#peachy mexico

[gaby07v]

Dándolo todo 💪

[blu302]

i can show you a whole new world 🐠✨👙🐬✨🦈🪸✨

[blvcksheep]

[angryisokay]

Farmers are generally exempt from labor laws or have their own special rules in recognition of how agriculture works.

As an autoworker member of the UAW, idk how the 32 hour week will actually work because we technically work a 40 hour week right now, except my plant [and a few others] has done it's damnedest to run 6 and 7 days a week since 2016 and only slowed down due to the parts fuckery. We get overtime for working beyond 40 hours, and management can make overtime mandatory. Some plants already run 4 10 hour shifts due to low demand, and even when we only have a "40" hour week we still have the first and last shifts of the week working an extra hour. We have contract language for ABC crews that work shorter weeks but for high production 3 shifts running continuously for 146 hours is the plan that works best.

I'm pretty sure that in practice we would get two days of time and half instead of one. I would prefer 52 additional vacation days to use as I'd like. The maximum vacation days I'll get is 20, after I've stuck around for 15 years.

[reddpenn]

Now that I'm back from the gem and mineral show, here are all the Cool Rocks I came home with!

A cute little coral fossil! He looks like a cauliflower.

A Keokuk geode! These geode beds aren't far from where I live, and it's always fun to have local specimens.

Phosphosiderite! This purple stone comes from Chile. It's so soft that it has to be stabilized with resin before it's cut. This one is a cross section of a botryoidial formation!

Speaking of botryoidial, this Hematite! Botryoidial means it has a bubbly shape kind of like a bunch of grapes. The faces of the bubbles on this pieces are super shiny and metallic.

Dendritic chalcedony, from Turkey! It's a white chalcedony full of dendrites - branching formations of manganese that look kind of like trees!

A cabochon for my cab collection! This one is made from a material sometimes called "ajooba jasper." The pattern is actually a cross section of a bunch of colorfully jasperized bivalve fossils!

Speaking of jasper, this one is Blue Mountain jasper, from Oregon! The circles in this stone are what’s known as an “egg pattern,” and jaspers which have them (Blue Mountain, Imperial jasper, and a few others) are collectively known as “fine jaspers,” the most valuable jaspers in the world.

Hyalite opal! This stuff forms water-clear spheres that look like jelly.

It fluoresces bright green under UV light!

Now to show off this year's haul of awesome agates!

Dryhead agate, from the Bighorn Mountains in Montana! This agate is named after the many bison skulls found in the area. A weird shaped guy with awesome red and orange bands.

Bou Lili agate, from Morocco! I like the name of this one. Soft banding and very subtle, muted colors. I've heard that this locale can produce peachy colors too.

Bear Canyon agate, from the Pryor Mountains in Montana! Agates from this locale have very stark black and white banding.

Red Fox agate, from Argentina! Sometimes this material is also called "crater agate" because the area it comes from is near the crater of an ancient volcano.

A Blue Sky thunderegg, from New Mexico! Thundereggs from this locale often have this two pointed, saucer-like shape.

It fluoresces really brightly!

Dulcote agate, from England! The bands of this agate are full of calcite, which gives them a strange, distinct texture.

Malawi agate, from Malawi! See all the cracks in it? Almost all Malawi agates have them. Frequent earthquakes due to the East African Rift cause these agates to crack and fracture.

Paint Rock agate, from Paint Rock Valley in Alabama! This agate is very rarely banded, and usually just contains swirls of red and yellow color.

A big, unpolished slab of Montana agate! This agate is known for its clear banding and black lines and spots, which are caused by manganese dendrites.

It's best viewed with some light behind it!

A smaller piece with really amazing dendrites!

Here it is backlit!

Fighting Blood agate, from Hebei Provence in China! This locale is known for its super saturated reds and yellows. This piece has purple amethyst crystals growing inside! They didn't photograph well; they are much more purple in person.

A really weird Fighting Blood agate! This one lacks the bright colors typical of this locale, but makes up for it with that super cool spiderweb pattern!

And finally, as is tradition, I came home with some Ethiopian opals! Here are the five I got this year.

And that's everything I got at the show!

[lunaryugamine]

I decided to do this edit because someone on twitter did one, and I thought it'd be fun. Was it? Sort of. Here's the original edit.

Artists under the cut and in the reblog because you can only have 100 links on a page on tumblr I guess.

