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Major Arcana Grand Tableau: 2021.

Apologies for my long absence. I hope everyone has been enjoying a safe and happy festive season, and that the New Year brings you everything you may need. As this is the beginning of a brand new year, I wanted to share and record my first reading of 2021, a Grand Tableau completed according to this post. I thoroughly enjoyed this reading, and hope to come back to it throughout the year to review my initial thoughts.

1. The Fool: What will begin in your life? Queen of Wands: Aries. Emotionally and otherwise, the Queen’s personality corresponds to that of the King, but is more magnetic. A dark woman or country woman, friendly, chaste, loving, honourable. Love of money. Courage, confidence, independence, social butterfly, determination.

- This card could indicate a number of things; for example, a new relationship with someone with cardinal fire energy. Perhaps it signals the development of this energy in myself, and I will be able to demonstrate a new sense of confidence and passion.

2. The Magician: What dream will manifest? Two of Wands: On the one hand, riches, fortune, magnificence, and on the other, physical suffering, disease, chagrin, sadness, mortification. Future planning, progress, decisions, discovery.

- Time will tell, but I am quietly hopeful that the Two of Wands here means that 2021 will bring me closer to my goals for the future, especially in terms of career and finances.

3. The High Priestess: What secret will be uncovered? King of Cups: Scorpio. Fair man, man of business, law, or divinity, responsible, disposed to oblige the querent. Also equity, art and science, including those who profess science, law, and art, creative intelligence. Emotionally balanced, compassionate, diplomatic.

- I’m unsure what the King of Cups may mean in this position. Perhaps something will come to light regarding a Scorpio in my life, like my sister, or even in relation to my creative pursuits. However, the secret is likely to concern relationships or feelings and strike an emotional chord.

4. The Empress: What will you harvest? King of Swords: Aquarius. Whatsoever arises out of the idea of judgement and all its connections - power, command, authority, militant intelligence, law, offices of the crown, and so forth. Mental clarity, intellectual power, authority, truth.

- An interesting card to draw in this position, but it could be that 2021 will enable me to cultivate a sense of power and clarity, perhaps literally in a position of authority, for example at work, or through intellectual ventures.

5. The Emperor: What will you have control over? Three of Cups: The conclusion of any matter. Plenty, perfection, merriment, happiness, victory, fulfilment, solace, healing. Celebration, friendship, creativity, collaborations.

- Hm, relationships, celebrations... I look forward to seeing what my social calendar looks like this year! Perhaps I ought to try my hand at event planning, or start a cult book club. Hopefully I will feel empowered to take charge of my own well-being as well as that of others.

6. The Hierophant: What will remain unchanged? Four of Swords: Vigilance, retreat, solitude, hermit’s repose, exile, tomb, and coffin. Rest, relaxation, meditation, contemplation, recuperation.

- Oh dear. This reinforces my feeling that 2021 may not bring an end to the isolation we all faced last year. I may need to be patient, and it seems I will remain an introvert at heart. On a more positive note, this year may allow for a generally relaxed pace and mindset.

7. The Lovers: How will your love life be? Eight of Wands: Activity in undertakings, the path of such activity, swiftness, as that of an express messenger, great haste, great hope, speed towards an end which promises assured felicity; that which is on the move, also the arrows of love. Movement, fast paced change, action, alignment, air travel.

- Ooh, ok. I admit it, I’m intrigued, and a little amused. A whirlwind romance? A fling, or two, or eight? Long-distance flirting? Perhaps a run-as-fast-as-you-can, so-glad-I-dodged-that-bullet scenario - or maybe it’s simply the year of... interesting online purchases and post.

8. The Chariot: What will make you victorious? Page of Swords: Authority, overseeing, secret service, vigilance, spying, examination, and the qualities thereto belonging. New ideas, curiosity, thirst for knowledge, new ways of communicating.

- In 2021, the active pursuit of knowledge and learning is likely to serve me well, as is a proactive, enthusiastic nature. I would do well to be keen and observant.

9. Strength: Where will you find strength? Page of Pentacles: Application, study scholarship, reflection, news, messages and the bringer thereof - also rule, management. Manifestation, financial opportunity, skill development.

- On a similar note to the above, it seems I would do well to remain focused, and above all dedicated to learning and honing new skills in my professional and intellectual pursuits.

10. The Hermit: What will you need to reflect on? Six of Swords: Journey by water, route, way, envoy, com-missionary, expedient. Transition, change, rite of passage, releasing baggage.

- Hm. Is it naive of me to hope this means I aill spend time mulling over travel plans and luggage? 2021 could be the year I address less pleasant baggage and embark on more difficult journeys. Onwards and upwards... eventually.

11. The Wheel of Fortune: Where will you find luck? Knight of Pentacles: Virgo. Utility, interest, serviceableness, rectitude, responsibility. Hard work, productivity, routine, conservatism.

- Late August/early September could bring a spell of luck. If I remain consistent and dedicated in my professional and personal pursuits, I may be rewarded this year. In 2021, commitment, structure, persistence, and hard work could pay off.

12. Justice: Who will avenge you? Four of Cups: Weariness, disgust, aversion, imaginary vexations, blended pleasure. Meditation, contemplation, apathy, reevaluation.

- Another card I find difficult to interpret in the context of this spread. I may have no willing avenging angel. There may be conflict or reluctance in giving/receiving aid. Perhaps I simply will not need to be avenged.

13. The Hanged Man: What will you have to sacrifice? Six of Pentacles: Presents, gifts, gratification, attention, vigilance, now is the accepted time, present prosperity. Giving, receiving, sharing wealth, generosity, charity.

