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anybody else feeling horrendously burnt out on this lovely monday evening
#don’t even have the energy to freak tf out over st5 bts or whatever that was#because i’ve spent all my energy on a crisis So Small and Insignificant.#white knuckling the bathroom sink my writing is FINE it’s Fine it’s literally Fine#she’ll be chill she has better things to be doing than picking fights with me#i literally don’t even have a driving license yet SHE WONT FIGHT WITH ME#and she won’t think i’m useless or stupid or incompetent or send me home#or make me switch courses#ITLL BE FINE🙏#if i cant crank out 4 a4 pages on command overnight#that’s Fine and she’ll understand even#i do NOT need to lose sleep over it#(girl who is actively going to lose sleep over this)#sorry about this i’m at a writing course thing. it’s complicated#anyway. hopefully my instructor will Not hate me forever and ever for this#peace and love#also pray for me pls#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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Captain Oliver Aikuu
#oliver aiku#aiku oliver#blue lock#bluelockedit#bllkedit#bllk#toriigifs#THISSSS motherf*ckerrrrr AAHHHHHHH you dont even have to see his face to knowwwww kajhdjkhdkhad#damn.... plssss i shidouuuu let's switch positionssss aahhhh dashgdshagdja#userartless#userdabiluna#usergabii#tuserelena#userpayel#usergokalp#usergojoana#usermica#userokkottsus#useraki#userlysandra#usersophies#request#oohhh anon you dont have to ask me twicee!! of course i was gonna make gifs of him *v*
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Graves and Shepherd who get pardoned after the whole Las Almas debacle because power, money, connections and America
And price and laswell try their goddamn bests but there is nothing they can do
And Ghost is a wreck. Two men he worked with, that he had to trust in the field, who /betrayed/ him, and there are no consequences? This is not something he can fix, not a problem he can make go away with a knife or a gun because he's army and legally their hands are tied.
And he would, he knows he would hunt them down and kill them and take the fall for it, if that means that he never comes home to dead loved ones again because he left a threat out in the world, a threat he ran away from instead of dealing with it.
But he also knows if he kills them, Price will get in trouble. Laswell too, likely. Maybe even Gaz and Soap.
So he stays put, barely sleeps, obsessively keeps an eye on his team and doesnt let them out of his sight. Becomes paranoid about checking locks and watching his team sleep. Hates hates hates that Laswell and her wife dont live on base -how is he supposed to watch, protect and defend if she isnt here?
And Soap sees all of this and tries to help, really he does, but nothing has an effect and he can see ghost collapsing under the sleep deprivation.
So he fibbs. Tells ghost hes been having nightmares (true) about las almas (true) about stalking the streets and being alone (also true) and would ghost please keep watch while soap sleeps because then he wont be alone. And soap made it out of that hell with Ghost watching over him, so if ghost watches over him again he'll make it out of this hell, too. And yes, this is all true.
But its also a ploy in the hope that Ghost will accept the same favor after.
He's heard his sisters complain about their husbands plenty, about how they will not accept help unless they think theyre providing it instead. So he tries that, and it helps, but not enough.
And Soap, desperately in love with Ghost at this point, angry at the world, impulsive and protective and oh so skilled, has had enough.
He does his research, makes preperations, gets another idea, thinks /fuck it/ and works on incorporating that, too.
He gets Price to send him and Ghost back to las almas, to help rudy and alejandro.
He crosses his t's and dots his i's
And asks Simon on a date.
Simon is fucking blindsided by this, it came out of nowhere what the fuck? And because he is so startled his brain gets no time to overthink and he just blurts out a "yes". Soap grins, pats him on the arm and tells him to be ready at 7, wear comfortable clothes.
So simon spends the rest of the day freaking out, he doesnt know how to date, hes never been on a date in his life. Dinner, movies, minigolf? What the fuck is he supposed to do with that??
