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The Scully Family In-Depth (Part XII): Prophecy, Death, and the Question of Fate
Melissa Scully's death is upon us; but I must make a slight meander to point out the unexpected impact she leaves on her sister's disbelieving-believing partner, Mulder.
As mentioned in previous meta posts (here), Melissa acts as intercessor in One Breath-- the conduit of Scully's inner voice that was consecutively silenced, reanimated, and reburied under tightly packed layers of rationality-- steering Maggie Scully's indecision into respecting her daughter's predetermined medical decisions and chastising Mulder's vengeance into honoring his partner's dignity with a final goodbye.
Mulder, who'd lost his way after losing his partner, flailed from anger to dejection to revenge to truth; and, by heeding Melissa's wisdom and doing what he knew to be right, was rewarded with a recovered self-worth and reawakened Scully. That experience began Mulder's own spiritual journey, concurrent to but widely different from Scully's own; and culminated in his salvation from vengeance and "rebirth" on the Navajo astral plane. Although his peace is destroyed in Paper Clip, the changes begun during that experience continue to bloom and grow, opening new possibilities that help to, effectively, fill in the hollow of Melissa's loss. "Fate," he repeats at the end of episode, an unwitting echo of Melissa's "There is no right or wrong-- life is... just a path" and a far cry from his angry resistance in previous conversations with the deceased Scully sister.
MELISSA, THE NAVAJO, AND "LIFE IS JUST A PATH"
As Scully is interrogating Skinner, Melissa scurries up to her sister's apartment, pulls out her own key (which means Scully must give copies to her trusted loved ones), and walks inside... to an ambush.
Albert Hosteen’s monologue sets up the mythological backbone of Paper Clip, Melissa's sacrifice and death, and the nature of direct faith working through Mulder and Scully to bring about change and "rebirth" for all.
"To the Navajo, the earth and its creatures have great influence over our existence. The stories passed from generation to generation help us to understand the reason for our tears of sadness and our tears of joy. Animals like the bear, the spider and the coyote are powerful symbols to our people.
"When the F.B.I. man Mulder was cured by the holy people, we were reminded of the story of the Gila monster, who symbolizes the healing powers of the medicine man. In this myth, the Gila monster restores a man by taking all his parts and putting them back together. His blood is gathered by ants, his eyes and ears by sun, his mind by Talking God and Pollen Boy. Then lightning and thunder bring the man back to life.
"At the end of the ceremony, when the F.B.I. man had been healed, we heard the news from other Native Americans in the northern plains that a great event had taken place. Like the Navajo, these people have their own stories and myths. One of these stories tells of the white buffalo woman who came down from the heavens and taught the Indians how to lead virtuous lives and how to pray to the creator. She told the people she would return one day, then she turned into a white buffalo and ascended into the clouds, never to be seen again. But on this day, when the holy people had given the F.B.I. man a miracle, a white buffalo was born and every Native American knew, whether he believed the story or not, that this was a powerful omen and that great changes were coming."
Mulder talks later with Scully about “fate”; and Scully, too wounded to decode metaphors and miracles, focuses on the loss of her sister instead.
The White Buffalo Woman had ascended with the promise to return again; and that return is-- to the neighboring tribe-- symbolized by the birth of a rare white calf. Its birth, however, comes at the cost of its mother's life; and the episode is not shy about drawing the parallel between either Mulder's or Scully's salvation (or both) and Melissa's doom (which will be discussed further below~.)
MAGGIE SCULLY AND GRIEF: REDUX
Maggie sweeps into the hospital under the assumption that it was Dana, not Melissa, who had been injured. This begs a theory:
Maggie had been alerted by either Scully’s building manager or neighbors, since the hospital had not called her (or, at least, not as Melissa's emergency contact.)
Maggie must have made connections or even friends with the people in Scully’s building to keep an eye out and let Maggie know if (or when) another terrible incident occurred.
If that is the case, when did Maggie and the neighbors become contacts, before or after Scully’s abduction? We know Mulder arrived late to the scene in Ascension (having driven home after a late night at the office, listened to the voicemail, and booked it back out to Scully's) but he still beat Maggie to her daughter’s place-- meaning, Maggie was alerted then by the police and not the curious, watchful, or nosy neighbors. My guess? She made connections during Scully’s disappearance while coming to clean and watch over her youngest daughter’s apartment between October 13th and November 11th (Scully’s abduction dates here.)
Another touch that bolsters this theory: Maggie does not rush to the front desk upon arrival, running instead to the nearest doctor and asking him for information: “Uh, pardon me, my daughter was brought here late last night.” Not only was she not alerted for hours, Maggie was not even called at all, it seems; because her clarification was for “Dana Scully”, not “Melissa Scully.”