- This card may mean that in 2021 I need to change my attitude to my finances; present prosperity and generosity may need to be sacrificed in favour of future goals/stability. I should perhaps be less indulgent.

14. Death: What will be reborn? Ace of Wands: Creation, invention, enterprise, the powers which result in these, principle, beginning, source, birth, family, origin, the beginning of enterprises, money, fortune, inheritance. Inspiration, new opportunities, growth, potential.

- Alongside the court cards drawn earlier in this spread, particularly the Queen of Wands, this card could mark my own personal renasaince of sorts. Sparks reignited. Passions awoken. New financial or creative ventures.

15. Temperance: What will bring balance into your life? Eight of Pentacles: Work, employment, commission, craftsmanship, skill in craft and business. Apprenticeship, repetitive tasks, mastery, skill development.

- Secure employment, dedication in creative and professional pursuits, and routine could help to create stability and harmony throughout 2021.

16. The Devil: What will you be most passionate about? Nine of Swords: Death, failure, miscarriage, delay, deception, disappointment, despair. Anxiety, worry, fear, depression, nightmares.

- Oh dear. Is 2021 going to leave me with a death wish? This is what I get for making Suffering™️ my brand as a teenager. Another interesting draw in the context of this spread. This could indicate a number of things, from a focus on my mental health or a fascination with all things morbid and gothic, to a resurgence of my ‘emo’ phase. I will have to wait and see.

17. The Tower: What will trigger a profound change? Ten of Wands: Oppression simply, but also fortune, gain, any kind of success of these things. A card of false-seeming, disguise, perfidy. Burden, extra responsibility, hard work, completion.

- Increasing my workload/responsibilities in 2021, could cause a surprising shift - multitasking and taking on as much as I can could be the name of the game. False alarms can also disturb the peace.

18. The Star: Where will you find hope? Nine of Cups: Concord, contentment, physical bien-etré; also victory, success, advantage, satisfaction, gratitude, wish come true.

- Seems fairly self explanatory - we shall see!

19. The Moon: What will stay clouded? Five of Pentacles: Material trouble, destitution, love and lovers, concordance, affinities. Financial loss, poverty, lack mindset, isolation, worry.

- Suffering will stay hidden? Well. Ignorance is bliss I suppose.

20. The Sun: What will bring you joy? Two of Cups: Love, passion, friendship, affinity, union, concord, sexual relations, that which nature has sanctified. Unified love, partnership, mutual attraction.

- In 2021, I will find happiness in my relationships.

21. Judgement: Which of your oppressors will be punished? Nine of Pentacles: Prudence, safety, success, accomplishment, certitude, discernment. Abundance, luxury, self-sufficiency, financial independence.

- Another one that I find difficult to interpret at present - though I can’t say right now that there is anyone I would genuinely wish punishment on, so I am content to let the universe handle this one. You know that really smug, posh, snob? Your rich neighbour with the exotic bird and perfect garden? Yeah, this probably won’t be their year.

22. The World: What will give you a sense of accomplishment? Two of Pentacles: Gaiety, recreation and its connections, news and messages in writing, such as obstacles, agitation, trouble, embroilment. Multiple priorities, time management, prioritisation, adaptability.

- 2021 looks set to be a juggling act, but an interesting one! Seems if there’s any time for a side hustle it’s now.

Identifying Court Cards:

- King of Swords: Aquarius, Fixed Air (January 21st - February 18th).

- Queen of Wands: Aries, Cardinal Fire (March 21st - April 20th).

- Knight of Pentacles: Virgo, Mutable Earth (August 24th - September 22nd).

- King of Cups: Scorpio, Fixed Water (October 24th - November 22nd).

Determining the Dominant Suit:

- Pentacles: Finances will be bright.

- Can’t say I’m disappointed. Interestingly, all three remaining suits were represented equally, suggesting that my passions, emotions, and mind will each play an equal if not dominant role.

Identifying Numbers that Appear at Least Thrice:

- Twos: a year of dilemmas.

- Nines: a year of completion.

- Hopefully this is indicative of a difficult but ultimately satisfying year; perhaps a sense of closure, decision making, or an end to certain challenges? Struggles you can overcome and draw a line under.

Highlighting the Ruling Colours:

- Blue, White, Green: spirituality, logic, innocence, intuition.

- Safe to say my little INFP/Ravenclaw heart will be more than happy if these prove to be the overarching themes of the year ahead!

Initial Thoughts:

I’m definitely intrigued to see what 2021 brings, and am feeling cautiously optimistic as so much of this spread tallies with my existing intentions/predictions for the year - though that could be bias/wishful thinking. There may be false starts and snags, but if I remain positive and work hard I may be in for pleasant surprises too! Time, as always, will tell. For now, I will take each day as it comes and try and enjoy the ride!

Intentions for 2021:

In all honesty, with the world in such an uncertain state at the moment, I’m reluctant to go into 2021 with any specific expectations or goals, and for now plan to take things one day at a time - I can’t say for sure if this will be a year for major life changes. However, there are certain things I would like to focus on that I can realistically incorporate into my current routine and I would like to hold myself accountable so here, in no particular order, are some of my ‘resolutions’ for this year:

Read at least one new book a month.

Create and follow a more structured training plan and diet to improve my running, and help me feel stronger.

Listen to new music.

Continue learning French.

Make it a priority to allocate time for creative pursuits - painting, drawing, writing (blog posts, poetry, stories, anything!).

Continue saving as much as possible.

Create and follow a monthly budget.

Keep an eye on career and housing opportunities.

Make my mental health a priority, starting by speaking to my psychologist.

Be more proactive in reaching out to friends and family and keeping in touch with people.