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I don't seek death anymore.
It's just that I'd be fine if my heart stopped beating today.
I'm tired and a break would be nice.
That's all. I'm sorry.
#dear diary#personal#tw#worthless#empty#tired#useless#i want to die#i hate myself#i'm sorry#pain#alone#anxiety#self harm#suicidal#sad#depression#heartbreak#hurt#hopeless#kill me#lost#lonely#broken#numb#not good enough
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Yandere Wonyoung x Male Reader
Wonyoung & y/n have been friends since childhood and promised to get married when they grow up..but since Wonyoung became an idol and got great success, she start to forget y/n and said rude things to y/n..at the same time, she's in a relationship with a male idol..y/n knows about it and feels very disappointed and slowly forgets Wonyoung
a few months later, Wonyoung compared between that male idol with y/n and felt that y/n was the best..after that, she start tracking y/n & willing to kill anyone who stood in her way.
The Price of a Broken Promise
Yandere Wonyoung X Male Reader
The rain poured heavily outside as Wonyoung sat alone in her luxurious apartment, staring blankly at the dim glow of her phone. News articles, tweets, and viral videos filled the screen, all focused on the same scandal: San, her boyfriend, caught cheating with another idol. The images of him smiling, holding someone else’s hand, sent a sharp pang through her chest.
The betrayal stung, but it wasn’t just San’s actions that haunted her tonight. As she curled up on the couch, her mind drifted back to a promise she had made long ago, to someone who had once meant everything to her.
“Y/n,” she whispered his name for the first time in years, the sound foreign yet painfully familiar.
She closed her eyes, letting the memories resurface. She saw his shy smile, the way his hand would always reach for hers as they walked home together. He had been her anchor, her unwavering support during the uncertain days of their childhood.
But she had let him go.
Her fame as an idol had taken over her life, pulling her further and further away from the boy who had once been her entire world. It wasn’t just time or distance that had severed their bond—it was her own selfishness.
“Wonyoung, don’t forget me, okay?” Y/n had said once, his voice soft but earnest.
“I could never forget you,” she had replied with a laugh, brushing off his concern. But she had forgotten him—forgotten their promise, forgotten his love.
And worse, she had pushed him away.
Her chest tightened as she remembered their last conversation, months before she debuted. He had called her late at night, worried about her.
“Wonyoung, are you okay? You haven’t replied to my texts,” he had said, his voice full of concern.
“I’m fine, Y/n. I’m just busy,” she had replied coldly.
“I just wanted to remind you I’m here for you—always.”
“I don’t need you,” she had snapped, her frustration boiling over. “Stop calling me.”
She could still hear the silence that followed, the hurt in his voice when he finally said, “Okay. I understand.”
That had been the last time she heard from him.
Now, years later, she realized the enormity of her mistake. Y/n had been the one constant in her life, the one person who had loved her unconditionally. And she had thrown him away for a fleeting romance with someone who didn’t even care enough to stay faithful.
The guilt hit her like a tidal wave. She grabbed her phone, her hands trembling as she searched for his number.
Her heart sank when the call didn’t go through.
“The number you have dialed is no longer in service.”
“No,” she whispered, her voice breaking. She tried again, but the same robotic message greeted her.
“Why did I let you go?” she sobbed, clutching the phone to her chest.
The days that followed were a blur. Wonyoung couldn’t focus on anything—rehearsals, photoshoots, interviews. Her manager noticed the change.
“Wonyoung, what’s going on with you?” he asked one afternoon, his tone sharp. “You’re distracted, and it’s starting to show.”
“I just need some time,” she mumbled, avoiding his gaze.
“Time for what? You have responsibilities, a career—”
“I need to find someone,” she interrupted, her voice trembling.
Her manager stared at her, baffled. “What are you talking about? You don’t have time for this.”
“I don’t care!” she snapped, standing abruptly. “I’ve already lost the most important person in my life because of this career. I’m not losing him forever.”
“Wonyoung, be reasonable—”
“I’m done listening to reason,” she said, her voice firm. “I’m going to find Y/n.”
She spent weeks searching, reaching out to mutual friends, scouring social media, even looking through old emails in the hope of finding some trace of him. It was through one of those emails that she found an old message from him, dated two years ago.
Wonyoung,
I know you’re busy, and I know your life is different now. But I just wanted to remind you that I’m still here. If you ever need me, just call.
- Y/n
Her tears blurred the screen as she read his words. He had been there for her, even when she didn’t deserve it. And now he was gone.
