#or like. become aware of the different dimensions ig??

[pwurrz]

weird ass nightmare. i mean then again when are they normal but jesus christ my subconscious can get really creative when it wants to

i’ve been playing to much paper mario. that’s gotta be it

[kikoesbonbon]

Character : Alhaitham

Mentioning : Kaveh, Cyno, Traveler (not you guys).

Themes : Self awareness, different dimensions, posesif (ig-)

Alhaitham knows who you are. And he won't let you go that easily ferguso.

If asked what he thinks of you, Alhaitham will find you an oddball who likes his stubborn personality. Even though he had never met you before. Even Kaveh, who just lives with him, can't stand his arrogant attitude. Yes. Bulliing Kaveh is one of his many hobbies when he gets bored dealing with his work as a scribe and acting grand sage besides reading tons of books from the House of Daena. Take the uwu lion key from Kaveh. (Didn't expect Kaveh himself to like that cute wooden lion. Who knows. I don't know. I'm just assuming)

There are rumors that people with vision will get closer to you. Look, how lucky are the vision holders. they thought. Alhaitham did not bother. He had had enough of the other ramblings of academiya students. They tried to bring other gods closer after dumping Leser lord Kusanali and trying to create new gods and now they are seeking new divine knowledge from you. How selfish are they.

In addition, they are trying various ways to get vision quickly with research and research on 101 ways to get your vision quickly (life hack. Very helpful so that you live in prosperity so that you are closer to you. No clickbait. Very helpful in getting divine knowledge with joss - fast. Guaranteed you won't lose. Money back isn't effective. If the transaction money is still with us-) what a crazy marketing technique.

Alhaitham doesn't expect anything other than peace with his boring activities which are waking up, going to work, not forgetting to have breakfast, coming back at night, not forgetting to bring the key to the cave every day when he goes to work as the acting grand sage. I swear, Sage Azar is really a burden. It's been a problem, he also has to replace him. Look, how displeased the academia were with her decision to become a provisional grand sage. Let it be, he has no interest in becoming a sage because it takes a long time to find a replacement for a new sage. After all, he would not even offer to become a sage because he was appointed by Lord Kusanali because he could be relied on.

Alhaitham doesn't expect anything but peace while drinking coffee alone at home while reading his boring colored cover book which he often carries and reads anywhere it doesn't matter where he sits as long as he can read that book. Kaveh often complains about how bad Alhaitham is when it comes to choosing interior decorations for his old and boring house. His aesthetic architect's soul was terrified to see him. (I swear, what kind of knowledge book is this kid reading that is so engrossed, Paimon herself gets dizzy just reading a few words)

His calm changed when he saw several meteors falling-eh.. Shooting stars I mean. Many stars fell in the sky that night. Blue, purple.. It is said that there is a time when the god gives mercy to the chosen one. The dendro vision on the wrist of the right arm shines just as a golden star falls down in Sumeru's night sky. Just then Alhaitham heard someone's voice enter his head.

"Welcome home, Alhaitham."

When asked how he felt when Alhaitham faced someone who sounded similar to what you sounded like, his ignorant soul became curious. Is that you? The God who gave divine blessings to the academic scholars?

"Acting Grand Sage, I would like to report on the results of the research I got from The Dune of Carouses together with Cyno this afternoon." You said while opening a small note sheet of your research results.

"So after I researched at The Mausoleum of King Deshret before..."

Alhaitham stared at your figure speaking in a voice similar to the one that came to mind at the time. Your voice was only faintly heard while you were talking, since Alhaitham's mind was only roaming about you.

"..I found some hidden mechanisms related to some of the theories I came up with. Regarding that because it requires entry with the Scarlet Sand Slate, fortunately there was help from the Traveler in this research with the Scarlet Stone he obtained back then..."

Alhaitham cleared his throat making you look up at him. "Yes?" You tilted your head to look at his tall figure. "Anything to interrupt?" maybe he cleared his throat because the delivery of your report was not appropriate?

"No, actually I was just curious. I was wondering, is it true that you ■■■■?" What an awkward question from him to interrupt what you are talking about. You only reacted by furrowing your brows at him.

"That's right. Are you tired? Need to rest? Should I not disturb you for now?"

"No, just curious. I just adjusted the name of your previous report notes".

"Oh really?" you raise your eyebrows. What's with this guy today?

"And the names also happen to be similar." he said rubbing his chin as if he was thinking.

