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wallabywannabe · 3 months ago

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It has been a rough month for 100% physical reasons. I often blame a lot of physical symptoms on my mental health and I think it's often valid, but a sinus infection is not one of those things. I really really want my head to stop hurting.

#otherwise mentally I've been FINE which is frustrating because I'm skating through school just a touch at the moment because of the pain #I skipped my easier classes last week #the pain is getting worse and antibiotics are not helping #I scheduled an appt for my pcp but that's on tuesday after my microbiology exam #my hardest class by far #and I'm concerned about just how well I'm going to be able to study for it #I had a nice couple of hours this morning without pain but it didn't last #I've spent the evening spiraling a bit as I took medications and drank water and ate food and waited for any of it to help and it didn't #by 2050 we won't have working antibiotics anymore so is this what that future will be like permanently?#that's the kind of thoughts I was having #I think that date has been updated since I first read that statistic but I haven't checked #I know drug companies have some things in the works so hopefully the antibiotic resistance crisis is avoided but #I know we're not there yet and I think about that legitimately at least once a week #anyway I hope I find an antibiotic that does work and fast for me because I get very self centered when I'm in pain #so all that got me crying and I don't know whether that's good or bad for my headache #probably good for a moment and then it'll settle and make things worse I imagine #my poor cats don't know how to handle me having a breakdown #'we are the babies? why are you crying...we are the ones who are supposed to do the crying?'

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