#or 'oh god what if I've somehow buttdialed them and they can hear everything' when I'm venting to justin about something | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

blujayonthewing · 1 month ago

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I don't know why sometimes I get really paranoid about 'what if my irl friends are secretly on tumblr and following me without telling me and can see when I'm bitching about them' as if anyone who isn't actually On Tumblr all the time is gonna wade through my constant deluge of reblogs and nonsense just to spy on me

#my parents never invaded my privacy as a kid so this isn't about that #but I do also sometimes feel an obviously irrational pang of 'oh god what if they're telepathic' if I have an unkind or unflattering though #or 'oh god what if I've somehow buttdialed them and they can hear everything' when I'm venting to justin about something #like I think 'I don't want to hurt my friends' feelings' is normal #but 'what if they find out that I ever even privately think anything less than the very best of them in any way'#is like-- again a normal thing to not want but I'm definitely Not Normal amounts of paranoid about it lmao #both my parents have 'take everything catastrophically personally' disease so I think lowkey I just have an instinct #that having any disapproval for someone else is a crime punishable by Killed With Hammers #normal

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