#paradox live drabbles

[anime-in-new-albion]

"Not" A Vampire ~ Shion Kaida

Summary: You're convinced Shion is a vampire as much as he denies it. It's gotten to the point the others are beginning to tease you for your insistence. That's why you must do whatever it takes to prove you are correct.

Pairing: Shion Kaida X G/N!Reader

Genre: Fluffyish Drabble

Word Count: 797

Warning: N/A

Masterlist

"Is it true?" You ask, propping your head onto your hands.

Shion glances over at you before rolling his eyes and taking another drag of his cigarette. "Quit asking me that question."

"I will when you answer it."

"Obviously, I'm not going to answer it."

You frown. "I just want to know if it's true or not! That's all! Once you answer it, I'll leave you alone for good, I promise!"

He scoffs at your words. "No you won't."

"How do you know?"

"I know you."

You narrow your eyes at him. "Creepy."

"Not like that, you moron!" He growls back, baring his teeth before taking yet another drag of his cigarette.

You sigh and let your chin drop to the table before you. "Why won't you satiate my curiosity."

"Because your idiotic curiosity is none of my concern." He snaps, flicking his cigarette butt to the ground. 

As he pulls out another cigarette, you grab your lighter and flick it open. He glares at you as you hold the little flame out to him. Despite his reluctance, he lets you light his cigarette and blows the smoke in your face.

You wave it away and continue to pout. "Please? Just tell me if the rumors are true or not!"

"What rumors?" Sliding into the seat next to you, Kenta gives you an unimpressed look. 

"What's everyone talking about?" Ryoga loudly asks, taking the last seat at the table you were sitting at.

Shion shoots another glare at you but you don't pay him any attention. "Is it true that Shion is a vampire or is it just a rumor?"

The two boys stare at you for a good, long moment before laughing their asses off. Shion grunts but you can see the corners of his eyes crinkle. You, on the other hand, huff and fold your arms over your chest.

"You don't have to be mean about it, assholes!"

"Of course a petty little criminal like yourself is swept up in the stupid, asinine rumors!" Kenta wickedly grinned.

"That's a load of steaming dog shit is what it is!" Ryoga adds. "There is no way in hell Shion here is a fucking vampire! If he is, I'll eat my left pinky!"

You sigh and let your shoulders fall. "Seriously, you're all terrible! I hate you guys so much!"

"Well it's your fault for believing rumors." Shion mutters, smirking at you.

Standing up, you shoot back, "It's not my fault! The evidence is pretty damning! Besides, you're partly to blame because you won't put the stupid lies to rest!"

As you walked off, you could hear Ryoga and Kenta jeer at Shion. It only made you scoff and wrap your arms around yourself. You didn't want to deal with their stupid meanness right now. You just wanted to go back to your cell and not think about how they laughed at you.

That is, until you ran into Yuto. "Oh! Sorry!"

"No, no! It's my fault! Completely my fault! I shouldn't have run into you! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" He bumbled, gathering the files he dropped.

You helped him collect his wayward papers and noticed something familiar. Carefully, you tucked it away without the guard noticing. You gave him a sugary sweet smile as you handed him the last of his files.

"Again, I'm really sorry, Officer. I did not mean to."

He shook his head and looked down to hide his blush. "No harm done, I suppose."

And with that, he scurried off. When you were alone, you peaked into the stolen file and gasped. Your suspicions were confirmed!

With your evidence in hand, you raced back to the table where Kenta, Ryoga, and Shion were still sitting. You slapped the file down in front of them. While Ryoga and Kenta looked confused, Shion's eyes widened and, if it was even possible, he became even more pale.

"YOU ARE A VAMPIRE! Maybe not a vampire like in all the books and movies, but you have Porphyria Cutanea Tarda, colloquially known as vampire disease!" You shouted in triumph.

"Where did you get this?" Shion snapped at you, crumpling his cigarette in his hand.

You gave a satisfied smirk. "This petty little criminal stole it from Officer Inukai himself! And the poor bastard still doesn't know what hit him!"

"Wait, you stole Shion's file?" Kenta asked, his eyes widening as realization began to dawn on him. "There's files on all of us? With our deep dark secrets printed?"

You shrugged. "Well, I wouldn't say that-"

"I NEED TO GET MY FILE!" He screamed, running out of the mess hall.

"WAIT FOR ME!" Ryoga shouted after him.

Shion gave a low, dark chuckle as he shook his head. "Congratulations, petty, little criminal. You just ruined their lives."

[hebimoonlightwrites]

Well one NSFW request with Chisei,i mean I can't leave him out right? so 🤭 for him ^^ I concour is something he might do with other paralive groups,as I dont think Haruomi would be interested in a game like this.

Writer's corner: Haha! Got it, sweetheart! Sorry again for being late! I hope the wait was worth it and that you like what I wrote! Fell free to let me know if I have to change or fix anything! I guess you want it to be with a FEM!reader, since you requested many with it! But let me know if it wasn't so I can fix the pronouns!♥ Thank you for requesting!♥ Enjoy~

mc's pronouns: SHE/HER (FEM!reader)

Words: 1020

Warnings: NSFW (MINORS, PLEASE, DO NOT INTERACT!)

☀️𝐂𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐢☀️𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝟕 𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐭𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐅𝐄𝐌!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

🤭: 7 minutes in heaven (NSFW)

Music, people speaking, chuckles and drinks. It was a normal party that night, as each team of rappers of Club Paradox were having a good time together, drinking and talking about the rap battles and about their abilities. You were holding your drink in your hand, as your eyes were looking around and your ears were hearing chuckles and people speaking about their favourite team. You looked very confused and took some steps, moving through the people at the party, as you soon spotted Chisei, your crush, sitting with some other guys. They all were from rap teams. You could recognise Anne, Allen from BAE, or Reo from AKYR, or even Ryu from The Cat's Whiskers. They all seemed to be having fun and you got curious. 

As you got closer, Chisei chuckled and wrapped an arm around your shoulder, smiling happy. His usual energetic and friendly personality was still there as he spoke: "Y/n! Good timing! We were about to start playing 7 minutes in heaven! You wanna join us, right?". He then looked at your eyes with a puppy-like expression and pouted: "Haruomi doesn't want to play.. but you want to, right?". Your sparkling eyes got wide and you could only look around at the others, who were staring at you, waiting for your answer. You could hear Haruomi's sighs: "What a stupid game..!". 

You could only nod and smile at Chisei's cute expression. After all, you were getting bored, so a game would have helped you to have fun at that party! You sat beside Chisei as you could see Anne preparing everything for that game. They took a thing from each boy in the group (such as Reo's earring or Ryu's piercing..) and put them all in a little bag. Some rounds passed as that game went on and you were laughing hard at how awkward it seemed, especially when it was Ryu's turn to pass some time with another person in that empty and tight wardrobe. You were having fun and were sure that nothing bad was gonna happen! Nor something awkward or embarrassing!

