#oversexed witches

[basicallyanotherwitchesthing]

Nathan Butler - Mamelle, the Goddess - Fawcett - 1974

[coochiekrab]

kuri and aubrey are going to be an ancient wizard and an oversexed witch for halloween

[hekateinhell]

Armand loses all logic and reason when it comes to Lestat, we know this 🤧

Exhibit A

Armand: NOW WHY THE FUCK HAVEN'T YOU BEEN COMBING HIS HAIR YOU HORRIBLE SPITEFUL WITCH

Gabrielle: ... because he'll kill us if we dare get near him, you oversexed little street urchin 😒

Armand: and I will gladly take that risk because *I* love him 😾😾😾

Lestat: zzzzzz (allows it)

Love how Armand says that Gabrielle ✨somehow✨ manages to ignore Lestat’s periodic and inevitable cries for help he’s like ugh h o w.

[parfumieren]

Sacrebleu (Parfums de Nicolaï)

At this precise point in the arc of human evolution, it may seem that magic is on its last legs. The smarter we become, the further we stray from the neighborhoods of the divine. Once-mighty gods are now plastic action figures. Ancient religions limp along as superstitions. The Great Pan is dead, replaced by the Sony Playstation.

Flowers are no exception to the trend of disempowerment. Once upon a time, they were viewed as living missives from the otherworld. Plucking the wrong one could draw the wrath of the unseen; illness, misfortune, and death might visit the house into which a single stolen blossom was carried. For flowers belonged to the elementals -- a.k.a. "fairies" -- savage and unpredictable beings whom one begged for protection and bribed to keep at a safe distance.

Even helpful flowers were host to uncanny spirits. Periwinkle blooms, said to ward off all manner of evil, were yet used to adorn the graves of children. Those in the know called them violettes des sorciers.... witch violets.

But that was long ago. The Victorians and Edwardians stripped flowers clean of all unseemly characteristics and recostumed fairies in gossamer and starlight-- friendly, sanitized and safe for children. What job they started, Walt Disney finished.... and generations of girls like me grew up unaware of a femininity whose power was manifest not in cellophane wings, but in claws and teeth.

I admit I have never been what you would call the flower-fairy type. Even as a little girl, I eschewed things like dolls and frills and the color pink in favor of snake hunting and rock collecting. To my mind, flowers were just one more mark of femininity to which my tomboy self stood in improper contrast.

It follows that in my adult life, floral perfumes have largely struck me as overwrought in one of two directions: syrup or sugar, oversexed or sexless. One is womanhood exaggerated; the other is womanhood sanitized. Neither is natural or (at least to me) appealing. I have long found myself wishing for a floral with all of its dark magic intact-- inspiring equal amounts of desire and dread.

Was I born at the wrong time? Had I missed my chance?

Luckily, every so often, the breath of some age-old spirit reaches us from its hiding place, and we experience a primordial chill of recognition that reaches as deep as our bones. The violettes des sorciers are not all banished-- they're in Sacrebleu, a perfume as close to unseelie as it gets.

Of the several recognized usages of sacrebleu, which one did perfumer Patricia de Nicolaï mean to evoke? On one hand, sacré bleu allegedly refers to the celestial color of the cloak worn by the Mother of God. Taken in this light, the name of this perfume seems almost prayerful. In reality, however, sacrebleu is nothing but a curse-- something to shout when outraged. I like to think Nicolaï intended the latter, for this perfume was designed to provoke.

First came a mighty, in-your-face note of anise-- then nothing. Sacrebleu had simply disappeared. Failing to notice the "back in five" sign (written in the tiniest handwriting imaginable, and in invisible ink), I liberally reapplied to all pulse points. And waited.

Then anise returned-- with reinforcements. Sandalwood, licorice, cinnamon, vanilla. Soon they had me surrounded-- a pack of manic scent fairies spiraling around me in a helix of sparkling aromas.

Outnumbered and outgunned, I surrendered and closed my eyes. The air around me prickled with electricity, shimmered with color. And the scent-- fizzy, hard, and bright, intensifying and picking up velocity with every passing second. I could have been standing in an enchanted ring of violets in some shadowy forest straight out of Grimm... or on one of the rings of Saturn, dodging silver meteorites.

