#ooc. fuck this battle i don’t wanna win i’m outtie.

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@tornars

B̸̧͙̣̞̱͈͍͔̖̬͓̥̲̝̪̿̋͒̆̎̋͐̃̋̀͋̓̀̕U̴̲̖͕̱̠̦̭͇͗͜͜T̶̛̗̖͔̙͉͔̫̫͐̉͛̋̑́̔̚͝ ̴͚͙̾̔̀̋̉̑̄͛̔̿̾̐͠W̴̗̥̥̘̰̞͇͚͂́͘͠͠Ë̸̡̨̛̩̱̖̩̙̞̲̳̬̫́́̀ ̷̢̗̞̥̣̠̩͛̋̂̎̔͋͑̒L̵̛̼̮͕̥̟̤̝̳͎̦̥͒̐̏̅͐͘ͅỎ̸̡͖̟̺̘̮̰̰̇̽̓̈͊̈́̈̆̎̒̀̃V̷̟͚̭̯͚̲̯͐̚͜ͅÈ̶̛̬̹͚̯̐̇̅̄̓͌͝͝ͅ ̷̮̝͔̲̟̖̜͖̂̊̒̊́͆͌͛̌̌̃͘̚͜͠͠Ý̷̪̺̞͖̳̩̟̻͚̍̔Ǫ̵̖̞͕̖̫̦̰̻͎̈́̓̑̓̃̔͊̃̈́̃͘͜͝ͅÙ̴̡̺̞̤̖̫̭̞̬͈̠͉̥̔̌̌̔͠ͅ

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LOVE O ME LIFE.

@godblooded i love youuuuu

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funfact : i own alana ‘ s id badge worn when she goes to see abigail and therefore i know her blood type ???? lmfao. also … peep the loopy handwriting signature i headcanon ‘ d correctly long before I had this. flowy illegible doctoral handwriting.

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hey. i love all you guys. i know i ‘ m messily inconsistent but i am also dealing with a lot rn. some of it i just don ‘ t feel okay sharing. a lot of it is the fact that my work schedule happens smack in the middle of the day and we ‘ re in the midst of properly medicating me to function throughout the day with more energy and less anxiety and it is a very rough science to exact down to. it ‘ s killed my creativity because i am teaching math — and doing a bang - up job of it , but it requires thrice my capacity and quadruple as much planning. AND it ‘ s 100 % virtual so it is also dealing with major scheduling inconsistencies and me playing tech support to a lot of parents who just need direction in the basics of google and i am somehow able to assist. thank you all for being literally the best and being so patient. i genuinely know what it is to be excited about something and i have admittedly dropped the ball. for which i apologize. but i love y ‘ all for being here. you guys who have known me for an age and a half are the real ones.

( new friends , i see you , and i welcome you to the katcave. )

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first good day i ‘ ve had in a long time. must be the cleaned up high and tight. ( i yearn to be as hot as panagiotis kone. )

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one of my student ‘ s parents … who i have never told this to … called me mr. kat … because her kiddo knows i prefer masculine pronouns for honorifics … and she is literally … a very traditional older muslim woman … and that ‘ s … BEAUTIFUL.

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GUYS I DID IT CLICK THE THING FOR CARRD INFO. 

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gotta clean my damn mess but batman movie shirt tradition.

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what... i made an edit... that i don ‘ t hate ... miracle on my street , it can ‘ t be anything else. but man , i busted my ass to make this one and it ‘ s going on the stark carrd page. so character detail pg. 1 , done ! ( no , alana ‘ s suit does not have the arc reactor and her color - coding is iron grey and scarlet. she keeps her entire self well - hidden and as such she would not allow the arc to be visible as it would make it too easy to determine her identity. ) 

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if you’re reading this i love you. carry on.

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my goal is for any of you to be incapable of seeing keanu or chloe ‘ s faces without correlating them with a little god named kitty valentine.

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i love all of you and it is time to slumber.

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no. seriously. as a mentally ill individual with my own issues involving attention and fixation … this is not a place to add to your issues and if you do does it not become a job ? i love shit like carrd and it ‘ s super useful but half the time everyone talks about ‘ having ‘ to do something and … you really don ‘ t. you can also rampantly click the heart in the corner of everyone ‘ s posts , shove shit in your drafts because you feel like it , comment emojis on your buddy ‘ s rant and i don ‘ t know if anybody remembers this but you can just … make pages to add to your tumblr without having to compile a load of html and you can do it without even leaving the ‘ edit ‘ page.

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yeah ? you think you ‘ re tough ? watch channel zero butcher ‘ s block while eating hot pockets. and no , you can ‘ t close your eyes. whole season. just one set of hot pockets. but. you gotta full blast microwave them when you START and you gotta WAIT to EAT THEM.

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.... i figured out how to use carrd and frankly i ‘ m enjoying myself so prep for ... that situation. me ? having information on my characters ? me ? overhauling my rules ? me ? making some kind of order to this mess i have here ? 

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i wanted to write but i am legitimately exhausted after spending far too long in a supermarket as my overstimulated ass begged continuously to leave.