#outmyass

[savagebadass-blog]

#chillin #outmyass #onthe #beach

[studmuffinzine]

this just in : i am not going to stop making the same mistakes because to me they aren’t wrong they are choices everyone is allowed to decide for themselves. newsflash! i never trusted anyone and could have always been alone and strong. A cop cement slammed me yesterday. My Dad hurled me into a metal towel rod with a door knob. My dad tried to push me down a flight of stairs. My dad grabbed my damn tit. This is recent. This is fresh. I thought he bettered himself from when he used to abuse me. He is an old child. I have an inner toddler in my heart. I have a middle schooler filed away in the right brain. I have a teenager stuck in the left brain. I have a wise old beggar in my lungs. I have a young adult in my brow. I have a tarantula implanted in my vocal chords. I know I was born to sing,write,dance,fight,and draw. I wish I was a political radical. I do. I wish I could be held captive by my one true love. The possibility of change for a better world. There aren’t enough stars for that one.