#partly its my severe social anxiety partly its just money worry.. i dont think im poor in the grand scheme of things but compared to other

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im so scared for my year abroad but if im so honest with myself i do not want to settle in england idk where i want to live when im grown up but its not here. & if i can be brave enough to move to two different countries all on my own within the space of a few months then i'll be brave enough to live anywhere i want for the rest of my life i just have to get it over with and it will be less than a year. but its so scaryyyyy