#orhow they were p much dating someone else right in front of my face and i didnt say anything cause i thot i was being paranoid and unfair🙃
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me fending off all my bad intrusive thoughts, fueled by love from friends
#personal#feels more like im whacking at each one individually with a baseball bat but u get the gist#trying So hard not to think too deeply about my ex and their motivations#orhow they were p much dating someone else right in front of my face and i didnt say anything cause i thot i was being paranoid and unfair🙃#or that they literally dont know me at all cause they treated me like i was weak and incapable of handling difficult situations#when literally my whole ass Life is difficult situation!!!! they just decided to include me on their shit when it was too late to anything#so id freak out and theyd be like 'see u cant handle it :/'#anyway im not thinking about Any of that im thinking about my best friend and all these connections im forming with people#and im thinking about my own strength and how proud i am of it even if they couldnt see it#And im thinking about all the parts of myself that i can look at and explore now that im not being fucked over unknowingly#I will get drunk soon and finally go thru all my pictures tho rip#okay to rb as long as u ignore my tags lol
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