#or learn to stifle the goddamn de.ons in her head so i dont feel worthless whenever she severely misinterprets my actions
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#i love my fucking partner but im so fucking tired of walking on a goddamn tightrope constantly#anything i do or say can send her fucking spiraling depending on the day.#there's never any sense to it because something can be fine one day and then not the next.#but she wont fuxking go to the doctor to get evaluated and medicated for her brain fuckery#in addition im fucking autistic. i can never predict how something i say will be taken and half the time its a fucking reach#ill say or do something and itll somehow be translated as i fucking hate her or want her out of my life.#we've been working on her talking to me when somethjng happens but even then like i said im always on a fucking tightropw#and i never know which side im going to fucking land on#im having to deal with her mental health because she wont in addition to mine#which is funny because shes the one who typically takes on other people troubles and ignore her own#i wish shed just fucking listen and go to the fucking doctor#or learn to stifle the goddamn de.ons in her head so i dont feel worthless whenever she severely misinterprets my actions#legit angry crying in a parking lot because im fucking tired of this shit and beating myself up over something i didnt even do
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