#patchilles save me..... save me patchilles.......

[johaerys-writes]

One day, I'll have a harrowing therapy session and won't feel like impulse buying a bunch of shit afterwards. One day

[johaerys-writes]

Hi!!! I was wondering, do you have any headcanons for Patroclus living well without Achilles? If so, what would it take for him to be self-reliant? Born Baby Blue got me thinking because that’s a totally plausible take on an Achilles who wants more than Pathetic Patroclus.

Oof that one's a tough question. I'm honestly not sure. I think that they could both potentially reach a point where they're more or less content with their life, even when the other one isn't around (Achilles travelling the world/doing all those modelling gigs/perhaps even doing something with music like he’s always wanted, and Patroclus managing to find good work/life balance and focusing more on his relationships outside of work, spending more time with friends, meeting someone new, getting some therapy) but there’s always going to be something missing. Like whatever it is they're living isn't quite right. I just imagine Patroclus hanging out with Briseis and their other friends, or doing something he genuinely enjoys, and then it hits him that Achilles isn't in his life anymore. That he doesn't know what he's doing, and that there’s no way to have him back in his life without them both hurting in the process. He can never truly be a happy man because he's only half a man; his other half is missing and there's no way of getting it back. And all of a sudden nothing feels real.

*Cue cinematic of Pat with that thousand yard stare in the middle of a crowded room, while everything around him moves in slow mo*

[johaerys-writes]

I saw this floating around and really wanted to do it!! And now you can too 😌

Rules: refresh your pinterest and save the 3rd pic, 4 times. That's your aesthetic.

Ngl I was kind of baffled at first but then realised this is giving me strong disasters!patchilles vibes (I've become obsessed with making moodboards for them recently), so apparently my aesthetic is "soft gay boys growing up in the greek countryside" and you know what. I'm okay with that

Tagging forth to: @baejax-the-great @juliafied @vimlos @cata-liinaa @thiefylilelf @annalyia @mogwaei @serial-chillr @midnightprelude @tessa1972 @glimmerofgold @figsandphiltatos @pikapeppa @elveny @darlingpoppet @heypax @darlingsart @sketchass @peachandfig and anyone else who'd like to do this!! (pls pls do this and tag me I'm so nosy about ppl's pinterest boards ehehe)