United States (Cherokee)- pinkcultgirl

Canada (Cree)- lacking-rodents

Mexico- strxbxrrylxvxr

Panama- tiffycat

Haiti- sumechiayuu

Jamaica- risarts

Peru- kotorinrins

Dominican Republic- pls-explodingstars-pls

Cuba- skronklpus

Caribbean(Guadalupe)- majartsy

Greenland (Inuit)- probablymoons

El Salvador- chiliger

Puerto Rico- lavendett

Colombia- mary-92023

Venezuela- hand-painted-5tars

Honduras- nicotine-boi

Guyana- astrumnm on twitter

Guatamala- sadsquatch-art

Bolivia- by-peachy

Argentina- mypillowpaper

Ecuador- astrid-nyan

Chile- jet-set-go-go

Brazil- garden-variety-jumo

Costa Rica- astroskatcher

Belize- jovialodyssey

Nicaragua- sirnatsketches

Bahamas- artbounddude

Trinidad and Tobago- donutsbagels

San Juan (Puerto Rico)- lazycatartist6

Paraguay- 2funk

Uruguay- clayscence

Suriname- yumiaoi5

French Guiana- myballsitchaurghouchie

Barbados- parkbomdotcom on twitter

Guam- grumfield

Norway- parti-poppers

Sweden- rubenthecatisstupid

Iceland- catastrophe-of-clovers

Finland- antony-art

Germany- mangos-draws

Switzerland- graegrape-art

Austria- qwaxi2o8

Czech Republic- miroslav-hashlerka

Italy- mspaint-flower

Turkey (Kurdish)- bubblbudd

Greece- albinobirb

Poland- thirea

Romania- eternalblizzards

Scotland- laplaces-angel

Albania- isaaa-usb

Ireland- can-of-w0rmz

Russia- bdsmchan

Bulgaria- pastellbg

Saudi Arabia- chiroomii on twitter

Hungary- sidecast

Cyprus- diadoesart

Iraq- coloursdraws

Iran- witchydespoina

Syria- rozeliyawashereyall

Lebanon- erebusbored

Israel (Palestine)- langel2

Jordan- guitoneangel on twitter

Yemen- adenlicpng

Kuwait- obscurecrows

Bahrain- Beautifulnoora on twitter

The Netherlands- fayzart136

Belgium- nousanti

Portugal- m4rlol

France- izkph

England- cyclqnes

Denmark- mariehyde

Spain- annomalysstuff

India (Sikh)- starkitten101

Pakistan- ayzaart

Burma/Myanmar- artsyvamp

Afghanistan- ahriana

Thailand- fumiruku

Nepal- astronite13

Bhutan- orobeori

Kampuchea (Cambodia)- othercrossee

Malaysia- roobiedo

Bangladesh- maleficauraa

China (Uygher)- chronically-ill-psionipath

Korea- iyuray

Mongolia- kenvamp

Laos- justgoji

Tibet- saunabun on twitter

Indonesia- moonieee

Phillipines- puppyeared

Taiwan- huyi-hotdog

Sri Lanka- crabs-brencil

Papua New Guinea- Penmastery28600 on twitter

New Zealand- beastwhimsy

Vietnam- sparkly-s0da

Tunisia- cs34

Morocco- sx1ro

Uganda- moonjumps

Angola- PeepawRichter on twitter

Zimbabwe- jxmuu-nat

[nightlyrequiem]

FEED ME HYPER-FEMME READER X VALERIA!!! GIMMIE IT!!! GRAHHHH!!

then, imagine a little yippee critter foaming at the mouth. Thats me.

okay, but, in all seriousness, i absolutely NEED Valeria x like, fem, bimbo-esque, PINK!PINK!PINK reader!!!! Im going absolutely feral omg... imagine dolling urself up for this woman ... im found dead xp

-🪼

Nothing would make me happier than putting on makeup while Valeria watches, I think. I love hyperfeminity! I'm incredibly partial to skirts, dresses, and pink myself. I actually painted my nails pink last night :3

Also I don’t condone the purchasing of real fur, faux fur all the way!