The doctor sympathetically explains that the patient was her a Melissa, not Dana, Scully; and compassionately relays the diagnosis and surgery procedures while Maggie, shocked into inarticulation, slowly shakes her head as reality clashes with what she believed to be true.
After being personally escorted to Melissa’s room, Maggie drifts to her daughter’s bedside, dazed and horrified, wobbling out a “Missy? It’s Mom…” announcement.
The doctor walks back to her side, detailing a bit of the “drastic” measures he and the medical team opted to do in light of the severity of the injury: coma. At “coma”, Maggie whips her head around but refrains from further comment, listening to the full explanation before relaxing her rigid posture and leaving the situation in capable hands.
And then, while the doctor asks the nurse to fetch a chair, Mrs. Scully begins to fall apart, repressing her sobs but not her violent shakes and unchecked tears.
I've discussed grief and the Scullys different reactions to it here and here; but suffice to say, it's still interesting to note how each Scully woman grieves: Scully, alone; Maggie, leaning heavily on someone for support; and Melissa, providing support and harshly necessary advice. In hindsight, it's easy to see why Maggie married her late husband-- a rock she could always cling to-- and how that hole in her life naturally fell to either Dana or Bill to claim and fill (as will be discussed in future meta on Seasons 4 and 5.) In the opposite direction, Scully grew up as “the strong one” (a compliment Maggie gave to her, not her two sons), shadowing her father's example by internalizing her feelings completely, equating strength with denial of “weakness” or pain. That, in turn, drew her to Mulder and Mulder to her, each recognizing in the other a mutual coping mechanism and feeling safe enough to let down some of their emotional barricades in times of crisis.
When Scully is told about the shooting second-hand from Frohike,
she bolts, making a blind dash for the exit until Mulder catches up with and reasons her out of her first, irrational instinct: to run blindly forward in a frenzied attempt to prevent disaster or death at all costs.
Scully continues a childhood pattern established in A Christmas Carol and introduced in Beyond the Sea: death is her fault-- the rabbit she’d tried to protect from her older brother suffocated, the exacting captain died disappointed with his little Starbuck, the wayward partner slipped from her grasp to his preventable death; and now, her innocent sister takes an ugly, black bullet that was while on a mercy errand to soothe her anxieties.
It’s an interesting dichotomy, Scully and Death. She sought out distinguishment during her medical career, to make a difference outside of the hospital or the morgue or any place other than boots-on-the-ground in the field. Scully has her own demons she’s trying to conquer, that irrepressible thought of “failure, failure, failure” echoing deep inside her mind. She might think the blame lies in fathers or dead rabbits or lost partners and sisters; but the reality she wasn't and isn’t ready to face in Beyond the Sea or The Blessing Way or Anasazi or Never Again or A Christmas Carol or All Souls or Orison is that that the hollow gong of self-condemnation clangs only by her own hand; and will never stop-- no matter how many fathers or sisters or daughters or partners praise or assure her otherwise-- until she no longer hits it. (An aside: Tithonus was equal to Irresistible and Orison in forcing Scully to face her worst fears: death and personal weakness, defying the confines of even immortality.)
Mulder gives her focus-- a redirection that has helped him, over and over, in his relentless struggle against loss and for the truth-- and Scully does focus on that… but not for long. Because Scully can’t focus forever eye on the chase-- the gain and the lose, the lie and the truth-- while her loved ones are paying the price for her quest. It’s a core part of her character Mulder has learned to respect and yield to, and will again and again the rest of their lives (Paper Clip, Memento Mori, Gethsemane, Detour, Emily, etc.)
ALBERT HOSTEEN ARRIVES
Maggie, meanwhile, has no idea where her daughter is, sitting alone by Melissa’s bedside as the Consortium plant agent unsettles her further by swimming laps around the hospital room. When the nurse drops in to announce a visitor, she brightens-- “Is it Dana? Is Dana here?”-- and is, again, disappointed.
When Albert Hosteen walks into the room, she recoils-- too many figures in the shadows for her to trust let alone welcome this strange new man--
but when he repeats Scully’s message, Maggie grasps onto his words immediately: “You know where she is? Is she okay?”
From Mrs. Scully’s perspective, Melissa is in a coma and Dana is missing; and for the past few hours she must have teetered between despair that her youngest had been taken again and hope that she was coming soon, soon, soon.
Maggie follows Albert as he plods to Melissa’s bed; and, though immediately wary when he grasps an uninjured hand, she waits to see his next action.
“She is weak,” Albert intones, almost surprised.
“She is getting better,” Maggie insists, her tone bordering on scolding… but with doubt creeping at the edges.
“If it’s all right, I would like to pray over her here.”
Maggie nods after a second; and only after her consent does Albert begin his (off-screen) ritual.
