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# 𝐎 𝐒 𝐓 𝐑 𝐀 𝐂 𝐒 𝐌 ⸺ a dependent ( nostrumfm ) writing of zhao linjun studying loneliness , existential crises , homesickness & vulnerability . penned by lacie.

ㅤೀ     𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐃𝐔𝐓𝐘 !     ZHAO LINJUN  sets sail to assist those with broken hearts . the  TWENTY FIVE  year old is known to be  RETICENT  , but makes up for it by being  SOFT - HEARTED  . you can usually find  HIM  listening to  THE PERFECT PAIR BY BEABADOOBEE  ; might be a way to unwind from working as a  MUSICIAN  at  THE GRAND PLAZA  .     ﹕     ꒰   dong sicheng, cis male, he/him   ꒱  ￤꒰   lacie, 23, she/they, gmt +1꒱

birth name: zhao linjun nickname/s: jun birthday: april 15th 1997 age: twenty-five place of birth: shenzhen, china languages: chinese & english pronouns: he/him - cisgender male orientation: pansexual, very much demisexualoccupation: musician, has a liking for the guitar, can sing quite well astrolog: aries sun, capricorn moon, virgo rising

linjun is extremely closed off, sometimes coming off somewhat rude due to how reserved he is, he's been this way for as long as anyone, including himself, can remember. maybe, this is due to the upbringing he had, but he'll never acknowledge that, instead he views himself as broken in ways — when he's singing, however, he becomes a completely different person; emotional, vulnerable, radiating warmth. it's cheesy to say music is his escape, but it's nothing less than the truth.

he was raised with an extremely strict upbringing, one that still follows him to this day. although he loves and cares for his parents, he is in fact, in the process of running away from home, and where better to do that than a cruise travelling the world? he was hired on the spot after showcasing his voice through a videocall during the hiring process, and since then, he's packed a single suitcase and ran away from home.

he is TERRIBLE at making friends, i can't say it enough, but he'll still sit aside without putting any effort in and sulk about the fact that he's lonely, this is a very aries trait; speaking of aries traits, think of a stereotypical aries but quiet and socially awkward with a hint of obsession, that's linjun.

some plots i'd love filled asap!

his muse ( 0/1 ) : linjun isn't one to act on feelings, on likeness, and the same goes for this instance. instead, he admires them from afar, writing silly nothings about them in song journals, their name matching the chords on his guitar; sleepless nights filled with thoughts of acting on closing the gap between acquaintance and who knows what. extremely plot heavy, possible romance! the one who stayed ( 0/1 ) : they became friends from day one, linjun still doesn't understand just how they became so close, but it's a friendship he savors and values above all. neighbor ( 0/2 ) : those who live either side of linjun's cabin, maybe they grow annoyed at the constant noise of guitar strings and continuous songs being sung at 3 in the morning.