And then Soap shows up with a dazzling grin and workout gear and hands him a gift. "Didnae think you were the type for flowers, L.t." he'll say, and its a /knife/ and its clearly custom made, different types of flowers etched into the blade and the handle both. Its sharp and perfectly balanced and the nerves calm down
Soap knows who he asked out, knows he would be uncomfortable with dinner and a movie. Ghost just has to trust him.
Its kind of scary how easy it is to admit that, yes, he does trust Johnny. With his life -with the lives of his loved ones. With his nightmares and his memories and the fact that his hands shake when there is dirt under his nails.
So he takes the knife, says thank you, and follows Soap.
And Soap? Takes him to a mission briefing? There are blueprints and schedules and movement logs. Soap wont tell him the target or exactly what theyre doing, and Ghost feels like he should be wary, but he isnt.
Because its Soap.
So Soap takes him on this mission and it ends with Graves on his knees in front of them, hands cuffed behind his back, and Johnny telling him "you can either kill him here, or I have a secondary location we can take him. We have all night, and all of tomorrow as well. Whatever you want, darling"
So yeah, murder date. Knife gifts. And i have more ideas on how this goes but tbh i am writing this and wouldn't wanna spoil everything ahaha.
Inspired by a blsky thread that made my brain run wild. (Blsky link but also ao3 link for the same thread for those that prefer that)
https://archiveofourown.org/works/58595743/chapters/162947845
And a lil bit of the actual writing cuz why not

#writing#fanfic#john soap mactavish#simon ghost riley#ghoap#ghostsoap#soapghost#murder husbands#murder dates#gift giving but its knives#knife gifts as love language#when your boyfriend is sad so you take him out on a nice date to kill his politically immune to prosecution enemies#and it ends in super freaky sex of course#might make it into a choose your dom kind of thing because honestly i see it going either way#and theyre both switches your honor#dina's story ideas that she will definitely write trust me#wildflower hearts
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well...
congrats to lucifer's overwhelming "win"!
#it was a luci sweep#listen i thought it would be more even cause “two most popular” u know?#(and i was gonna do malleus vs lucifer originally but knew hed get smeared across the pavement and switched to mammon to be more fair)#but i underestimated how much people love mams#so lucifer got demolished in a day#so are yall impressed by my gif making skills.#...okay its not my strongest suit!#obey me#obey me nightbringer#obey me lucifer#om lucifer#obey me mc#death note#i wanted to doodle asmo as misa misa and satan as L but didnt have the time#maybe in the future if i remember#okay ive run out of poll questions so imma slow down on all the drawing before i tire myself out lol#lucifer: do you have any favorites?#mc: of course not! i love everyone equally#mc once lucifer is out of earshot: *grabs mammon* it's you and by A LOT#my art
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You know what I notice doesn’t get a lot of attention? The blue lions cave on earth is filled with cave paintings that means that 10,000 year old humans have seen the blue lion and have made art surrounding her!
Do you think when she saw them and their act of kindness and sheer awe at her saw that humans were creatures of love?
She saw a planet with technology so limited and yet achieved great feats and thought that it was worth waiting generations for.
The blue lion has seen humanity and chose to have her paladin be reflective of that.
She probably helped all the paladins come to be, patiently waiting for them to find her!!!!!
#blue lion#blue lion Voltron#Voltron#obviously this is my theory but earth to me does not have quintessence#quintessence isn’t life. life doesn’t need it to exist#it just exists in its own right#so that means for 10.000 years the blue lion along with the others through their bond had to make the paladins from the ground up#they had to start implementing quintessence to even be able to have them as pilots#could you imagine the sheer love a sentient lion would have to feel to dedicate her life into building her paladin?#of course though the show like everything it does puts these details and does nothing with them#I swear the coolest things they do is on accident#fuck the lion switch too while I’m at it#the blue lion waited 10.000 years for her paladin along with every other lion
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All you have is your fire
And the place you need to reach
Don't you ever tame your demons
But always keep them on a leash
#nonbinary v#nbvnesdays#cyberpunk 2077#cyberpunk 2077 photomode#val cerise#oc: val cerise#i originally had this post drafted with lyrics to a different song#but i just got back from seeing hozier#and as usual he makes me lose my mind so#of course i had to switch the lyrics to arsonist's lullaby
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Tossing out scraps of my concept for that AU I have a definite amount of ideas for (I have no idea how to make a solid design!)
