#painting a positive and non harmful style of drinking that can actually be fun

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something something hallucination silco telling jinx "we build our own prisons—bars forged of oaths, codes, commitments—walls of self-doubt and accepted limitation. we inhabit these cells, these identities, and call them 'us'" something "lock me up. I've gone and jinxed it" from vi's pit fighter music video something cait opening the door to the cell vi's locked up in something "i’m at the bottom it’s a long way down" from vi's pit fighter music video something something "I'm up here, higher than god" from the caitvi sex scene...I'm cooking I swear

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Character Sheet...

Character sheet for Phoinix Abrax Leventis 

Verse: The Prophecy: The Death Curse Full Name: Phoinix Abrax Leventis Nickname/Alias: Nix Meaning: “Crimson Shining One of the East” Greek Title: No title Pet Name: Bird Boy, Song Bird, Fiery Little Bird, Love Signature: Handwriting is fast and messy Gender: Male Gender Role: Even masculine and feminine Pronouns: Him/His Orientation: Bisexual, Polyamorous Real Age: 25 years old Age Appearance: Early twenties Birthday: October 23, 1991 Deathday: N/A Birthplace: Athens, Greece Astrological Sign: Scorpio Zodiac Sign: Goat Immediate Family: Raised by Grandparents Distant Family: None Parenting: A mixture of fun-loving and responsible Upbringing: Help others and continue to grow and better himself, be respectful and never judge another Infancy: [0-2] Troubled, Father passed away Childhood: [3-12] Mother passed away, he was closed off and only close to family, powers manifested Adolescence: [13-17] Began to open up and relax, found himself, brother passed away Adulthood: [18+] Grandparents passed away, working Coming of Age: Was considered matured and grown up after Mother's death at age 10 Evolution: Has let go of anger and mellowed out Species: Human/Witch=A human capable of tapping into the universal energy to manipulate it for a wide variety of effects Ethnicity: Greek and Turkish Blood Type: O- Preferred Hand: Ambidextrous Eye Color: Vibrant sea blue Hair Color: Black Hairstyle: Kinky curls naturally, chin length and parted to the far left Skin Tone: Warm mocha Complexion: Youthful and vibrant, “glowing” Makeup: Likes to wear natural colored lip gloss, black eyeliner Build: Lean and strong Height: 5'10” Weight: 160 lbs Facial Hair: Stays clean shaven Birthmarks/scars: No birthmarks, a variety of scars just from working, long scar down the middle of his hand on both sides from being attacked by an ex with a pocket knife Distinguishing Features: Hair, smile Health: Extremely healthy Energy: Access amount Memory: He has an amazing memory, can actually remember the lives of former members of his family Senses: Sixth sense is strongest Allergies: None Handicaps: None Medication: Variety of vitamins Phobias: Drugs, Death Addictions: Using his magic, sweets, exercising Mental Disorders: None Style: Androgynous, Hipster Mode of Dress: Everything is the correct size, he wears his clothes, they don't wear him. Grooming: Well kept Posture: Open, friendly Gait: Brisk Coordination: Graceful but quick Habits and Mannerisms: plays with hair, wrings hands, will move things around Scent: Faint, smells good, to non human races he smells like magic Mood: A warm and friendly mood Attitude: Interacts with openness and friendliness, very social Stability: Can have intense bouts of instability, often has episodes of melancholy Expressiveness: Tends to keep feelings hidden unless necessary When Happy: Hums, bounces, can't stop smiling When Depressed: Isolates, withdraws, refuses to interact with others, becomes uncharacteristically quiet When Angry: Tries to hide anger, when it becomes to much to handle will start fights, binge drink, and isolate