Tags/Warnings: Fluff, Established Relationship

Nightshade and Peonies

You're lying on your side in your big soft bed. A satin nightgown draped over your body and leaving very few little to the imagination. Baby pink covers surround you, the soft glow from your lamps making them look peachy. Your eyes track Valeria's movements as she slowly approaches you with a box in hand. she kneels and sets it on the bed before you. A humble offering to her deity. you sit up and try to hide the giddy excitement inside of you. You're trying to appear calm and mildly disinterested but the slight curl at the corner of Valeria's lips tells you she knows what you're feeling anyway. You sat up too quickly to keep the illusion of feeling casual.

You grab the edge of the lid and lift. You can't hold back the happy smile at the sight of soft beige fur folded up neatly inside. You've been dropping hints for weeks. You carefully lift the coat out from the box and hold it up to see it in its full glory.

"Oh, Valeria, it's gorgeous!" You gush. Imagining all the outfits you can make with this. Mexico isn't the most ideal environment to own a fur coat in, but you will look so divine that it doesn't matter if you'll sweat yourself to death.

"That's the one you've been wanting?" She hums. Resting her head in her palm.

"Yes." You nod. Quivering with excitement.

You fold it back up with care and place it back into the box. You push it to the side; you'll be keeping the box too. It's a pretty off-white colour that will look so nice in your closet. You lean back in bed and finally give Valeria permission to join you. She crawls onto the bed and hovers over you. Her gaze shifting behind you.

"You have too many pillows." She remarks. Looking at the silk clad pillows, the throw pillows, the two fluffy heart shaped pillows. All arranged with a careful precision.

"I think I need more." You reply playfully.

"Yeah?" Valeria grins. leaning down to press a kiss against your lips. "I'll be your pillow." You're filled to the brim with so much dopamine and oxytocin that you don't know what to do with it. So, you move your head and bite down into her shoulder, making her flinch.

You sit up and push her onto her back.

"So, what are we going to do tomorrow?" You ask. Stradling her stomach. Valeria trails her fingers over the smooth material of your nightgown.

"I think we should go to dinner tomorrow." She replies. "I want you to wear that little pink dress."

"Which pink dress?" You ask. Valeria needs to be more specific because you own quite a few pink dresses.

"The really light pink one... the backless one." She clarifies. You smile. Valeria could never keep her eyes or hands off of you whenever you wore that dress. Tight, lowcut, and short with subtle ruffling at the bottom.

Valeria looks so pretty laying there with her hair sprawled out. it makes you want to bite her again. You're excited by the idea of going out to eat too. Valeria is always taking you on little dates but you're never not excited. You'd show as much enthusiasm for rock climbing as you would for slow dancing. You'd doll yourself up in a pink outfit, put on makeup, and enjoy your time with Valeria.

"The backless one." You repeat. An outfit is forming in your head. You're also thinking of what colour you should paint your nails. Pink is an obvious choice but there's many shades to choose from. You could also do white. Or a sultry cherry red. You zone out as you think critically. You have this delicious white tiara that would look so cute with the dress. Shiny white platform heels would match with the tiara.

Then you remember the coat. You scrap the tiara idea and decide to wear the coat with it. But what heels should you wear?

"Hey." Valeria says. Grabbing your jaw. "What's going on inside that head of yours, hm?" Her hand is warm and comforting.

"I'm thinking of what to wear with the dress, I want to wear my new coat, but I don't know what heels to wear with it." You explain. You have a pair of pink heels that are the same shade as the dress, but you aren't sure if that will throw off the balance.

Valeria gently pulls your face down to give you a short kiss.

"You're thinking too hard." She murmurs. "What about those cheetah print ones?" You consider it. The fur coat isn't an animal pattern. The cheetah shoes would not match at all.

"No, those don't go with it at all." You sigh.

"Oh, my poor baby." Valeria coos. "Your life is so hard; I can't imagine having to find the strength to match your shoes to your top." You playfully swat her shoulder.

"This is serious, I need to look good." You huff.

"You'll look good no matter what." She says. Making you lay down next to her. "You'll figure it out, don't stress yourself."

You sat at your little white vanity the next night, carefully applying a rosy, pink lipstick. Your makeup is almost finished, glittery eyeshadow peeks out from your eyelids. Valeria is laying back in your bed behind you, you can see her watching in the reflection of the mirror. You'd think she'd look out of place among the baby pink sheets if you didn't already know she had matching ones at home. Valeria once told you that she loves watching you get ready. To her, watching you doll yourself up is an act of intimacy in itself. A dainty necklace decorates your throat, the small white jewel glinting from just above your amplified cleavage. You dab a little concealer around your lips to clean them up a bit then stand. You turn and give Valeria a little spin, showing off for her. You decided to forgo the coat. A decision you didn't make lightly.