There are a few key details that are quite interesting: Maggie is alone and very aware of strangers keeping her under unsubtle surveillance; and with one daughter in a coma and the other missing, it's hard to believe a complete stranger that waltzes into the room and claims acquaintance with her family. And not only is Albert tall, somber, and potentially physically intimidating, but he is also a man whose beliefs and practices would be at odds with Maggie's traditionally Catholic teachings and doctrine. While Maggie is more open to supernatural occurrences than her daughter-- believing in dreams and omens despite Scully's flippant disagreement-- she likely filters those experiences through a religious lens, ala the prophetic dreams in the oral and written traditions of her own faith. She, like Scully, is uncomfortable with broader explanations (i.e. walking away from Melissa’s “out there” speeches in One Breath and The Blessing Way, posts here and here); yet, Maggie still lets Hosteen in, permitting him to clutch her daughter’s hand and disagree with her doctors on nothing more than simple faith in her absent daughter's judgment. That trust will change after Scully’s behavior during Season 4’s cancer arc.
THE CHOICE IS UP TO YOU (AND YOU)
Mulder and Scully uncover a dangerous truth or two, then rendezvous with Skinner in order to create a battle plan. He wants to barrel down the path they’re on, trump card firmly in grasp; but relents after she practically begs him to return home-- a first for both: Scully giving up with tears in her eyes and Mulder relinquishing the chase (and the ground he'd gained to avenge his father and his own death) after her uncharacteristic plea.
“Look, I want exactly what you want! …But I need to see my sister.”
Scully quickly grows self-conscious, dipping her head down and slapping that age-old faux smile across her mouth-- the Dana Scully coping mechanism-- until Mulder, too, looks down and away, giving her space to recover.
“It’s up to you, Scully,” Mulder gently stipulates, leaving the final decision in her hands. (This decision, of course, leads to her further devastation later this episode when they not only lose their advantage but also Melissa, who will die in her sister’s absence, anyway. Another “failure” Mulder tries to relieve with a talk about Fate, and one that Scully can’t accept yet... and won’t for years.)
Scully is surprised and disturbed at having to choose, swiveling her eyes from Mulder’s retreating form to Skinner’s neutral posture, afraid of the judgment or disappointment he might be expressing because of her decision.
Ultimately, she chooses for them to return-- but with a stipulation of their own, a concession to her and Mulder’s equal partnership. “I told Skinner to make the deal. But not to hand over the tape until you agreed to it.” It’s an echo of “I wouldn’t put myself on the line for anybody but you”, and a precursor to “Even if that were true, I wouldn’t change a day”: Scully trusts Mulder’s instincts above all others; and her trust in him solidifies and reinforces their partnership, giving his wishes equal placement to her own wants and needs (and sometimes greater precedence than, in her self-conscious moments.)
Mulder’s rejoinder-- “I’m sorry about your sister, Scully”-- is appreciated but redirected: “I just need to know she’s going to be okay.”
THE BUFFALO SUPPORT GROUP AND SKINNER
Albert Hosteen’s narration picks back up in Melissa’s room: “For two days, I prayed for the FBI woman’s sister. Her doctor said she was getting better; and her mother, who would not leave her bedside, was able to sleep. But word have come from my brothers in the North that did not give me hope.
“The white buffalo calf had survived; but after a day it would no longer drink its mother’s milk. On the third day, the mother buffalo laid down in her stall and would not get up. They said the men could do nothing for her. That night, she died.
“My father taught me when I was a boy that this is how life is: that for something to live, another thing must often be sacrificed.”
As we can see (and are told), the dynamic has shifted over the course of two days: Maggie has fallen asleep without sending Albert away, trusting in his protection and preferring his company to being alone.
Skinner arrives, strait-laced, with answers and reassurances, disrupting Albert from his prayers and Maggie from her sleep.
“My name is Walter Skinner-- I’m an Assistant Director of the FBI.”
Maggie, unimpressed, closes her fashion magazine and looks down and away, already anticipating an endless line of questions from Dana’s higher ups.
Skinner, thrown off by the cool reception, puts his badge away and gets down to business. “I’m very sorry about your daughter,” he begins again; and, again, Maggie silently brushes him off.
Coming to the point, Skinner says, “Dana asked me to deliver a message.”
Maggie comes to life, immediately turning to the assistant director and becoming wide-eyed and taut with anticipation. “You’ve been in contact with her?” At Skinner’s “Yes,” she immediately sets aside the blanket and stands, pouring anxious wrath (which we will see again in Memento Mori) onto her youngest’s innocent messenger-- “Well, I want to know where she is”-- before ending in near tears-- “and if she’s okay….”
Skinner’s affirmation is not soothing: “She’s okay. But she’s in a very serious situation which prevents her from being here.”
