#parasocially insane of me but yknow i think u all will understand me

[nebulaedaniel]

i say it every time dan mentions it but i get so emotional whenever dan talks about 2018, the pre-coming out era. he might be playing it up a little, but it always sounds so laced with guilt for not coming out sooner. i wonder if he thinks, or thought, that there was resentment from us. i hope he know there isn’t and never was. that them choosing to come out at all means the world but even if they never had, we’d still be here. i understand him, and phil, the feeling of just looking through the window without being able to participate because a part of you is hidden. i can’t imagine what it was like noticing that their audience is predominantly queer.

i’m just really proud of them.