The glamoury lasted all day, most of which I'm sure I spent smiling goofily with my eyes crossed. When I finally landed back on earth, that maddening scent had faded to a nice Choward's Violet Mint sort of thing, dry and pleasantly prickly on the nose. But the fairies had vanished, as fairies do.... and I think the little bastards made off with my wallet.

They're welcome to it. It's a small price to pay for real magic.

Scent Elements: Mandarin, raspberry, blackcurrant, peach, apricot, carnation, tuberose, jasmine, cinnamon oil, frankincense, patchouli, sandalwood, balsam Peru, tonka bean absolute

[azrielrose]

overly long Chilling Adventures of Sabrina Pt 1-4 Spoilers below the cut:

Stream of consciousness time.   I liked this show, though it wandered a bit...too many cheerleading/singing scenes, thanks Glee, I guess.  Loved the aesthetic, some of the clothes I’ll remember forever.  Lilith was obviously a fav, freakin Michelle Gomez.  It was hard to watch her character fade a bit in 3 and into 4, so I was savagely glad she got her vengeance, AND all the power.  A lot of people are upset she ate Adam, but I feel it was in character, rather than let Lucifer raise her son the way you know he would’ve.  She’s understandable, she’s not Good.

Nick, I always liked him best for Sabrina, I was obviously excited in the most evil ways when they gave him SPN Sam’s storyline, sacrificing himself and getting stuck with/tortured by the devil...they even also heavily implied that he was raped by lucifer.  After, he suffers PTSD, abusing alcohol and drugs, becoming oversexed, self harming.  Sabrina’s kind of a dick about it, but I thought that was somewhat understandable.  She’s just a teen after all, it’s not weird for kids to wish the person in their lives with mental illness would just (suck it up/act normal) bounce back and not understand when they can’t.  But then the show validates her pov rather than correcting it.  She literally tells him off for making his ‘melodrama’ her problem, or something.  And that’s what seemingly snaps him out of it--we don’t see ptsd from him again.  That’s pretty fucked up.  I mean, if you’re going to write canonical rape/torture trauma for a character, you should have to follow it through at least somewhat responsibly, rather then send a message that a ptsd response is somehow self-indulgent and can be handled with will power or some shit.  (We SPN fans were blessed to have Jarpad, who protected this aspect of Sam’s trauma as best he could, sometimes with no help from the writers.)

As for Sabrina M, I thought it was stupid that she’s blinded to that clay kid’s true intentions.  She knew who and what he was the entire time she competed with him and was as vicious as she had to be to win.  If her Morningstar side was her ambitious, power hungry side who fought so hard to be Queen of Hell, where did it all go?  All the sudden she’s a starry eyed kid who believes in insta romance because he says the right words.  She already knew he’d lie and betray her in a second for the Crown.  That makes no sense.  Why did she need to be with him or anyone, to the point where she gets married at 16?  Where did all the early seasons Girl Power energy go?  

Funny, though, that they just pretended Lucifer wasn’t trying to make her his incest/child bride the season before.  S2 he was like ‘uh call me father but only in private’ and now he’s all ‘my daughter that I care so much for’.  Did they get a lot of shit over that, and decide to just pretend it away?  It’s a shame, because they had that storyline where she was Lucifer’s Sword, and merging witches and humans make more powerful witches and they just..........dropped it.  For this Morningstar Nuclear Family Plus Caliban the Husband shit.  That red wedding dress was killer tho omg.

Ugh.  Anything else that matters?  Zelda and Mambo were robbed for no reason, that was crap.  I love Zelda.  I LOVE Hilda.  I was so happy when they did the au ep with Hilda and Zelda from sitcom StTW, complete with puppet Salem.

Oh, and that ending, w the actual F?  He killed himself to be with her?  People are reacting like, wow, writers legit had a mentally ill teen character kill himself because he thought life wasn’t worth living without his gf, and posed it as a Happy Ending.  But it’s worse, because by then they were pretending he shook his mental illness off, or Love Cured It or some shit.  So, Romantic Love cures mental illness, but only as long as the SO is alive.  Yikes.

Also they stole the Void scene from that time Squidward went too far in the future.  That’s all I could see.  I guess it’s not terrible the show hasn’t been renewed.  Great characters, but the storylines didn’t know where to go anymore.

[commie-eschatology]

“The Bi-Weekly Full Camp Supply Meeting”

Bodhan mediates a full camp meeting.

