#otp tag pending

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@rvbelhearts ── somethin' to believe in AU april/jey

she didn't like thinking about anything before the night the twins had found her in that bust station, tried to keep memories under lock and key but over the time she'd been with them, april had slowly began to open up to one specific person, which was jey. usually she tried to just keep quiet and stay out of the way, but sometimes he'd find her sitting alone and something about him just made her talk.

her little bump had gotten a tad bigger, her clothes she'd managed to keep were beginning to get just a little too tight and she didn't even want to think about how she was going to get the things she knew were needed but she hadn't said anything about. had just quietly started sending out job applications, trying to find somewhere that would take her. that was one thing she hadn't mentioned to anyone, because she felt they were already doing enough for her and no one needed her in the way.

tonight though, she sat outside in the backyard wrapped up in a blanket and several warm layers as a small fire in the pit burned. everyone was inside, she could hear the laughter and the happy voices as they all conversed and found herself wishing she had that. the weight of the world felt as if it were resting on her shoulders and there was no way she could pretend otherwise, everyone inside would be able to see it clear as day.

mind whirled with all of the fears, the anxieties and just absolute sadness. memories best forgotten threatening to overwhelm and she was outside alone, hidden away from the warmth just at the edge of her reach. it's when the door opened that her head snapped up and she rushed to wipe tears from her cheeks as head turns to catch the very man she'd been thinking about just a little too much lately. "hey,"

[alistairs]

[Hatef--k playing softly in the distance]

[mihrsuri]

The Boleyn King & The Dudley Queen: Prince Edmund Tudors birth on September 7 1533 was the vindication of the hopes of both his parents and the fight they had endured to be married. Eleanor, Lady Dudley was born into a noble, loving and close family but she would have never dreamed of becoming Queen.

(An alternate universe in which Elizabeth I is a boy and Robert Dudley is a girl and they get married for @theladyelizabeth 🩷)

[universal-kitty]

    I just realized, I never posted gift-art I got?? For my birthday this year??? The WONDERFUL @jvcmk did this art for me, of my sona + Ren, and I am still SO in love with it.

    It remains my icon on Discord. And I stare at it whenever I need comfort. 💕 Thank you so, so much again for this art!!! (Let me pay you for more someday, aaa)

14DWY (Ren’s source) is an 18+ game. Minors DNI or get blocked. 💖

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@twcbelts asked " you keep saying and doing things like this, i might just end up pregnant. "

he might have a problem, and that was his need to keep his cock nestled within her walls, feeling the way she would fit so snug around him as he'd keep fucking up into her, keeping his seed right where the more feral side of himself wanted it. he had a deep desire to fill her up, have her round with his baby. he'd just murmured about stuffing her full when she spoke up, her words sending an almost primal urge through his veins though he knew she meant them mostly in jest.

she was pressed back to his chest, thighs spread wide to open her up for brutal thrusts. hand had encircled her throat as she finished speaking, not squeezing too tight but pressing just enough that she knew how fucking close he was to doing just that. his free hand slid down the front of pale torso, calloused digits finding her clit and circling in a teasing manner. "you'd love that wouldn't you, gatita? be round with my baby," there was a hint of dark need within his voice, the man damn near feral at the thought of her pregnant with his baby.

[wreckitrheaarchived]

@freshestalive said: ❛    go   on,   keep   telling   yourself   that   i'm   the   bad   guy   when   deep   down   you   know   this   is   all   because   of   you.    ❜   /   it's   from   roman   xo   ;*

                                 when   it   came   to   the   blame   game,   she   was   the   champ   at   feigning   innocence   ;    even   if   she   were   the   one   to   poke   the   proverbial   bear,   somehow   she   managed   to   ignore   her   wrong   doings   and   wanted   to   ignore   that   maybe   she's   the   problem.   but   there   was   no   chance   of   the   tribal   chief   letting   her   turn   the   tables   on   him   ;   he   always   managed   to   checkmate   her,   reminding   her   that   he   didn't   buy   into   her   falsehoods. 

                                    his   words   met   with   a   frown   still   ;   an   attempt   to   still claim   a   shred   of   innocence.   originally   her   intentions   had   been   to   wreak   havoc   for   the   tribal   chief, maybe   contributing   to   the   start   of   salt   and   pepper   upon   that   head.   but   over   the   course   of   the   last   however   many   months,   it   had   been   far   less   about   wreaking   havoc   and   more   about   wanting   —   wanting   more   than   she   was   brave   enough   to   ask   for.   but   maybe   her   actions   had   helped   that   pot   bubble   over   into   recent   events,   though   really   ...   she   knew   she   wasn't   entirely   the   root   of   the   problem. 