Slumping, Maggie huffs out a fake trademark smile of her own before shifting into more serious anger: “What kind of situation?” She’s either questioning Skinner’s story or her daughter’s honesty; but either way, Maggie has never been a “face value” believer (Beyond the Sea, Ascension, One Breath, etc.) and her patience has been stretched thin over little bits of communication boiling down to nothing more than a shaky promise or two.
“One that we hope to reverse so that Dana can come back to work.”
Before anyone can respond, Maggie’s eyes jerk back to the shark agent circling outside their room, tipping off Skinner.
Albert Hosteen chimes in with a helpful, “That man you just saw. He’s been very curious about this room.”
This turns Skinner’s attention to Hosteen, who passes inspection and agrees to the assistant director’s injunction not to leave the room.
LOSING MORE THAN MELISSA
The last we see of Melissa’s hospital room is after Scully has arrived-- too late-- sitting alone in the dimly lit calm of the recently deceased. Mulder arrives later, joining in his partner's grief and consoling her as best he can.
“It happened three hours ago. She went into surgery-- the damage to her brain was worse than they had hoped. Her blood pressure started to rise; and, uh…. She slipped away.
"She died for me,” Scully mourns, “and I tried to tell her I was sorry, but I don’t think she’ll ever really know.”
Scully has sat in this chair for who knows how long trying to form an apology, unable to form the words; and now feels like even more of a failure for not at least giving this one thing in exchange for Melissa’s sacrifice.
“Oh, she knows. Melissa knows," Mulder insists.
Scully can’t accept that for herself-- won’t until she releases all the guilt and shame she’s holding in, at last, in All Things-- and so stays silent, regrouping with Herculean effort.
Sucking in a reinforcing breath, Scully detours the conversation away from her rightful pain to her unwarranted self-flagellation: “You were right. There is no justice.” Meaning: my actions stripped my sister of her life and doomed her to injustice after death.
“I don’t think this is about justice, Scully,” Mulder contradicts.
“Then what is it about?” she questions, desperately needing a belief to cling to, a direction to head in.
It’s in this moment Mulder takes on the role of conduit to Scully's inner voice from Melissa: “I think it’s about fate.”
As mentioned in the opening paragraphs, Mulder's time on the astral plane has changed his openness to spiritual connections beyond his understanding. The problem of belief, however, remains: Mulder believes that "the truth is out there", that paranormal or supernatural happenings exist... but he doesn't believe in them. Without Melissa's influence, it takes Scully another five years before she works her way back to believing in them the way she used to, the way that Melissa was helping her rediscover before her untimely death.
Scully wants to accept this, too; but, again, cannot.
Mulder pauses, gulps, and gently, indirectly questions, “Skinner told me that he talked to you. That you were insistent about coming back to work. …Now if Melissa’s death--”
Scully parries his probe for the guilt that haunted her in Beyond the Sea: shaking her head to pacify his worries and dissuade his scrutiny, she adamantly insists, “I need something to put my back up against.”
“I feel the same way,” Mulder continues, softly treading back to territory she wants to avoid. “We’ve both lost so much.”
Scully looks down, pebbles her chin, steadies it, and looks back, not wanting to minimize his grief while avoiding her own.
“I believe that what we’re looking for… is in the X-Files," he continues, "and we’re certain more than ever that the truth is in there.”
Scully does not take comfort in balancing tragic loss against truths uncovered, staking her position firmly and unshakably in measured, avenging justice: “I’ve heard the truth, Mulder. Now what I want are the answers.”
Mulder scoots over to embrace Scully; and she, giving in to the comfort and the pain, allows him to do so, reaching for a tighter grip around his neck.
And thus ends Paper Clip.
THE WHITE BUFFALO CALF: MULDER OR SCULLY?
Albert Hosteen at first compares Mulder's recovery in The Blessing Way to the Navajo tale of the Gila Monster: "When the F.B.I. man Mulder was cured by the holy people, we were reminded of the story of the Gila monster, who symbolizes the healing powers of the medicine man. In this myth, the Gila monster restores a man by taking all his parts and putting them back together. His blood is gathered by ants, his eyes and ears by sun, his mind by Talking God and Pollen Boy. Then lightning and thunder bring the man back to life."
However, Hosteen soon receives word from another (unnamed) tribe that links the birth of their legendary white buffalo calf to the day of Mulder's recovery: "Like the Navajo, these people have their own stories and myths. One of these stories tells of the white buffalo woman who came down from the heavens and taught the Indians how to lead virtuous lives and how to pray to the creator. She told the people she would return one day, then she turned into a white buffalo and ascended into the clouds, never to be seen again. But on this day, when the holy people had given the F.B.I. man a miracle, a white buffalo was born and every Native American knew, whether he believed the story or not, that this was a powerful omen and that great changes were coming."