"It's your turn, sweetie!", Anne soon spoke with a cute smirk on their face, as they moved the bag close to you. You smiled at their gorgeous eyes and put your hand in that bag, grabbing something. As you moved your hand out of the bag, you realised that... you had taken Chisei's necklace! It was a golden chain necklace. The blonde rapper bursted out chuckling and patted your hair delicately. At his touch your shoulders moved up slightly in surprise. Your cheeks were already blushing hardly and you could still hear some teasing jokes by the others and Haruomi still complaining about how idiotic that game was. You agreed with him in your own mind but.. at the same time you felt excited and slightly curious about what was gonna happen.. I mean, you were going to be with your crush in a tiny wardrobe, sharing a little bit of space for seven minutes!.. Who knew what was gonna happen?!

In a blink of an eye, you were in there with Chisei. You both were sitting in the wardrobe; you were sitting with your knees on your chest while Chisei was trying his best not to fall on you. As you expected, your faces were very close to each other, as you could smell his breathing. His hands were on the wall behind your head, close to your face, as your shoulders were still slightly up maybe due to the anxiety you were feeling in that moment. As a minute passed and you both were in silence, Chisei chuckled and whispered: "S-so... hehe..", he giggled and continued: "What are we supposed to do now..?". You moved your eyes to his purple ones. Even if it was dark in there, you could still see his beatiful eyes staring into yours. It was magical. You couldn't even understand what was happening, but you felt your lips on his suddenly, your arms around his neck pulling him closer to you. Chisei gasped in surprise in the kiss, as he could feel your love hitting him strongly and suddenly. "Wh-why... what did you..?", he whispered as you pulled away. Your lips were still very close to each others', though. You moved your hands to caress his blonde hair and he moved his to caress your jaw. It was a rethorical question: he knew why you had kissed him, but he wanted to hear those words from your lips..

"I love you..", after these words, everything happened fast. Those seven minutes, which seemed to be only a little time, became a lot of time for you both, as he moved his hands caressing your skin and exploring parts of your body that you even didn't know about. You tried your best to keep your gasps and whimpers silent, but his touch was too addicting and your body was starting to move by itself. You wrapped your legs around his torso, pulling him even closer. You both didn't know what was happening.. both Chisei and you were confused and were feeling so many new feelings inside. Yet.. you both knew that you wanted to be the other's. You wanted it so bad and you wanted it in that exact moment. His lips and tongue were addicting, as he moved them on your neck, occasionally biting and nibbling on it. His hands moved under your shirt and unzipped your pants, as if they were looking for something.. and you knew what they were looking for. His body was so close to yours in the dark of that wardrobe that you could feel the warm of his skin, of his body... along with his little friend~..

In the intensity of the moment you both didn't notice immediately the light going in the wardrobe. As you looked up you could only notice Anne and Ryu chuckling and looking at you with a teasing look. Chisei gasped and immediately moved away from you. You covered your chest and blushed deeply as Anne and Ryu kept chuckling: 

"Time is over, lovebirds~"

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[amorelray]

I Know You Don't Hate Me 😉

Allen/Kanata Drabble:

Allen’s fingers grazed across pale skin decorated in purple and yellow. Gently, he outlined the worst of the bruises before pressing his lips carefully against the abused flesh. Kanata flinched underneath him at the sensation, groaning, “You don’t have to act like you care.”

Allen glanced up with a frown tugging at his lips as he sternly reminded Kanata, “Just because we’re competitors, doesn’t mean I automatically don’t give a shit about you.”

“I don’t give a shit about you.” Kanata bit.

“A bald-faced lie,” Allen quipped back and kissed right below Kanata’s navel.

“It is not.” The smaller man lightly swatted Allen across the back of the head, trying to drive his point home.

Allen softly chuckled against Kanata’s hip at that. He knew Kanata was a tough cookie to crack but was still determined to get the guy to admit there was something between them. So, Allen looked up to catch Kanata’s eyes, determined to rile him up and prove his point.

Hovering over Kanata’s hips with a smirk, Allen teased, “Then why are you shirtless in my bed and letting me kiss you, darling?”

[selenemoonlite]

I wanna have a valentine's prompt pick a number on the reblog!! :3

[gldrushh]

GUILTY AS SIN? | MASTERPOST

"You are both haunted things. Mistakes you didn’t mean to make and aching you didn’t know how to hold. Dolour, guilt, love; they all braid themselves into something relentless. And yet, even in the ruin, you keep finding your way to each other."

⟶ PAIRING: brother in law!jungkook x widowed fem!reader

⟶ GENRE: childhood friends to lovers, forbidden love au, angst, smut, fluff

⟶ W.C: 54.5k

⟶ RATING: 18+ MINORS DNI

⟶ STATUS: finished

⟶ WARNINGS: unrequited love (at first), minor character death, mention of cancer, hospitals,deals with grief and healing, angst, so much angst, complex family relationships, childhood love, tension, pining, yearning (mostly from Mr I can not, not look at you), pathetic man in love, lovesick!jk, buisness guy!jk, emotionally constipated, college professor!oc, rich people not being casual with get togethers, namjin, yoongi mention, everybody knows but her, protective!jk, jealous!jk, smut, comes with body worship, know more in chapter inclusive ones

⟶ A/N: Hi loves! My finals have officially ended (freedom tastes so sweet), and now that I have way too much time on my hands, I decided to finally sit down and put together this little Guilty As Sin masterpost for you all! I am unbelievably thankful for all the love this fic has received. I know I've said it before but it really means so much, especially since I never imagined it. The final part is on its way very, very soon. Can't wait to share it with you 🫶💗 also requests are open for the drabbles for this couple drop in my inbox if you have any love you so much!!

MASTERLIST | WATTPAD | AO3

⤹ CHAPTER INDEX .ᐟ.ᐟ

⤹ PART 𝐈: Drowning in the Blue Nile. He sent me 'Downtown Lights'. I hadn't heard it in a while.

"You are stuck in time, and Jungkook doesn't stop running from it until he eventually does, and you learn that grief doesn’t wait for death, that love isn't all that dignifying."

W.C: 17.33K

⤹ PART 𝐈𝐈: Crashing into him tonight. He's a paradox. I'm seeing visions, am I bad?

"He remembered how to stay—and you learned that some things are worth the mess, that love sometimes comes too late, but longing never does."

W.C: 17.8k

⤹ PART 𝐈𝐈𝐈: They don't know how you've haunted me. So stunningly. I choose you and me Religiously.

"After all lessons are learned. There's only one to live out in practicality. You're not sure how good you're at it."

W.C: 20k

⤹ DRABBLES .ᐟ.ᐟ

⤹ DRABBLE #1

⤹ EXTRAS .ᐟ.ᐟ

⤹ PLAYLIST

⤹ REQUEST FOR DRABBLES

⤹ OLD EDIT & NEW

© All rights reserved to user @/gldrushh. Please do not plagiarize, re-post, or translate. At least not without my consent.

