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ticklikeabomb · 6 years ago

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One-shot : Don’t Look Back

Pairing : Loki x Plus-Size Reader

Warnings : Language ; spelling/grammar mistakes ; mention of torture ; mention of death

Word Count : 3.195

Author’s Note : One-shot based on the song ‘Don’t look back’ by Miguel. The ending is different than the movie.

If I (if I), don’t make it back before the sun (the sun)

All you have to do is run (run)

Just promise me you'll run (run)

And don’t look back

Don’t look back

And promise me you run

A lot of people have a different version about what happened during the battle of New York. Some would say that it was the time of the Apocalypse, others affirmed that it was only one person’s fault : The Prince of Asgard, Loki Laufeyson. Even with those diverse opinions, one thing was certain - it was the beginning of a different kind of war. A war where beings that where only a myth and speculation on earth, became true. A war with aliens from outer space. What they didn’t know at that time, is that it was indeed the fault of a single person and that person being Thanos.

When the battle occurred, you were hiding. Not from the police, not from the military, not from the government and not even from those warriors known as the Avengers. No, you were hiding from HIM. Your story dates back from centuries ago. You were the only left of an ancient population - all extinct. Captured by horrible creatures, dragged to a unknown and dark world. How did you managed to stay alive. Their leader, in possession of a great power, broke you in order to remake you - stronger, heartless, faster and immortal. « You will be my greatest creation. The greatest warrior of all time. A weapon », his grave voice used to say. A voice you can keep out of your head, not even when you lay down and try to rest.

[Verse 1:]

I feel the night approaching

The moon calling me

Reluctant eyes have witnessed

The horrors I can be

I felt compelled to warn you

I'm not all that I seem

And though I care about you

The night is calling me

After centuries of pure torture, the pain inflicted to you didn’t worked anymore. You were emotionless in all sense of the term. You were just a weapon, a instrument to frighten your victims to death, which was always the way they would end - dead. Always discreet, you witnessed the tiny fractures around you and kept them trapped at the smallest corners of your mind. No words exchanged but looks that showed the hatred of a girl for another. The words of encouragement and words of disappointment directed to them. « You failed my child. No words are big enough to describe how disappointed I am. My favorite. My Gamora. »

Another day like any other - you tied to a chair specially made to contain your supernatural strength, cuts ornamenting your skin and blood dripping along your features. That philosophical voice that carried the name of Ebony Maw, constantly dictating that your were their property, their pet, saved by the great God himself. « You should kneel before your savior, who gave you a purpose, who made you strong, you insignificant Earthling », he said once before he was interrupting by one of his brothers. Corvus Glaive entered the room dragging a corpse behind him. « This fell from the sky. Father gave the order to bring him back to life. » The hideous creature in front of you started gesticulating and chanting something incoherent before piercing the corpse chest where his heart used to beat. The corpse in front of you came back to life, arching his back, head falling back and harsh breathing leaving his mouth. The thick silence floating around the room before the stranger’s voice was heard. « Where am I? What is this place? » « Welcome to hell my friend », responded Ebony. He was caught off guard when the man in front of him started to laugh. « I beg your pardon? Hell. Do you have any idea who you’re talking to? » « Yes, you’re no one. » « I’m Loki Laufeyson, Prince of Asgard, the rightful King of Jotunheim, the God of Mischief. You should kneel before me », he shouted. It was the turn of everyone, except you, to laugh at his antics. He looked at everyone before his piercing gaze landed on your limp body. « You are correct. Someone will kneel and that will be you », Ebony exclaimed. The stranger kept looking at you before he was taking out by force. ‘You’re already dead’, you thought.

Years passed and the cooky personality of the new weapon vanished. A broken soul was left, like they promised. You couldn’t stop thinking about that look, those piercing green eyes burning through you. He would try making contact with you but you would not risk more punishment for his pretty eyes. You remained cold in front of him, but every time you heard him screaming you felt pain crush through you. It was more painful than the torture they would do to you. The Titan gave the newbie and yourself a mission. Search for some artifact called tesseract and bring it to him. If you succeeded he promised us both of you freedom, which you didn’t believed a word. If you would fail, death would arrive upon both of you. You were waiting for the signal on the other side of the portal. A blue glow appeared and you saw Loki waiting for you. You went through it and fixed your surroundings. Men with guns, scientists analyzing a blue cube and a man standing next to him, his eyes bluer than the ocean. « My bodyguard at my command. A spy with arrows. Isn’t it wonderful. » « If you’re some God why do you need a bodyguard », you replied. It was the first time you ever addressed him a word. Clearly surprised, he cleared his throat before smirking and exclaiming « So she speaks. It’s a shame to hide such a beautiful voice behind a cold silence, pet. » In a blink of an eye, you had a knife pressing against his Adam’s apple « Call me pet again and you’ll be death before you can even blink. » He groaned « Hmmm, feisty. I like that. I know you like me too.» You pressed the knife even deeper and a thin red line formed on his pale skin. He groaned again before crushing his hand on your forehead. The next thing you saw were flashbacks from your life - the torture, the blood, the screams and your beating heart and hate towards them each time you heard him scream. When Loki released you, you fell to the ground, both a panting mess. « What did you do to me? », you shouted through greeted teeth. « I opened your eyes. You don’t have to be alone anymore. The way you feel about me, I feel about you. » « You don’t know me. You have no idea what kind of a monster I am. » « I just saw your soul, your memories. You’re not a monster. You’re my salvation. Please give us a chance and once we finish this, we can finally be free. »

