it to 2025 when we have them all back without restrictions) you might find them easier to dismiss but it was so consistent back then in all of the content being released. and once noticed, i don't know how anyone ever un-notices it. but i was in deep before i even realized the water was boiling.
should i talk about why not tkook? or ynmin, for me? i'm just pulling those as examples bc i know they're the popular contenders here but all joking in the beginning of this post aside, none of the other members interpersonal relationships, in any configuration (sadly, RIP yoonjin romance), have ever struck me as anything other than puppy crush/deep friendship/family. and that's not bc i don't think over half of those men aren't queer in some form or fashion because WHEW, that is an entirely different post and we simply do not have the time to unpack rn but it's not for lack of looking.
i started in a vacuum, but i have by no means stayed there, i walked in all of those front doors and sat down and said "convince me." i've got the time and lack of life, i am ready to be won over. what have i missed?
to this day i still regularly try and check my own confirmation bias, i'm obviously looking for jikook at this stage but i'm still ready on my toes if any of the others want to get crazy. (yoonjin i am rooting for you, we're all rooting for you)
and i'm not here to really persuade or sway anyone one way or another either. there are a 1000 other blogs on this site that can probably offer you better explanations, specific clips, and detailed break downs of moments throughout the years and even then people are going to see what they want to see. i just wanted to write some of my own thoughts down finally.
though...i guess if i had to point to any one single piece of "evidence" it would definitely be tried and true gcf tokyo? but if watching that the first time didn't ring through you like a gunshot, i def don't think there's anything i could say beyond that.
honestly, i think so much of "why jikook" for me boils down to the pit in the bottom of my stomach that i used to get when i first began to notice them. when i got past the initial warm fuzzies inspired by the sincerity of their interactions, my immediate second emotion was concern.
i remember the first time i heard some of the other boys make an offhand joke about them being a couple and i got anxious, fast. i thought hide, hide better, please be safe. i began to pay extra attention to the other members in general too when jikook would do things and felt like i could sometimes see a similar anxiety to my own in their expressions. for a long time, i just worried about them and where i saw other people rejoice in their more obvious moments, i was slow to celebrate.
despite my initial hesitation, it's now been about 5 years since the first time they ever made me double take. they're a few years younger than me but i feel like we've been growing up together. (parasocial? idk her.) they're less conspicuous these days, and for lots of obvious reasons, but i feel like overall, their confidence in themselves and each other is quite high. i know that's probably a funny thing to say in light of this last week especially, but i stand by it. i've seen this song and dance before. i have managed my own expectations in the past, taken full steps back only to be beaten anew over the head so many times with enough "coincidences" i felt borderline foolish to try and deny anything. jikook are truly some sort of neuro-spicy pattern recognition drug, i swear.
and i've never really gotten to talk about any of this with anyone before! i'm shy irl, and shy online apparently bc i have just been lurking around the outer lines of this circle this whole time like some creepy creep but i've decided i'm over it. fuck it. growth.gif. idk that i have anything important or new to contribute to the conversation but my god, no one else seems to let that stop them so i might as well take my turn on the soapbox, no?
so šŸ“¢ JIKOOK REAL (?) jikook sus. jikook make bandaged queer little heart go boom boom.
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taegularities Ā· 11 months ago
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Ahhhhhh CMI11 FRIDAY?!?!šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
U spoil us I swear Iā€™m so excitedšŸ¤­
Also school has been crazy and finals are coming up, so Iā€™m excited to finally relax and read cmi this weekend before I have my very last final and then break!!!!
Iā€™ve missed them sm and I literally just reread cmi lights today?!?!!? (Fav chapteršŸ˜†)
How have you been rid, I hope things get better and you feel better soon, I hate being sickšŸ˜”
AND Iā€™ve been sitting here, only just found out about the new today?!?!?! I know I am so behind and will my men so dearlyšŸ˜Ŗ but as I was mourning this morning, I went thru my jk tiktok collection and why am I just no remembering his boxing live
https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZT851g2Kq/
No like i remember for his bday, you asked us our fav jk moments and if I could go back in time, Iā€™m adding this!!!