[nomazee]

dan heng x gn reader — 1.6k — long overdue continuation of my dumb delinquent au (and the two remaining fans cheer in delight), high school au, probably very americanized, probably ooc, very super incredibly vague implications to sad things but it's so blink-and-you'll-miss-it, himeko is dan heng's adoptive guardian in this au, do u guys hate me for the hoops i'm jumping through to squeeze every character in this au, reluctant friends-to-crush-to-lovers fast/slow burn unbearable unspoken feelings trope

drabble no. 1 of this series/universe, u should probably read this first heh...

notes: hi guys, i'm back after taking yet another unplanned year-long hiatus, hope u missed me! (the crowd stays quiet) i bring u another delinquent au drabble because the worms got to me and i couldn't help it OK, OKAY?!?! enjoy! :3

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Dan Heng hasn’t seen much of you in the last week. 

It’s unusual, he defends his worries to himself, very unusual. Despite not having a single class with you, he sees you often. In the last few months since he’s known you, he’s seen you at least three times a week after school, sometimes bloody and other times free of any injury, but the point is, he sees you. Talks to you, lets you walk him home (and pointedly doesn’t let you take him to any antique stores or overpriced tea shops on the way there). 

Today is Friday, and the fifth day straight that he’s stood in the courtyard behind the school for thirty minutes after dismissal, waiting for you to show up, appearing in a breeze of glitter and dust like a poorly-practiced magician. It’s the fifth day straight that you haven’t shown up, and he’s starting to realize how paradoxical your friendship feels. 

Dan Heng is hesitant to even call it a friendship. It feels weird—it’s like he’s known you for years, like he’s grown up with you on the same block in the same neighborhood, except in truth he’s only known you for three months, and he just learned your birthday last week after (embarrassingly) prying it out of you. He doesn’t know where you live, which front door to knock on so that he can check up on you, he doesn’t even have your phone number. All he can do is circle the perimeter of school grounds, waiting for you to show up, or looking for a top hat somewhere so he can pull you up out of it like he’s the poorly-practiced magician and you’re the bunny that he’s unethically shoved into a top hat. 

Luckily for him, though, fifth time’s the charm, and on his (miserable, lonely) walk home, he bumps into you as he rounds the corner to his block. Like, really bumps into you.

He hears a semi-familiar shout of horror as he stumbles back, the sudden slam of pressure on his nose making his eyes water, and he clasps his hands over his nose (it doesn’t hurt that bad, he swears), and then your hands are grabbing his shoulder and giving him a firm shake before he can even process that it’s you he’s just stumbled into. 

“Oh!” You shout, and he registers the tilt of your head through his watery, cloudy vision, “It’s you! I was looking for you.”

Dan Heng feels like— laughing, dryly, or maybe grabbing your shoulders back and shaking you until you reflect on how ridiculous you sound—as if he wasn’t the one wandering school grounds for an hour each day for the last week in search of you, like a lost dog, and god he really hopes no one caught him doing that, but at the very least March 7th definitely saw him, which means it’s going to hit the rest of his social circle eventually and he’ll have to hang his head in shame and stay silent when all his friends ask him why he was moping for five days straight. 

“Looking for me?” he mumbles, repeating your words instead of coming up with a thought of his own because he’s still sort of reeling from the sudden sight of you and the buzzing ache in his nose. “Am I bleeding?” 

“Oh,” you say, yet again, and he feels your hands take his wrists and pull them away from his face so that you can get a good glimpse of him. “Nope, no blood. Thank god. I’d feel really bad if I had to return you to Himeko with your face mangled.” 

“Return me,” he echoes again, and in two seconds flat he sobers up and straightens his posture and finally gets a good look at your face. “What? Where have you been?” 

“Around,” you answer vaguely, like you always do, and Dan Heng is now half a step closer to actually shaking you by your shoulders and turning you upside down until the truth falls out of your pockets like cartoon coins. “I’m back now, though! I wasn’t going to get a perfect attendance award anyways, so it’s kind of whatever.” Your lips quirk up into a stupid smile, and your eyes are scanning his face and his potentially bruised nose bridge. “Did you miss me?” 

“Yeah,” he admits, like an idiot, and he unfortunately doesn’t miss the sudden stalling of your expression, the way your smile freezes for half a second and the twitch in your brow. “No,” he quickly rights, but it’s a moot point by now, “whatever. What do you mean, around? Have you been at school at all this week?” He finally looks down at your clothes, which are very much not any kind of school-uniform-adjacent garb, but rather a collared shirt with some kind of logo on the top left. 

“I’ve been working,” you say, and it’s maybe the most honest and straightforward answer that Dan Heng will ever get from you, so he relishes in it for a moment. “You know, a job. Have you heard of that before? Jobs? Employment?” 

“That’s allowed? Are we allowed to work?” 

“Well,” and you do it again, glance off to the side before coming back to him, “I hope so. I’m not looking to quit this job so soon. They hired me, so it’s all good. I just had to miss school this week so they could train me, but I’ll be back on Monday. You’ll get your daily dose of me again soon, don’t worry!” 

Working. Dan Heng doesn’t know much about your schedule, what you do after school besides annoy him and walk him home and get into fights with seemingly invisible and untraceable and unnameable people, but this feels like one more piece in a thousand-piece puzzle where half the pieces have been drenched in water and bent. He feels two steps away from knowing more about you at the same time that he feels miles away. 

“I’m at the movie theatre,” you tell him, “so you should come visit with your friends some day. Four to ten P.M. on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. You can introduce me to your friends properly, you know,” and you have that nearly-tense, nearly-dishonest quirk of your lips, and you’re looking right at him like you’re trying to tell him something without saying it, “unless you’re too embarrassed to let them meet me.” 

This is not the first time you’ve said things like this, not by a long shot. Dan Heng thinks back, and is sure that you say something along the lines of aren’t you embarrassed at least once for every two times that he talks to you. Scared you’ll get caught with me? you asked him just last week, like being with you was a surefire way to get cursed or shunned or ostracized. Dan Heng doesn't get it, and it doesn't sound like you want him to. 

“No,” he says, steadfast, realizing belatedly that your hands are still around his wrists from when you’d tugged them down off his face, and his skin beneath your fingers is heating up rapidly, but so are the tips of his ears. “That’s not it,” and he really doesn’t have the strength to say anything deeper than that, so he dodges, “what were you doing on my street? Did you go to my house?” 

You’ve been caught. Sheepishly, you let go of his wrists, one hand going up to scratch the back of your neck instead, looking at his neighbor’s dead half-dead rose bush next to the sidewalk. “I kind of figured maybe I’d check in on you, or something. Ask to hang out. But when I came at three, you weren’t home yet, so I just kind of hung out with your mom. I was leaving just now. Figured you were busy, or something?” 

It’s an open-ended question, one that Dan Heng is very unwilling to honestly answer—if he did, he’d have to admit that the task that was oh-so-arduously occupying his time after school was sitting in the courtyard like a grieving wife waiting for her spouse to come home from war. He shakes his head instead of explaining anything—that should be enough of an answer. 