"Alhaitham? Someone like you has acquaintances? What a joke. Besides, the name ■■■■ is the name many people use. Not just one." You sweat a little, flicking your palms forward.

A few months later, you told Alhaitham that once you graduated from Akademia, you would not continue your course. You will move to Fontaine to study mechanical engineering. I don't know what got into Alhaitham, he insisted that you stay in Sumeru. But you also insist on saying you can't stay in one place. After having a fight, you finally got tired of compromising with Alhaitham and ignored him for a few days.

Alhaitham is not stupid he knows you are hiding something. And you're not very good at lying, it seems.

So he has to find out for himself. Alhaitham saw some of your reports scattered on the table. It seems almost finished. He looked at you with his head asleep on the table. You're pretty diligent for a scolar like you. Just a little more and you graduate from the academy. You don't want to admit and you don't want to say that Alhaitham helped you a lot. What a tsundere—

Your graduation day is only a few weeks away, you have prepared all your thesis that only needs to be sent on the table. Alhaitham again saw you sleeping peacefully on the table. He sat next to you and pulled your left shoulder to lean on him.

His eyes stared at your face, and smiled faintly while playing with the ends of your hair. Alhaitham took some papers from your research on the table and read the writing. Your writing is really neat.

The next day you panicked into Alhaitham's study by breaking down the door. "Alhaitham—!" You hastily take a breath. "E-everyone, all of my theses are gone!"

"Oh?" Alhaitham looked at you with a flat gaze.

"Calm yourself,"

"Oh? Oh, you said it?! How many months do you think it took me to do that Alhaitham!?" you broke the table.

"All my work is gone! I-I don't know what to do! Without that thesis I can't graduate—"

"Alhaitham—you must help me!" you pulled his collar.

"I said calm down, you can still work on it again. There's still next year for graduation." Alhaitham patted your shaking shoulder.

"What do you mean-" your eyes widen, shaking and looking down. "D-don't tell me.. Alhaitham, you did this?"

"I don't-"

"Why did you do that to a scholar under you Alhaitham?! You know that's a offense right? Alhaitham you bastard. Give me back all my thesis papers!" you shouted angrily at him. "I didn't take all your thesis papers." he said sarcastically.

"Liar! I believe you were the last to stay at the House of Daena, right? There weren't many people there lingering until midnight there."

"What if you misunderstood? What would you say hm?" his gaze on you was condescending. You hate that look.

"I—" you gritted your teeth in annoyance. You swear, this guy is a complete asshole. "If that happens, I still don't apologize to you." You let go of Alhaitham's collar roughly. "I don't want anything to do with you anymore!"

You stepped angrily to get out of the Grand Sage's room, but were blocked by Alhaitham by slamming the door pushing you closer to the door. You stare at him resentfully. "What the hell are you—!"

"You.. you know how annoying you are lately?" Alhaitham muttered softly in a heavy tone in your ear while leaning back. "You sicken me." he muttered in a thunderous tone as he placed his finger on your hip. "I know who you really are. And I'll make sure to teach you who you stand for. And you won't be able to go anywhere.♡"

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Boy, it's been a long time since I've made this fanfic that I've been struggling since February.😰 It's been 4 months since I abandoned it because I had writer's block.😭🤙

And the ending doesn't match the initial concept that I wanted. But because I'm still innocent for results that are a little more intimate. Forgive me. 🙇

[fmdkangjin]

                  famedkrp idol hc meme 〔 accepting 〕

○ for a training headcanon ↴  〔 228w 〕

kangjin especially struggled with his expressive delivery while performing through his initial years training with mars. his coaches weren’t happy with his vocal tone of delivery and how it matched through compared to his expression. to be polite, they thought he looked bland. sometimes neutral expressions can work for an idol, but his focus on dancing and delivery within his time as a trainee he was repeatedly failing to nail the ‘emotion’ of a song. for title tracks it didn’t always make the difference but during their b-sides and for long sets he looked repetitive and robotic. it was a long time struggle for kangjin and a lot of training. he would watch himself back starting with dancing, using the mirrored practice room, practicing making the right expressions during choreography, since dancing is the thing as an idol that came easiest to him. matching it while lip syncing was the next step in his process though that took much longer, longer than expected even. it took his entire time as a trainee to find a place he and his team were comfortable with for his performance. to find his ‘stage presence’ or ‘persona’ as an idol. he’s become adept at forced smiles, though he doesn’t have explosive delivery especially during moments of vocal/rap delivery, he’s come a long way from where he began through hard work and dedication.

