#out of motivation? rereading those bits remind me how much i love them though 🤍

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heyyy!! so I've been a fan of yours since forever 💜💜 i just wanna say that I've read almost all of your works🫣

but I've also been so busy lately, i still haven't read the latest chapter of cmi!!💔 would it be too much if i ask for a recap?

hey hey! gosh yeah, i see your reviews and lovely messages. makes me damn happy that you enjoy my stuff 🤍

take your time with the latest chapter! cmi6 is still gonna take a bit. i once recapped all chapters before, here — but i can copy paste everything into this ask, too.. for new readers/followers 🥰

cmi1: you and jungkook have been friends for some time, but fuck buddies for longer. you didn't think the overbearing strictness of your parents could ever become bad enough for you to try and dodge arranged marriage proposals – and how do you do it? of course by striking a deal with mr. jeon: you'll pay for his arts equipment and whatever an artist may need, if he plays your fake boyfriend.

cmi2 – outlines: jungkook and you become gradually closer, learn more about each other as time passes. he realises you're not just a rich brat who drowns in the things he does to you in bed. and you realise that his thoughts go deeper than you ever expected. the friendship seems to bloom beautifully, until you cross paths with journalists and read a godforsaken article about your cheap relationship with jungkook just a day later.

cmi3 – layers: the article affects the both of you more than you want to. you confront your mother, tell her to take care of all this. at the same time, jungkook's eyes become more tender when he looks at you. suddenly, people start fading for you around him, even when you're in a jam packed club with your friends, celebrating graduation. when another woman flirts with him, you don't quite like it – which he makes good again through his touches in your inebriated, playfully bantering state. but when he reveals that he'll leave for his hometown and vacation for a whole month? your heart breaks in a way it really shouldn't.

cmi3.5 – too much: jungkook seems to like sex toys. but he also seems to like you. which he proves with his touches, gazes and the conversation that follows.

cmi4 – lights: jungkook's absence affects you like a bitch. but thankfully, this century allows you constant messaging, phone and video calls. constant updates keep you happy and satisfied, even when your parents pull down jungkook's existence in your life again. even when you meet the man you were supposed to marry, making you miss your pretend boyfriend harder. is it really all still pretend, though? through his words seeps affection that doesn't feel harmless anymore. especially when he comes back and your heart bursts, happy to have him back – scared to know what secrets he's keeping to himself.

cmi5 – the canvas

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