Wonyoung’s search eventually led her to New York, where she had heard he had moved. She didn’t know what she would say if she found him. She didn’t even know if he would want to see her. But she had to try.
When she finally knocked on the door of a small apartment in the city, her heart was pounding so loudly she could barely hear the rain that drenched her.
The door opened, and there he was.
“Y/n,” she whispered, her voice trembling.
He stared at her in shock, his expression unreadable. “Wonyoung?”
Before she could stop herself, tears spilled down her cheeks. “I’m sorry,” she said, her voice breaking. “I’m so, so sorry.”
Y/n stepped back, his face hardening. “What are you doing here?”
“I had to see you,” she said, stepping inside without waiting for an invitation.
“Why now?” he asked, his tone cold. “After all this time, why now?”
She collapsed onto the floor, sobbing uncontrollably. “I was selfish. I hurt you, and I let you go. I let everything go, and I didn’t realize what I had until it was gone.”
“You don’t get to just walk back into my life,” he said, his voice sharp. “You don’t get to show up here and expect me to forgive you.”
“I know,” she said, looking up at him with tear-filled eyes. “I don’t deserve your forgiveness. But please… just listen to me.”
Y/n clenched his fists, his emotions a whirlwind of anger, pain, and something else he couldn’t quite name. “Do you have any idea what you put me through? You made me feel like I was nothing. Like I didn’t matter.”
“You mattered,” she said desperately. “You mattered more than anything. I was just too blind to see it.”
He shook his head, turning away. “Why are you really here, Wonyoung? Is it guilt? Regret? What do you want from me?”
“I want you,” she said, her voice trembling. “I want to make things right. I want to keep the promise we made.”
Y/n froze, her words cutting through him like a knife. For so long, he had dreamed of hearing her say those words. But now that she had, it felt hollow.
“You don’t get to fix this with a few words,” he said, his voice soft but firm. “Trust doesn’t work like that. Love doesn’t work like that.”
“I know,” she said, her voice breaking. “I know it’ll take time. But I’ll wait. I’ll do whatever it takes.”
Y/n looked at her, searching her face for sincerity. For the first time, he saw it—the raw, unfiltered regret and love she had buried for so long.
But trust wasn’t something that could be rebuilt overnight. And love, once broken, wasn’t so easily mended.
Wonyoung returned to Seoul after her meeting with Y/n, but she wasn’t the same. The regret and longing that had once been a dull ache had transformed into something far more potent. Every time she closed her eyes, she saw his face—his indifferent expression, his cold tone. The man she had once known as her Y/n was no longer hers.
And that thought drove her mad.
She sat in her darkened apartment, scrolling through her phone for the hundredth time. She had found his social media accounts, though they were sparse. His life seemed simple now—pictures of cityscapes, books, and an occasional group photo with friends. But it was the women in those group photos that caught her attention.
Who were they? Friends? Coworkers? Or something more?
Her grip on the phone tightened, her chest heaving with anger at the mere thought of Y/n laughing with another girl, confiding in someone else, smiling for someone else.
“No,” she whispered to herself, her voice trembling. “He’s mine. He promised me. We promised each other.”
Her thoughts spiraled, and with each passing day, her obsession grew.
Wonyoung began to neglect her career. She would cancel rehearsals, ignore her manager’s calls, and avoid public appearances. Instead, she spent her days tracking Y/n’s life from afar. She learned the names of his coworkers, memorized his daily routines, and even discovered where he liked to eat lunch.
One day, she booked a flight back to New York, unable to stay away any longer.
Y/n was sitting in a café near his office, typing away on his laptop, when he felt a familiar presence. He looked up, and his heart sank.
“Wonyoung?”
She stood there, her eyes red-rimmed but filled with a desperate kind of determination.
“I needed to see you,” she said softly, taking a seat across from him without waiting for an invitation.
“What are you doing here?” he asked, his tone laced with frustration.
“I couldn’t stay away,” she admitted. “I’ve been thinking about you every day. I need to make this right.”
Y/n sighed, running a hand through his hair. “Wonyoung, we talked about this. I told you I needed time.”
“I know,” she said quickly, her voice trembling. “But I can’t wait. I can’t let you go. You’re all I think about, Y/n. I can’t… I can’t live without you.”
Her words unsettled him. There was something unhinged in the way she spoke, in the way her hands clenched the edge of the table as if holding on for dear life.
“You can’t force this,” he said, trying to keep his voice calm. “You need to move on.”
“Move on?” she repeated, her eyes widening. “How can you say that? After everything we’ve been through?”