Canonically, this sets up exciting possibilities that aren't followed through (or, at least, not very well); but if one takes a step back, the Mulder and Calf comparison doesn't work at all:
Melissa's sacrifice is drawn directly to Scully throughout the entire episode, with Scully repeating that fact in doomed tones over and over and over.
The White Buffalo Woman is a feminine mythology, tying more neatly to the mother buffalo/Melissa's "sacrifice" and the calf/Scully's "rebirth" (as foretold in the legend.)
Not only does Melissa act as the "maternal" guide to Scully's inner voice, she is also her protector, supporter, and keeper-- in this life and the next: saving her sister from irrational rationality and her niece from an existence only relieved by her death (Beyond the Sea, The Blessing Way, A Christmas Carol, etc.)
If parallels between Mulder's "rebirth" and Melissa's "sacrifice" can be drawn, so can Scully's escape from her assassins and "rebirth" back into normal civilization alongside Melissa's death. It would also line up narratively with Albert's monologue about the buffalos: “The white buffalo calf had survived; but after a day it would no longer drink its mother’s milk. On the third day, the mother buffalo laid down in her stall and would not get up. They said the men could do nothing for her. That night, she died." Scully, too, was separated from her sister for a period of three days; and Melissa, too, died on the third.
Furthermore, there is no connection between Mulder's set of circumstances and Melissa's, narratively or mythologically.
However, we all know The X-Files is loaded with errors because of a lack of show bible and a broken, incohesive narrative; that means, unfortunately, there is one possibility for the comparison to work-- and that is by taking The Field Where I Died's canon seriously.
TFWID posits that Mulder, Melissa Rydell, and Scully are connected soulmates, recycled together as an unholy trio in each life (kind of like the vampires in 3) and doomed to suffer tragic fates until they get it right. (On the surface, this might further prove the hypothesis that "the X-Files was always a dark show with an unhappy ending" except that Chris Carter himself said that wasn't the case-- though he might have changed his mind recently.) Massive plot holes of the episode aside, TFWID also posits each soul is reborn into a new body regardless of the sex of that body, meaning Mulder was alternately a Confederate man and a Jewish woman in previous lives.
And the Jewish woman reincarnation is the stickler... because that was the last past life Mulder had (to my knowledge) before his current one. Meaning, Mulder soul could very well be the White Buffalo Woman at some point in his past, reborn in this life, again, to bring about the justice and better ending he'd failed to accomplish in the preceding ones. It would do away with the feminine-only bent to the mythology, at the very least; and it would tie into Chris Carter's overall vision for the show-- fate vs. freewill, with fate winning out again and again in Mulder and Scully's lives.
However, that would negate the more interesting and accurate interpretation of the White Buffalo Woman mythology: that Scully, not Mulder, was the woman fated to save the world.
That interpretation would also make sense because Scully often experienced visitations from the dead or dying in the series (posts here and here), including Albert Hosteen's apparition in Amor Fati... which was right after the revelation that shook her to the core: finding the key to everything in Africa. And if that be the case, then the files and the Conspiracy and being a part of Mulder's quest was Scully's fated journey; and that Mulder had made repeated mistakes that destroyed his life in each of the past ones. That Scully was here, now, to "keep him honest, make him a whole person" and safeguard him from danger (and himself) while saving the world.
Furthermore, this interpretation of canon (which I argue is the only factual one) would also negate the late-in-the-game comparison between William and buffalos in Season 9 since:
The White Buffalo Woman was prophesied to be reborn with agency-- to be a leader herself, not a vessel for the next "Messiah."
It would mean Scully's son was a natural product of her and Mulder's dedication to each other, a bonus to saving the world and setting her partner's life to rights.
Of course, there is the third option: that both Mulder and Scully are tied into the legend as they are in every other area of their life-- together (shoutout to @deathsbestgirl's meta considerations here.)
MOTHER EARTH AND UNCONSCIOUS TRUTHS
Melissa, the voice of Scully’s unconscious truths, has died-- at the hand of the Conspiracy, no less. Her impact is far from over, however, trailing behind Scully until she is given (and is able to give back) a form of justice, showing her worn and weary sister that the unknowable and inevitable need not drag her down-- that life and death are both “just a path.” That, like the native tribes believed, all of life’s joys and pains must be held in equal balance to truly understand and appreciate what it is to live.
Scully’s ouroboros is that struggle. Death is terrifyingly final; and she fears what little of her impact or legacy will be left with those who have gone before and those that will come after, flipping rapidly back and forth between guilty rumination and morbid, fascinated terror. The fear of her lack of consequence drives Scully back to Maggie for reassurance, away from Mulder’s lack thereof in Never Again, and into the arms of any man who will consume her griefs and guilt in a temporary, enamored embrace… only to repeat the cycle again, restlessly seeking peace. Melissa, her father, Mulder, Maggie, and Emily have given her reassurance and absolution, repeatedly; but it isn’t until Scully embraces the incomprehensible experiences of Amor Fati and All Things that she is able to, at last, settle those doubts into calm, even joyful acceptance.