She gives you a little wolf-whistle and you grin in return. practically glowing with pleasure.

"Beautiful." She speaks.

"You say that every time." You reply, still grinning. she gently grabs your hand and kisses your palm.

"And I mean it every time." She pushes up off the bed.

She walks towards your closet and retrieves the pink heels that match your dress perfectly. You glance at the coat longingly. You'll wear it the next time you go out, you silently vow. Valeria chivalrously puts on the heals for you. Holding your ankles with care, thumb running over the little gold ankle bracelet. You stand, a few inches taller than her though neither of you mind and eagerly stride around the room. Putting all the things you need into your tiny little bedazzled handbag. Lipstick and lip-gloss, mascara, and a small compact mirror. You grab Valeria's hand and drag her outside. forcing her to keep up with your energetic stride.

The restaurant is in the next town over. You sit in the passenger seat, looking out of place inside the dark interior. Although little touches of you are placed around the car. A tube of lipstick is in the glovebox. A little handmade pink and gold charm dangles from the rear-view mirror. She has a hand on your thigh while she drives. 

The restaurant is nice and lowkey. Hanging paper lanterns provide a welcoming, dim glow. Your exaggerated feminine appearance garners a few looks but nobody comes up to bother you. She pulls out your chair for you and you sit down, looking around and taking in the place. It isn't all that modern inside. The tables and chairs are old, there aren't any TVs on the walls. It's a charming little establishment. You and Valeria order your food and wait. Speaking to each other in low, engaged voices. You excitedly ramble about clothing and makeup and colour theory. About all the ways to style animal prints and different patterns. Valeria listens with rapt attention. Adoring you in such a passionate state.

[simple-persica]

A thrilling conclusion that I honestly did not expect

[mugiwara-lucy]

Hey sugar tits, you and that Peachy cunt should go live in that shit hole country Mexico, you'd fit right in with the rest of those woke losers. America is hitting its golden age with President Trump reentering office. Afterwards America will hit a milestone with 8 years of JD Vance followed by 8 years of Vivek Ramaswamy and potentially 8 years of Tulsi Gabbard followed by 8 years of Trump's children each and even his Grandchildren. America is in pretty good hands! AMERICA FIRST!

Haha you sure do hate @bitchy-peachy but why don't you send this good shit to her?

You MAGAts are a bunch of pussies like your cult leader Trump who's gotten his ass handed to him by President Sheinbaum FOUR TIMES in the last two weeks.

You know, if America goes down the path of letting Peter Thiel's bitch boy, a self hating Indian, a Russian Agent and Trump's fucked up Children taking the helms; America WILL become the shit hole nation your cult leader talks about.

Mexico IS A HELLUVA lot better to live in despite what you racist twits think. It has WAY BETTER HEALTHCARE ESPECIALLY for women who don't have to be in the "right state" to receive healthcare or risk bleeding out in a parking lot because a bunch of religious losers want to enforce their bullshit on people. Not to mention way better education since Mexico actually wants SMART PEOPLE in society and not morons who vote for a 78 year old adjudicate rapist and doesn't have some crackpot anti vaxxer like RFK Jr in charge of health.

BUT I have a feeling 2025 will be the DOWNFALL of MAGA 😉

[nixie-deangel]

Writing Patterns tag game

tagged by @bluewonderer thank you!

Rules: post the last sentence from your 10 most recently posted fics (less if you don't have 10 is also fine).

(*Funny, all of these are from Top Gun Maverick and are Hangster fics)

Who Helps the Helper? - 'And with that thought, he fully lets himself break down.'

My Angel, My Love - '“I’ll be back soon, honey,” Jake calls before Bradley can hear the front door opening and closing.'

Allow My Help, Please I Beg You - '“Okay, good,” Jake smiles, eyes roaming over Bradley before he nods once. “Okay. Come on, darlin’, let's get you undressed and on the table so I can work my magic on you.”'

Of All The Gin Joints To Walk Into - 'Wants Bradley to want him.'

I'll Be Your Guard Heart - 'After all, what kind of wolf would he be, if he didn’t ensure that his Bradley was always safe and sound and wanted for nothing?'

Guide Me Please - '“But just remember, honey, whatever you do tonight, however long you keep me on edge, I’ll pay you back tenfold tomorrow night,” he promised.'