“From a Certain Point of View”: https://archiveofourown.org/works/29293188/chapters/71935464  

“Welcome to our bi-weekly full camp supply meeting,” Bodhan says to the assembled party around the fire, “as always, tell me and the boy what you’ll be needing, and we’ll be sure to stock it. Within two to three weeks of course.”

“Enchantment!” Sandal confirms. He prepares his notebook. His son is quite helpful for the business. A bit unorthodox sure, but quite good at keeping inventory and of course weirdly skilled at enchanting. He’s asked the boy how he got so good at it, but all he ever gets is “enchantment!”

Bodham has seen some very odd things in this world, that’ll happen when your job is raiding the Deep Roads. The ragtag group in front of him though is a new degree of strange, a mismatch of formidable folks across Thedas. Alistair and Leliana sit giggling together at the edge of the fire. They’re ostensibly the normal ones, but he’s heard that Alistair is the heir to the throne and Leliana was an assassin? The Qunari soldier, Sten, glares at them both as he has since Lothering, maybe it’s personal or maybe his face is just permanently stuck. Wynne seems eager to begin the meeting, she’s nice enough but apparently she’s possessed. Then there’s the actual golem, Bodhan thought they were just a myth made up by the Assembly, who seems to hold a very particular hatred towards pigeons, not exactly what he expected.

Oh and the Antivan assassin who apparently tried to kill the Wardens before recruitment. It’s not Bodahn’s job to question, but that seems like not the smartest choice.  Morrigan loiters at the edge of the group, yellow eyes glowing in the dark. Bodhan fears her the most, he’d rather not be turned into a toad. The Warden is missing this particular bi-weekly full camp supply meeting, off saving the world or something.

“We need more of that Orlesian cheese you had last month,” says Alistair, “because someone decided to eat it all.” The mabari hound barks in acknowledgment, unashamed and undeterred.

“I have a craving for those frilly cakes they make in the Val Royeaux bakery. Perhaps you can procure those,” requests Leliana. Frilly cakes, Sandal writes, flavor not specified.

“Has it escaped your notice that we are at war? We have no time for such frivolous things. Weapons and armor will be enough, dwarf,” says Sten. Actually Bodhan can do frivolous or not frivolous, really he doesn’t judge at all.  “And some cookie dough for Sten,” Leliana giggles. The Qunari does not object. Swords and things. Cookie dough?, Sandal writes.

Zevran pipes up. “I believe it is my turn then. I would like Antivan brandy, Bastion chocolate, a new pair of leather boots, a white steel dagger, a good bottle of olive oil, some red wine,” Sandal scribbles as quickly as possible, “ah and some of those frilly cakes from Val Royeaux would do quite nicely. Along with some personal items I will write you a list for.”  

Morrigan rolls her eyes, Bodhan braces himself. “If you all are quite finished, I require better lyrium  potions. Tis essential I do not choke on whatever it is you provide while I cast.”

“Afraid I can’t do that. Since Orzammar’s closed and the Circle is overrun by demons, the mages collective is the only lyrium seller left.” There are of course other avenues, but Bodhan stays out of the drug trade, profitable but a bit too nasty.

The Witch scowls. “Do not play coy with me, dwarf. Get me another kind of lyrium.”

“I’m…” Bodhan gulps, “not that kind of dwarf.”

“I could assist you in sourcing lyrium. I still have some contacts,” says Leliana. Bodhan wonders, how is this unassuming Chantry girl involved in the drug trade? Mage sympathizer would be his guess. On second thought he doesn’t want to know, he’s stayed alive this long by knowing when not to ask questions.

“Ah so the Chantry girl is involved in the sale of lyrium,” mocks Morrigan, “fascinating that one can have so many quirks and yet continue to be completely uninteresting.”

“Do you ever tire of being the oversexed, spiteful witch, Morrigan? It must be an exhausting archetype to always embody.” Leliana snaps back.

“Yeah I’m just gonna, uh, get going then,” Bodhan and the boy slip away from the campfire as the bickering continues to escalate. As always, they barely notice. He takes the list from Sandal and starts to get to work.

[salvatoreschool]

Legacies And Buffy The Vampire Slayer: 5 Ways They Are Similar (& 5 Ways They Are Different)

It may seem unfair to compare and contrast the groundbreaking Buffy the Vampire Slayer to the freshman The Vampire Diaries' spin-off, Legacies. After all Buffy the Vampire Slayer ran for 7 seasons, is considered a cultural phenomenon, a cult classic, and a trailblazer due to its strong female lead.

