#part 118695 in which Daesun proofs he is my most annoying muse

[rainyearning]

open to anyone situation: they started off purely sexual and it was the nasty disgusting degradation humiliation shit Daesun is all into but they developed feeling and now Daesun is being weird about it

"Sometimes I just miss the way you looked at me with hate and disgust, that just felt so real and honest.. the moment you started looking at me with all that love in your eyes, that's when I started to feel like it's not real. I am not deserving of love, you know." Daesun took a drag of his cigarette, gaze lowering slowly. "And I know it's horrible to say something like this."