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cannibalisticskittles · 11 months

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one of my coworkers asked if i had ever considered getting a tattoo of amity today and. for a moment i considered it, lmao.

but i am picky and also fickle. anything i get would need to be the absolute most perfect design that i am satisfied with forever or i would obsess over whatever i turned out to not like, and the lines and color would need to stay sharp and perfect forever and the moment that stopped being the case, i would start gnawing my skin off, i just know it. and those aren't really realistic expectations.

#plus idk. having a face on me feels weird. even if i do love her face.#i could see maybe going for something... related.#something that's more just d&d instead of amity specific. yknow. yr standard d20 or something.#or smthing abstractly related.#but also probably not that either. i expect i will get bored of everything eventually so. sticking an interest on my skin feels.#very perilous.#in all seriousness the only tattoo ive ever actually considered is something for my cousin #always rly liked that one ee cummings poem. i carry your heart with me.#i think maybe she would've found it funny since. she did at one point carry (the power for) her heart in a backpack with her #but her heart is also what killed her so yknow. maybe not.#plus it feels weirdly pretentious. like. she was baby enough that i never reaaaally hung out with her before she got sick #i think that the time i spent visiting her in the hospital probably adds up more than any time i spent in all the years before she got sick #hell i think maybe the days i spent in her hospital room while she was unconscious might be more than how much i spent with her pre-sickness #so like. Do I Have The Right. and also my aunt would be sad by the heart reminder. so no.#anyway if i had asked dani she would've been more likely to say i should get a spongebob tattoo for her lmao

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