Joss Whedon, the creator of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, famously said that he had grown, "so tired of slasher film cliches, especially the dumb, oversexed blond stumbling into a dark place to have sex with a boyfriend, only to be killed. I began thinking that I would love to see a scene where a ditsy blond walks into a dark alley, a monster attacks her and she kicks its ass." How can Legacies compare to such an iconic show?

Legacies is the second spin-off of The Vampire Diaries. In it, we follow the children of important characters from The Vampire Diaries and The Originals.

10. SIMILAR: SETTING

Both shows start in a high school setting. Our main characters, Buffy and Hope, are 16 and 17 respectively. While Buffy is new to this high school, Hope has grown up at her school. However, the struggles they face are similar. While recognizing that they are different than their peers, they want acceptance and to be more "normal."

In addition, both of the schools are in a town that has its own supernatural connection. Buffy the Vampire Slayer is in Sunnydale, the Hellmouth, a gateway for demons to enter Earth.

Legacies takes place in Mystic Falls, the small town where The Vampire Diaries took place. Mystic Falls has a long history with the supernatural. Even Hope's father, one of the original vampires, lived there. Though it has a small town charm, its history is much darker and deeper. The school they attend is full of magic.

9. DIFFERENT: THE TONE

While Legacies does have a much lighter tone than its predecessors, The Vampire Diaries and The Originals, it still is darker than the first couple seasons of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. This may be due to the previous shows casting a shadow over Legacies. As viewers, we know that Hope suffered extreme tragedy and is learning to cope with life and living. This is apparent from the pilot episode.

To contrast, Buffy is excited to be at a new school and meet new people. She swaps trendy advice with the resident mean girls and finds good friends in Willow and Xander. Although it's true that Buffy the Vampire Slayer's tone does change, especially in Season 6, it starts out light with loads of humor.

8. SIMILAR: MAIN PROTAGONIST'S JOURNEY

Buffy and Hope are the only one of their kind. Buffy is the chosen one, the only vampire slayer (until she dies, of course, and another slayer awakens). Hope is the only tribrid: a vampire, werewolf, and witch. Buffy knows her quest but, like most classic protagonists on a hero's journey, struggles to accept it. On the other hand, Hope suspects that she has a quest but doesn't understand her purpose until the last episode. Wrecked with guilt through much of the season, Hope wants to prove that she is worthy of the sacrifice that her family made for her.

In addition, Buffy and Hope are strong female leads. While they have supernatural strength, they also have strong personalities and morals. They both defend others, even if it could mean their own deaths. They care about others and consider it a duty to help and protect those incapable of protecting themselves.

7. DIFFERENT: THE DIALOGUE

Joss Whedon was praised for his use of witty, smart dialogue in Buffy the Vampire Slayer. It was another aspect that set his show apart. Due to the praise, Joss Whedon actually challenged himself to do an episode where there was no dialogue, Season 4's Hush. He succeeded in this episode as well, proving that while the dialogue was great, the show's success was due to more than just all the clever words.

The dialogue in Legacies doesn't stand out as much as the dialogue in Buffy the Vampire Slayer. While it has a little lighter tone than the dialogue in The Vampire Diaries and The Originals, it is still dramatic. The humor and wit are mainly missing. The focus is on the mythology of The Vampire Diaries universe, rather than witty teen dialogue.

6. SIMILAR: MONSTER OF THE WEEK

In Season 1, Legacies uses a monster of the week story-telling device. We have a dragon, a unicorn pooping mind-altering slugs, a necromancer, and more. Each monster does have the same goal: Retrieve the keys to release the Malivore. While they are one-off monsters, they are connected to a larger issue.

Buffy the Vampire Slayer practices this same strategy. Each episode had a monster of the week and, for the most part, the conflict was resolved by the end of the show. Also, we have monsters that are connected to the big bad, the Master. This, of course, changes in the later seasons, where we have stretches of episodes revolving around a solitary antagonist.

5. DIFFERENT: THE SCOOBIES

Though Buffy was the heroine of the show, she had her buddies - nicknamed the Scoobies or the Scooby Gang - help out frequently. At first, the Scoobies didn't possess supernatural abilities, but that changes throughout the show. Perhaps one of the Scoobies' strongest powers is to hold Buffy accountable. In the show, Spike (a vampire) tells Buffy that what kept her alive longer than the other slayers is her connections to others. The Scoobies may not be the title characters, but they are just as important to the show.