#UNDERTALE YELLOW#STARLO UTY#UTY STARLO#CEROBA UTY#UTY CEROBA#Ceroba Ketsukane#SHOOTIN' STAR(LO)#CEROBABABA#MY ARTO#Want to hear me explain the ideas trapped in my head? No? Well you checked the tags so YOUR PROBLEM.#Starlo takes the role of Dalv — running away from his duties from the pressure of becoming an authority figure for the people after the#Snowdin Incident along with Kanako's death and Chujin going missing for a very concerning amount of time.#Star may not have a positive opinion of Chu but that never meant he wanted him gone. But now he is and Starlo believes that it is indirectly#his fault. Because of course things had to be complicated!#The ruins is the first area and Starlo is here instead of Dalv. Where is Dalv then? Good question. Next question.#Why is Ceroba in armour? Because she joined the Royal Guard in search of her missing loved ones. Kanako was unmistakably gone —#for what reason was unknown still. But Chujin and Starlo still had hope of being found so she called up her friend Martlet to manage#what we know as the Wild East in base game. Is the name switched in this AU? Likely but I'm still struggling with it. Martlet is the Sheriff#She took up the Fiesty Four in Starlo's absence and she seems to have found another companion while she was at it.#Who? Well.#That's for the Martlet post. If I manage to make one.#UTY#Nearly forgot that tag huh.#UTY AU#I think these designs could be better but I think it's better than nothing.#Crop the drawings? Oh heavens no. I am out of storage!
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i miss carpisuns sometimes </3
#not necessarily that I regret switching over but i just get like nostalgic for an earlier time in the ml fandom#s3 was soooo much fun for me#and the long hiatus before s4 was also the best. so good wasn’t ready for it to end when it did haha#things just feel so different in the fandom now#both the fandom has changed and I have changed#and of course the STORY has changed#and I like don’t know what to do about that or how to react#cause I am used to being one of the guys who is defending ml’s honor with my life lol#committed to spreading positivity#and I still want to be that guy!#but it’s like. idk. I don’t recognize this story anymore#this isn’t the same story that I fell in love with years ago. but I don’t want to just like Leave??#I do want to see how things play out bc I am still invested in these characters#and I would love to still be part of the fan community and connect with people over a mutual love for this thing#that has been important to me for years and has inspired me to create and learn new skills and make new friends!#but I also don’t just want to shut up and pretend I’m happy about things I am decidedly unhappy about lol#like it’s honestly surprising to me that a only a small minority of the fandom seems to feel the way I do?#and the majority are still super pumped and frustrated at the people who are complaining#and really. I don’t WANT to rain on anyone’s parade. I honestly don’t#I was part of the parade for years! I had the best time in the parade! I don’t want to ruin the good time!#so i try not to be too salty on main ? but i feel like I’m going a little crazy lmao! like I’m just one bitter little miser fhdjjd#i mean i guess it’s kind of a good thing that I moved blogs tbh lol#cause now when i whine only a fraction of the people have to be exposed to it 😂#but man i hate knowing that people might think of me as a salter#I mean it’s valid if people are trying to have fun and do not want to hear my complaining haha#but also do i automatically have to be a salter. are the only options support and defend ml 100% at all times or Be A Salter#or can there be a third category of certified ml lover that is just disappointed in recent events & disagrees with the new writing direction#is that too much nuance for tumblr lol#see maybe that’s why I miss carpisuns. she didn’t have to ask this question. she was only full of LOVE!#but therein lies the irony…like marinette I have made this choice out of love…for what the story once was…what is to become of me now…
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this guy
tl;dr i cosplayed at the one piece symphony and ref'd this off a photo of me (tl;dr 2: it was amazing, if you are able to go then go), which is funny considering i take photos of myself to use as refs all the time but this is the first i've done in a long time that's this one-to-one!
i don't cosplay often (ever?) and i'm pretty shy so this was some kinda experience. i am very flattered that people thought i looked nice enough to take a photo with me. i was also dying inside.
