#ooc: its interesting cause people who are hallucinating iirc dont realize they are and think its all real but like. yeah

[jax-wins-these]

(The wound on xe’s wrist hasn’t gotten better. Turning a dark red with black veins sprouting from it. Weird hardened flesh chunks are embedded around the outside of the bite mark. He feels roots from them grow through their skin)

(If it looks inside they wouldn’t find an end. Just a black void reaching through his arm)

(Every time he moved the hand the wound is on xe feels the space between the radius and ulna where the bite was nestled between break a little more. Like it’s hitting against itself, splintering but not breaking)

(Every waking second he feels the arm groan. The heat under his skin still bubbles. He’d know, this is not stopping soon)

(Answer this whenever honestly doesn’t have to be today (: )

<And he'd know he was stupid for thinking these would stop. He just wondered when his body would finally get used to the agony it magically would go through. Or when scars would be made. They had to be real, right? They felt real. Parts have been real- he can't be losing it like this. They're real. They have to be, because nothing his head could make surely could be this bad.>