[Verse 2:]

If I should claim a victim

To devour before the light

I pray that you forgive me

It’s just my appetite

He managed to convince you. All those years fighting to not show any emotion were gone in a couple of minutes. That’s how much effect Loki had over you. Germany, the country the first mission took place. Two hours before the beginning. The God of Mischief dropped a green and gold gown, with some yellow touches beside you. You eyed the fabric curiously. « I made it for you. Put it on. » You gave him a specific look and he mumbled « Please », to which you smirked. You did as he said and came back with the dress on - hugging your curves perfectly, matching his suit. He looked at you from head to toe and swallowed harshly. « You look absolutely magnificent. » He approached slowly, his face inches from yours, his eyes pleading for a kiss. Your gaze piercing daggers through his whole being, making him shiver with lust. « What are you waiting for? », you whispered. The moment your words left your lips, his came crashing down on you in a passionate, a hungry kiss. Closing the gap between your bodies, your fingers trailed up his dark black hair and tugged it, making him groan and pushed his tongue in your mouth, tasting yours. He disengaged from you and pressed his head against yours. « Don’t get caught. Once I give you the signal, run as far as you can, hide and don’t look back. » « No. I’m staying with you, no matter what. » He groaned and the bodyguard, you found out the name was Barton, rushed to the room. « We’re ready. » « I’m coming », Loki said before turning back to you. He gave you a gentle kiss this time « Promise me you’ll run, if something happens. » You didn’t answered verbally but just gave him another passionate kiss.

[Bridge:]

And if I (And if I)

I should try (I should try)

Try to lure you baby (try to lure you back)

Oooooh, ooooh you just try to get as far away as you can (Oooh Aaah)

The plan went smoothly until a man in a weird blue striped costume showed up with a shield. He started to fight him and from the sky another one appeared. You were about to step in when you heard Loki shout « Run…run…and don’t look back. » The other men scanned the crowd to see who those words were directed for when they saw your angry face and your shaking hands. « Ruuuunnn », Loki yelled more firmly. You broke out of your trance and started to run, the man with the shield running behind you. But with the powers that you had you outrun him and disappeared. He came back to them and Stark asked « Where is she? » The other one shook his head, panting. « You lost her? Really? You, Captain America? », to which Rogers gave him a stern look. Loki was smirking proudly. « Come on Reindeer Games you’ve been a bad boy. You coming with us. »

The following day, chaos reigned around the streets of New York. Thanos's army invaded and destroying everything on his way. You stayed in the shadows, spectator of this destruction. Your only thought directing to your Loki. You climbed on the edifice in front of the Stark tower, evaluating the situation, when you saw the same flying man go through the portal. Seconds before it closed, he was free falling before a giant green beast caught him. The next thing your eyes caught sight off was Loki encircled by people, one of them being his so-called brother. You jumped off the building and landed perfectly behind them. They turned around, weapons in hand ready to engage. « Who are you? », the one with the shield demanded. You stood up and faced them. « It’s her », exclaimed Lokie’s former bodyguard. « Touch him and you all die », you pronounced through greeted teeth, a predatory voice emanating from your throat. « No harm will be inflicted to my brother, you have my word. He was to come back to Asgard and face the consequences of his actions. » « And you lady, will face the consequences of Shield », said the flying man. You groaned and took a step forward, making them take one back. « He will come with me », you replied threateningly.

« Y/N », his voice above a whisper. You looked at him in the eyes and your voice and posture softened. « I told you to run and not look back », he said annoyed. « The plan was never to leave you behind. » « And what was the plan? », cut Stark. You were so focused on Loki that you didn’t noticed the threat coming out of a blue glow behind you. The next thing you saw was Loki widening his eyes, panic all over his face. « Nooooooo », he yelled and the next thing you felt was a piercing edge coming out of your left side and an arm wrap around your throat. The people in front of you tried to take you back but it was to late, you only had the chance to whisper « Loki » and you were gone. « Nooooooo », the God of Mischief ran to the spot you just vanished and fell down on his knees. Everyone was silent, shocked because of what they just saw and disturbed seeing the God break down like that. « You promised me….you promised you’ll run », Loki kept yelling and started sobbing. « Brother », Thor patted his shoulder gently. « Don’t touch me !! », he shouted and started to punch him. Thor grabbed his arms and whispered « Shh, we will get her back. I promise, we will get her back. » Loki didn’t have more forces to fight his brother and fell down on the floor, Thor joining him and embracing him. « We will bring her back, I give you my word brother. » Loki looked at Thor and said « She’s gone », with a cold and blank face.

