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As I approach the 7th anniversary of my cancer diagnosis, it's a moment for introspection. The absence of that โfinal" bell, signifying the end of treatment, will never be my reality, at least not for now. The perpetual need for cancer treatment and its accompanying debilitating side effects are what Iโve had to learn how to cope with daily.
Life, much like its historical cycles, unfolds in seasons. For instance, spring, a time for blooming and so many possibilities, but as we probably all know by now, that the greatest of times are inevitably followed by the challenging or the worst of timesโ so this would be summer, where discomfort demands some perseverance. Yet, if we manage to push through it leads us to a much needed respite which is fall, and also a season I truly cherish. Finally, there's winter, a season I relocated to avoid ๐, a season that is sometimes short and other times long but one that undoubtedly offers unparalleled room for growth.
Recognizing my perpetual winter and coping with these seemingly unbearable days there became a crucial question. How can I possibly continue to endure this season any longer? The answer has recently emerged which involved developing some sort of future vision for my life. I already can predict how that looks weekly, so I continue to brace myself for the challenges, perhaps a lifelong affair. Yet, intertwined with the struggle are precious moments with Jackson, Jason, family, and friendsโbasically all relationships, an irreplaceable gift given from this season and cancer.
This journey has transformed my perspective on God, my relationship with Him, and my connection with my Savior Jesus Christ. There's a far deeper meaning to this life, a realization that everyone's unique gifts, weaknesses, and experiences can enrich our lives. Seven years of battling cancer have taught me that regardless of the season, we can inspire and support one another. In the midst of difficulty, there's a shared strength that blesses us all.
And finally, because Iโm super sarcastic and I do love a joke or two. I finally have a punch line that not everyone can use but one where no one should get too offended because I mean, I am the one who has cancer lol.
#multiplemyeloma #paraneoplasticsyndrome
#multiplemyeloma #paraneoplasticsyndrome
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August 26th, 2019
I went to the primary today to do my month follow up. I advised my doctors assistant I didnโt know if she still wanted me to go to UCSF and also that I needed help with the appeal process for my disability. She said ok, took me in the back and assured me to tell my doctor but she would start everything for me. Man I love my doctors office and staff.
I go in to speak with my doctor advised her of the PET Scan showed nothing, explained my blood work to her and asked if she still wanted me to go to UCSF. She advised me due to the autoimmune disease and my blood work regardless of the findings on the PET Scan many things are still alarming. So I will have to go.
You see the way my autoimmune disease works is it camouflages my cancer cells to look and act like normal cells. So although my PET Scan showed nothing my blood work is saying otherwise. So off to the specialist to hope they can fix me. Also she wrote my letter which basically says Iโm out indefinitely as of right now and until she states otherwise.
Living with the unknown sucks. Iโve said it before Iโve always had control of my life so now dealing with this itโs as if I have no control. I have to answers to how to fix me and or how to cope with it. Itโs as if I am just me floating in water that never ends.
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Lambert - Eaton myasthenic syndrome (LEMS) is an uncommon autoimmune disease in which the bodyโs own muscle tissues are attacked by the immune system
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Todayโs the day I get to see the oncologist. August 13th, 2019! Since my thyroid has been removed Iโve continued to have issues. Iโve mention many of them in my previous posts. To name a couple different ones I have issues with swallowing my pills, talk as I lose my voice and extreme fatigue.
Anyways time to see the oncologist Iโm so excited. I wake up my voice is shot, the right side of my throat is swollen and man Iโm soo exhausted. I get to the Drs, get checked in, go to the back. Now Iโm at a cancer clinic so itโs extremely cold and my body knows itโs cold but Iโm pouring sweat. Why am I pouring sweat?
I do my Intake Dr walks in and we discuss my issues. He asks to to sit on the table and again Iโm still sweating, I can barely talk and my throat is swollen. In the deep back of my mind Iโm thankful for all of this to be present while Iโm seeing the doctor but in the front of my mind Iโm thinking โfor fucks sake get it together bodyโ. Lol.
Letโs rewind to before surgery Iโm seeing my endocrinologist I explain to him โhey look I have swelling in my lymph nodes on the right side of my neckโ in which he replies โoh itโs probably allergies they donโt look cancerousโ. Now most of you donโt know but I come from a long family of people in the medical field a long with I went to school to be a medical assistant so me being me Iโm like ok cool let this dude fuck in and see what happens.
FYI donโt ever challenge the world like that because me having the knowledge I do I should of said โHey umm you canโt see if they are cancerous or not as itโs an ultrasoundโ. However, I failed doing so and now here we are.
Fast forward back to present day. The oncologist goes over everything I explained above, asked why I didnโt do RAI and so forth for me to have no answers. I explain my blood work which my thyroglobulin antibodies were fine but my actually thyroglobulin was elevated( this only happens when there is still cancer present within the body and itโs typically due to an autoimmune disease).
This has my oncologist even more worried so I now go for a PET scan next Wednesday. This will help determine where else I may have cancer. From here itโs lots of sleep, mindful eating and taking it easy.