“She gave me cookies,” you continue in lieu of a real response from Dan Heng. “Seriously, am I the only one that eats them, or am I, like, stealing your only source of food every time I come over?” 

“The first one. I hate those things. They’re dry. I don’t understand how you eat them like that.” 

“Woah! Rude! Whatever, more for me. Hey, you’ll help me with all that schoolwork I missed, right?” You punch him in the shoulder playfully, which might’ve knocked the wind out of him had it been aimed any closer at his sternum. “I think we have almost all the same teachers. And I'm a quick learner, so it won't be so bad for you."

“Fine,” he says with a faux reluctance that would really only be convincing to a child, “I can walk you home.” 

“Haha,” and you punch his shoulder again, soothing it this time with a pat before you trail your hand up to the side of his neck, clasping the side of it with your warm palm, like you’re holding his pulse in your hand, and Dan Heng holds his breath so you won’t easily feel the rapid thump of blood underneath his skin, “maybe next time, champ.” 

You’re smiling again, laughing when you look at the paling expression on his face, like you know something he doesn’t, and he barely has time to feel disappointed at your easy rejection before you laugh, breathy, one more time, and say goodbye. 

(Himeko, to Dan Heng’s utter misery, hounds him for “details, the whole story, what did they say, Heng?!” the second he steps into the threshold of his house, keys still dangling from his hand. Terrible, awful, miserable. He does in fact, tell her everything.)

[clanwarrior-tumbly]

Masterlist: Pokémon x Reader

Sword/Shield

Reader comforting Hop after Bede insults him

HCs: Hop being mentored by a Trainer!Reader who specializes in electric types

Cuddling w/ Piers

HCs: Piers falling in love with Pokepasta!Reader

Raihan reacting to Reader's intimidating Pokémon being soft

HCs: Raihan reacting to Reader, who owns a Zekrom and is sweet to dragon types

Leon encountering Bisharp!Reader in the Galar Championship

Legends of Arceus

HCs: Reader comforting Volo after his defeat

HCs: Warden Ingo w/ a Wanderer!Reader

HCs: Porygon!Reader in Hisui

Reader showing Ingo a Shiny Sneasel (drabble)

Reviving Lady Sneasler (Post-Hisui AU)

Scarlet/Violet

Paldea Trio

Jokingly proposing to Arven

HCs: Arven meeting Reader's Iron Hands

HCs: Meeting Chien-Pao

HCs: Meeting Chi-Yu

HCs: Meeting Ogerpon

Meeting the "Loyal" Three

Meeting Reader's Type: Null (who evolves into Silvally)

HCs: Reacting to Reader's Scolipede

Reacting to Pokepasta!Reader's team

Meeting and helping Mewtwo!Reader who escaped Team Rocket

HCs: Reacting to Reader's Elderly Garchomp (who use to be their grandpa's back in Alola)

HCs: Reacting to Kalosian!Reader who is of royal descent & owns a Furfrou

HCs: The trio (+ Hassel) reacting to Reader who lost their Mightyena

HCs: Reacting to Reader's birthday falling on Halloween

HCs: Reacting to Reader (who is the grandchild of a celebrity model/singer) and their Espathra

HCs: The trio (+ Carmine & Kieran) w/ a Dancer!Reader who is a descendant of sirens and owns Hoopa, Toxtricity, Oricorio, Alpha Primarinna, Meloetta, and Scream Tail

Team Star

HCs: Eri dating Reader, who is also a Shiny Hunter

HCs: Eri w/ Fem!Reader who acts like Team Star's Nurse Joy

HCs: Ortega meeting Fashion Designer!Reader

Gym Leaders + Professors

HCs: Hassel reacting to Reader's Elderly Garchomp

Jacq & Reader reacting to twin Shiny Growlithes hatching from their Arcanines' egg

Reader being cautious of Raifort

Reader convincing Professor Turo to make amends with Arven

Taming Aggressive!Miraidon (Turo Lives AU)

HCs: Cuddling with Turo (angst)

HCs: Larry reacting to Shy!Champion!Reader confessing to him

HCs: Larry meeting Mermaid!Tatsugiri!Reader

Reader w/ Missingno!Larry

Grusha falling in love with a Challenger!Reader who specializes in fire types and easily gets cold

Teal Mask/Indigo Disk/Mochi Mayhem

HCs: Carmine, Kieran, & Perrin meeting Pokepasta!Reader

Reader giving Ogerpon to Kieran (post-DLC)

Kieran reuniting w/ Reader, who was his shy childhood best friend

HCs: Drayton reacting to a reckless Reader

HCs: Kieran (+ Arven) meeting Shy!Reader with a Tapu Koko, Bloodmoon Ursaluna, Salazzle, and Iron Valiant

HCs: BB Elite Four (+ Kieran) dating Reader whose Miraidon get extremely jealous

HCs: Kieran, Carmine, & Drayton reacting to Reader falling into a coma after Terapagos' attack.

HCs: Kieran & Carmine reacting to Reader's new team (BM Ursaluna, Armarouge, Ogerpon, Shiny Slither Wing, Koraidon, & Chien-Pao) in the Indigo Disk

Reader w/ Pokemon

HCs: Paleontologist!Reader meeting Ancient Paradox Pokémon

Iron Valiant rescuing a Child!Reader from Iron Jugalis

HCs: Trainer!Reader comforting Koraidon, Iron Valiant, Mimikyuu, and Maushold after accidentally harming them

Garchomp protecting Fidough!Reader

[moonflowergirlsworld]

Yandere Drabble

Chixia

Based on Chixia's personality, she would be a Cheerful and Supportive Yandere, with a deep, intense attachment to you.

This type of yandere would embody a paradox of energetic positivity combined with obsessive protection, where her obsession manifests through her overwhelming desire to be the hero in your life.

She'd go to great lengths to ensure you never face any harm, using her lively and optimistic exterior to mask her possessive nature.

Chixia's yandere traits would revolve around a desperate need to be needed, often crossing boundaries in her quest to be indispensable to you.

Chixia’s personality is inherently cheerful and energetic, and this translates into a form of obsessive love that seeks to ensure you are always safe, always happy, and always dependent on her.

She sees herself as the ultimate protector, someone who is always there when you need her, no matter the situation.

Her intense desire to be the hero leads her to cross boundaries in the name of "helping" and "protecting" you, and she believes her actions are entirely justified because they come from a place of pure love and care.

Chixia genuinely believes that she is a hero, and in her mind, you need her as your hero.

She loves the idea of being your protector, your guiding light in a world that might be too dangerous.

She will constantly be in your vicinity, stepping in whenever she feels you are in danger, even when you don't ask for her help.

Chixia’s energetic nature becomes a double-edged sword.

She’s always running to your side, relentlessly supporting you, even in situations where her interference isn’t required.

Her enthusiasm can quickly become overwhelming, as she insists on taking control of your safety, your social interactions, and your day-to-day life.