   ❛     all   because   of   me?   wow   ...   you've   such   a   high   opinion   of   me,   don't   you?     ❜    

[thr0whands]

@freshestalive + nikki: closed starter.

nikki had become a different person. she was more cautious, more guarded when it came to matters of her heart. and she didn't trust people as easily as she used to including her own sister. she always felt like she was left behind while brie always got everything. but there was one person that nikki knew she could trust and that was roman reigns. she didn't have any doubts when it came to him and she was sure that her sister didn't approve but did nikki care about what she thought? not anymore. nikki was at smackdown tonight, just days before wrestlemania and she knew roman was still going to be the champion. nikki sat down on the couch helping herself to some fruit while she watched roman pace back and forth. ❝ you know, sunday isn't going to get here any faster. besides you're still going to be the champion not like cody can beat you twice, right? ❞ nicole was being sarcastic of course. she knew cody wasn't going to beat roman either night but she was trying to make light of the situation. she noticed how stressed he was and all she wanted was to spend some time with him now that they had it.

[b3llalution]

@s-unfleur ( john cena ) gets a shippy starter from nikki.

nikki stood in the ring, hands covering her face, tears in her eyes and staring at the man she loved with all of her heart. she couldn't believe that he had asked her the question she had been dying to hear. this was coming from the same man - who had said he would never get married and here he was, proposing to nikki bella. a proposal that would be remembered forever considering it was on the grandest stage of them all, in front of millions of people including nicole's family. she was so incredibly happy that she couldn't believe it still, that this was actually happening to her. she felt like she had been waiting forever for this. as soon as john grabbed her hand to place the diamond on her finger, she took a few seconds just to let all of this sink in, looking at how beautiful that ring looked on her finger. she pulled john up and immediately went to hug him and then kiss him as passionately she possibly could. this is how people felt like when they were marrying the true love of their lives.

[champ1ons-moved]

˖    . ͏ ͏ thr0whands + 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘶𝘮 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘢𝘯 ㅤ۫ ㅤ-

 ❝ remember when we were kids , we got married under the tree in my backyard ? i've been thinking if we you know .... - just went and got married RIGHT now. i don't wanna wait any longer. ❞

[bungoustraypups]

new pinned post

hi i'm cio, most of this is copy/pasted from my bsd-only blog @bungoustraypups-verse

i also have my @bungostraydogs-nextgen blog for my bsd fankid/next gen character development where i plan to be more active soon

make sure to read my carrd

here's my link in bio page too

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@rvbelhearts for a closed starter

her appointment had her nervous the entire time, but jey and his mom had been reassuring her for days now that everything was fine. they'd managed to get her to eat a little peanut butter toast before getting her to the doctor's office. they'd been called back pretty quickly for a surprise and soon they were in the room with the sonogram technician. jey stood right beside her and his mom right in the chair near them, the man holding her hand as the warmed jelly was gooped on her belly bump before the sound of a heartbeat filled the room and there on the screen was the baby. with tears in her eyes, she looked up at the man with a wobbling lip.

[alistairs]

Thank you @viridializard for the adorable comission of my babies! 🥹 💕

[mihrsuri]

The Lioness and The Bear’s Cubs: The children of Elizabeth Tudor & Robert Dudley in my Tudors OT3 Universe.*

*(An alternate history in which Anne Boleyn, Henry VIII and Thomas (Frain) Cromwell are in a secret triad marriage from 1536, have eight children, Anne is always a beloved Queen and their oldest son marries Mihrimah Sultan and they bring in a truly progressive by modern standards golden world, minus colonialism and empire because it’s my wish fulfilment au)

Anne (b. 1552): As Elizabeth inherited her mothers title before her marriage of Duchess of Pembroke, so Anne, as the oldest daughter, inherited it in turn (to this day, the Duchy is passed to the oldest daughter). She married Matthew Cecil, son of William Cecil (I think this is hilarious due to the fact that okay, Robert and William Cecil aren’t as ‘…FUCK IT’S HIM’ at each other in this AU but they still kind of are, so the fact that their children marry each other is like, Cecil is delighted but also he really has to deal with ROBERT DUDLEY and vice versa). They have eight children - William, Robert, Elizabeth, George, Anne, Turhan, Henry and Mihrimah. 