Family: Parents died young, were neglectful/Raised by grandparents, grandmother taught him about magic/Younger brother, passed away from drug overdose when they were 15, has regrets not being there for him, didn't have magic Friends: Has several friends though he doesn't consider them close, they are all different and vary from person to person Enemies: No one, tries not to hate others without knowing them Bosses: None, self employed Followers: None Heroes: Looked up to Grandmother Rivals: None, isn't competitive Relates to: A wide variety of people, can relate more with people because he doesn't try to judge Pets/Familiars: Tank of various tropical fish, a shiba inu named Sprite, and a sugar glider named Cookie Wardrobe: Androgynous and “hipster”, everything is clean and well kept, nothing with holes or tears Equipment: Computer Accessories: Several earrings, three on the bottom, five on the top Trinkets: A “Lucky” bandanna, kept tied around his left wrist (alchemic design) Funds: Never has more than $50 in cash on him, keeps all other funds in bank account Home: Loft/warm woods, rustic, with lots of beautiful colors Neighborhood: Artsy, higher income individuals Transportation: Motorcycle/2002 Harley-Davidson FXSTD Softail Deuce in concord purple License Plate Number: r1d m3h Collections: History books, books and things about magic and spells Most valuable possession: Ancient scrolls and books on magic and his family Prized Possession: A large painting that has his family tree Lovers: Has had a string of lovers, never married Marital Status: Dating Maggie and Durjan Sex Life: “Healthy” Type: Doesn't have a specific type Turn-Ons: No specific traits he looks for Turn Offs: Dealing with someone who is drunk, high, close minded, ignorant, or just stupid Position: Sub Fetishes: Rope Bondage/Shibari, Experimental, Non-Monogamy Virginity: Not a virgin Element: Water Occupation: Freelance Web Designer & Freelance Graphic Designer Work Ethic: Single minded, doesn't stop working until customer is happy Rank: Self Employed/Boss Income: $100,000 a year with both jobs Wealth Status: Upper Middle Class Experience: Self taught, some schooling Organizations/Affiliations: None IQ: Not known Education: Graduated High School, never finished college School: It was difficult at times, despite him being a more popular kid Grade: A’s Special Education: None Social Stereotype: “hipster” Degrees: High School Diploma, never finished college Intelligence: Kinesthetic, Interpersonal, Intrapersonal, Naturalist, Linguistic Extracurricular Activities: Art, computers Religion: Greek Pantheon Morals: Same morality as commonly seen in society Crime Record: None Motivation: Personal Growth Priorities: Family/Friends, Self Growth, Work Philosophy: Doesn't really have one Political Party: Doesn't identify with one Etiquette: Excellent manners Culture: Has several superstitions and celebrates many Greek holidays, same for Turkish culture Influences: Grandparents, especially grandmother Relates to: Traditions: Follows several Turkish and Greek traditions Superstitions: Has several Turkish and Greek superstitions Main Goal: To continue his family line and pass along their power Minor Goals/Ambitions: Travel, visit the countries his family comes from Career: Has dream job/web designer and graphic artist Desires: To live happily and simply Wishlist: Has a fondness for colorful bottles Accomplishments: Dream job, own place Greatest Achievement: Starting his at home businesses Biggest Failure: Not being there for his brother when he needed to be Secrets: Has a history of self harm Regrets: Not being able to see his brother's pain and help him before it was too late Worries: Failing somebody else Best Dream: They find someone(s) and is able to settle down and have a family Worst Nightmare: Loss of a friend or someone close Best Memories: Learning magic from grandmother Worst Memories: deaths of his family Hobbies/Interests: Sketching, Reading, Studying Magic, Practicing graphic and web design, exercise Skills/Talents: Incredible sketch artist, Expert graphic and web design, Extreme magical talent, can speak several languages (Greek, Turkish, Kurdish, Arabic, English, Latin, Hebrew, and ASL) Likes: Colorful glass bottles, Art, a Good Drink Dislikes: Bizarre textures Sense of Humor: (Dark/dry/witty/sarcastic/dirty/childish/sophisticated/ironic) Pet Peeves: Lying, poor hygiene, fidgeting Superstitions/Beliefs: Has a variety of beliefs from his Greek and Turkish families Dreams/Nightmares: Often dreams or has nightmares about the lives of his ancestors, of the women who could tap into their magical abilities, especially Analeigha Quirks: Rearranges things on a table when seated, will touch the door before opening it Savvy: Magic, his family history, working out, computers Can't understand: Science, Math, Sports Closet Hobby: Random plushies Guilty Pleasure: Cooking shows Strengths: Good listener, friendly, compassionate Flaws: Not expressive, holds onto guilt, doesn't know how to forgive and forget Perception: With compassion, believes there is good in everyone Conflicts: Often comes with his relationships and telling people about his magic Instincts: Use his power and strengthen it Lures: Others capable of magic, non human beings Soft Spot: Animals Cruel Streak: Watching a friend mess up their lives with drugs Powers/Abilities: Capable of manipulating universal energies for a variety of effects; can manipulate the elements and world around him, can influence people's thoughts and emotions, and more. Power and control fluctuates with his mental and emotional stability Origin: Long line of witches which has steadily grown over time Source: Mostly manifests through hands Ability: Expert Weaknesses: Fluctuations of emotion and mental state can greatly influence his control and power, is susceptible to everything that a human is Immunities: None Restrictions: Must be in a healthy state of mind and not experiencing extreme emotions Alternate Forms: None Extra Anatomy: None Favorite Colors: Greens and teals Favorite Animals: Sugar Gliders Favorite Mythological Creatures: Griffins Favorite Places: Home Favorite Landmarks: Sanctuary of Delphi in Greece Favorite Flavors: Chocolate Favorite Foods: Sweets Favorite Drinks: Hot tea Favorite Characters: Greek Heroes Favorite Genre: History Favorite Books: Tomes on magic Favorite Movies: None Favorite Games: Card games Favorite Shows: None Favorite Music: A wide variety of different genres Favorite Bands: Blackmoore’s Night Favorite Songs: None Favorite Sports: None Favorite Stores: Any old book store Favorite Subjects: Family history Favorite Numbers: Three digit numbers that equal each other(EX: 336 3+3=6 or 6-3=3) Favorite Websites: Any he's made Favorite Words: None Favorite Quotations: None