Chixia’s need to be supportive turns into a compulsion.

She doesn't just want to cheer you on from the sidelines; she wants to be the one who controls your environment, deciding what’s best for you.

If she sees you interacting with someone she deems a potential threat or distraction, she will step in with an intensity that borders on possessive, all while wearing a smile.

Chixia’s cheerful demeanor makes her appear innocent, which allows her to manipulate situations without you fully realizing what’s happening.

She’ll use her bubbly nature to ensure that you lean on her more and more.

For example, if she believes you are in danger, she might “accidentally” intervene or “accidentally” create situations where only she can help you.

While she’s energetic and full of life, her need to protect and be needed takes a darker turn.

Chixia sees any threat to you as a direct attack on her purpose as your hero.

If someone causes you distress, Chixia will either physically or emotionally eliminate them, all under the guise of "protecting" you. She will justify her actions by saying it's for their own good.

Besides, It's her duty as a Protector of Jinzhou, by extension she is your Protector.

Chixia romanticizes the idea of being your hero to an extreme degree.

She envisions herself as the one you turn to, the one who saves you every time you’re in trouble.

This means she’s incredibly possessive—anyone who threatens her position as your protector will be removed.

Despite her cheerful exterior, Chixia carries insecurities about whether she truly lives up to the expectations of a hero.

This can make her doubly obsessive.

If she feels she’s not being the hero you need, she will push herself harder to prove her worth, even if it means going to extremes to make sure You need her more than anyone else.

Her worry over whether she's doing enough will drive her to be ever more vigilant, never letting her guard down, always pushing herself to be the best "hero" she can be for You.

The combination of Chixia's infectious cheerfulness and her intense, unwavering obsession creates a form of yandere love that feels both comforting and suffocating.

“Jinzhou Patroller, Chixia! You can always call on me if you ever find yourself in a pickle—no one else will protect you like I can!”

You may initially appreciate her energy and enthusiasm, but as her obsession grows, you will start to feel trapped by her overwhelming need to always be involved, to always be the one protecting you.

Her possessiveness is masked by a "good intentions" facade.

What starts as a bright, energetic love will turn into a situation where you can’t escape her protective bubble.

Chixia will insist that she’s doing it for your own good, and if you try to push her away, her cheerful persona will become twisted with desperation.

Eventually, You will realize You can never escape her, because as long as she is breathing, she will be your protector—and that’s something she’ll never let go of.

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[anime-in-new-albion]

Sweet Secret Admirer ~ Shogo Yamato

Summary: Shogo loves candy, and it's a well-known fact. But why does he keep seeing candy everywhere?

Pairing: Shogo Yamato X G/N!Reader

Genre: Fluff Drabble

Word Count: 788

Warning: N/A

Masterlist

It all started with a chocolate bar in his duffel bag. Shogo wasn't quite sure where it came from, but Toma told him the label had his name on it. And so, right before dance practice, he ate the sweet chocolate bar and felt energized throughout the entire practice.

Then it was a small bag of caramels on his desk. They were all wrapped up in parchment paper with a red bow on the bag. They melted on his tongue as he cleverly crafted songs for VISTY. Some even had cream in the middle. Still, he wasn't quite sure where they came from. However, he wasn't complaining. He hadn't been that successful in writing in a long time.

A couple weeks later, there was a large lollipop the size of his hand in the recording booth. Kantaro was insanely jealous and asked him to break it so they all could have a piece. But he refused, saying it was meant for him. And while he couldn't finish the whole thing in one sitting, he made sure to keep it hidden from Kantaro, who seemed ever more determined to get a bite.

When Shogo found a gumball machine in his room that was fully stocked with the colorful candy, he finally had enough of not knowing who was sneaking candy to him.

"Alright, seriously." He said, hands on his hips as he confronted VISTY in the common room of their dorm. "Who keeps giving me candy? I'm not mad. I'm just super confused."

Aoi frowned as he continued playing on his phone. "I can tell you right now that it's not me."

He glanced over at Toma who shook his head. "It's not me. And I know it's not Kantaro either. He's been jealous every time you get a new thing of sweets."

"It's not fair!" Kantaro pouted and crossed his arms over his chest. "Why don't I get a secret admirer?"

Aoi glanced up from his phone for a split second. "And what makes you think he has a secret admirer? For all we know, it could be one of the staff taking pity on him or something."

Shogo shook his head. "Regardless. None of you have been giving me candy?"

Again, all three of them shook their heads. Toma piped up. "Sorry. Although whoever is must really like you."

"Like I said!" Kantaro added. "It must be a secret admirer! Who do you think it could be?"

Shogo thought for a moment, trying to come up with a name of someone he thought could be a secret admirer. Of course, as soon as he had one in mind, he blushed and quickly shook his head.

Aoi, always perceptive, laughed at his reaction. "I know EXACTLY who you're thinking of."

"Who?" Kantaro asked.

Toma began to laugh as well. "Oh! He's not thinking of them, is he?"

"Who?!"

"C'mon, who else would he be thinking of?"

"WHO?!"

"I AM NOT THINKING OF Y/N!" Shogo shouted before his face fell at his words.

Commence the teasing in three... 

Two... 

One...

Aoi snickered. "I never said that name."

Kantaro gasped loudly. "You like Y/n?! Oh that's wonderful! They're so sweet! They're absolutely perfect for you! You have to ask them out now! Please, please, please!"

"You know it could not be them giving me this candy!" Shogo shot back, but even he was having a hard time believing it. They were the only one who knew how much he loved sweets, especially which kinds were his favorite. "Besides, I'm not going to jeopardize our friendship over a hunch."

Toma shrugged. "It couldn't hurt."

"It very well could!"

"You never know if you don't try."

"Please, please, please ask them out!"

Shogo shook his head and stormed off to his room, shouting. "I'm not having this conversation anymore!"

As soon as he entered his room, however, he stopped. There they were, placing the biggest bag of gummy bears on his bed. Instead of looking embarrassed or blushing, like he was, they laughed.

"Guess I was caught in the act, huh?"

"I-" He covered his mouth with his hand. "It was you?"

They nod. "Of course! You've been working so hard, I just had to get something nice for you. I'm glad you've been liking the sweet treats I've gotten you. Sometimes I thought I was going overboard, but seeing just how happy they made you, well, I'm glad I did it."

Before he could stop himself, he smiled and lowered his hand to show you. "You really are sweet, aren't you? The sweetest secret admirer."

"Guilty as charged." They laughed. "Now c'mon, let's share these gummy bears! I don't think you can finish them all by yourself."

"Watch me!"

[hebimoonlightwrites]

An softcore and fluffy one-shot request with Haruomi Shingu <3 <3 Teaching his Freader regular customer at Raimentai on how to cook,but she's hella clusmy around the kitchen.

