#otherwise they all know i have depresion and sometimes use alcohol as a coping mechanism and when i feel i am having +
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Getting real tired of my friend :))))
#she's always like 'you're always blackout drunk' which i'm not btw and when i do turn out like that i have a lot of shame already#so like you don't need to fucking shame me about it over and over and she only does it around our other friends#who have never told me anything except for 'just be careful about not falling and not being with strangers who could hurt you'#and they're right and i am careful i am always with someone i trust#otherwise they all know i have depresion and sometimes use alcohol as a coping mechanism and when i feel i am having +#+ a bad day i always am like 'don't let me drink past this point' !#and they always ignore me and push me to drink shots and wtv#and i usually turn it down but then past a certain point i will drink everything to keep me on that high#it's not enough to say 'oh be careful oh you have to know when to stop' I KNOW WHEN TO STOP#i JUST DON'T WANT TO BECAUSE IT FEELS BETTER#and i'd rather die like this on a high than jump off a bridge :)
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