(i killed the fit tho, take my word for it)
#my art#one piece#sanji#i also got a new Drawing Device and am wrestling with the change to my workflow can i get an F in chat#switching to an 'intuitive' program after wrestling the world's most unintuitive program into functioning for me over the course of 8 years#is an adjustment.#AAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaa i will figure things out at some point.......... it's also a different OS so i feel like i am hitting walls everywhere#i can Make Lines tho that's good enough for now#one piece tag
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and thus another international lolita day occurs with me staying inside and doing nothing except for thinking very, very deeply about lolita lmao
#one day i'll dress up and celebrate but it is not this day!!!!#i'll just watch some media and imagine every character dressed in lolita instead#trust me this is a great way to live#house md is a million times more entertaining when you imagine him dressed in old school btssb the entire time#wilson wears AP of course#foreman wears baby too but avoids old school because he doesn't want to become like house (but he secretly loves old school)#cameron wears innocent world#chase has 0 fashion sense so of course he's a meta girl#cuddy wears victorian maiden but like the fishtail suits and stuff they used to make#sometimes she switches it up with some moitie
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idk if this is even really a bad thing in fan spaces but i think that a lot of people are just not very genre savvy when it comes to engaging with the media that they enjoy
#i see it a lot with horror and comedy but idk if that's just my limited sphere of personally also enjoying horror and comedy#obviously it's easy to see with horror when people just do not want to engage with horror on any level#but there's something about the way some people engage with comedy series that i can't quite put my finger on why it bother me so much#like maybe it's the difference between taking the story seriously vs. making everything in the story serious#especially in hybrid genres like tragicomedy#i've seen people be like 'how is the bear a comedy? how is succession a comedy?' etc. i think because of awards show categories lol#and it's like okay. i think we are not reading tone or we have a very limited scope for how we define comedy#like that is a classic dramedy#there are moments of dry or dark humor but also just genuinely funny moments despite a pretty serious premise#so maybe it's tricky sometimes when there's a thin line like that or when shows switch tone or have a lot of pathos for their characters#but. idk. sometimes we are making everything so serious#or on the flip side of horror. making everything so un-serious lol#again i don't think this is totally a bad thing in fan spaces which are a place for exploration and engagement with many angles of a story#which sometimes means getting into the implications of a throwaway joke or highlighting the humor of a situation framed seriously in canon#of course. we all do it. classic fan engagement behavior#but sometimes i think it bleeds over a little too much into interpretation of actual literal canon#anyway just a thought#maybe it's also like a 'i think people are being fake deep' thing which is not genre specific#people can be fake deep about shit that actually is narratively 'serious' too#it might also be a question of self awareness? idk
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obviously that isn't to say girls mixed media series never make or sell green characters, but it is to say you'll see it done more often by the bigger guns (precure or other nakayoshi joints, and my little pony before hasbro shot their own kneecaps out three times in a row) and/or in instances where the cast is sufficiently large that they can't not do green if they want another color, and even when they do, the green character is still likelier to be less popular or be dropped/recolored in any times of brand insecurity. another example is that a 2002 nakayoshi character poll reported that mew lettuce/retasu midorikawa (the green one) was the least popular mew mew and civilian identity by a decent margin, and while that could just as well be attributable to her writing or presence, it doesn't help the green curse..... it's not a rule, but it is a trend.
