#pastelstateofmind

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Cats were often familiars to workers of magic because to anyone used to wrestling with self-willed, wayward, devious magic–which was what all magic was–it was rather soothing to have all the same qualities wrapped up in a small, furry, generally attractive bundle that…might, if it were in a good mood, sit on your knee and purr. Magic never sat on anybody’s knee and purred.//Spindle’s End- Quotes I found on Tumblr //Mashed Potato, 15 Days old
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I have reached a point in my life where my lips refuse to move to talk to people.

I just want to be left alone.

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I am still trying to figure out the reason why my dreams are haunted by you//

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Is it easy for hope to blossom in a soil of self doubt?// Bloom where you are planted//

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The only reason I get out of bed every morning is that one day I'll look back and see how these ordinary days made extraordinary memories.// Dharamkot,India//

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I was reading about Van Gogh and how he used yellow to connote happiness or joy and how he ate yellow paint to make his insides happy. I relate to that. There was a point in my life where I found smiling as a burden,being happy a hellish facade of future agony. Until one day I wanted to be happy I wanted to find my yellow paint that would make my insides happy. I knew that ending everything is not the only solution,there is another path. I tried to find happiness in every dusty and dark corner. I became desperate for it I wanted to eat yellow paint.I wanted to feel something other than blue. And then one day my search came to an end when I realised I was looking in all the wrong places and the only place I could find true happiness was within. I didn't need to eat the yellow paint because I always had it in me..//12-0643 Blazing Yellow// . .. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . ..#vsco #vscocam #indiapictures #chroniclesofchai #featureme #jjproject #berlinart #indiapictures #featurepalette #idontknowhowtohashtag #viewbug #lbb #lbbdelhincr #ftwotw #pastelmood #beige #flatlay #art #pastelstateofmind #motivationalquotes #goodvibes #indiancolours #vangogh #Vangoghaesthetics @fubiz #moodyindia #wethecreators #vscoxvs #vincentvangogh #bookstagram #bibliophile https://www.instagram.com/p/BpjZuublq3h/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=xnojw5rzfs2f

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×Found myself even before you could start searching× //Confetti confessions #001// . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . #vsco #vscocam #indiapictures #ignantpicoftheday #featureme #photoshootday #throwback #jjproject #berlinart #tropicaldreams #indiapictures #calcutta #idontknowhowtohashtag #viewbug #ftwotw #pastelmood #pastelstateofmind #indiaincolor #motivationalquotes #goodvibes #indiancolours #whydoweneedhashtags @fubiz #moodyindia #wethecreators #vscox #shotononeplus5t https://www.instagram.com/p/Be0-GC7A2Yr/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=cnetg0aaw538

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I wonder if you look both ways when you cross my mind. . . . . . . . . . . . . .. . ..#vsco #vscocam #indiapictures #ignantpicoftheday #featureme #photoshootday #throwback #jjproject #berlinart #tropicaldreams #indiapictures #featurepalette #shotononeplus5t #idontknowhowtohashtag #viewbug #ftwotw #pastelmood #pastelstateofmind #indiaincolor #motivationalquotes #goodvibes #indiancolours #whydoweneedhashtags @fubiz #moodyindia #wethecreators #vscoxvs #mangostreetlab#sliders #lightroom . https://www.instagram.com/p/BnnhVNEBbEV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=5ir4in4mbtb8

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I care for myself the way I used to care about you. . . . . . . . . . ..#vsco #vscocam #indiapictures #ignantpicoftheday #featureme #photoshootday #throwback #jjproject #berlinart #tropicaldreams #indiapictures #featurepalette #shotononeplus5t #idontknowhowtohashtag #viewbug #lbb #lbbdelhincr #ftwotw #pastelmood #pastelstateofmind #indiaincolor #motivationalquotes #goodvibes #indiancolours #whydoweneedhashtags @fubiz #moodyindia #wethecreators #vscoxvs #mangostreetlab#sliders #lightroom . (at Cafe Turtle & Full Circle Bookstore) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bm_NOFKBhLd/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=li2vayvuozt8

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You will always be a part of me a part that I acknowledge when I am most vulnerable because that's what you made. A part that made me who I am but this the third time I am promising myself that I am letting you go. But every conversation stems from you it starts at you and ends with you seasons have passed since we parted ways since we dicided that we are two different people I would like to say goodbye to you for the third time I hope it's the last but i hope you slip me in conversations too when you are feeling vulnerable but I would still like to say goodbye to you friend.. allow me to put these memories to rest.//Drunk text // . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .#vsco #vscocam #indiapictures #ignantpicoftheday #featureme #photoshootday #throwback #jjproject #berlinart #tropicaldreams #indiapictures #featurepalette #shotononeplus5t #idontknowhowtohashtag #viewbug #ftwotw #pastelmood #pastelstateofmind #indiaincolor #motivationalquotes #goodvibes #indiancolours #whydoweneedhashtags @fubiz #moodyindia #wethecreators #vscoxvsco #fashionblogger #blogfashion #mangostreetlab #sliders #lightroom https://www.instagram.com/p/Bj7zfYsByfv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1kcqc3yd5mhc7

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We were far away from home trying to seek answers in the brackish lake and all we found were the reflections we couldn't recognise. . . . . . . . . . . . . . #vsco #vscocam #indiapictures #ignantpicoftheday #featureme #photoshootday #throwback #jjproject #berlinart #tropicaldreams #viewbug #ftwotw #pastelmood #pastelstateofmind #traveldiaries #bleachmyfilm #nationalGeographic #northindia #goodvibes #roadtrip @fubiz #LehLadakh#moodygrams #expofilms #MoodygramsIndia #themoutainsarecalling #inspireangelo #projectdiscoverindia #shotononeplus #oneplus5tshot #tripotocommunity https://www.instagram.com/p/Boi_fCVhWWr/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=15z5sngi65axu

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"Quit feeling sorry for yourself,there are others to feel that for you. Get up and wear pants and go do what your heart seeks, Either be miserable in this moment and do something about it or be miserable your entire life and keep thinking that you'll do something."-4 mins pep talk by Daddy dear

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Real talk: Past couple of months I saw my personal graph dip. I would have surge of energy and creativity and then crashing drop. The drop is definitely not good when you are a working professional. It's a hard phenomenon to explain especially when it sounds like an absurd excuse. I have days when dragging myself out of bed would be the only thing I accomplished that day. My mental health is not soaring. But I am working on it. Today after months I decided to take a step back from everything, no emails, no text messages, just being reckless and living without deadlines.

And I surely felt alive after months. I chose to break the monotony for one day to feel like I am not stuck in a cycle of wake and make.

I wanted to experience Hygge ( a firm believer of the Danish way of living) for so long and today I felt alive. A little.

I'd like to feel alive more often.

Thank you for your time.// Your mental health is not your disability//

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