What I find most fascinating about Melissa's character is that the development of her bond with Scully builds, not lessens, as the years roll on: the nuanced angles of their relationship aren't fully revealed until Season 5’s A Christmas Carol; and the lessons that have nibbled since their father’s death in Beyond the Sea are recontextualized each time Melissa's influence stretches out from the grave to save her sister from rigidly unyielding scientific explanations or excuses.
Some day, after years of confusion and misinterpretation, her pleas will be able to be heard and will, at last, help her sister achieve peace.
Thanks for reading~
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Hawaii Part XII— THE MIND ELECTRIC
First: Introduction to the Snow
Previous: 宇宙ステーションのレベル7
Next: Labyrinth
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If I could protect but one person from war's horror, then I would bear any shame. I would bear it proudly.
FFXII Week -> Day 5 (belated)
#ffxii#ffxii week 2024#final fantasy xii#basch fon ronsenburg#ashelia b'nargin dalmasca#quailgifs#my absolute BELOVED!!!!!#i just#this is one of the standout Basch moments of the entire game for me#we get to see part of his guilt - part of the chains that have caged him for so many years#after abandoning his home - his family - his twin#hough........
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Imagine, had it not all been necessary.
And the other two of the set.
#Artist: sayta0_#commission#ff12#final fantasy 12#final fantasy xii#ffxii#vayne solidor#Not tagging this as ffxii week because I didn't actually draw it - I can't draw for four beans and half an onion - I just paid for it#If it should be tagged anyways (matches day 1) someone tell me and I'll add the tag#A part of me wishes I had comm'd these closer together in time but it is neat to see the progression of an artist's style over 1.5 years
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FFXII Staff Interview: The Art Directors part I
From left to right: Isamu Kamikokuryo, Hideo Minaba, and Akihiko Yoshida.
Was Basch originally meant to be a young character when development began? But before we delve into that, please tell us about the time when you joined the development of FFXII!
Minaba: I joined the dev team after the international version of FFIX was finished. At first, the team discussed making a game for PlayOnline (FFXI) over a period of six months or a year, but before we knew it, it had become FFXII, haha. The character's head and body and even the decision of whether the game would be online or offline went through several changes during the development process. Akihiko: I joined the FFXII team at the same time as Minaba, after Vagrant Story was finished. Kamikokuryo: I joined a little later than the two of them, which is after FFX was released. It was only then that FFXII's development actually started. Minaba: I think it was around the time when the staff who had been working on PlayOnline (FFXI) started to join the FFXII project, that it was decided our team would become FFXII. Akihiko: At that time, we didn't have a scenario yet, so I sketched numerous characters for FFXII based on my own imagination. However, none of the designs I made at pre-production made it to the final product.
What were the initial concepts like?
Minaba: In the beginning, all characters wear light clothing. In the final cut, only some of them do. Akihiko: We had a complete polygon model that is named "Basch" for PS2 testing-purposes. This "Basch" is of different design than what we see in-game. "Basch" walked around on the map, but he wasn't an older man as we see today; he was a younger character. By creation date alone, Basch was the oldest. After "Basch", I designed Vaan as the first official character. I spent a lot of time working on Vaan's design before the scenario was finalized, so it took me a long time to complete it. Kamikokuryo: It was very exciting to see the process of perfecting the polygon models of the characters. Minaba: The characters were drawn so well that everytime I work on them, I thought, "Ah, I must work hard too".
Akihiko-san, FFXII is your first work in mainline Final Fantasy, did you feel any pressure?
Akihiko: Whenever I felt pressure, I could not sleep at night, so I tried not to think about it. There are only so many designs I can come up with, so I tried to craft my own interpretation of what is 'Final Fantasy' and tried various concepts I could do with that framework, and as a result, I ended up with the current character designs.
In the staff roll following the epilogue, we can see Akihiko-san's artwork as the background, correct?
Akihiko: Yes, since the epilogue depicts what happens after the main story, in the illustrations for the staff roll, I tried to imagine the story before the main story's prologue. Actually, this marks the third instance where I've applied this approach, following Final Fantasy Tactics and Vagrant Story. My apologies for the repetition (laughs).
In one of the illustrations, Fran and her sisters are looking out the window. What were they looking at?
Akihiko: I drew it as if she were looking out the window into the world of Ivalice. Most Viera live in the forest and do not go outside, but Fran is interested in the world outside and chooses to interact with humes. The illustration is a bit reminiscent of that.