#fuckcancer#thyroidcancer#cancerfughter#paraneoplasticsyndrome#fighter#real#raw#mystory#livingwiththeunknow#livingwithcancer#livingwithanautoimmunedisease#life
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Growing up I loved being outdoors, hiking, going to the park, riding my bike, rollerblading, and so much more. As I became a young adult I started having more and more issues being able to do this. Iโd get tired, fatigued and so sore. At the age I pushed through but as an adult I couldnโt do it as much. I tried for so long to keep pushing before I lost motivation.
I decided in November of 2017 it was time for me to take my life back. So I called and I made an appointment with Southern Nevada Bariatrics. I felt like this was my last hope I was having issues losing weight and all the doctors I had seen blamed everything else going on, on my weight.
As I stated in my previous post I had my weight loss surgery May 2018. Upon doing so I started losing weight but as I started losing weight my symptoms started getting worse. I went from having dizzy/blackout spells maybe once or twice a month some times every other month to daily, I started having speech problems even worse, memory loss and so much. Now I saw many specialist some meds that helped... yay hiked again ... except I fell and when I fell I fractured my L2. Most people this wouldnโt have happened but I too of all my various health issues I also have degenerative disc disease.
So no hiking for awhile. Random issues still presenting itself. Finally had my surgery for my thyroid cancer(fuck this cancer). This should be the fix all. Boy was I wrong. Iโve progressively got worse. I tried so hard recently to go for a hike and upon doing so I over exerted myself to the point my brother forced me back down the mountain. I had about 12-15 close calls with my black out while going up.
We got back down and I eat my taco get in to start the car and my leg wtf my leg it was shaking so badly. Iโve lost control of my muscle function. I had to wait a good 10 min to help it calm enough for me to start the trip down the mountain. Luckily my foot didnโt need to be on the gas I coasted and we finished our day.
By the end of this I was exhausted but no rest for the wicked I had things to do the following day. I woke the next day and my body was screaming at me โstay in bed you need restโ! Did I listen? No of course not. Instead I pushed it. The following day I was sick and when I say sick I mean I felt like I had a flue I was cold but I was sweating and feeling like I was burning up but I was cold?!?!? What the fuck is going on with me and why?
This is just portions of my journey fighting the unknown and there will be more to come!
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Life hasnโt always been easy for me but Iโve always found ways to make it a bit easier. Iโve struggled so long facing the unknown and having so much other things consum me itโs unreal. Thatโs one of the reasons Iโve started this blog.
Since I can remember Iโve struggled with muscle spasms, memory loss, speech issues, dizzy spells, black outs, insomnia and migraines.
As a child I literally never slept I was always just wanting to go, go, go. Iโd keep my parents up, my aunt and my siblings just because I couldnโt get settled. I was always restless. However, it never messed with my energy levels. Once I got into my preteens I would start to get the worst migraines, muscle spasms and occasionally would have issues with my short term memory.
Most parents may be alarmed by it but my parents just didnโt think anything was wrong and it was me growing. Until I had my first ever flare up. At 15 I remember having to call my dad and tell him something was wrong and I needed to go to the doctors. He asked what was wrong and I told him I had lost control of my mobility every muscle in my body hurt and was stiff, my skin felt tight, I had the worst fever ever and I felt lost. My dad rushed over to get me and take me to UMC ER where the Drs poked me, yelled at me to calm down and treated me like I was faking. They told my dad I possibly had mono.
Well after hours of tests and scans they found nothing so they sent us on our way. How is it Iโm suffering with all these symptoms yet nothing is showing it made no sense. I would randomly suffer from these flare ups yet nothing would be done because well the doctors could never find anything.
Flash forward to me being 20 and pregnant I started rapidly gaining weight. Over 100lbs. Wtf this isnโt normal I donโt understand. Doctor after doctor I must be, being lazy. No I worked out 5 days a week, I ate healthy, and I took my vitamins. Still nothing was found, however my symptoms would get a bit worse.
A couple years pass Iโm still having issues with my muscles and some mobility issues but I continue to push through. Iโd have random flare up where I would spike a fever, become lethargic and lose mobility. my ex would rush me to the hospital just to be told nothing is wrong with me. If you are wondering yes it drove him crazy.
I remember I was at the laundry mat doing laundry one day and my joints locked up and my muscles started to spasm. I freaked out grabbed my phone the best I could and called my dad again. He was always my hero. He rushed to where I was helped me load everything and helped me get me, my vehicle and everything else to my house.
Here we go again more doctors and guess what? Nothing! I have a scare with finding lumps in my breast thinking I have breast cancer(it runs in my family). Iโm told no but I need to have regular mammograms because of the history. I have a pap done and cancer is found. I was devastated but how could this contribute to my health?!? I have surgery to remove it all have to do checks ever 6 months until I have 3 cancer free paps. I made it the next 3 were all clear. Whoop whoop. To bad this wasnโt the end.
I continue to have all my issues. At this point doctors started blaming my weight so I would just push through things or stay in bed to avoid it. Fast forward i have weight loss surgery May of 2018 to see if the doctors are right. Nope not the case.
