#ough i would do anything to experience the thrill again

[l3m-n]

I really loved qsmp a whole lot and i still think about every now and then and i think its because it was so scary

It was terrifying aswell as thrilling and it left an impact on us whether we like it or not

Because no matter how much you grind, how powerful you are, you don't feel invincible unlike in trsmp where pvp is so nerfed i dont have to worry about my streamer dying. a factor that qsmp has that trsmp doesn't is the code. It was practically looming behind everyone's back and the fear factor just increased more when you had to protect the eggs from it. Watching qsmp was terrifying because you're waiting if it'll show up or not. We were anticipating every moment. Will it rain in today's stream?

This isn't negative towards trsmp btw! I love trsmp so far but i just wanted to talk about how thrilling it was to watch qsmp live

[bluiex]

Grian and Demon Scar, but Grian who had known for a while he probably wasn't getting into heaven. Grian who always been told for things that happened he's done have cost him his chance to see the pearly gates. Grian who sees no point in any sort of redemption because it truly doesn't matter no matter what he did people were still shaming him. Grian who had been coerced into sex with a married man, committing the sin of adultery and having sex before marriage.

The priest man was a very influential holy man in the eyes of the people, there would have been no way they would have strayed from the path of god. They lied repented for their sin, and pointed their finger to Grian as their scapegoat a harlot for seducing them. Grian was then shunned by his community, becoming a social pariah for something he didn't want to do.

Grian who is at the end of their rope. Grian who just doesn't really care about anything anymore. Grian who can still hear the hateful words of the people he's disappointed. Grian who figures if he's already on the way to hell, then why shouldn't he do everything that's considered unholy?

Grian who summons a demon for the thrill of it. Grian who offers his shiny tainted soul and body to the demon for the chance of feeling whole seeing the world. Grian who figures he might as well use his pure damned soul and get something out of it.

Scar The demon who accepts because it's not every day they get someone willingly give up their body for free use. The demon who shows Grian every inch of the tiny human world, and lets them experience it all again and again each time they rest he uses their body. The demon who lovingly smudges Grian's soul more and more.

Grian who falls in love feels more at ease with a demon than he's ever been with anyone else. Grian who lets a demon peek around all corners of his mind, letting them see all his trauma shameful secrets. Grian who wait for his eternity with Scar of damnation at whatever pit of hell he ends up at.

Scar who both thanks and curses those that brought Grian to him.

this is perfect, beautiful, ive been starting at this for 8 hrs... OUGH so good anon! I cant- *lays down* im a t a loss for words /pos