#which is to say nothing for doremi killing their would-be green#sailor jupiter managed to dodge it better than most but she also has brown and pink going on#and also she's from sailor fucking moon which helps#i'm sure precure's had well received and merchandised greens though i'd just have to do more research#and of course since we were just talking about a green mg being recolored to yellow for merch#the yellow mew was way up in 4th place and was the most popular after the literal main character's 3 different forms#this does make me wonder how amulet clover stacks up in popularity/sales/fanart compared to the other forms#since in this case the blue green yellow and pink are all the same character so it's more down to thematic appeal.#there was never an official popularity poll i could find though#i would GUESS it's more popular than diamond at least given it has more screentime and its outfit is more appealing#i could also see the maid theme giving it an advantage but i wonder what the gap is between it and spade+heart#switch speaks
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I love how when you draw polyfob Joe is in the middle. He deserves it
He does!!!!!!!! He's the glue of the band!!!!!
#i try to switch off who the focus is on every now and then but hes always a solid choice!! chemistry with everyone and he founded the band t#i mean they all have chemistry of course haha#since last year i did peterick i wanted to make sure to feature either andy or joe this year#polyfob#joe#joetrick#trohley#wentzman#painting#christmas#yall being kind about my art#also everyone give a shout out to my sibling who helped me workshop some details and was the first one to suggest joe in the middle for thi#not art
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me, writing Danny: you weren't supposed to cry this arc, i swear on my life i didn't mean to make you cry again so soon —
this chapter (danny), holding me by the throat: likely story
“J-Jasper,” he croaks, and the attention is electrifying even though he can’t see it. “Jasper, go away.” That must hurt. Danny doesn’t want it to, but he needs Jasper to not be here right now. There’s some movement, a meow. “... Okay. I’ll just… let me know when I can come back.” Footsteps recede, a long one, two, three. That’s as long as Danny can hold it in — the first sob breaks free on a gasp, and Vlad’s alarm is a dull jab to the ribs. A hand brushes his shoulder. “Danny — “ “Don’t,” he rasps sharply, the touch making his skin crawl, and huddles down harder on the couch. “Don’t.”
#silly phonetic#dp x dc#dpxdc#i had the bulk of this chapter planned out and then it just went off the rails and hasnt reached its natural conlusion... it might be 10k#dont quote me on that#now i gotta like... potentially switch two chapters places because it dont make as much sense in the order i have them now#silly snips#i like how my readers were like “the tension!!” and ive been like “huh” cos im dumb#of course danny has to cry... ive been bebding him the entire time just faster than i thought... oops#arguably its been *checks notes* um maybe a year... since danny had a terrible no good (very good) cry so... qho am i defending myself to?#dont worry about it..............
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now that i've taken in the entire show and am about to rewatch simply because i can............... i'm so pissed that dave erickson got fired because damn........
#i just think that s4 would have been insane.#i presume frank still would have wanted off the show and so naturally that chasm dave built between maddie and nick would've been... yea#idk- i think it would've been good tv. maybe. he doesn't talk too much on it but he says enough to give an impression.#i'm also inherently biased because he also said madison was the one character he saw making it all the way to the series finale#which ultimately. she does. but the story would have been much different for her. she would've felt More Madison#additionally.. of course there are characters born from the switch of writers that i'm glad we got and may otherwise have not got but....#i'd pay a pretty penny to have been able to see what dave had in store for the characters we had with us at the end of s3.#and to see what he would have done with 3b had he not wanted to wrap up certain loose ends of his creation before his departure.#the first 3 seasons of fear are the best ones. imo. for so many reasons. which i think had a lot to do with dave.#he separated ftwd from twd in big ways that i'm not going to get into but so much got jammed in s4-s8 that. it felt like the new writers#were mostly trying to pay homage to twd than to the characters and the story lines that made fear what it was. y'know.#the entire tone seemed to shift in the show. they subjected it to all the crazy time jumps. etc etc etc. which works in some ways on twd bu#they didn't do the same service to ftwd.#maybe that's just me.#dave Got the vision.#and i think it would've been really beautiful to get to see him ride it out (even if for another season or two)
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good god girl, maybe some of us are not vegan because we eat chicken like once in three months?? Would reduction not be a more productive goal of vegan activism than outright banning? Like if your arguments are that animals are being eaten, then you’re being unrealistic about the entire actual concept of the food chain. Humans are omnivores, you do not need to change that to achieve your goals.