Anne is her fathers favourite child, without a doubt. She is also extremely like to her maternal grandmother Queen Anne in looks. Incredibly intelligent she becomes a renowned poet in her adulthood - corresponding with other learned women from across the European and Islamic worlds, she loved to experiment with form and style - particularly admired for her series of sonnets. Known to love wearing green, can ride better than both her parents, charms everyone. 

Also she’s her cousin the King’s secret spymaster but that’s an entire other story I might even write one day. 

Henry (b. 1557): Duke of Leicester after his father. Married to Cecily, daughter of John de Vere, Earl of Oxford. He is the father of three children  - Robert, Mihrimah & Thomas. Harry is tbh, a giant womaniser - he and his wife are friends but they married for reasons of companionship and children, not love, though they are fond of each other. He is the courtier, the one who absolutely inherited all his fathers Dramatic - often joked that he should have been an actor upon the stage. Not so much a scholar, though he’s definitely smart, he is a brilliant musician and dancer though. Also known for his fashion sense - he wore ‘brilliant robes of deep black with golden trim’ and an expert jouster which gives his parents approximately fifteen heart attacks. 

Thomas (b. 1557): Henry’s twin. He married Halime, Lady Stanley and they are the parents of four daughters - Elizabeth, Maryam, Soraya & Philippa. Thom is the one who manages the Leicester Estates and he’s happy doing that - his hobby is gardening/garden design and the gardens of the family seat are still famous to this day - he wrote a whole number of works on gardening and gardens and corresponded with gardeners from all across the world. Almost certainly has a plant named after him. Ambitious but his ambitions go into gardening. 

Robert (b. 1559): Sailor, traveller and early travel writer (in that he wrote a chronicle of his travels). Lord High Admiral for his cousin King Thomas II, he travelled as far as Indonesia and lived for a long time in his cousin Maryam’s court in Persia, where he fathered a daughter Parisa with a woman named Tahmina. So so much wandering feet - language nerd in the extreme, Robbie definitely wanted to learn all he could about the world and was a superb commander and leader. Credited with building the modern navy. 

Marian (b. 1580). Marian died in 1680 and was her parents Extremely Surprise Late In Life Child. She was christened Mary but everyone called her Marian. She first married Alfonso, Duke of Ferrera (who I think might be a descendent of Lucrezia Borgia) with whom she had four children - Francesco, Giovanni, Contessina and Lorenzo and secondly Turhan, Earl of Surrey with whom she had twins Turhan & Mihrimah. Marian is amazing - she lived through the English Civil War and the Restoration Period and then the return of the monarchy under her relative Queen Charlotte Askala - during the period of the Restoration King she helped to smuggle out refugees from the Restoration Regime - particularly Jewish, Muslim and other non white families using her contacts in Italy as well as her noble blood to get away with it well into her old age. 

She’s the painter of the family - particularly learning from female artists in Italy - her surviving landscape works hang in the Albion National Gallery today and her informal sketches during the Restoration Regime remain a valuable insight into this period of history. 

[universal-kitty]

Alright. The Solasposting is going beneath the cut- as written as it was on Discord- because if I try to force myself to make any of those into something that makes sense enough for a text post... I'm probably just going to put it off forever. 😔

And if my server has to hear it, then y'all are gonna have to, too!!!

Okie, let's go-

I am getting scruffed by the back of my neck by Solas OTL

His angst compels me.

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HE’S SO ANGSTY BUT THE HEARTACHE IS SO BITTERSWEET…..

And like. Not even bad… The sweet aspects are haunting my brain.

—

[once I got onto my laptop-]

Like. The whole thing of keeping secrets. Carrying the guilt of failing a whole people, and trying to right it, while only able to ever seemingly select wrongs. Had he even loved anyone, before it all? Certainly not during it; by the time Solas was awake again, guilt was consuming him in waves. He was weak, and could only put together a history he'd missed... Regrets formed out of a love for the people he was most fond of.

...And yet, it's out of those broken people that they happened. Idc on anyone being like, "I want to romance him as [other race]," THE POINT IS the poignance of him looking at an "echo" of his true people (an elf!!), and yet..... He knows he shouldn't, and yet.......