And don’t look back

Don’t look back

Don't look back

And promise me you'll run

« Get ready we’re about to attack that ship », said Proxima Midnight bitterly. You nodded, focused on the task. The moment you entered, you started ending everyone that came your way. You would have felt for them in another lifetime, but you were just a weapon and weapons’s are heartless. Checking your surroundings, a voice made you stop dead in your tracks. You headed to the sound and saw him standing there besides the Titan.

Thanos: The Tesseract? Or your brother's head? I assume you have a preference?

Loki: Oh, I do. Kill away!

His brother began to scream. You came out of the shadows and stepped next to Thanos.

Loki: ALRIGHT, STOP!, he yelled the moment he saw you.

Thor: We don't have the Tesseract, it was destroyed on Asgard!

Frozen, he had to clear his throat before replying, « I assure you, brother, the sun will shine on us again. » He then looked back at you and you just screamed in your mind, knowing he would be able to read your thoughts. « Your optimism is misplaced, Asgardian », commented Thanos. « Well, for one thing, I'm not Asgardian. And for another... we have a Hulk. » The next thing you see is the green beast launching over Thanos and Loki grabbing you.

« Y/N you’re alive », he said and cupped your face in his hands. « I thought I lost you forever. » « You will never lose me Loki. » You only had time to share a kiss before Thanos came back after defeating Hulk and killing Heimdall. You saw Thor cry and when he turned his head towards you, his eyes widened. Loki stepped forward and proposed his services as guide on Earth, while you were begging him to get out of the ship through your thoughts. ThanoS wrapped his hand around Lokie’s neck and started to tighten his grip. « Nooooo, stooooop », you yelled and wanted to prevent it but got caught by Proxima. « Thor…save her », you heard him whisper before saying « You…will…never…be a god. » His red eyes looked at you and he mumbled ‘I love you’ and ‘Crack’. « No resurrection this time. » « Nooooooooo noooooo kill me too», you kept yelling. The Titan grabbed your neck and said « I still need you. Killing you would only give you satisfaction. And you were born for misery. » They dragged you out of the ship and you couldn’t keep your eyes from the love of your life lying there lifeless and the screams of his brother on top of him. The ship exploded.

On Earth the fight had began. Your mission was to infiltrate the building and get the Soul Stone. But you had your own plan to fulfill. You hid in the jungle waiting for his arrival when you saw Black Dwarf heading towards Captain America. You fell from the tree you were hiding and ended up on top of the giant’s shoulder’s. You dig your nails into his skull and ripped him apart. The Captain and the one with the stone stood there mouth agape, shocked at what you just did. « Y/N? », he whispered. « Be ready, he’s coming », you said coldly. Others joined them and were about to attack you before the Captain retained them. « No, she’s with us. »

You felt the atmosphere change and Thanos appeared. He saw his child laying lifeless, ripped in half on the ground and looked at you. « I saved you and that’s how you thank me? » « You broke me, teared me apart and you call that saving? » « I made you the strongest of them all. » « You made me as a fucking weapon. That’s all I ever was », you shouted. « Move out of my way or I’ll end you this time for good. » « There’s nothing left for you to end. I’m already gone. » You ran towards him, dodging his attacks. He was using the power of the stones but they didn’t affect you, that’s how powerful you were. He managed to grab you neck and you cut his arm with the Gauntlet, making him scream in agony. « It’s over », you smiled mischievously. He then took a hidden knife and pierced right in your heart. Again you felt no pain. He looked at you shocked. « You can’t kill me. The only way for me to perish is by my own hand », you revealed. You grabbed firmly the sword with whom you cut his arm off and exclaimed « Go to hell », before cutting his head off. His grip on your neck immediately loosened and you fell to the ground. Thor arrived and dropped to his knees in front of you. « Y/N, you’re alive. … You saved us all. » You gave him a small smile and put your hand on the knife that was still on your chest. « Loki would have been proud of you Thor. I’ll tell him you fought well. » « What? » You began pushing the knife deeper in your heart. « Nooo don’t. What are you doing? » « I’m joining the love of my life. It’s the end for me. I accomplished my destiny. Goodbye Thor Odinson. » And with that your pushed the rest of it further, feeling peace for the first time in your life. The world survived and you were the only one disintegrating.

[Outro:]

Don't you run, don't you run

What's your name? Who's your daddy

Is a rich like me (Like me, like me)

Has it taken, the time to show ya

All the things you need to live

Tell it to me slowly

I really want to know

Is the time of the season for lovin', lovin’

Your eyes opened up slowly, heat radiating your skin. You felt a light touch on your hand. There he was, his dark raven hair, his glowing pale skin and his green eyes. « Loki », you whispered. « You finally joined me my love. » You sat down next to him and touched his cheek « Where are we? » « This is Valhalla. This is home, my Queen. » You looked at the magnificent sunset in front of you before turning back to him. « I love you, Loki Odinson. My King. » « I love you Y/N, my Queen», you both said and shared a passionate kiss. « Home », you mumbled.

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