A vegan lifestyle is also entirely the product of your geographical location. If you live somewhere that shit does not grow, what are you going to do?? I just think about the difference between food options in India and Canada, for example. India: between the tropics (tropics and equator even, in fact). All-year-round sun, there’s pretty much always stuff growing. Different kinds of land will mean you can grow everything from staples like rice and wheat to vegetables, fruits and plantation crops. It’s reflected in the cuisines: Indian food has a much, much wider offering of vegetarian food, and many more Indians have restricted diets that more or less overlap with vegetarianism. Because crops grows. Locally.
Canada. Harvest in the fall, from November to March, your fields are practically unusable. Compare the prices of fresh produce in (and now I’m being generous to give you a highly populated, non-remote province here for an example) Ontario. Ontario has farms where in the fall you get fresh autumn vegetables and fruits. You’ll also get them in larger quantities. It is way cheaper, fresher and also uses less energy and fuel to transport the vegetables like 50 km from farm to market.
Come the winter and nothing grows. If you look at most vegetables you’ll find on store shelves in December or February, and most of it is either imported from warmer regions of the US (often the case for chains that are in both countries) or from South American countries (sometimes SA -> USA -> Canada). The importing has to go through cross-country customs, had to be driven for days, is less fresh or rich in nutrients by the time you get it, and is more expensive. Of course. And we all come out of it poorer. Is it any wonder why people will eat meat? We’re even talking here about a place like Ontario, very well connected on North American trade routes. Can you justify someone in Yukon deciding to eat meat over a $17/lb. green veg? Be for fucking real…
There simply cannot be a blanket-global solution to animal products. You’ve got to work with what your geography has to offer. It’s the same thing we say when we say that avocados have an environmental cost when you expect them to be available year-round in places they don’t grow. We encourage people to go for more local produce there, and I think the same should go for all parts of your diet too. If your animals are local, then their footprint is lower than importing kiwis from New Zealand to the US. I don’t see how that’s hard to understand.
#veganism#the first para is a rant bc someone was being an idiot but I mean the rest of it most sincerely:#YOU HAVE TO WORK WITH YOUR GEOGRAPHY#capitalism has you thinking the whole world Is this flat homogenous thing#and all things can be solved by ‘buying (new solution)!’ *Buy!* our new Vegan Leather and feel good about yourself!#(<- plastic that will end up in a dump as Indonesia’s problem; not the pontificating American vegan’s)#*~Buy!!~* our new honey substitute! 100% cruelty free by avoiding the bees; even as the bees literally continue to make honey anyway#(<- monocrop agave fields in Mexico can deal with your misplaced guilt for you 🥰💕)#Like. At least have the courage of your convictions and quit sweetener entirely if you’re#concerned about both cruelty (which honey harvesting is not but okay) and sustainability. Or switch back to sugarcane.#Unless of course sustainability is simply someone else’s problem 😊 (hi third world!!)#My problems with veganism the movement are also my problems with the west; you all are really fucking hypocrites.#We have to go cleaning up after you guys all the time. You HAVE to work WITH your geography; not against it#Plants are not some miraculous catch-all solution. And mate; you’ve got to kill a plant to eat it too#Plants are alive; trust me. If you don’t eat anything for fear of killing it you’ll either be living on roadkill and infect and die#or you’ll end up killing yourself out of not! eating!#; you can’t eat rocks. All food was once alive.
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