“Wonyoung, we were kids. Things are different now. You need to understand that.”
Her lips quivered, and tears welled up in her eyes. “No. No, you’re wrong. Things don’t have to be different. We can fix this. I can fix this.”
Y/n shook his head, his frustration mounting. “You’re not listening to me. This isn’t healthy—for either of us.”
She stared at him, her tears falling freely. “You don’t mean that,” she whispered.
But he did mean it. He stood, grabbing his laptop and bag. “I think you should leave, Wonyoung. Please don’t come back.”
She watched him walk away, her heart shattering all over again. But as the pain consumed her, a darker resolve began to take shape.
Wonyoung sat in her hotel room that night, replaying their conversation over and over in her mind. Y/n was pushing her away, but she couldn’t let him. He was hers. He had always been hers.
Her thoughts turned to the women she had seen in his photos. She imagined them laughing with him, touching him, taking her place. The idea was unbearable.
“No one else can have him,” she muttered to herself, pacing the room.
Her mind raced with possibilities, each one more twisted than the last. If Y/n wouldn’t come back to her willingly, she would make him. And if anyone tried to stand in her way, they would regret it.
The next day, Wonyoung followed Y/n to his office. She waited outside, watching as he chatted with a female coworker—a petite woman with a kind smile. Wonyoung’s nails dug into her palms as jealousy consumed her.
When the woman walked to a nearby café for lunch, Wonyoung followed her. She cornered her in the alley behind the café, her expression cold and menacing.
“You need to stay away from him,” Wonyoung said, her voice low and threatening.
The woman looked confused. “Excuse me?”
“Y/n,” Wonyoung clarified, stepping closer. “He’s mine. Don’t think for a second that you can take him from me.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about,” the woman stammered, backing away.
Wonyoung grabbed her wrist, her grip like iron. “Listen carefully,” she hissed. “If I see you near him again, you’ll regret it.”
The woman nodded quickly, her face pale with fear. Wonyoung released her and walked away, a twisted sense of satisfaction washing over her.
Y/n started noticing strange things in the following weeks. His coworkers seemed distant, avoiding him during breaks. One day, he found a bouquet of roses on his doorstep with a note that read, “You’re mine, forever.”
He knew who it was from.
Wonyoung’s obsession was spiraling out of control, and he didn’t know how to stop it.
He confronted her one evening, finding her waiting outside his apartment.
“What are you doing here?” he demanded.
“I just wanted to see you,” she said, her voice sweet but unsteady.
“This has to stop, Wonyoung. You’re scaring me.”
Her smile faltered. “I’m scaring you? Y/n, all I’ve done is love you. All I’ve ever wanted is to be with you.”
“This isn’t love,” he said firmly. “This is obsession.”
Her eyes darkened, and she stepped closer. “Don’t say that. Don’t you dare say that. You don’t understand how much I need you, Y/n. I can’t live without you.”
“You need help,” he said, his voice softening. “Please, Wonyoung. Get help.”
Her expression twisted into one of rage and heartbreak. “I don’t need help. I need you. And I won’t let anyone take you from me.”
Y/n felt a chill run down his spine. He realized then just how far she was willing to go.
The obsession had consumed Wonyoung entirely. Every waking moment revolved around Y/n—what he was doing, where he was going, who he was with. She knew everything: the times he left for work, the café he liked to visit, the park where he occasionally went to clear his mind. Her network of eyes seemed endless. Every interaction, every smile he shared with someone else, ignited a storm of jealousy and fury within her.
But she couldn’t just watch anymore. She needed him. Completely.
It was a cold, quiet night when Wonyoung finally decided to act. She waited in the alley near Y/n’s apartment, cloaked in darkness. Her heart raced as she gripped the small vial in her hand, the contents a potent sedative she had procured after weeks of planning.
She knew his routine well enough to predict when he’d go to bed. The lights in his apartment flickered off around 11 PM. She waited another hour, ensuring he was deep in sleep before making her move.
Breaking into Y/n’s apartment was easier than she expected. She had studied his habits meticulously, noting how he often forgot to lock his balcony door. The quiet click of the door sliding open sent a chill down her spine, a mix of adrenaline and anticipation coursing through her.
She crept inside, her movements silent and calculated. His living room was dimly lit by the faint glow of the streetlights outside. Her gaze fell on a framed photo of him on the counter, and she couldn’t resist picking it up, her fingers trembling as she traced his face.
“You’ll understand soon,” she whispered to herself, setting the photo down.