To Pillage, To Plunder - '“Mmm, like I won’t enjoy getting pampered as you tend to my every whim if you do so.”'

Oh, The Fun We (I) Have - 'He’s going to fucking murder his husband when he gets back to their quarters after his shift.'

All Roads Lead To You - 'Bradley nods once to show he heard and understood before launching into asking Jake simply, low pressure questions, such as favorite color and season, music preferences and any allergies as they cross into New Mexico.'

Argument of Centuries - '"Okay," Bradley agrees softly.' 

Conclusion: I don't see a set pattern myself?? Except I like to end on hopeful, happy, notes

Tagging (for those that wish to): @dear-massacre @dracculaura @dreaminghour @ragnarlothcat @crownofstardustandbone @omg-just-peachy @iam93percentstardust @glcnpowell and for anyone else who would like to do this, then I tag you as well!

[fibula-rasa]

Would never describe myself as "a bright little patriot" but an all-black outfit with a grape-colored bag absolutely sounds like something I would wear

What are you wearing?

Transcription:

Photoplay, December 1941

Be a bright little patriot and take your color cue from your state flower for the gayest-hued season that's ever dazzled America

BY MARIAN H. QUINN

Alabama…goldenrod

A bright gold wool furless coat with a taupe belt

Arizona…saguaro cactus

Be as draught-resistant and as showy in the Lasso boots on page 60* — maybe a pair of red ones

Arkansas…apple blossom

The apple-blossom pink and blue wool striped collars and cuffs on your wool dress

California…golden poppy

The gold buttons you'll wear on anything; maybe they'll be massive carved ones for your suit

Colorado…columbine

A purple crepe lining for your black day suit

Connecticut…mountain laurel

The new plaid combination — purple with mountain-laurel pink, navy blue and white

Delaware…peach blossom

A wool dress the color of peach blossoms under your dark coat.

Florida…orange blossom

A needlepoint purse worked in orange-blossom pattern

Georgia…cherokee rose

A simple white crepe dinner skirt; a sweater of yellow pailettes

Idaho…syringa

White or cream rayon slipper satin waltz dress; wear a black snood and black gloves with it

Illinois…wood violet

Violet silk stockings (honest!) with your violet evening dress

Indiana…zinnia

Be as vivid in a bright orange or red hat worn with black

Iowa…wild rose

Sequins forming a pattern of roses all over your evening bag

Kansas…sunflower

Bright woolen jacket of orange; matching orange gloves

Kentucky…goldenrod

Circular yoke of gold crocheted yarn topping a black wool

Louisiana…magnolia

Magnolia-pink rose on the big pillow muff of black lace you'll carry with your chemise dress

Maine…pine cone

New combination of pine-cone brown with baroque pink

Maryland…black-eyed susan

Smart suit: A black jacket with a yellow skirt

Massachusetts…mayflower

Interpret it broadly; be shipshape in a wine middy-top dress

Michigan…apple blossom

Pale pink crepe blouse; deeper pink jacket; black skirt

Minnesota…moccasin flower

Soft-soled moccasins of gold-trimmed white kid for dancing

Mississippi…magnolia

Pink velvet piping on your black dress

Missouri…hawthorn

A waist-length red velvet cape trimmed with jet for evening

Montana…bitterroot

A whole suit of peachy pink for the tea-dancing hour

Nebraska…goldenrod

The gold service insignia of your beau on the left-hand (nearest the heart) glove