#final fantasy xii#final fantasy 12#staff interview#akihiko yoshida#hideo minaba#isamu kamikokuryo#ffxii#ff12#each dev will get their specific questions. part 1 focuses on akihiko-san!#we'll get the writing team too
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D A L M A S C A E S T E R S A N D - Final Fantasy XII
#final fantasy xii#final fantasy 12#ffxii#ff12#final fantasy xii zodiac age#final fantasy 12 zodiac age#ffxii zodiac age#ff12 zodiac age#image#my image#landscape#scenery#viera#ffxii viera#this was made a few months ago as part of a uni project#dalmasca estersand#for some reason the formatting doesn't work on my theme#original post
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Spoilers for Reks's Lost Chapter (Part 5)
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Omg they took the ship. Setzer's gonna kill them.😂
This was such a good Lost Chapter! I'm really looking forward to when Iris comes.💖💖 (I am hoarding everything for her.😂) She's gonna be so cute! I do wonder how she's gonna fight, though. I mean there's what she does when she's in your party for FFXV, but what about beyond that?🤔 (*cough* Iris the Daemon Slayer content please.)
#DFFOO#Dissidia Opera Omnia#Opera Omnia#FFXII#FFVI#Final Fantasy XII#Final Fantasy VI#Vaan#Reks#Basch#Balthier#Ashe#Penelo#Fran#Llyud#Setzer#Storm yells about Opera Omnia.#I could've squeezed this onto the last part but I didn't want it to be too long.#Ah well.
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PARTE XII
Quando todos já saíram retornando para suas casas, Victor ainda estava na taberna tentando pensar em alguma coisa e a única coisa que ele conseguiu pensar, foi em pedir ajuda para Sara a qual é a única que sabe de seu segredo com tal moça. - Eu não sei o que fazer, Sara. - É..., ouvi tudo daqui e não entendo o porquê de você estar assim. É só uma mulher!
- Como não entendes, Sara?! Eu não lhe disse que ela não se parece com uma mulher qualquer com aqueles trajes chiques? Tenho certeza que ela é alguém lá de cima e se eu a trouxer para cá e algum deles a reconhecer, irão dizer que virei de lado e que sou indigno de continuar com o legado de meu pai em Tanurg. - Mas pelo o que eu me lembro, você nem sabe quem ela é! Como podem te julgar por isso? - Posso não saber quem ela é, mas sei que ela não é uma de nós e isso é o bastante para me julgarem indigno por estar ajudando-a e por não ter contado a eles desde o início.
- Fala como se não conhecesse seus próprios amigos. Às vezes você se preocupa demais com o que os outros irão pensar e se esquece de se preocupar com a pessoa mais importante para você, você mesmo.
- Se preocupar com o que os outros poderão pensar de mim, de uma certa forma é se preocupar comigo. Sabe que eu já não tenho muitos amigos, não quero perder o pouco do que tenho. - Tome..., você está precisando de uma bebida e ela não será por conta da casa. - Grrr...!!! Não, Sara! Eu não estou precisando encher a cara, estou precisando descobrir quem é ela!
- Acaso já pensou em você mesmo tentar descobrir quem é essa moça?
- Eu não posso sair por aí perguntando para todo mundo, isso seria tão óbvio! E segundo que eu nem sei por onde começar!
- Hum..., pensando bem..., eu acho que posso te ajudar nisso.
Então, Sara se sentou ao lado de Victor e lhe contou a respeito de algumas coisas que ela ouviu por aí.
E segundo ela, há pelo menos três ou quatro Sims que estão sendo procuradas cada qual em um lugar diferente fora dos limites de Tanurg, e que Victor poderia ir atrás disso sem contar a tal moça em sua casa e verificar por ele mesmo se a descrição de alguma delas batem com a moça em sua casa. Ele pode começar conversando com o carpinteiro Godwin de Tartosa, depois com o padeiro Dagaric de Windenburg, e por último com o barbeiro de Godfrey de Forgotten Hollow, pois foi deles que ela ouvi a respeito.
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tag drop 2.
