#overexcited rambling

[lilithadomania]

MY SWEET BABYYYYY

I WOULD DIE FOR YOU. HOW DARE THOSE PEOPLE LEAVE YOU BEHIND.

[huginsmemory]

Thinking about how deliberately colour coded the touden siblings are to the winged lion. Like they have gold eyes and blond hair, directly correlating themselves to the winged lion by colour scheme... And when they both become monstrous, they BOTH are represented with feathers around their neck and chest areas; as the red dragon has no feathers but chimera Falin DOES is interesting as it points to something specific to Falin... only to be repeated when Laios shifts and has the same feathers in the exact same area suggesting it's something unique to the Toudens. I mean whether that really has merit is obtuse really, but if we're going for the winged lion representation angle it makes sense. Interestingly, Marcille also has blonde hair but she has green eyes; not so obviously tied to the winged lion, even if she ends up becoming the dungeon master.

And I wonder if it's a representation within the touden siblings at how by the end they represent/become the lion. Laios is very clear; by consuming the winged lion, he 'becomes one' with the lion, in the most base sense of what you eat you literally are made of... and also in how incredibly horny the panel is. And then quite literally his result of eating the winged lion he's doomed to forever feel hungry and never feel sated; the same thing the winged lion represents, desire without end. He becomes in a way, the winged lion, a human representative of him, after his body also quite literally becoming the human representative of the winged lion, when the winged lion walks around in his own skin. The two of them are foils; both driven by the desire to consume, one a monster and with a desire to consume chiefly humans, while for the other a human the desire to consume monsters, and they in the end swap places; the human becoming a monster and a monster becoming a human, each granting each other their forms. They become in that way instrinsically twisted, and the tables turn on the Lion as the Lion instead of feasting on Laios becomes the one feasted on instead in the same way the Lion normally feasts; again, Laios becoming the lion. Of course, the lion represents more than just un-ending desire, chiefly the portion which talks about the issue of capitalism unchecked desire and consumption. But I think in a way, perhaps that's what is also being hinted too; the way within a community people can help check other peoples desires or help people have desires as is seen in the end with both Marcille and Mithrun. A non-destructive representation of the winged lion one might say. Also, one may say he also becomes the true 'lord of the dungeon' as the winged lion ceases to exist, Laios now ruling instead, taking the winged lions place.

In regards to Falin there's perhaps less obvious or deliberate foiling in comparison, but I think she still by the end in a way represents the winged lion. Chiefly, I think, by her in the first place, being alive; the black magic that brought her back is exactly what invited the winged lion to their world in the first place; without the winged lions existence through the tapping into outside reality, Falin would not be alive. In much the same way, her flesh was created from the red dragon, a creation of the dungeon, and so winged lion. She's only alive in the beginning because of the winged lion, so she represents in a way that no other person does in the manga the winged lion; not a prey of the winged lion, but a creation, or something saved through the winged lion. It's also interesting to see that what she retains is her feathers (even if they're white, not gold) once she's again revived.... squints suspiciously.

Anyways I think there's probably also a lot more coherent things that can be pulled from this analysis but I'm just rambling on about it tbh...I need to reread the manga...

[dragon-spaghetti]

HOW ARE WE FEELING HAZBIN FANS

[lilithadomania]

HEY HOMIES THIS IS THE NEW ACCOUNT!!!!

COME ON IN, JOIN THE FUN AGAIN~

IT'S DECEMBER MY DUDES!!!

I do plan on closing this account and making a new one though, this one.. It's ridden with bots and such, and it's.. Too insane for me to handle hhh...

[nutelladoesstuff]

Just watched the Good Omens screening and OH MY GOODNESS

SO APPARENTLY NIN- gets bonked on the head with a hammer

AND ALSO AZIRAPH- gets bonked on the head with a hammer. Again.

I'm pretty sure if I reveal a single spoiler a gaiman shaped being would come smite me in my sleep lmao but hey I got a cool poster! Can't wait for the actual release in 23 hours and 2 minutes

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

ugh the way I feel horribly stupid for being too loud

[wnjntual]

i want to make more friends on here but im just so uninteresting on this app and I'm so bad with social cues!! but i would like to make more friends on here :•///

[scorndotexe]

i need to research osha regulations i need to become one of those people who point out osha violations in random things for fun

[shoechoe]

sometimes i can rationally think and talk about diavolo but other times i just lose it completely. like... he's diavolo. from jojo. diavolo jojo bizarre.

[lilithadomania]

WAHH LOOK AT HOW MAJESTIC HE IS!!!!

Meanwhile poor Jamil gets soaked....

[reblog-house]

Oh my god

I just remembered that one post about "if I were a character, how would the fandom misinterpret me?"

They'd say I was child-coded.

[tardis--dreams]

OOOOOHHHHHHHHHH I just realized i live on the 4th floor now!!! A LINGUISTS DREAM COME TRUE!!!

[eldrichthingy]

Finally finished Everett's playthrough, and gods. I truly hope they change something about the endings, but regardless - this whole save was a fun time! I romanced ascended Astarion again, and I can't even begin to express how much I adore this version of him! Personally, I prefer it to spawn version, although I love both, but ascended just hits different. He's just my dream romance :') I love how he's so amused by everything, how giggly he is, how he talks about his plans for future, his confidence & ego. He's precious to me, and god, I love him so much. I can romance him ten times more and I don't think I'll ever get tired of him.

[totally-razzical]

I HAVE JUST FINISHED THE SECOND STREAM IN TIME FOR TODAYS STREAM (I am late I am sorry I sadly have life shit to do) AND, JUST, BRAIN IMPLODING, POSITIVELY. 

[vl-10]

I made this thing as a test. I really just wanted to see the size of the model i ripped from Darktide before i can plan everything for the final(tm) prop im gonna make

The parts i prepared(at the time) for that were the ftont grip, the big midsection with all the pipes and shit, and the actual handle. So after 10 hours, or 3 total days of modeling and printing i was satisfied(not for long). However, because i finally found an outlet that satisfies my lifelong urge to have the objects that look cool, and to study them (like idols or fetishes), both on the screen and after printing... AAND because im literally incapable of inhibiting my impulses...

I spent 3 MORE days modeling and printing the most awfull parts(upper section with a valve looking piece), that just dont fit in the volume on settings i want(the fastests and least strong ones), which were glued, screwed, and taped together.

And that's JUST the first half(rough estimate), so 15 more hours. I wont stop(i probably cant at this point) untill all of my autism is transformed into the crudest form of something i just want to hold in my hands(magnacore mark 2 plasma gun). Even if i cant blast the other people in this makerspace with hot plasma balls

[shieldarchitect]

the amount and order in which i ramble in tags on replies really speaks to my personality and the fact that i am probably a functional adult with undiagnosed adhd

and my anxiety screams that its annoying to people so ... yeah ... i hope my ramblings arent annoying 

i just like talking and making friends