#or maybe they would but nobody would ever fuckign care abt ME like that bc im just too fucking useless and insufferable
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stuck-in-the-ghost-zone ยท 3 years ago
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u know what I think I am just. done trying lol
#im done fucking spending all my energy making sure everyone else is okay only to get fucking no basic respect back#watch im gonna say one normal non+people-pleaser thing to one person and theyre gonna call me a bitch for it#bc i just cant fuckin win huh#went downstairs and the first thing that was said to me was "are you done with your little tantrum'#as if im 3 fuckin g years old im gonna fucking go walk into traffic#'lol lol u were just drunk last night so ur being upset means nothing to me'#awesome. thanks family. love it here.#thank u for dismissing my fucking feelings over some stupid excuse YET AGAIN#god i fucking hate it here j hate it here i hate this fucking planet i hate this fucking existence i wanna fucking leave everything#im fucking done !!! im done!! im a bitch now! fuck you!#i cant even get BASE respect. LITERALLY everything i do for everyone just goes totally unnoticed until i STOP then ppl r mad at me forit#im either fucking flaying myself alive to keep everyone else happy or theyre burning me at the stake bc im not. i dont get it. what do#i have to do. what do i do. i dont fucking understand#why to i fucking read all these stupid fucking stories about happily ever after and having a peaceful life and being around people who#loce you unconditionally. thats more fantasy to me than the fuckin dragons and goblins or whatever.#every ctommy healing arc is a fucking lie nobody would care abt soemone else liek that#or maybe they would but nobody would ever fuckign care abt ME like that bc im just too fucking useless and insufferable#'lol u need therapy' I FUCKING KNOW THAT. what do you think ive been busting my ass trying to DO for the last year and a half
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