Nevada…sagebrush

Sage-green shoes to go with a sage-green monotone costume

New Hampshire…purple lilac

Clogs of purple satin for your purple dance dress

New Jersey…violet

A purple felt hat with your dark blue wool suit

New Mexico…yucca

A creamy white dog collar of pearls to make you as imposing

New York…rose

Red-as-the-rose red with black; perhaps knitted red gloves

North Carolina…oxeye daisy

A snow-white angora felt cloche with a yellow grosgrain band

North Dakota…wild prairie rose

Belt with a buckle that's made of a cowhide prairie-wagon wheel

Ohio…scarlet carnation

Carnation-red wool jacket piped in black to wear with a black skirt

Oklahoma…mistletoe

The dress on page 63**; wear it and see what happens

Oregon…Oregon grape

A grape-colored suede bag, only contrast to an all-black outfit

Pennsylvania…mountain laurel

Pink brushed-wool hat for your dark suit

Rhode Island…violet

A violet plaid tweed coat

South Carolina…jessamine

Over your black dress wear a tight-waisted tunic of yellow wool

South Dakota…pasqueflower

A purple wool suit and its surefire accessory—a yellow sweater or blouse

Tennessee…iris

The lining of the black peplum on your black wool, a blue as deep as the iris

Texas…bluebonnet

Blue suede gloves, blue velvet bag as an accessory team

Utah…sego lily

The white and orange cockade of finely pleated ribbon on your red velour hat

Vermont…red clover

A clover-red corduroy dress

Virginia…dogwood

A creamy satin waistcoat to wear over a black-velvet skirt

Washington…rhododendron

Deep pink snakeskin gloves to match the belt on a black dress

W. Virginia…great rhododendron

Combine a pale pink with Dublin green in a jacket; wear it over a nut-brown dress

Wisconsin…violet

Dog collar of purple velvet on your beige dress

Wyoming…Indian paintbrush

A harlequin necklace; one side orange-red, one side green

*aforementioned boots for Arizona:

**aforementioned dress for Oklahoma:

[jackinalex]

They don’t owe us information about their marriage? I don’t really think choosing to only post the happy stuff on social media is them pretending nothing happened. They just don’t really owe the internet an explanation

Yeah, well, it’s just wild to me that Lisa went from posting Alex every single day for like eight years to literal radio silence and a trip to Mexico with a mystery man to posting Alex every single day again. Obviously they don’t owe us anything, but they can’t expect people to just act like everything has always been peachy keen.

[quotes121sworld]

Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace goes wild on the beach in Mexico #AisleyneHorgan-Wallace

The sunburnt Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace hit the beach on Sunday in a very racy nude swimsuit that showed off her tan lines.The former Big Brother roommate, 44, looked sensational as she frolicked in the sand and soaked up the sun in Mexico.The reality star put on a very busty show in a beige swimsuit, which was adorned with cut-outs along her torso and back and featured an extremely plunging neckline.The racy number also featured a high-leg cut and thong that showed off her tan lines and peachy bottom and surgically enhanced cleavage. After relaxing on the lounge chairs, Aisleyne slipped into a chic lace blanket and took a trip to the crystal blue waters.

Ouch! Sunburnt Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace flaunted her incredible figure - and tan lines - in an ultra-low-cut nude swimsuit on a beach in Mexico on Sunday

Wow! The racy number also featured a high-leg cut and thong that showed off her tan lines and peachy bottom and surgically enhanced cleavage. When she got back, she picked up a copy of Jay Shetty's book Think Like a Monk and snapped a few selfies.Sporting a radiant makeup palette and glossy lip gloss, the beauty tied her blonde tresses back in a low bun. The beauty complemented the summery look with a selection of silver jewelry.Aisleyne recently caused a stir when she walked to the train station in nothing but sexy lingerie.The TV star showed off her incredible curves in a leopard print set by Rose Intimates.Posing on the platform, she raised her arms above her head and struck a sultry pose as she gazed into the distance.She enhanced her enviable body with a pair of simple black heels.The blonde beauty left her curls natural, cascading down her shoulders and down her body.

Wow! Aisleyne put on a striking display in her ensemble

Hot thing: The former Big Brother flatmate, 44, looked sensational as she frolicked in the sand and soaked up the sun before returning to the UK

Beauty: The classy number also featured a high leg line and thong that showed off her tan lines and peachy bottom

Learning: She picked up a copy of Jay Shetty's book Think Like a Monk and snapped a few selfies

Chic: After relaxing on the loungers, Aisleyne slipped into a chic lace blanket and took a trip into the crystal blue watersTaking to Instagram to share the snap, she wrote: "I only look up to Tesco babes because the THIRST is real...it's like a jungle out here...and a leopard never changes spots."Her daring snaps come after she sparked concern among fans after sharing a cryptic message on her Instagram Stories in December.She shared a picture of a person deep underwater falling to the bottom.The quote read, "Sometimes you don't realize you're actually drowning when you're trying to save everyone else."After receiving worried messages from fans, the reality star told his followers she was "depleted". Thanking them for their support, she wrote, "You guys have so much empathy, I love reading your messages."She added, "Sorry if my stories are depressing... I post real life because it helps me and others... I don't do fake happy posts xx."