I am ILL with the fact that he loves the Inq. I've seen a post arguing/wondering it. He does. Does he love them more than trying to correct his prior mistake...? Alas, no. AND YET HE DOES LOVE THEM!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHHH

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OH, OH AND I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO MENTION....... My favorite.

Cam's my P1 for my Dragon Age experience. Playing as an elven mage, cause fuck it, I'll be everything he wants me to be. No regrets, babeyyyy!!!!

Anyways.

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The same mf who's like. "Oh, we shouldn't." / "I don't want to lead you on or encourage these things."

Is the same mf who attempts to dissuade romance/interest in him and then initiates both of the kisses I've seen so far.

HE'S REALLY OVER HERE LIKE, "We shouldn't................ Unless-? "

{ Edit / Note: Funnier bc I half-lied here?? By accident?? Technically, the first kiss goes to Inq. for kissing him in the first place; they're the one to jump the minor, street blockade to kiss him in the first place!!! BUT-!!!! When their confidence to continue and pursue it further fails more than a...rather chaste kiss, Solas is the one to shake his head, and pull them in for more.

{ He very much did not have to!! He has a temporary regret over it, even, how he caved right quickly to his desires...and yet, if Inq gives the nudge of, "No, I do want this," he doesn't...stop it, either. He relents just as quickly.

{ ...I think he's just very funny (in a "I'm going feral over the Meanings" kind of way) that... For someone who's got so much going on. Looots of baggage he was hesitant to share? He really doesn't hold himself back as much as he gives HIMSELF credit for..... LOL! I love him so fiercely. }

Waking up randomly at 7 AM with full consciousness to go:

Also. For someone who brings so much hurt, he never hurts the Inquisitor….

Like. There are no fights. He can be a bit on edge or defensive, but the moment he is called out for it/pointed out, he apologies, puts down his hang-ups, and continues to speak with clarity on whatever was troubling him.

He’s not wholly truthful, of course; he had doubts until the end if he could trust his own love…..

But holy fuck, you can call him out on that.

In the DLC, you can legit point out to him, “Did you think I’d reject you? That I wouldn’t hear your side?”

I’m so. Hhhh- [posi]

{ Note: Yes, I did legitimately wake up with full consciousness one morning. Go, "Solas! I need to talk about Solas," and then wrote all of that. In one go. The powers of this romance arc, ig!! }

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I get to sit front seat and watch this all go down with my chara… Agony. /aff

Worth it, tho. I got into this series for this damn egghead, and I’m not backing down, even knowing all I know!!!

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…also The Veilguard is on its way, and. Our prior relationship to Solas- in Inq- is going to matter and…I keep wondering to how much of a degree????

Literally been half-begging Cam that our first chara in Veilguard is in the same world as my Solasmancer…just to see what that’d mean for Veilguard… (It’s also been 10 yrs in game?? Is my Inq okay?? Solas, are you still keeping an eye on them????)

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Lines that've been haunting me:

Lavellan sometimes came awake from dreams in which her lover watched her sadly from across an endless distance. If they were more than simple dreams, she could not say, for every time she reached for him, he vanished into nothing.

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And fun fact-!! In an era where elves were long lived and, essentially, immortal, they lost their hair after a millennia of age! (Solas falls into this category, of course.)

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He also doesn't like tea. I am finding that oddly charming abt him...

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I am. Trying not to cry in public AS IT ALL CLICKS—

The obsession not just w/ the angst, but the specific flavor of, “Let me love you. I want to love you, so please… Let me in. (You love me, too, and I won’t let you run from that.)”

[SCREAMS!!!!!]

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I want to hold his stupid (lovely) hand and pull the damn cork on all he’s been holding back, so I can hear his stories!! The history he was there for, without trying to obfuscate the truth of it!!!

I can’t handle this, what da hell……………

MORE FUN FACTS ABT SOLAS!!!!!

He has worn a wig before!!! He tried to fake being a bard, was succeeding....except his dumbass wasn't drinking the tea he ordered...and he later admits, "Yeah, I was trying to not be obvious in every way, but, uh.... Yeah, still don't like tea. LOL"

Anyways, this is relevant bc he wore a wig as part of his disguise!! It was blonde and fluffy, apparently. (And they recently confirmed he probably still has it, ehehe)

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I REALLY-

Anyways. I'm too badly down for the elf.

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Trying to do my damned Elvhen language study and.