Within the first 9 days I have issues and have to go back into surgery. I come out feel somewhat better but here comes my migraines and the dizzy/black out spells again. Omg I havenโt suffered in ages with these but I have everything else. Once again every doctor I go to thinks Iโm insane. I finally find my current primary and she starts sending me for further testing. I mean the works cardiologist, neurologist and so forth.
I get told I have low blood pressure from cardio . Neuro at one point said one of my tests show silent seizures and well an ultra sounds revealed cancer again except this time in the thyroid. This makes no sense. I get my biopsy it confirms, have my surgery for a full thyroid removal, still positive for cancer, get told I may have an auto immune disease and here I am still suffering.
This is me living with the unknown!
#livingwithanautoimmunedisease#livingwithcancer#livingwiththeunknow#thyroidcancer#fuckcancer#autoimmunedisease#paraneoplasticsyndrome#real#raw#mystory#life#mylife
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๐๐ฉโ๐จ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐๐๐ง๐ฉ๐๐๐๐ฎ! And guess what I get to do? Thatโs right... Cancer treatment ๐
Listen, I donโt mind so much, I mean besides some side effects it really has given me a lot of my life back
โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ
And along with increasing age, also comes increasing wisdom... So hereโs a few things Iโve learned along the way...
*Life can often feel unfair
*We canโt avoid hard things
*Donโt sweat the small stuff... Or the big stuff
*We can ALWAYS do better
*People are just trying their best
*Donโt EVER give up
*Tomorrow could be better
*Be nice to everyone
*Get a cat ๐ Theyโre the best ๐
๐ผ๐ฃ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ค๐ง๐ฉ๐๐ฃ๐ฉ๐ก๐ฎ...
*๐๐๐๐ ๐ค๐ช๐ฉ ๐๐ค๐ and your life will be better!
I truly do love yโall and feel so blessed right now! You have made my life SO much better!
#multiplemyeloma #neuromusculardisease #paraneoplasticsyndrome
#happybirthdaytome
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This is such a HUGE accomplishment for me! I cooked ๐. One of the more challenging symptoms for me to manage these past couple of years, has been my constant nerve pain along with a tremor and weakness in both my hands... Which turns a seemingly simple into climbing a mountain! Well... Cooking has been my Mount Everest.
My goal with sharing this post is to hopefully give yโall a little more hope... Hope that you to can achieve any goal you may set out to accomplish in this life even, if itโs as simple as cooking a healthy meal ๐ฅ
#smallgains #sograteful #nevergiveup #interxhasbeenagamechanger #multiplemyeloma #paraneoplasticsyndrome #nueromusculardisease #healthy #lowcarb #chickenenchiladas #macrofriendly
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"๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐"
Iโve been working really hard these past few months for this baby muscle of mine... Even with shingles and all (which I donโt recommend btw) ๐ฃ
Itโs now another treatment day which also brings that dreaded steroid day... dexmethasone, or in the myeloma world โdex daysโ ๐ณ
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๐ข๐ง๐๐ซ๐๐๐ฌ๐๐ ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐ญ๐ข๐ญ๐
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๐ฐ๐๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ ๐๐ข๐ง
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๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ค๐๐ ๐ ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐๐จ๐ฌ๐
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๐ฌ๐ฐ๐๐๐ญ... ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐๐๐ญ ... ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐๐๐ญ ๐
But also....
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๐ก๐ฎ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฆ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ ๐๐ง๐๐ซ๐ ๐ฒ
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๐จ๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐๐ฅ ๐ญ๐ข๐ฆ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฆ๐๐ฑ๐ข๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ! ๐ช
Itโs official, 9 months of treatment ... done โ
And I probably only have like a lot more to go ๐คจ
#myelomamotived #multiplemyeloma #neuromusculardisease #paraneoplasticsyndrome #fitness #myelomafitness #macrocounting #cancerfitness #nevergiveup
Thank you to the best OT/PT outpatient therapy team in Dallas! www.thereXtherapycenter.com
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August 15th, 2019
I went in to see my neurologist as I havenโt seen him in 4 months. Plus my endo never documented his findings of paraneoplastic syndrome. Soo here we go asking to have the test ran so it helps figure out the next steps with my cancer.
I go in and speak to my doctor and he explains the issue with paraneoplastic syndrome is that it hides itself and blends itself to be recognized as normal cells. He explained heโll do his best but heโs not guaranteeing us being able to get blood work or anything else to basically show itself but we will try.
Living with something like this doesnโt surprise me my body has always been fickle. I have PCOS, however, doctors would of never known due to it not presenting itself on blood tests, same with my thyroid cancer not once did it show on my blood work but further scans showed it.
In the meantime even though I was against it my neurologist has prescribed me clonzapam as it helps a tad bit with the dizzy/black out spells. So letโs hope I can get the diagnosis from all Drs so I can start the next steps needed in this process.
#cancer#cancerfighter#thyroidcancer#autoimmunedisease#paraneoplasticsyndrome#raw#real#life#mylife#mystory#livingwithanautoimmunedisease#livingwithcancer#livingwiththeunknow
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