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robinsnest2111 · 1 year ago

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having the biggest surprised pikachu face moment right now, finding out about cool people in the town I've lived in for most of my life and believed to be boring, kinda hostile towards me and unspectacular as all hell.

Well yes, obviously I'll experience cool things and see/meet cool people and learn how everything's kinda connected in one way or another if I actively participate in the daily workings of this town instead of being permanently choked by mental illness, trapped in my own head and living in permanent fear of getting harmed by everyone around me, especially the people in charge of my life!!!!

#the years of being confined to my room either as punishment for uncomfortable symptoms of unchecked mental illnesses #or later on my distrust and fear of other people and being misunderstood and mistreated #all of it has done so much damage to my entire everything. i feel like a child discovering the world for the very first time #and i mourn the fact i couldn't experience it the past 20 years due to life circumstances #but i'm also glad to be right here right now. awkward and inexperienced as i am. but so glad to experience it all now

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