Lounging: The beauty relaxed on a lounger as she soaked up some well-deserved sun

Gorgeous: Using a radiant makeup palette and a swipe of lip gloss, the beauty tied her blonde tresses back in a low bun

Details: The eye-catcher complemented the summery look with a selection of silver jewelry

R&R: She seemed to be making the most of her lavish trip

Wow: Aisleyne's stylish ensemble made her look like she stepped off the pages of a glossy magazine

Beauty: She showed off her tattoos and naval piercings in the skimpy outfit

Me Time: After breaking a sweat, the reality star slipped into a chic cover-upThe star has previously been going through a difficult time after suffering a miscarriage in August last year.Sharing the heartbreaking news, she said: "It hurts every time but even more this time."Aisleyne has tragically suffered three miscarriages and one stillbirth while trying to have a child, with doctors confirming she has Rhesus negative, a rare blood disorder that is threatening her chances of carrying a baby full-term. The TV star was devastated to lose her fifth child, and Aisleyne tragically admitted she had "never been more ready" to have a baby. In a series of messages, she wrote: "Everybody knows I've been through this before."But I've never been so excited and happy and ready for a baby as I am this time. And he too.

'I'll only be at Tesco for a moment, babes': Aisleyne recently caused heads to turn as she walked to the train station in nothing but sexy lingerie"It hurts every time. But this time. Even more. Is that in order? Do you understand?'Aisleyne has always been open about her heartbreaking quest to become a mother. In June, the TV personality admitted she's "starting to panic" that she won't be able to have children.she said The sun: "I'm really starting to panic that it's just not going to happen with me," before adding that she's aware that her woman's body "clock" is always ticking.She added, "I just have to hope and pray that I haven't let it be too late to have my miracle baby." Read the full article

[unktto]

haven’t been posting a lot haven’t been thinking a lot life is not going amazing but it’ll work out but rn it’s hard to stay positive when all i think and feel is how shit everything is going and it is okay and it will get better but when

am i always going to feel like this when will it change when will i be someone

why

as of rn i might have to move to mexico but i just found out it wont be soon soon so that’s kinda cool hopefully i just wont have to

but it also means i can’t get a job or i mean i can but id have to leave it i had an interview i had to cancel cuz of it and i hate not having money i hate not working i hate being stuck home all day i hate being me

but i love how the sun shines i love how my family is getting better i love how they somewhat love to have me around i love seeing my cousins i love being around my siblings and friends i love partying

i am studying to finally take that ged test and drivers test

i need to lock in and not just job wise rn i am putting that to the side meaning i don’t want to go out partying nor doing shi like that for the simple fact of that shouldn’t be my focus rn i don’t want to spend money i don’t have to spare i need to actually do these things and it will be worth it

truthfully i went out to eat earlier and i just felt drained i was crying the whole time but i didn’t make a noise i didn’t even feel like crying the tears just kept coming out i tried to stop but they would just fall it felt stupid i hate crying but i haven’t cried in a bit so it felt nice ish it wasn’t a lot of crying truthfully

i am not sad but i’m not exactly happy either i feel like i can be doing more i should be doing more i don’t feel like im doing anything i wanted to lock in this year and i truly thought i was but rn it just seems like everything is just slowly crumbling infront of me and i can’t do anything to stop it

and i just have to learn to accept it and im learning but why everytime it somewhat works out it just finds a new way to go back down i understand you can’t have things forever but like just one good year not even a full good year i know that’s impossible but just overall i don’t expect everything to be peachy and perfect but like overall when i look back at it i want to be like “yeah u did good this year” and i don’t know how long im gonna have to wait to get that

i don’t know how long imma have to wait for anything

i hope it works out truthfully i hope it will be worth it and it feels like shit because i don’t know because i feel like im constantly putting some effort to try and do better and no matter how much effort it just isn’t working and then i think did i even really put that much effort did i really even work that hard and i know i worked for it i know i tried so why just because i failed and im back in the same spot do i feel as if im not getting anywhere im learning aren’t i i am still trying

even after failing and losing i am still trying but slowly i am losing more and more hope but i don’t want to lose my hope i love having hope but it is just starting to feel pointless i feel like maybe because of the hope im not going anywhere

when i stop hoping maybe it’ll be different ill be more bitter though ill be more angry and sad and i truly don’t want that

i don’t know what to do

will it even work out

do i even have a right to hope?

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