Her footsteps were featherlight as she made her way to his bedroom. The door was ajar, and she pushed it open slowly, revealing Y/n’s sleeping form. He looked peaceful, his chest rising and falling steadily.
Wonyoung’s breath hitched. He was so close, so vulnerable.
She stepped closer, her hands trembling as she pulled out a syringe filled with the sedative. She had practiced this moment in her mind countless times, but the reality of it made her hands shake.
“I’m doing this for us,” she murmured, her voice barely audible.
She knelt beside the bed, carefully brushing a stray lock of hair from his face. He stirred slightly but didn’t wake. Her heart pounded as she pressed the needle against his skin.
The prick of the needle woke Y/n. His eyes fluttered open, and for a moment, he was disoriented.
“W-Wonyoung?” he mumbled, his voice groggy.
“Shh, it’s okay,” she cooed, her voice soft and soothing. “Just relax.”
His gaze sharpened as he realized what was happening. “What… what are you doing?” he said, his voice slurred as the sedative began to take effect.
He tried to sit up, but his limbs felt heavy, his movements sluggish. Panic flashed in his eyes as he attempted to push her away.
“Wonyoung, stop,” he slurred, his strength fading.
“I can’t,” she whispered, tears streaming down her face. “I can’t let you leave me. I need you, Y/n. Don’t you see? We’re meant to be together.”
He struggled against her, his body weak but his mind racing. “This… isn’t love,” he managed to say, his words barely audible.
“It is,” she insisted, her voice breaking. “It’s the purest love there is. I’m doing this for us. For you.”
Y/n’s vision blurred as the drug fully took hold. His head lolled to the side, and his body went limp. The last thing he saw before everything went dark was Wonyoung’s tear-streaked face hovering over him, a mix of desperation and obsession etched into her features.
Wonyoung sat beside him for hours, her hand gently stroking his hair as he lay unconscious. She whispered promises to him, vowing to make him understand, to show him that they were destined to be together.
“You’ll see, Y/n,” she murmured. “You’ll realize that no one can love you the way I do. No one will ever understand you like I do.”
Her tears had dried, replaced by a chilling sense of determination. She had crossed a line, but she didn’t care. Nothing else mattered now—only him.
He was hers. And she would never let him go.
The news broke like wildfire across Korea: “Jang Wonyoung, the Diva of IVE, Has Gone Missing.”
Fans were devastated, flooding social media with hashtags, prayers, and theories. Was it an abduction? Had she run away to escape the pressures of fame? The police were tight-lipped, but the public was frantic. News outlets speculated endlessly, painting a picture of tragedy for one of Korea’s brightest stars.
But the truth was far darker.
Far from the glitz and glamour of Seoul, in a secluded countryside church, Wonyoung stood radiant in her wedding dress. The ornate lace fabric clung to her like a second skin, her beauty almost ethereal. Her lips curled into a serene smile, her dream finally realized.
Beside her stood Y/n, dressed in a formal suit, but his face betrayed no joy. His once-bright eyes were now dull, lifeless. The man who had fought so hard to escape his past had been subdued, stripped of his will. He moved robotically, his body weakened from the drugged haze that Wonyoung kept him in.
The church was empty, save for them. There were no friends, no family, no witnesses. It was exactly how Wonyoung wanted it. This moment wasn’t for the world—it was for them alone.
“You look so handsome, my love,” Wonyoung whispered, her voice tender as she adjusted his tie. “I’ve waited for this moment my entire life.”
Y/n’s lips twitched, but no words came. He had stopped resisting days ago. His silence didn’t bother Wonyoung anymore. She believed that, in time, he would come to accept her love again.
The officiant, a man Wonyoung had hired for discretion, cleared his throat and began the ceremony.
“Do you, Jang Wonyoung, take Y/n to be your lawfully wedded husband, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?”
Wonyoung’s eyes gleamed with joy. “I do.”
“And do you, Y/n, take Jang Wonyoung to be your lawfully wedded wife, to have and to hold, in sickness and in health, for as long as you both shall live?”
Y/n remained silent, his gaze fixed on the floor. Wonyoung gently squeezed his hand, her nails digging into his skin.
“Answer him, my love,” she said sweetly, though her tone carried an edge.
“…I do,” Y/n muttered, his voice barely audible.
The officiant nodded. “By the power vested in me, I now pronounce you husband and wife. You may kiss the bride.”
Wonyoung turned to Y/n, her eyes glistening with tears of happiness. She cupped his face, forcing him to look at her.
“This is our beginning,” she whispered before pressing her lips to his in a possessive kiss.