Person went into talks over how words sharing meanings work w/ the confession Solas did. The feelings hit so hard, I legit feel unwell, ahaha. /lh (It's not srs!! We are fine.)

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I'm. Hggghhhhgghgh.

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WHATEVER, I'm sharing my agonies w/ everyone here:

For example, the now loved phrase that Solas tells the player in a romance: "Ar lath 'ma vhen'an." While in the game it is written as "Ar lath ma vhen'an," I believe this is incorrect (I am love you home? huh?). In this case, 'ma is a contraction of mine. Translated literally it would mean "I am love, my home," (remember, 'to be' can be implied). It should be noted that 'home,' has many translations within Elvhen, as they are a very symbolic people. They have a different word for the literal (arla), conceptual (in), and symbolic (vhen'an) meanings for 'home.' In the case of vhen'an, this is the symbolic meaning, which is why a second translation for vhen'an is 'heart.' "Ar lath 'ma vhen'an." I love you. You are my home. | I love you. You are my heart.

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MY HEART NEARLY SQUEEZED TO ITS END CAUSE OF THOSE PARAGRAPHS

I need everyone to "suffer" with me.... The romantic agonies...

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Like... Holy fuck. Saying "you are my home" AND "you are my heart" at the same damn time????

Anyways,

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[ Redacted piece where I go into new depths of Oh No, My Emotions over gifs of his romance scenes... 1) I do not want to grab new gifs/the gifs rn! 2) I am losing my mind again. I'm going to replay this game at some point?? Help. ]

Update: I'm about to start crying at my desk.

What I wanted: need some sappy romance shit in Elvhen. What I got: Learning abt the Fade & tombstones appear in a scene that show everyone's worst fear. Solas' is.....dying alone.

SOLAS HAS CONFIRMED TEA THAT HE LIKES!!!! A WIN FOR TEA!!!!!!!

Q. “Does Solas have a type of tea he doesn't mind as much as others? Or are all of them equally detestable?” A. "Orange zinger."

{ TL;DR of points beyond this... I guess I'm going to try orange zinger tea at some point, just to see what the hype's about! That, and I saw some recipes when I looked it up, so I suppose I'll be trying those, too...? Seems fun, at the least! }

You are now up to date on whatever accursed things are running through my mind at this time.

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@psychoscials somewhat plotted starter<3

there was a noticeable irritation in her gaze that had taken root in the last week, the more she pulled away from her other half the worse she got. dom had started retreating from her, unable to deal with just how bad rhea could get when that itch settled beneath her skin. normally, priest would've had it handled but she'd been too scared to go to him this time ━ their constant lack of boundaries getting into dangerous territory, and she knew there was only going to be so much before it went too far, before they crossed the only line that was drawn between them.

her relationship with priest far different from her relationship with even dom. with dom, she was the one forever in charge and she refused to budge on it which he got along with. with priest though... rhea knew if they crossed that line, there would be no more fucking around, she would be his and that was just a fact. there were reasons she held back, why she didn't seek him out knowing he was the only one who could fix the way she was feeling.

dom had finally had enough on the way to the hotel when she'd snarled out an insult at him when he tried holding her hand. she'd pulled away from him physically too, amidst her confusion and irritation along with his own. he'd gotten out of the vehicle and followed finn quietly, after he'd given a look to priest. she'd climbed out of the car, grumbling to herself as she slammed the door before stomping to the back of the car to yank her bags out of the trunk. rhea planned to just stay in her room that night, away from everyone ━ allow herself to continue feeling miserable, even if she knew where the solution lay.

[wreckitrheaarchived]

@freshestalive seth said: ❛    i   had   a   lot   of   dreams   about   you   recently.    ❜

                                     another   hotel   room   ,   almost   a   carbon   copy   of   every   other   hotel   room   they'd   occupied.   normally   she'd   been   curled   beneath   the   sheets,   snuggled   down   —   peacefully   sleeping.   but   there   would   be   no   sleep   tonight   ...   the   man   before   her   saw   to   that.   somehow   they   always   ended   up   here   ,   unable   to   ignore   the   call   of   the   other   it   seemed.   there's   a   glint   of   pure   mischief   within   those   icy   depths   as   those   words   reach   her   ears.   body   leans   back   in   the   arm   chair,   one   leg   crossed   over   the   other   as   hands   fold   themselves   over   her   abdomen. 

                                  ❛    about   me?   what   kind   of   dreams,   hmm?     ❜