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neganium · 10 months ago

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augh I tried to draw earlier but wasn't really feeling it? now suddenly after I've already closed the program so that I could maybe play a game for a bit the urge to draw is back. I might even want to do some studies, however that works; what the actual hell??

#it is so ANNOYING #I Do really want to get better at certain things tho. desperately want my blorbos to look how I actually want them to #when putting them to paper (or whatever I'm drawing in/on)#also the anxiety over interacting with a specific stranger on the internet has kicked back in super hard #there are certain things that I don't actually mind that much if people do them; if they meet some certain criteria:#1) don't be a creep about it (pretty broad definition but I'm mostly talking about people who still crush on child/teen characters-#as a grown-ass adult)#2) do it Away From Me (very easy to facilitate this one honestly; one can kind of just block blogs if they make them uncomfortable-#I mean honestly I've blocked perfectly innocuous blogs for things as simple as takes I disagree with #or for just. Annoying Me. not even directly either; sometimes I just find people annoying and That Is Okay)#not everything is like. a moral/ethical judgement and I can get past things as long as I very deliberately ignore it #most people have sideblogs or whatever for these kinds of things anyways; so it's neater and easier to categorize squicks and shit #the thing is. I don't always know if it is something innocuous or Not without asking directly. and that's generally seen as Rude lmao #it's kind of agonizing trying to determine whether a person is doing something that makes me uncomfy but can (probably) safely ignore #or if they're actually genuinely into gross and heinous shit lmao

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