Hope doesn't want friends or a team to help her, besides Alaric, but she does get a team. Most of the members are supernatural beings. Hope acts primarily as a solo agent. She doesn't listen or consider their advice, thinking that she knows best. Buffy's friends feel uniquely themselves. We have yet to see all the members of Hope's team accomplish the same.

4. SIMILAR: MAIN PROTAGONIST BECOMES AN ORPHAN (BASICALLY)

Many shows and books with a heroic child protagonist willing to risk or sacrifice their lives in order to save others, feature orphans (think Harry Potter). They aren't held back by parental love and aren't regarded as children. In Legacies, Alaric is okay with Hope risking her life but not his own young children (Lizzie and Josie), who are the same age.

Legacies begins two years after Hope lost her mother, father, and uncle. Partly due to her grief, she both isolates herself and risks her life to save others. At the end of the season, she sacrifices her life to save others. Sadly, they won't remember the sacrifice due to the Malivore erasing the memories others have of magical beings. Hope, as a tribrid, is a magical being.

Buffy doesn't start out as an orphan. She has a loving mother and a mostly absent father. In one of the most heartbreaking episodes of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, The Body, Buffy loses her mother. The episode shows us how each character reacts to the loss. Joyce, Buffy's mom, didn't die from anything supernatural, making Buffy feel truly helpless. Buffy's father isn't really ever there to be a parental figure. Even if this only happens in Season 5, Buffy keeps her vampire business a secret from Joyce. Consequently, the hero has to act on her own most of the time.

3. DIFFERENT: MIRRORS AND METAPHORS

Buffy the Vampire Slayer uses many different creative writing techniques like mirrors or metaphors. Its text was layered with a lot of meaning ripe for analytical study. Passion of the Nerd, a vlogger, does a great time analyzing such techniques. In his series, he identifies Cordelia as Buffy's mirror, serving as Buffy's identity prior to becoming a slayer. The fact that vloggers, college professors, and fans can analyze Buffy the Vampire Slayer in such depth and for so many years, shows how well the use of mirrors, metaphors, and other creative writing tools worked.

Legacies is a younger show, with only one season to its name. So far, there hasn't been much creative writing strategies. This could change in the future.

2. SIMILAR: ENIGMATIC BOYFRIEND

In Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel presents a great mystery. Along with Giles, Angel is the only person who knows Buffy is the slayer when she arrives in Sunnydale. Angel gives her a cross necklace for further protection. It isn't until he stays at her house that Buffy finds out what he is a vampire. Later, we find out that Angel is a unique vampire since he has a soul. When the show was new, Angel's reveal was a huge deal.

Whereas Angel might have been hiding his true nature intentionally from Buffy, Landon of Legacies doesn't know his true nature. He doesn't know his past or his parents. Later, due to a drastic death, we learn that Landon is a supernatural being. He is a phoenix, rising from the ashes, from death. In addition, we find out that Landon's "father" is the Malivore. Matter of fact, Landon's parentage makes Hope's family look like a golden family.

1. DIFFERENT: A SCHOOL OF SUPERNATURAL TRAINING

Alaric and Caroline created the "Salvatore School for the Young and Gifted" so that children like Lizzie and Josie would have a safe place to live and learn about their abilities. The idea was to provide a place where they could become stronger and better citizens to each other and to humans. Hope has been learning and improving her abilities since she was a child. She also has the support of her family and the other students with magical abilities. Although Hope believes herself to be alone, she is surrounded by other students who relate to what she is going through.

On the flip side, Buffy doesn't even know that she is the slayer until she is a teenager. She learns that most slayers don't live long lives. While she has Giles to provide one-on-one training, she is alone. Rather than being eased into her gift, Buffy was submerged in the icy water instantly. Later, she does meet other slayers (like Faith) that help her feel less alone, but she remains separate. She may have benefited from learning more about her gift; however, it would have limited her more ordinary experiences.

We'll see what Season 2 has in store for Hope in Legacies. It could be that there will be even more connections with Buffy the Vampire Slayer.