Writer's corner: Aww! I like this idea so much! Let me know if there's anything you want me to fix or change, sweetheart!♥ Thank you for requesting and enjoy~

mc's pronouns: SHE/HER (Fem!reader)

Words: 1087

Warnings: Fluff/sfw

⭐"𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐢𝐝 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭 𝐣𝐨𝐛, 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲.."⭐

"You really would like to learn how to cook ramen, y/n..?", this was the question Haruomi asked, having for a rare moment a surprised look in his face. He was astonished to hear that you wanted to learn how to cook from him! But your eyes were so sparkling and happy... You were too cute in his eyes.. he couldn't say no. He made a soft smile before nodding: "Alright... I'll teach you how to cook a good ramen.." You really would like to learn how to cook ramen, y/n..?", this was the question Haruomi asked, having for a rare moment a surprised look in his face. He was astonished to hear that you wanted to learn how to cook from him! But your eyes were so sparkling and happy... You were too cute in his eyes.. he couldn't say no. He made a soft smile before nodding: "Alright... I'll teach you how to cook a good ramen.."

 As you two decided to meet after a long morning at Raimentei, you soon put on an apron and wore a determined face. You knew you were kind of clumsy for this kind of things, so you spent the first minutes- while Haruomi was preparing all the ingredients on the table- telling yourself stuff like: "Come on, y/n..! You can do it! Do not embarrass yourself! Do not be awkward!..". Soon enough you got snapped back again into reality by Haruomi, who put his hand on your head smiling slightly. "You know..", he spoke, "...Ramen is one of the most difficult dish to cook in Japan.. especially if you want to cook it from scratch..". You look up at his golden eyes with your sparkling ones. You looked like a child for a few seconds- one of those children looking curious in front of learning something new. Your cute and pink lips soon curved into an adorable smile as you spoke: "I'm sure you will teach me greatly! Your ramen is the best!". Haruomi gasped softly at your compliments and he turned his head away; however you could tell he blushed: "And.. I'm sure you'll do great", he muttered.

"First of all.. we need to prepare the noodles..", he spoke and soon fill a pot with water and started boiling it. You could see his hands moving gently while cooking, as if he was doing some sort of art. You could only admire his skills and your eyes sparkled gently as your cheeks got a soft but cute blush. Haruomi then looked back at you: "Come, y/n... we need to preheat the chicken first..", he said and soon showed you how to do it. After the preheat you both put the chicken in a oven with some butter: "What we need is to get its skin to a golden brown colour.. just keep checking it, y/n!..", he said and soon walked to check the noodles which were still boiling. You couldn't really focus on the chicken, since your eyes and attention were brought to Haruomi. He looked so charming while cooking: you could see his grey hair under a black bandana and his golden eyes focused on the noodles. His soft and unshaved beard covering part of his chin. His neck was already full of cute and small sweat drops, which were running down, getting to his collarbone. His torso wrapped around a blue sweater and a cute blue apron tied around his waist. Your lips softly parted as you got lost in his shape. Your heart started beating a little bit faster.

"Y/n!! The chicken!!..", he immediately rushed to the chicken, which was getting almost all burned. You clumsily went after Haruomi and, as you both reached the oven, you found the kitchen all burned. You blushed and sighed: "I'm.. sorry..", your voice sounded hushed and you hid your eyes behind your hands. You weren't cut out for cooking, and you already knew it! But in deep you really hoped to learn how to cook, in order to "spoil" Haruomi with some sweets. The golden-eyed man sighed and looked at you. He brought an arm around your shoulders and chuckled slightly: "Generally it should be easier to cook with a partner.. but not if that partner is you!". You could only start laughing as well, your cheeks being all blushed and your heart racing. He gave you an affectionate pinch on the cheek and spoke: "Come on.. we can fix it, somehow. The chicken is not all burned out. Let's keep go on!"

Following his instructions you could only see how clumsy you were in the kitchen: you almost got cut while cutting the scallions and almost broke a non-boiled egg and making a mess in the kitchen while trying to add the noodles in the pot. In short, you were a real and actual mess in the kitchen and Haruomi "saved" the ramen tons of times! As you both finished cooking, Haruomi decided to let you prepare the plate for being "served"- even if you both were about to taste the ramen. You smiled and did your best as you put some eggs on the noodles and add even some piece of chicken and scallions. The plate you had chosen was all decorated with blue cherry blossoms and in a very Japanese style. In your opinion it was perfect! You looked focused when Haruomi started moving his hands through your soft hair. In his mind he thought: "She's so focused... aw, she's cute when she's so determined.". His golden eyes, charming but especially cold, now was glowing with admiration and affection towards you. He brought a lock of your hair close to his nose and gently sniffed your shampoo. It was one of the sweetest scent. He knew he was falling for you by the warmth he was starting to feel, which wasn't caused by the warmth of the kitchen. It was gentle one, coming from inside his chest. You blushed as he got closer to your ear and whispered: "You did a great job, honey.."

Some butterflies into your stomach: that was what you felt at hearing his voice being gently hushed in your ear. It was evident now that you were falling for that man, for the cook of the Raimentei you were a regular customer of... you were falling for a man who had a kind of double life and was also a rapper at Club Paradox..

You were falling for Haruomi Shingu.. but you didn't mind it at all. Instead you liked it.

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[amorelray]

Allen/Kanata Ficlet🔥🐍 ❗Slight NSFW❗-ish

Set at Allen's Place. Hajun & Anne are still at the Paradox Live Afterparty. Allen & Kanata snuck away.

[Allen closes the front door and promptly shoves Kanata against it, crowding the smaller man.]

🔥: Shit. I didn't think we'd manage to get out of there without them noticing. [He leans down and places a kiss against Kanata's neck] 🐍: You assume too much out of your bandmates. [He shoves Allen off him] Now, which one is your room? I'd like to get back to Nayuta. 🔥: I'm sure your brother will be fine. [He gently nudges Kanata down the hallway, guiding him to his bedroom door] 🐍: [He brushes Allen's hand off his shoulder] You don't have to touch me so much. 🔥: And you don't have to act like you hate me. 🐍: [He snarls a little] 🔥: Here [Allen gestures and then opens his bedroom door]

[They barely cross the threshold before Allen swiftly clicks the door behind them and pushes Kanata against another wall.]

🔥: Now, where were we? [He kisses down Kanata's jaw, to his neck, and continues on until he reaches his clavicle and sucks a dark hickey into the pale skin.] 🐍: Ah-- [He closes his eyes and balls Allen's jacket in his hands as they rest on either hip.] 🔥: Hmmm.... 🐍: Do-don't sound t-to smug, rich boy. 🔥: Seemed like you enjoyed it though. [He smiles into Kanata's neck before placing a feather-light kiss against the heated skin.] 🐍: -Ick. [He shoves Allen away] Are we going to get to what you promised? Or should I just leave? 🔥: Hey, hey. [He holds his hands up defensively] I just like taking my time. Savoring the moment and all, you know? 🐍: Cushy, rich kid shit. I don't have the time or luxury for drawing this out.

