#otae thoughts

[zl4ta-exe]

I HOPE NO ONE HAS DONE THIS YET

[zephyrchama]

you're one of my fav blogger in this app! i love to read your blogs during night time, that's the only time when i have a clear mind for imaginations! sometimes i even laugh at your blogs causing my mom to wake up and she'll shut me up. but if i'd ask you something... How do you even get ideas for your blogs? is there any particular story you've made that happened to you too? ilysm, have a great day or night :) ❤️❤️

Aaaaa thank you so very much!! ヾ(｡・ω・)ﾉ☆ﾟ♥ (I've made you wake someone up with laughter! What an honor! >u< )

I honestly never ever respected anybody to read my stuff. When I made my first post, I sat on it for days and wondered if I should really upload it, and just made this blog for self-indulgent reasons. I was super surprised! I'm still surprised every day!

Some of my ideas are based on real events! The toe-biting one (it wasn't a human though haha), high-pitched noise, sneezing (it's me, I'm determined to bless everyone who sneezes), long hair, unnoticed, those are a few based on personal experiences. I have a lot of ideas saved up to potentially write about in the future as well. I used to live in an international dormitory in Tokyo where there were young adults from all over the world living together in an unfamiliar country. We're all people and we were all similar, but everyone was raised in a different culture so we had these slightly different quirks, and I like to think that's what living with the Obey Me characters might feel like.

Some of the posts are based on internet memes, like chin on palm, false eyelashes, and confident Levi. Some of them are based on other shows, like Mammon's First Grimm and the Watching MC sleep post from yesterday. I read a lot of manga/webtoons, especially in the otome isekai genre. Sometimes I get spin-off ideas from those, but if I go into a new series specifically looking for ideas to write about then I won't find anything. The OM characters have certain popular traits, like the bookworm and the otaku and the tsundere, but they're also unique characters that express those tropes in their own way! So I don't like drawing too many parallels between the OM cast and similar characters from other media because I don't want to label all otaku, bookworms, tsundere, etc. as being the same.

A lot of people send me asks and I really have to respond to them! There are a lot of fun ideas people sent in that I've been sitting on for too long. I never know how long or short to make the responses and I don't want to disappoint people with really short answers if they were expecting something big, but that makes me hesitate and I wind up accidentally not responding. ;u;

Sometimes an idea springs into my head out of nowhere and just have to get it out right away. I prefer to write at a computer but the April Fool's Day piece and Hide & Seek came to me so suddenly I literally couldn't focus on anything else, dropped what I was doing, and immediately posted it from my phone.

this got so long, oh no. you can tell i like to ramble when I speak on the internet hghakhj. I may be taking a bit of a break from writing soon because a big anime convention is coming up and I'm working a lot on cosplay again. I want to post some longer fics when I'm back though so come August I'd like to work on those. If people read my posts and haven't noticed, I also write whatever's on my mind in the tags! Sometimes it's quips about the fic, sometimes it's updates about this blog, sometimes I'm just saying nonsense.

This got really long I am so sorry but thank you so much!! You too, please have a lovely day or night or week in general and thanks for letting me ramble on your post!

[berry-hwa]

guess who returns with more art!!

behold, the outfits i had in mind when i wrote "Why Should I say I'm in Love?"!!...2 years after i said i'd post them!! better late than never right⁉️🔥

[strawby-fields]

More flags colourpicked from AITSF characters, featuring: Mizuki, Ota, Iris (x2 bc the colours on her renders are very different), and Amame!

[moltenmoon]

kagamine twins but make it somnium files

[asmodeauxx]

thinking about it, it's gonna be really hard to build up a community for OCs, especially for aspiring projects/shows (at least in my experience)

I really wanna make OTA a full independent animated series but I gotta build that community first. The thing is that I partially rely on my fandom works to drive me up a community to find people who actually would look at my personal projects. It's really hard, but I'm sure I'll make it there.