X / kindred. are you there / dear wolf? XI / jinx. flush my psyche down the drain XII / vi. tough as nails and made to hold power XIII / vander. and the hearts we held so tight won't stay broken XIV / isha. happy to just be a part of your story XV / renata. nothing can be done by feeling sorry for myself XVI / qiyana. whining in a fit until their story's been heard XVII / ezreal. 'cause it's easier to focus on just the prize above my head XVIII / mel. I walked down a path / leading to the past XIX / sylas. life is to consume / to become food for each other XX / silco. raindrops wash down the facade / the hills are painted
#X / kindred. are you there / dear wolf?#XI / jinx. flush my psyche down the drain#XII / vi. tough as nails and made to hold power#XIII / vander. and the hearts we held so tight won't stay broken#XIV / isha. happy to just be a part of your story#XV / renata. nothing can be done by feeling sorry for myself#XVI / qiyana. whining in a fit until their story's been heard#XVII / ezreal. 'cause it's easier to focus on just the prize above my head#XVIII / mel. I walked down a path / leading to the past#XIX / sylas. life is to consume / to become food for each other#XX / silco. raindrops wash down the facade / the hills are painted
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3:43 PM EDT August 25, 2024:
Daal - "Dodecahedron Part XII" From the album Dodecahedron (May 2012)
Last song scrobbled from iTunes at Last.fm
File under: Neo-prog that Makes Reference to Godspeed You! Black Emperor
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Hawaii Part XII — Introduction to the Snow
First: Introduction to the Snow
Previous: N/A
Next: Isle Unto Thyself
#introduction to the snow#hawaii part ii#hawaii part 2#Hawaii part ii fanart#miracle musical#miracle musical fanart#itsnotjustgibberish#the anarchy anthology#Hawaii Part XII#hpii#resident simon#simon hpii
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Fascinating how, despite having the same teacher, students will develop a different repertoire. I know one other student is a big fan of Shostakovic's pieces (and, I'm guessing, Russian style composers from the period), another is big on more pyrotechnic stuff from what I could hear, and in the meantime I'm over here getting depressing pieces and attempting to play Bach at every occasion lmao
#I started with lacrimosa by Liszt and from then on I think he's been trying to encourage this direction of pieces lmao#the sadder a piece is the more I'm fond of it apparently 💀#'you enjoy Bach and melanchonic pieces' yeah that sums up my person I guess??#currently lowkey living the dream with the Well Tempered Klavier prelude XII from book 2 <3#those minor thirds are 🔥🔥😭#the most difficult part of playing it I think is not to make it overly dramatic#because it is still baroque#and the sadness and somberness of it are vastly different from a romantic or 20th century piece#my post
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Got Final Fantasy XII: The Zodiac Age for the PC! And umm since I played this game a bajillion and a half times I don't have that much new to say but...
I did notice that the sound is a lot more rich(?) or I can hear the subtleties better with my PC headset, like in the opening cinematic I could hear Ashe's jewelry jingle around.
Also the control scheme and camera are going to get some time to get used to. I'm used to Final Fantasy XIV's control scheme and camera, so I kept wanting to control the camera with mouse + right click, and I kept wanting to jump with space.
#final fantasy xii#ffxii#ffxii:tza#pc gaming#i think the fact that I use an obnoxiously custom keyboard might be part of the issue#I use a alice layout with a separate numpad+nav cluster#I think I might dig up the ps4 controller to make my life easier
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history of IVALICE
The story of this game is narrated according to the Old Valendian Calendar, the very first year begins with the founding of the Galtean Alliance by Dynast King Raithwall.
The history of Ivalice can be divided into three major periods:
"Ancient Era" before the emergence of Dynast Kings,
"Middle Age" during the Galtean Alliance,
and "Modern Age" after the fall of the Galtean Alliance.
In the following sections, we will follow these three periods and unravel the history of Ivalice up to the year 706 of the Old Valendian Calendar, where Vaan's story begins.
Column: Situation in the year 704 of the Old Valendian Calendar --- Before the fall of Nabradia
The Kingdom of Nabradia, which bordered the Empire of Archadia, had been under constant diplomatic pressure from the Empire. To strengthen relations with her sister kingdom Dalmasca, the Kingdom of Nabradia arranged the betrothal of the second prince Rasler, with Ashelia of Dalmasca.
Meanwhile, in Nabradia, the "neo-Rozarrian faction" which sought to bring in fleet from mainland Rozarria grew in number, causing internal struggle which boiled over into civil war. In the name of suppressing the civil war, Vayne, the third prince of the Emperor of Archadia, marched his army into Nabradia and destroyed the kingdom before Rozarria could send contigency.
The kingdom of Nabradia seemed to have destroyed itself in the civil war, but it was Vayne who pulled the strings behind the scenes. It was Vayne who was behind the scenes manipulating the neo-Rozarrian faction in Nabradia. However, there are very few people who knew about this fact and Vayne’s schemes.
#ff12#ffxii#final fantasy XII#final fantasy 12#location: nabradia#Ashelia B'nargin Dalmasca#Rasler Heios Nabradia#Vayne Carudas Solidor#names like middle ages / ancient ages / modern age might differ in official translations. i found no record of those#also. the article in the column is not in the game at all#in game we are told from judge zecht's perspective who is part of the army vayne sent to quell the civil war#nabradia and rozarria are allies. they fought because vayne stirred up problems. and vayne wanted the shard from nabradia#so not only vayne framed basch. he also stirred the neo rozarria. and accidentaly blew up nabudis. the translator is at loss for words#the translator considers this the reason why gramis comes to fear vayne after nabradia destruction#edit: fixed typo in the post.
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