[antigone314]

Sat.Review: Unholy Magic and City of Ghosts

Sat.Review: Unholy Magic and City of Ghosts

Written by Stacia KaneNarrated by Bahni Turpin Unholy Magic Story SynopsisChessaria, the oversexed drug-addicted church-witch protagonist, is still going hot & heavy with the enforcer for one drug lord because she can’t handle the emotions of her overwhelming lovey feels for the other drug lord’s enforcer. All of this is the sexy romp undercurrent while she investigates a Hollywood star’s…

[a-reading-journal]

Such silly things, children - and so embarrassing - because they keep changing themselves out of shame, out of a need to be loved or something. While animals are born who they are, accept it, and that is that. They live with greater peace than people do.

She felt in herself a jolt of pleasurable expectation over the thought of approaching the Scrow. Along with so much else, she had forgotten what pleasurable expectation was. As night fell, everyone seemed more alert, out of fear and excitement. The skies throbbed with turquoise, even at midnight. Starlight and comet tails burned the tips of endless grass below into a hammered silver. Like thousands of tapers in the chapel, just blown out but still glowing. 234

Planning a reread of the whole quartet back-to-back, each book of which I’ve only read once. I read Wicked in high school after discovering and falling in love with the musical. I can't believe how much sex is in it, most probably went over my head at the time. Maguire’s imagination is incredible, producing a world very much like our own but different enough to be fantastic. He’s adjusted everything from religion, language, botany, biology, philosophy, geography, and politics. I also applaud him for queering it up back in '95 - from implications between Elphaba and Glinda or explicit admission from Frexspar regarding his affair with Turtle Heart - but can't believe that he reduces his two explicitly gay characters to mere stereotypes: oversexed or sexless. Tibbett gets introduced the world of sex young, while the characters are at school studying, only to fall off the radar until Elphaba encounters him dying and riddled with disease in the mauntery. Crope on the other hand becomes a sidepiece to Glinda, growing a paunch, living on his own, trying his hand at art, and never getting a word in the conversation. What happens to him is unknown after Fiyero leaves Glinda and Crope at lunch.

Odd that I read this novel after discovering and loving the musical, but having read it again I now find that the musical is just plain bad. The story presented here is much more expansive and dark, while the musical is saccharine.

Looking forward to reading Son of A Witch, which I remember liking more than Wicked itself, the ending having been seared in my mind for years.

[aibidil]

Sexuality especially aroused anxiety and the sexual overtones present in the [witch] hunts, whether in the sexualized image of the witch (who was believed to cause impotence and indulge in perpetually unfulfilling forms of deviant sex); the general belief that women as a group were oversexed, congenitally unable to control their desires and therefore susceptible to seduction by the Devil; or the elements of sexual terrorism in the hunts themselves, suggest that the hunts were more or less direct project of sexual anxiety. In the early modern world, preoccupied with (male) hierarchical order and its converse, (female) unrestrained sexuality and disorder, the wandering or “loose” woman could not help being perceived as inherently subversive. On a literal level, the binding of women to the (male) Devil, that is the making of a witch, might be taken as an attempt to “enclose” women not obviously otherwise controlled by men. More generally, the hunting of witches, defined as the epitome of evil, reflected a sharpened fear and distrust of women as powerful sources of danger, disorder, and pollution.

“The Witch ‘She’/The Historian ‘He’: Gender and the Historiography of the European Witch-Hunts,” by Elspeth Whitney

[inbtswethrrust]

Hi I was wondering if you knew any good vminkook fics? Also as I'm kinda new to bts fanfiction so I was wondering if you could link the most CLASSIC and BEST known bts fanfiction. Lastly (sorry this is long) the best known jikook or vmin please? V kook either I don't mind! Thank you so much!!! 😊

The only vminkook fics I know are the ones on the vminkook tag! Sorry! Also, aside from the Jikook/Vmin/Taekook I’ll rec now you should check out the beautiful compilation the precious admin ange made the other day!