No like this was my peak jk delulu era and where he situated himself finally on the same throne as my yoongi luviešŸ«¶
Like how did I forget what made me bias him?!?! Anyways that was just a quick afterthought and I hope this reaches u well
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babe omfg, your last exam?! that's so exciting sfjhdfkj i hope you have the time of your life after that!! gosh, we deserve that fr, i can't wait for the christmas break :') please, the fact that so many of you love Lights like this fills me with so much fondness, bc i remember how nervous i was about posting it back then. but i love how many of you vibe with it šŸ„ŗ
i've gotten better!! i felt weird yesterday and today as well tbh, but i'm more or less okay now (i won't be in a couple of hours, bc we're actually dropping this monster chapter like WHAT). star, wahhh, you remember me asking that?! everyone's responses were so freaking sweet. the boxing live was quite smth.. truly felt like a fever dream :')
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i hope you've been well, babe!! and i hope this chapter treats you well. i can't wait to hear your thoughts, and literally i'm gonna try my best to answer your ask way sooner this time šŸ„ŗ love you!!! <3
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mimi-cee-genshin Ā· 1 year ago
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was going to leave a comment on ao3 but iā€™m logged out and lazy to log in, so here is a ramble of my thoughts after reading ur latest chapter!! (spoilers)
- i appreciate the effort you put in your dialogue sooooooo MUCH. it makes the whole story flow so well. absolutely love the effort and the way you characterise wanderer. it makes him so entertaining to read. not just dialogue for him, tbh. him holding readerā€™s chin and making her look at him when she was zoning out??? peak wanderer behaviour. and the comment abt her being human because she showed emotion likeā€¦ i know u probably donā€™t mean this connect but scaramouche = robot = cried = seem as weak = emotions are human characteristics = scara wasnā€™t the ā€œrobotā€ ei wanted him to be because he had human characteristicsā€¦ a stretch, but i like to be delulu!! i love the possible connection between this moment and sacraā€™s arc. or something. ok nvm.
- reader questioning which is the real scara and the ā€œanswerā€ revealing itself when scara was also concerned for colleiā€™s safetyā€¦. oh my gosh???? when i read the question i was like šŸ¤Ø & having it be ā€œansweredā€ in the later part of the chapter was so satisfying. i canā€™t wait to see what else reader discovers about scara.
- nilouā€™s comment on needlework!!! love the foreshadowing. wondering if reader noticed the similarities between the doll and the boy she saw from scaraā€™s memories??
- current theory: something about readerā€¦. is robot likeā€¦.. or maybe not but the herbal medicine she drank was for some kind of health issueā€¦. i really wonder what the brother did.
- when reader also had past grievances with eiā€¦ā€¦ reader and scara are more alike than they thinkā€¦.
loved the new chapter!! thank u for sharing! these thoughts are raw and unedited (unfortunately LOL) ā€” @milkstore
You spoil me way too much with your comments lol. šŸ„°
- The human/robot thing actually isn't as much of a stretch as you think. I just think that's how Wanderer would think because he's well aware that he's not human.
- About the needlework "foreshadowing" with Nilou, that was accidental. LOL. I added the doll there to remind people that Wanderer does care about people and is concerned about their vulnerability (before he hated the world). I just mentioned Nilou's comment because it was probably something the reader would think here.
- I enjoy hearing your theories šŸ¤­. They help me figure out if I'm leading people the way I want to through the story.
- about Ei and the brother... I can't wait to share that part of the story but more will be revealed closer to the second half of the story. I'm pretty satisfied with how backstory turned out.
- "Reader and Scara are more alike than they think" <- I'll just cryptically leave this here ā˜ŗļø
Thank you so much for your comment!!! I feel like it's such a rare thing to have invested readers like you, so I'm very grateful to have you as well as others actually reading my stories. :)
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