♥ for a headcanon about something my muse likes about being an idol  ↴   〔 216w 〕

ok well see, kangjin doesn’t particularly like anything about being an idol. if he could run away to the country side and take back his whole decision and instead be a no name, no money dancer he would. but i would say if he enjoys or appreciates anything about being an idol it’s the choreo and dance. he really does find a happy place in dancing. the time he spends just grinding dance in front of the mirrors in the dimensions training rooms until he can barely stand anymore is a strangely peaceful mood and he always leaves for the showers and late night snack afterwards exhausted but incredibly satisfied. i think because he can pretend he’s just a dancer living a simple life, preparing for a set or a stage performance without all the extra humdrum that being an idol offers. so definitely the fact that he gets to dance in front of the world, on a stage that is as big as his love for dance is, that’s probably the only thing he really likes about being an idol. i think without the choreography to dig him out of his depression and anxiety during trainee years and into their rookie years, kangjin would be in a much worse place than he is right now.

☛  for a public image headcanon  ↴   〔 253w 〕

there’s a real disengage with who kangjin is as a person outside of his work persona and every single year, as he becomes a better and better idol (a more ‘perfect’ idol who has his persona mask more effortlessly in place) it becomes more and more obvious. kangjin as a public person, or rather ig the way he seems, is a usually smiling, somewhat quiet but always present person. he tends to stand himself in the middle of his group members and never turns away the mic when it’s handed to him. he dances on command and does basically everything told of him in a way that seems natural and instantaneous. he’s learned over the years to move on command and do what he’s told without thinking about it. in fact kangjin is never embarrassed about ‘doing his job’ which let’s be honest is what he considers his image with the public. his idol public image is a lot more outgoing than he is in reality? a lot more of a go-getter, a lot more likely to smile and take challenges head on. he’s so conscious of the way he comes across to cameras and watching eyes, it’s a little unhealthy how aware of himself and others he is. there’s just become this big gap between who he really is and what people see him behaving like in public. it’s for sure that his members and close friends have noticed the most, but after growing closer to him anyone can see it.

♠ for misconceptions fans or the public have about my muse  ↴   〔 272w 〕

it’s tricky here because basically his whole public persona is a misconception by design lol. but i think that’s also the answer here? fans generally tend to perceive him as competitive (to a fault), outgoing and frequently smiling kind of man who can take every challenge he faces head on. in fact, he’s developed that impression of himself to such a fine tuned degree that when he lets it slip, fans take notice instantly. oh, kangjin isn’t smiling today i wonder if something’s wrong? kangjin looks exhausted today, dimensions must be overworking him. or during fan signs when they meet him face to face and he’s even a little more reserved than he seems on stage or from afar it becomes this noteworthy thing or sometimes it becomes a matter of them thinking he’s not doing well? when in reality, that’s just him being more himself than usual. honestly it’s a really harmful cycle because it leads him to keeping his mask up higher and higher, and in some ways he feels like he can no longer relax as long as there’s cameras. he can be relaxing and doing his own thing in a waiting room but a camera crew walks in and he can’t even behave like he wants. like a jack in the box he straightens his spine and smiles and puts on a show and in no way does that feel sustainable to him. he’s exhausted? but he’s got this idea of who he ‘has to be’ that he can’t seem to escape. it creates so many misconceptions for fans when they catch glimpses of who he really is.

♞ for a non-performance talent headcanon  ↴   〔 243w 〕

piano definitely. he’s exceptionally good at piano. it’s a talent he cultivated for many years in his youth thanks to his father pushing him into lessons for basically anything and everything. but the paino in particular he got the hang of and still uses as a skill to this day. he can still play guitar for instance, but he’s pretty rusty, and he can only play what he reads from music sheets or remember strings, he can’t freestyle, and he isn’t really ‘good’ at it. but paino he can not only read keys he can improvise if he wants to, plus sometimes he still plays the keys when he can’t sleep. i know for a fact kangjin wouldn’t call this a ‘talent’ in that word exactly, he doesn’t think he’s good enough, but he does know how to play. he can sit at a stool and probably rock someones socks off with his playing but he would just squeeze the back of his neck and laugh awkwardly if he was told it was ‘a talent’ lol. if he wanted to, or had any interest in it for that matter, he could probably use his talent with keys to compose music, and he could post covers to his twitter, but as it is it’s a talent that the average fan probably doesn’t know? maybe the actual kangjin stans who actually pay attention to his vlives has seen him mention it quietly once or twice.

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