JIKOOK:

#4: witches and kisses by yeoubi [T, 4k]

The Petty Criminal Discount by Kingkiwi [G, 6k]

You’re My Genie, Lamborghini (You’re My Teeny Weeny Meenie) by mindheist [E, 7.8k]

i guess you say (what can make me feel this way) by jungkooks hyung (bangtans_boy) [T, 6k]

underdressed and oversexed by gangbang [E, 24k]

dear diary, holy crap i think i’m in love with park jimin by jungkooks hyung (bangtans_boy) [T, 10k]

Put it on me (and make it dark) by chihiro [E, 10k]

Blow Me Like Your French Horn by ohdizzy [T, 40k]

Drops of Sky by untrueee [T, 6.3k]

listen to my heartbeat (it’s calling you at its own will) by poplolli [T, 30k]

Glass Diamonds by GinForInk [E, 18k]

Him by PinkBTS [M, 35k]

VMIN:

roll with it by conversehigh [T, 6.8k]

let’s get going by gangbang [E, 7.3k]

Jammed by minverse [E, 11k]

all of your sides are good by knth [E, 16k]

I Will Make You Whole by lethallergic [E, 36k]

and when you think of me, am i the best you’ve ever had by causeitsred [E, 12k]

This Confession Note Wasn’t Meant for You by Toshiba19 [T, 21k]

It doesn’t matter who you are, tell me my heart is the same as yours is by cottoncandyboys (mik0rin) [G, 17k]

in my veins by knth [E, 6.3k]

everything feels like a dream (don’t try to disappear) by kaythebest [T, 9k]

Can I Have This Dance? by SevenSoulmates [M, 17k]

4 Times Taehyung Fantasized About Jimin’s Thighs and the 1 Time Fantasy Became Reality by skateboardsound [E, 10k]

here comes the rush (before we touch) by knth [T, 4k]

never shoot to miss by umji [T, 14k]

‘til morning comes, let’s tessellate by maxx [E, 8k]

Shooting Stars and Silver Moons by mucha [E, 20k]

something here feels right (we might both be alive) by jjks [G, 7k]

Once In A Lifetime by SevenSoulmates [M, 34k]

Second Chance by Toshiba19 [T, 13k]

i’m a teepee, i’m a wigwam (calm down, man - you’re two tents) by bazooka [E, 9.4k]

TAEKOOK (wow there’s more?):

Of Photographs and Heated Stares by taekookmusings [E, 8.7k]

i’ll be a man (of you, you, you, babe) by monsterplaza (aesthesiae) [E, 18k]

like a moon (i revolve around you) by nikkumeul [E, 13k]

and i want you (do you want me too?) by wowoashley [E, 6.9k]

Get Me Out Of My Mind (Get You Out Of Those Clothes) by taekookmusings [E, 15k]

my world only has you in it by nikkumeul [E, 28k]

dating for dummies by sugasus [G, 12k]

Will you be my Forever? by flywithtaetae (kimtaehyungs) [M, 15k]

We’ll Find Each Other’s Arms by TaeTea [E, 25k]

Comeback Kids by rix [E, 34k]

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Guys, I’m crying these are all so good im just gonna go kill myself or well cry myself to sleep how did u expect me not to go overboard with the recs these are so many and I HAVENT EVEN RECCED LIKE HALF OF EVERYTHING I LOVE WHAT DO I DO I HAD TO CHOOSE BETWEEN THEM DO U KNOW HOW MUCH THAT HURT ME??????? CHOOSING????? BETWEEN MY BABIES?????? MY PRECIOUS PRECIOUS FICS?????? im ded kill me now

-Admin Nana

[elfyourmother]

under a cut bc i mention my survivor history

kunstpause replied to your post: kunstpause replied to your post: “[[MO also like...

There is just so much shit we internalise and I feel it takes a lifetime to unlearn? I am over 30 and I KNOW things are not like I thought they were when I was 20 - but there are still things my mind always goes to first. It is so frustrating to be comfortable with who you are intellectually, only to get punched in the guts emotionally again - and then not really trusting yourself, always asking “is this a real reaction or some internalised shit again…”

this is honestly so fucking real and i’m getting a little choked up because i feel it in my soul and i’ve been there so many times. the second guessing is the worst. and it ALWAYS happens when you think you’re over the shit too. i fucking still catch myself wondering if i’m not actually a lesbian and just lying to myself. still! i still catch myself wondering if i’m ~oversexed~ because of my abuse history. like i’m goddamn 16 and crying in the witch shop over my dad’s runes all over again afraid to tell him about the shit that happened to me at the other witch shop i went to.

i’m a lot more comfortable in my skin at this age than when i was younger. but i’ll be damned if i don’t still have those moments of being a scared and self loathing teenage girl who wonders if she’s just a deviant and going to hell