#originally I thought to do both sun and rising but then get tired 😅 just stopped here with analysis

[vampirae]

Hi! im very new to astrology, if you are. willing can you do a reading for me

im also very confused about how many and where my stelliums are.

hope the rest of the year is gentle to you! 💗💗💗💗

Thank you very much darling!

With a Scorpio Sun and Rising, you have a captivating and strong personality. Scorpio Suns are noted for their intensity, passion, and drive. Your Scorpio Rising lends mystery and intensity to your physical appearance and interactions with the universe.

Your Libra Mercury and Venus, especially when conjunct, suggest a strong emphasis on communication and relationships. You most likely have charm, diplomacy, and a desire for harmony in your dealings. This placement shows that you consider carefully before speaking and respect fairness and balance in your communication approach.

Your Aquarius Mars, Neptune, and Uranus stellium create an intriguing dynamic in your energy and drive. Aquarius energy is inventive, forward-thinking, and self-sufficient. Mars in Aquarius indicates that you are outspoken in unexpected ways and may have a strong urge to break away from tradition. Neptune in Aquarius may offer idealism and a desire to make a significant contribution to the collective, yet Uranus here amplifies the drive for individuality and revolt against conventional expectations.

Your Gemini Moon adds a dimension of intricacy to your emotional makeup. Gemini Moons are inquisitive, adaptive, and talkative emotionally. You may find yourself swinging between emotional moods and requiring diversity and cerebral stimulation in your daily life.

In summary, your chart shows someone who is highly emotional and intense, but also diplomatic and intellectually curious. You may have a strong urge to change yourself and your environment, questioning the status quo and seeking out fresh experiences and viewpoints. Balancing the fierceness of your Scorpio energy with the diplomacy of your Libra placements and the imaginative spirit of your Aquarius stellium is critical to your personal development and satisfaction.

I was thinking about undertaking a thorough psychological study of natal charts, utilizing simply the sun sign.

You're a complex individual who tends to live an introverted lifestyle; you possess considerable self-knowledge and maximize your potential. Your inner world is diverse and conflicting, a dynamic dichotomy of demanding desires. Your logical mind is the core of your motivations, yet your subconscious is torn between comprehension (thinking) and sensation (feeling). When this struggle arises, you may find yourself paralyzed, in a void-like state, which takes the shape of doubt or scepticism. It means your primary challenge in harnessing the energies of your subconscious and developing your consciousness in the realm of the hidden. Despite your flawless clarity and precautions, your struggling unconscious leads you into scenarios you neither wanted nor expected. You can always overcome the most difficult challenges, whether they are intellectual, emotional, or physical, because you have the ability to be reborn and start anew.

You don't have an easy character, you don't like to obey or submit, and you're not always ready to compromise or concede. You're sometimes rough or glacial, and become aggressive and know how to harm another individual, when you want to prove your superiority. In your relationships, just as in yourself, sometimes you're too complicated, resentful or demanding, since this attitude and demand for the absolute, hides your innermost desire: to give yourself entirely, passionately and the frustration and disappointments makes you react in such way. In fact, you can devote yourself body and soul, be extraordinarily warm, tender and sensitive, but when you're faced with frustration and fear, you turn your femininity into combativity. Attacking and sometimes hurting, calms your anxiety, as a way to reassure and prove yourself and your needs.

Anxiety about death is the expression of your internal drama, as how to die, liquidate your past self and the past itself, for you death is also the meaning of life, without dying a little inside you can't feel alive.

You're deductive, analytical, a researcher, a detective and a scientist, all in one. Your focus is oriented particulary inward, in the spsheres of your inner life. Gifted with rationality and the ability to tie relations between different phenomena.