#ooc 0310 thoughts

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bit of a ramble about t1 onesided 0310 because deep cover FUCKED ME UPPPP

Imagine being Kotoko and waking up in a prison with 9 other murderers and seeing this one redhead with extremely similar beliefs and ideals and morals to you and just going, huh wow that's cool ig.

Then over the course of t1 she slowly begins to fall for him, the enthusiasm he has when talking about soccer or prisons and human rights, the silly aggressive front he puts on and his ugly ass hair. But of course she would never EVER act on these thoughts because he's a murderer, no matter how ridiculously lovable he is, he's the kind of person that just needs to have judgement passed to him.

And we already see her distance herself from basically everyone in the prison, but I imagine for Fuuta it probably felt the same as when she pushed the little girl (I've seen people call her lucky, which is soso cute!) away to potentially protect her. So maybe like that? But then t1 comes to an end and she decides to beat up everyone Es deemed to be unforgiven and AUGH

WHAT IF SHE WENT EXTRA HARD ON HIM IN HIS BEATING TO PURPOSEFULLY PUSH HIM AWAY EVEN MORE AND TO MAKE SURE THAT THERE WAS NEVER A SLIVER OF A CHANCE HE WOULD EVER LOVE HER BACK, I AM SPIRALING.

I SWEAR THERE WAS A SONG FOR THIS OH MY GOD PLEASE HSLP ME THEY MAKE ME INSANE