[psy-ay-ay]

both the star wars arcs in gintama are so fire

[voltagefangirl19]

Reasons why I shouldn't be in KBTBB part 1

*Talking about how the dragons took Soryu to a gay bar in Hong Kong*

Baba: Did Sor tell you about that?

My MC: ... *shakes her head* ... Is that where you were that time you called me?

Soryu: Sorry I gave you the wrong idea, do you forgive me?

My fujoshi ass: If you tell me all the juicy details I might OuO

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Bidders: What do you want? Clothes? Jewerly? Perfume? Shoes?

Me: I really just like to spend time with you guys ^^

Bidders: ...

Me: though if you insist there's a new console, and a new game and oh! my favorite anime/manhua/manga has new exclusive merchadise- guys?

-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-

Ota: She looks like she is deeply thinking about something

Hikaru: And she is blushing hard too

Soryu: just what on earth is she thinking?? *also low-key blushing*

Baba: my oh my, what kind of naughty things she must be thinking about

Me: *thinking about the beautiful, fluffy fic I read about my favorite ship*

[holydramon]

hi. just got to the twist in aini. what the fuck.

[cangrellesteponme]

15. "W-why did you kiss me?" with ofc our tsundere seb and Grelle uwu

this took me a while to write, for literally no reason, but here it is. we get some sebagrelle in which sebastian is a simp who's on his way to accepting his feelings. and grelle is a monsterfucker like all of us. all i have to say is : oh to be seb.

let's go.

He and Grelle are fighting, as they always are.

However, recent days have seen this tendency turn into a habit. With that shift in frequency, Sebastian has found himself increasingly enticed by it all, by Grelle and her… advances, which has led to moments of weakness he doesn’t want to think about, not right now, not when it would distract him. There’s danger ahead, after all. Stunning, awe-inspiring danger.

Quickly and relentlessly, Grelle lunges, and stabs and grabs, and Sebastian is only dodging and backing away, buying time to think of the most efficient way to take her down. One of his arms has been rendered useless — he’s seriously starting to think she might have a penchant for near-amputation, considering just how many times this has happened.

Usually, being in such an unsightly condition would easily push Sebastian to let instinct lead him until victory is his, but that would come with the annihilation of his enemy, and lately… he hasn’t wanted to risk hurting her too much — for reasons he will keep ignoring. He does, however, admit to himself that he doesn’t want to find out if reapers can die again by watching Grelle, of all people, bleed out.

(Part of him irrationally thinks being so visibly monstrous and cruel might push her away — he tries not to think about it, and about how viscerally he fears that, irrelevant as it may be.)

Unsurprisingly, his hesitation in this situation only worsens it. In a particularly poorly-thought attempt at getting the upper hand, Sebastian swiftly manifests one of his knives mid-swing to get her — to no avail. He ends up calling forth much more demonic strength than usual as she, grinning as widely as ever, easily stops him by grabbing and pinning his wrist —and consequently, him — to a nearby brick wall. He can feel, vividly and distinctly, the darkness abundantly seeping from him as he partially loses his hold on his somewhat human, somewhat male form. He just knows it is visibly neither of those, now.

How unprofessional, he would think, if he had any time to do so — Grelle interrupts his internal complaining with a kiss. It’s enough to get all of his additional limbs helplessly and ridiculously flailing.

“W—” he starts, and chokes on his own words, “why did you kiss me?”

“You simply looked so cute, I couldn’t help myself,” she says, and she has the audacity to look smug.

Sebastian might just faint.

She leaves him there, red-faced and shaky, and he doesn’t know if it’s a relief not to have to see her any longer or if he misses her already. It sure is a problem.