The couple settled into their new home, a sprawling estate surrounded by high walls and dense forests. It was isolated, designed to keep the outside world away—and Y/n inside.
Wonyoung walked through the grand hallways, her arms wrapped tightly around Y/n’s as if afraid he might slip away. She beamed with contentment, her dream fully realized.
“Isn’t this perfect?” she said, her voice full of glee. “Just you and me, forever.”
Y/n didn’t respond. He walked alongside her, his steps heavy, his gaze empty. The man he once was had been consumed by her relentless obsession.
But to Wonyoung, it didn’t matter.
She had won.
No one else would ever have him. No one else could touch him. Y/n was hers—completely, irrevocably, eternally.
As they sat by the fireplace that night, Wonyoung rested her head on his shoulder, her smile serene.
“This is love,” she said softly, her fingers lacing through his. “And I’ll never let you go again.”
The flames crackled in the hearth, casting long shadows across the room. Outside, the world continued to mourn the disappearance of Jang Wonyoung. But inside, she was happier than she had ever been.
The end
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it is all tears
#gif#animation#journal#solitude#love#pain#loss#it is all tears#time#space#death#immortality#drawing#lucjan_
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nothing but thoughts of you remain in my braindead cortex.
#poetry#spilled thoughts#dark academia#dark prose#trauma#drugs#depression#alchemy#mental illness#art#mental health#spirituality#sad#introspection#liturature#tw#me#voidic3ntity#life is strange#pain#stoned#poets on tumblr#darkness#original#poem#life#death#poetic#philosophy#morbid
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If you feel pain, you are alive. If you feel other people's pain, you are a human being.” ― Leo Tolstoy
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We ask your questions so you don’t have to! Submit your questions to have them posted anonymously as polls.
#polls#incognito polls#anonymous#tumblr polls#tumblr users#questions#polls about the body#submitted june 7#pain#injury#polls about health
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They kept in touch?
My dudes I am not ok 😀
#kaeya you are perfect I love you#PAIN#genshin impact#genshin#genshin impact fanart#genshin fanart#kaeya#kaeya alberich#diluc#diluc ragnvindr#genshin kaeya#genshin impact kaeya#genshin diluc#genshin impact diluc#diluc and kaeya#kaeya and diluc
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Savannah Brown, from Closer Baby Closer; “Notes on your dramatic exit from the house party”
[Text ID: “OH YOU DO LOVE THEM / YOU DO / JUST NOT / IN THE WAY THAT LETS BOTH OF YOU LIVE”]
#savannah brown#love#pain#excerpts#writings#literature#poetry#fragments#selections#words#quotes#poetry collection#typography
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Pov Theon's apology by Leshy
(All designs belong to @aveloka-draws)
This was made in exactly one hour and 47 minutes
#cult of the lamb#cotl kallamar#cotl narinder#cotl au#cotl shamura#cotl fanart#cotl heket#cotl leshy#leshycat#leshy cotl#cotl yellow cat#leshy x yellow cat#pain
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People complaining about Veilguard's art style are so funny. You wouldn't last a minute in the asylum where they raised me.
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[text ID:
When I was young I wanted the giddy pain that came with love but now would give anything for understanding, one person sensing the other, and joy that rushes in for no reason. /end ID]
Joanna Klink, from “Evenings and Days”, The Nightfields
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Dear diary...
The fact that I'm still "alive" in 2024 just feels like a huge mistake...
#dear diary#tw#personal#worthless#empty#tired#useless#i want to die#i hate myself#i'm sorry#pain#alone#anxiety#self harm#suicidal#sad#depression#heartbreak#hurt#hopeless#kill me#lost#lonely#broken#numb#not good enough#i shouldn't be here
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#creepy#coquette#angel#doelet#yami kawaii#nicole dollanganger#ethel cain#pain#morute#creepy cute#southern gothic
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Can anybody?….
I used to question "Can I ever love somebody? "
Now you made me question " Can somebody ever love me? "
Two questions quite similar yet totally opposite endings.
- Rz
#sad love#sad love quotes#quotes#quote#word#words#sayings#question#hurt#pain#heartache#love#heartbreak#sad poem#sadness
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#whump#held at gunpoint#impaled#blood#cw blood#tw blood#head lolling to the side#pain#makeshift bandage#Protective colter shaw#colter shaw#justin hartley#bloody hands#tracker#season 2 episode 05#struggle#struggling#losing consciousness#Lolling head#Impaled with an arrow#Glassy eyes
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