#or itd take forever espec having my aunt around

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what headcanons about Jesse pinkman do you have? I would love to hear them! i think him having adhd makes a lot of sense and also him being hoh bc of his tendency to speak louder and bc of all the gunfire he is around also what made you start to think of the idea of transfem jesse pinkman? I don’t mean this in a negative way I really agree with the idea and it feels right, but I’m not sure exactly why it feels so right.

oh Jesse being hoh makes sense in terms of all the gunfire she's been around definitely!! however I think it's gonna be a result of the gunfire and therefore not necessarily why she's loud (b/c judging by how she reacts to the violence Walt introduces into her life I don't think things were ever as serious before he got involved) I think she's loud because she has ADHD and has trouble modulating volume, I'm super loud too!!

oh so the short version is Jesse has a coercive and painful relationship to manhood, one that is pushed onto her by other people, and I noticed this from the start but what clicked it into place as a transfem reading of her was just seeing a transfem meme of her - and here's the long version if you're interested, my video essay !!

it contains some of my specific transfem headcanons for her, such as me think she's gnc and non medically transitioning, a headcanon that is partially projection as I'm gnc and non medically transitioning as well (I'm just transmasc) but it also exists as a kinda "I see you and love you" to my sisters, since b/c of transmisogyny it's much more dangerous to be gnc and no-med no-op as a transfem so you don't see as many out girls who present that way compared to guys but I know theres not actually less of them, I don't think that's the one "true" transfem Jesse headcanon tho, I think any egg version of her is good - and I think she's a lesbian but her being bi is also believable

I feel like I have a lot more like "wonders" and scattered thoughts about single scenes or small moments throughout the show than solid headcanons besides the gender thing, tho in all honestly while my specifics might be closer to a headcanon, I think transfem egg Jesse is more like an interpretation as something that is directly supported by the text with no contradictions even if it's not intended