[brawlqueen]

"I have to agree 1001%! Mizuki is absolutely 1000% adorable!! I'm so glad you're already in my life!" Here comes Iris to give Mizuki a hug.

it took her so long to get used to affection . years of abuse and neglect and fear of touch; and any touch was cruel and confusing as mizuki never understood what she'd done to deserve it . . and in the same breath felt even now, maybe she had deserved it ?

but when iris shows up; all rainbows and safety , much like miss sagan . . . she remembers how iris was really the first person she trusted. her mother , hitomi , became someone she trusted. maybe . . even if her gut reaction said, you're betraying mom, by thinking . . maybe that's how a mother who loved you was.

despite that she never envied iris more than a sense of wishing she had even a little bit of it . the sagans gave it tenfold whenever they saw her. slowly defrosting the walls and ice around her heart enough that mizuki was comfortable in their home, laughing, eating dinner, even smiling . .

iris was her best friend . mizuki, still grappling with what once was said... was the girl who to iris of all people, said herself, was three universes worth. to think she'd have love like that in her life, family like that in her life . . . like . . . a big sister.

careful of her strength; and for once, not on edge, not with iris anyway, softened grey eyes meet her face with a look she probably isn't aware of. a look of familial love as she leans into her hug with a small laugh. " you sure you aren't biased ? "

it's teasing and soft for once; the twelve year old leaning into her embrace and soaking up every bit of love iris had to give. she had been living without love or basic kindness for so long. it was only right that mizuki returned it tenfold , too , right ?

she fumbles over her words.

" iris . . . you're . . i'm really happy i met you , iris. and miss sagan . i'm happy that . . . you're my best friend. and . . i'll always be there to protect you no matter what ! " it's said a bit fiercely , and with the grade schooler even at twelve, carrying strength more than groups of men three times her size . . . she could back that up. and when she got older ? she'd prove that too . all her life !

" . . . .... so . . ! i want you to rely on me , okay ? " there's a vulnerable look hidden by her face buried in iris' bright pink and white jacket. " . . . 'cause .... " we're a family or...i want to be. i want us to be family. but i'm scared to ask . i want to ask. but --

" oh , uh . never mind. i'll tell you later . . . "

maybe she'd get her courage to say it one day.

[fangcyclonelunaheat]

grh

[wildtornado-o]

man aitsf really is the game ever.... Like where else would you get Kaname Date, Aiba and Mizuki Okiura (and the Sagans) familial relationship, the best found family ever.

[forgloryforhonor]

what do you think about tae's love for obi? do you think this still makes her aro even though she had romantic feelings for him?

The word otae used for it was "admiration”, not necessarily "love”. It was shinpachi who teased her for it by calling it "hatsukoi”/first love and it just caught on with gintoki, kyuubei and kondou.

Like ofc Otae could be lying, or covering up her feelings. I just like the wording she used at the end "from those of us who admire you.”

Makes me think, did she see obi as a love interest or just someone who could run their dojo later?

And i think that’s deeper than simple romantic notions of love coz their dojo is her life.

[cementcornfield]

oh no too many youtuber thoughts under the cut (football followers look away)

ok but like….matt and ryan STILL don’t have a contract setting any terms between them. 7 years later!!! after all the shit that went down with Jackson, they finally set some up with their employees, but it never even occurred to them to set something up between themselves in case anything goes down. because they trust and love each other that much and they’re so dumb, they’re SO STUPID and BAD at business, but it’s still so ridiculously CHARMING that they care about and rely on each other and never could imagine one of them fucking over the other. like 7 years later, 8 years of friendship, and so much has gone wrong and so many terrible things have happened - things that were their fault and things that weren’t - and their friendship only seems like it’s growing stronger every day. like how??? how did they end up so lucky to find each other in all the chaos of what went down 8 years ago. when they were 2 hours apart their whole lives and even had mutual friends but still never knew each other until they were on the other side of the country and they just clicked and that was it. ugh i have so many criticisms of them and they still annoy me to death half the time i tune in but they love each other and that’s what i’m here for and i’ll bounce around from fandom to fandom and tune out and back in but i really do think as long as they are still the most important people in each others lives and they make content that lets us into that world even a little then it’s like yeah ok i guess i’m stuck here!! but anyways they really should sign a contract, these absolute idiots. 

[craftydragonperson]

Thank you to everyone who got me to 250 likes!

Idk what this is honestly but yay a hit a milestone