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skeletalheartattack · 3 months ago

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Using anonymous because interaction scary but I want you to know when I saw Zarbon while playing Sparking Zero I thought of your blog.. its neat how one very dedicated person on the internet can change your mind on a character

*dialing my rotary phone to call the press* the hyperfixations are working. inform every body immediately!!

#ask #anon #you lovey to see it #and it's working. it's working #i kinda think about how crazy it is sometimes. the ways in which i kinda happened into really liking him #like i thought DBZ was really fucking cool. but it was my brothers who were the reason i got into it or even knew about it #between them having the original rubber clothing action figures. wall stickers. and some PS1 region-locked DBZ games #like i only really knew some barebones stuff regarding DBZ. just like some characters and maybe a few episodes at the time #then like one day i got DBZ Budokai 1 and i played the fuck out of that game.#and then going through Vegetas story. seeing Zarbon for the first time and thinking ''wow. guys can look and sound like that? that's cool''#then something about him transforming was really cool to me #then like i let my cousin borrow the game for his birthday. only for him to assume that i gave it to him for his birthday #which is only odd to me because like months to years later i would constantly ask him to give it back. in which i never got it back #so i kinda forgot about Zarbon for a really long time throughout my life #but even from that moment like i think that definitely stitched some closeted thoughts about other guys through my life #just like thoughts of ''oh id be fine dating guys'' to ''if i were gay id be fine dating that guy''#and then like sometime after graduating. it eventually clicked that im bisexual. around the time i started watching and reading jojo #then at some point i was trying to connect the dots with someone about characters that were an origin point for me #and the first thought was a point in Budokai involving Vegeta. and me going on youtube to rewatch footage of the game #only to have like. a portion of my memory re-emerge the moment i recognized and remembered Zarbon #like from that moment so much shit made sense to me. and because of that im just so fond of him #it's just wild to me that sequence of events.#anyway. thank you for the ask anon :) im glad that my weird obsession for him could change your perspective on him #or. i guess less glad and moreso like. that i find it incredibly fascinating

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