[Kanata pushes Allen backward until his knees hit the bed, forcing him to sit down on the edge of it. As Allen sits down, Kanata climbs into his lap, straddling his hips.]

🐍: We're done with your pace. [He leans down and fiercely captures Allen's lips with his own]

[Kanata drags Allen into a heated makeout session where hands fight to find purchase on every part of each other. The room is filled with sounds of heady moans and wanton kisses as Kanata tugs on Allen's jacket, drawing him closer. As the temperature of the room begins to rise, Kanata slips his jacket off, letting it fall to the ground. Allen also shrugs his off just as quickly before bringing his arms back up to wrap around Kanata.]

🔥: God, you're amazing. [He trails his hands down Kanata's back and wraps them firmly around the smaller man's waist, pulling Kanata's hips flush against his abdomen.] Fuck-- 🐍: Tch- [He shoves Allen backward on the bed, laying him flat against the sheets] You talk too much.

[Kanata sits up and slips his shirt off, revealing his pale chest that's littered with bruises. Some appear a fresh purple while others are yellow in color and have nearly faded away.]

🔥: [Sits up and tenderly traces some of the darkest ones, knitting his eyebrows together] These look painful. 🐍: Yeah, well, some of us aren't fortunate enough to live in a cushy house with hot water and no worries about where our next meal is going to come from. [He swats Allen's hand away] In case you forgot, rich kid, I'm from the slums. 🔥: In case you forgot, I give a shit, asshole. [He props himself up on his elbows] I've offered to talk to Hajun about you and Nayuta staying here until you can get your own place. 🐍: Not. Interested. [He pushes Allen back down, grinding against the larger man as he kisses along the flame neck tattoo and teases at the bottom of Allen's shirt] Do me a solid. [He kisses into Allen's neck] Get rid of this for me. [He tugs at the hem]

[Allen obliges, slipping the shirt off and tossing it to the ground.]

🔥: Better? 🐍: Much.

[Kanata leans down to kiss and grind against Allen once more. He practically melts into Allen's embrace as Allen's gentle hands begin to work in soothing circles at his sides, tentatively touching with a tender care unfamiliar to Kanata. Allen follows Kanata's lead, chasing the touches and kisses the way that Kanata wants to with him. Pushing and pulling, grabbing at hair and squeezing tender flesh until it hurts to hold on; they dance together in this almost desperate plea for there to be more. Allen pulls away first, leaving both of them with heaving chests and sharp breaths punctuating the otherwise quiet room.]

🔥: Fuck 🐍: What?

[Allen swiftly flips them and hovers over Kanata.]

🐍: What the hell? 🔥: I can't do this. [He shakes his head] 🐍: What? Afraid you can't perform? 🔥: What? [He looks confused at first and then shakes his head again] What? No. I can't do this. [He gestures between them] 🐍: What the fuck does that mean? 🔥: I can't just pretend like I don't give a shit. Like it doesn't matter. 🐍: If I knew you were going to get emotional, I wouldn't have agreed to come. [He rolls over, about to get up] 🔥: God damn it, dude. [He shoves Kanata back down] What is your problem with accepting that someone might give a shit about you outside of your bother?

[Kanata stares at Allen for a moment.]

🐍: Because, what's the point in caring about some street rat like me? [He locks eyes with Allen, unwavering in his statement or belief]

This is all for now! I think I'll add more/have something else for them again later!

I've really loved Paradox Live and I really enjoy Allen & Kanata's dynamic! So, I'm sure you'll see something about them from me again! Until then, enjoy🎉😊💙

[colleybri]

“Never a single moment when I am truly alone, yet I feel so lonely. A fascinating paradox, if one were inclined to study it in a detached manner.

The charm is second nature; every day I live the part.

We make an impressive double act. Kleya helps - Kloris is distracted. Knows he’s not part of this world.

I don’t really feel part of it myself. Not now. Not with this kind of pressure. I would say ‘I didn’t sign up for this’ but of course I did, and Luthen knows it.

So we play our parts. Keep up the act.”

[selenemoonlite]

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[justsomerandomplanet]

Hello! I just wanted to say I absolutely adore all of your art and thank you for all the ancient ones/Heian era content (especially Kenjaku 👀...) I would absolutely love to hear all of your drabbles about it! I have my own stuff too about them but I live for any JJK Heian era stuff lol.

Anyway, mostly wanted to drop by and say thank you for showing us your amazing art ❤️ I look at it every day, it makes me so happy!

Helloooo,

Thank you so much for your kind words!! I'm happy that you enjoy my silly self indulgent art hehe

As for my thoughts on em, I'll put them underneath here so the post doesn't appear too long on the dashboard ^-^

(I'll mostly just share my thoughts on the character dynamics bc I'm not knowledgeable about the actual history of the Heian Era)

Tengen & Kenjaku

Oh where do I even begin!!!

I genuinely believe the two of them are the reason the jujutsu system is the way it is in modern times (more so the former than the latter especially). Although we don't actually know much about what the two were like previously, the implications on their dynamic is so delicious.

For one, I definitely see that they care(d) about each other. The fact Tengen was still aware that Kenjaku was alive and yet still did nothing even though they had prevuously tried to sabotage the merging raises a lot of eyebrows...like why would you let a criminal in the jujutsu history go??? I understand that Tengen's whole thing is that she doesn't interact with the real world anymore, but she can definitely communicate with the other sorcerers to do her bidding when necessary (e.g. telling the sorcerers to let Riko enjoy her youth before the merging while protecting her). On the other hand, Kenjaku always seems to seek out Tengen. Calling her an old friend, always trying to bring her in a conversation, insulting her as if they could get a reaction out of her...oh there's definitely something here that can be explored.

I do believe they had a falling out and that falling out is the reason things have become this way. Tengen's innaction as a way to maintain the status quo (traditions) and Kenjaku's curiosity as a drive to break that status quo (innovation) has led us here. And I do believe Sukuna and Yuuji reflect that too, but that'll be for a different time to ramble on.

Tengen & Immortality

To me, Tengen can feel paradoxical/hypocritical sometimes. She states she did not want to evolve into a higher being yet allows others to treat her like she is one, to protect her and also isolating herself. She often speaks in a way that presents humble but has an arrogance about herself as well (e.g. she is the best barrier user even tho she hasn't really been challenged on it for the past 500-ish years or the merging of star plasma vessels was necessary for the greater good-which is true-but also as a way to maintain herself). She said change in herself was inevitable and detached herself from the real world yet built a foundation in jujutsu that relied on her barriers and did not allow change for like a 1000 years.

Whether or not she meant these things intentionally is hard for me to say bc i don't think Tengen is malicious or means ill-will, but I do think in some way, Tengen is more afraid of change or even death than anyone else and has built a foundation to a society that relies on her existence, leading to a stagnation. I find that fitting that her CT is Immortality, it sorta reflects that don't you think? But like a star, sooner or later, change and death is inevitable.