Least Favorite Colors: Brown and Gray Least Favorite Animals: Insects Least Favorite Mythological Creatures: None Least Favorite Places: Rundown and dilapidated places Least Favorite Landmarks: None Least Favorite Flavors: Bitter flavors Least Favorite Foods: Bland foods Least Favorite Drinks: Coffee Least Favorite Characters: None Least Favorite Genre: Real Crime Least Favorite Books: Real Crime novels Least Favorite Movies: None Least Favorite Games: Video Games Least Favorite Shows: None Least Favorite Music: Country Least Favorite Bands: Country groups Least Favorite Songs: Most country songs Least Favorite Sports: Most Least Favorite Stores: Big chain stores Least Favorite Subjects: Science and Math Least Favorite Numbers: 13 Least Favorite Websites: Social sites Least Favorite Words: None Least Favorite Quotations: None

Languages: First: Greek, Turkish, Kurdish, Arabic, English, Latin, Hebrew, & ASL Accent: Faint Greek accent Voice: lower pitched Speech Impediments: None Greetings and Farewells: Greetings varies depending on who he's saying hello to, often warm and welcoming/farewells are usually the same State of Mind: “How are you?” “I'm doing wonderful, thanks for asking! How are you?” Compliment: “You're wonderful, you know that?” Insult: “I don't even have words to describe you. I don't think the english language has even thought up the words needed to describe you. That's not a good thing,” Expletive: Likes to curse in various languages. Laughter: It's light and rich that just fills him and the room, contagious Tag Line: “There's a spell for that,” Signature Quote: “I don't learn from mistakes, I learn from pain,” Reputation: He usually doesn't have a problem with people, most think he's friendly and kind First Impressions: He's someone you want to get to know, someone who draws you in Stranger Impressions: He's a fake, he's nice and friendly to get something from others Friendly Impressions: That first impressions don't scratch the surface of the man that Phoenix is Enemy Impressions: He's lying to get people to like him, he's fake and has to lie to people so they don't figure out how ugly he really is. Familiar Impressions: His grandmother used to say that he lives to his name as a shining one, though you have to be careful because he can be quite mischievous and will play hard to get Compliments: He knows what to say to calm your nerves, to take all that anger away, and he knows when to be quiet and just listen Insults: There has been people who have said he's cursed, that everyone he loves will die early, in reference to the deaths of his family members when he was younger Self-Impression: He has doubts that he's everything that he presents to people. He loves being warm and kind but knows that he has a darkness that he can't shake off The Self: A strong individual whose greatest qualities are what makes him strong, even if he doesn't realize it. The Shadow: Can be incredibly inclusive, will hide, is almost cowardly in regards to sharing his emotions, thoughts, or past. Persona/Mask: His warm and smiling personality is used to hide anything that couldn't be seen as positive Role: The healer Fulfillment: Fairly well as long as they don't fall apart first Significance: He helps people grow and heal just as his grandmother had done for him Comparison: Probably a lab or overly friendly dog Symbol: Fire, his namesake the Phoenix Vice: (Pride/Greed/Gluttony/Lust/Envy/Sloth/Wrath) Virtue: (Patience/Diligence/Chastity/Temperance/Charity/Kindness/Humility) Defining Moment: Anytime they use magic Tropes: How he dresses, what he eats and drinks, and some of his actions come off as hipster Originality: Probably his powers if he was being honest One Word: Warm