Tengen, Sukuna, & Kenjaku

These guys had a history. What that history is idk but personally I do believe Sukuna is the youngest out of them. I like to think Sukuna was the pet project of Tengen and Kenjaku. Not necessarily that they're his parents or anything (tho that would be funny) but rather more like...a pupil or a dysfunctional found family dynamic. Sukuna already knows he was an unwanted child but that doesn't mean he didn't have any connections with people growing up. I do think Tengen and/or Kenjaku helped Sukuna in becoming who he is.

Plus, Tengen keeping Sukuna's mummiffied corpse (with the implication that she was the one to do it) and Kenjaku seemingly being the only one able to hold some level of control over Sukuna's head just tells me something is up with those three that screams a psychological power imbalance. Also also, if Tengen had the corpse but the fingers were scattered, when exactly did Kenjaku split his soul? (this is more of a musing more than an actual question. I just think it would be delicious if Tengen allowed Kenjaku to see Sukuna's dead body-which led to the cursed fingers albeit without her knowledge but shrug)

Kenjaku, Love, & Motherhood

Saving da best for last, oh Kenny! I did a lot of rambling on Tengen but tbf there's so very little stuff on her I have more thoughts to share, but Kenjaku is really my favourite character in all of jjk. They're so fascinating, their curiosity driving them but also spite (just like me fr)

No but in all seriousness, Kenjaku is such a fun but sad character. Clearly, whatever happened between them and Tengen led to where they are, which I find fascinating. I know they're doing things cause of curiosity, but sometimes it does feel like they're trying to prove something (namely to Tengen). The implications that they may have grown up lonely, was friends with Tengen but had a break up, and still talks about making friends...AUGHHH

This leading to the theme of motherhood is also great. What's a better way to build a connection and to create innovation than from your own blood. Yuuji may not have a "role" as Kenjaku told Choso, but I think that's the whole point. Maybe Yuuji was made to hold Sukuna or cursed objects, who knows, but Kenjaku purposely letting him develop himself, for better or worst, definitely feels right.

And in a way I do find it enjoyable Yuuji doesn't actually care enough about Kenjaku. Yes he's trying to stop Kenny but there isn't necessarily any personal stakes that he's aware of, and I find that enjoyable for the irony: Kenjaku being so invested in Yuuji yet he won't even see it. Kenjaku, who is clearly obsessed with motherhood, fetuses, and children, cannot even get the attention of their own child.

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

ARI IM BREAKING IN AND SHAKING YOU SO HARD RN. u think u could just drop those tags on my post AND LEAVE???!!!! im literally so giddy rn because u get it……u get it so bad

“knightly demeanour vs animalistic tendencies…gentle nature vs his violent actions” my knuckles are white im clenching my fist so hard rn because!!! ur so right there IS something just Off about the guy isnt there?? “simmering” UGH THATS SUCH A GOOD WORD like its there but it isnt so obvious at first because he truly believes hes a good person, fighting for a good cause, helping the weak, protecting vulnerable towns and villages!! but its also the fact that like that isnt really what hes fighting for deep down in his heart. im still messing with this but tell me what u think!! i think hes just the slightest bit misguided (by slight and bit i mean a lot❤️) and has no clue how to view his knighthood because he doesnt get to choose!! he doesnt get to choose who he has to raise his sword for and who he has to bend the knee for

BLARGG i got carried away but im so glad u liked the little drabble🫶🏽🫶🏽knight!sugu lives in my head rent free, im so glad someone else is crazy about him hes so hot

PEHJDJSJD MOSS????? ur making the brainrot worse pls stop 😭😭 this is gonna get extremely long i think just bear w me </3 god i adore ur take on him SO much i cant even explain it

moss. grabs ur shoulders. no because youre actually a genius. i was already sold but i never even considered how perfect a knight au is for suguru holy shit????? UR SO RIGHT. ALWAYS. he is ABSOLUTELY misguided and i think there are so many possibilities for his character in an au like this…

its so similar to his canon circumstances but also Not. and there’s that whole other factor of knighthood and honour thats so different from sorcerers because sorcerers can be (and SHOULD be) a little insane in the head but knights have to be Perfect. but then they also have to be Human and the tragedy is that u cant be both at once. (more on that later 🔥🔥 im normal abt this concept)

this is just my own take on sugu but!! i see him as like… Obsessively Moral. in the sense that he follows his own morals without thinking about anything else. almost destructively. and god moss the way that could translate into a knight au…..

just. suguru being born with so much empathy and strenght (and also that one simmering Thing that makes him a bit off) and immediately being recognized by the people around him. being branded a knight and given a sword to Protect people with. a purpose that he devotes himself wholly to, pledging himself to the protection of the people around him, and finding genuine satisfaction out of helping them (while also getting his kicks out of killing monsters bc it satisfies that one little simmering Urge he has). and the people love him and he loves them!!!

but then we get into the concept of knighthood (which im extremely normal about) and how fucked up and paradoxical it is. bc knights are supposed to Protect but also Kill. and they have to do both. suguru is given a sword to Protect people with but swords only do one thing and that is Kill. so how could he not get a little addicted to the way it feels?

its just sooo… messed up. honestly. knights are branded as heroes and saviors and theyre loved by all but deep down theyre more like dogs who have to lunge in whichever direction their superior throws a bone at. ”he doesnt get to choose who he has to raise his sword for and who he has to bend the knee for” <- LITERALLY THIS. he has to be obedient because knights are defined by Loyalty above all else and there are…. SO many ways that could fuck suguru up mentally.

him being seen as a Perfect Knight… having love for the people hes sworn himself to protect but also an undeniable love for violence…. and having no choice but to do what his king tells him to. its just bound to go wrong!! and when it does he’ll have no choice but to bear the blame alone bc thats what a good knight is supposed to do.

like im just imagining knight!sugu having a similar crisis to canon sugu in which he fails to protect someone, or has to sacrifice a certain amount of people to save more, or maybe just has to Kill something in a very gruesome way. and then slowly people turn their backs on him. maybe not entirely shut him out or anything, but now there’s this tension when he walks in and he sees a hint of fear in the eyes of the people he used to speak to so warmly.

and its just this nausea that he cant get rid of because hes spent his LIFE protecting these people. its all he knows. its what he was born for. and now theyre afraid of him? when he does nothing but devote himself to them? when all he ever did was save them over and over again? i can just imagine that contempt building up inside his stomach. slowly rotting.

and then suddenly all he can think is how ungrateful they are, how weaklings who cant protect themselves should just sit still and let him do it for them……. Yeah. i just think knight!sugu could be corrupted so easily because of how kind and moral he is (the traits that made him a Perfect Knight in the first place . throws up blood)

anyway all this just to say knight!sugu is genuinely the hottest sugu ive ever seen in my life not even kidding thank u for feeding me 🙏🙏🙏 i SCREAMED when i saw it in ur masterlist. if i saw him beat the shit out of a monster w his bare hands i would fold instantly and follow him wherever even if he went crazy and got banished <33 rip to the rest of the village but im different