#only light in the dark || victoria creed

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This is just me being overwhelmingly annoying, but Star Wars is literally my main fandom and I am neck deep in Mando lore (both canon and legends....... I need help).

Okay. What if the big fours of the Kid Pirates were Mandalorians in some way (in Disney canon all shown Mandos are humans but I love Legends canon more, so I'll go with this version.) So, considering Killer never removes his helmet, he is definitely a Child of the Watch. And since him and Kid go way back I imagine so was Kid, although after they left the Creed, he broke the code. Killer never did. (Kid with a beskar arm save me, KID WITH A BESKAR ARM SAVE ME. He definitely has a flamethrower installed in it. Mandalorians love flamethrowers.) They are both foundlings. Zabrak Heat who might be a descendant of some of Maul's supporters during the Clone Wars (the Armourer has little horns on her helmet, so we know Mando helmets could be adapted for a horned creature). Maybe Mirialan or Chiss Wire, once again a foundling, with a trident made of pure beskar that pierces through practically everything. Maybe Victoria was also part of the Children. Maybe her life was taken by a Death Watch member which lead for the four to break their ties with the Creed.

Or maybe, they had a Force bound lead.

And since the Mandalorians' worst allies are the Jedi....

Former Jedi Law, Bepo, Penguin and Shachi. Jedi Researcher Law who battles the call of the Dark Side as his thirst for revenge against certain Warlord rises with every passing day (now I'm thinking about Zygerrian Celestial Dragons -> Zygerrian Cora and Doffy......), who uses his missions for looking for information to fill the gaps of knowledge in the Jedi Archives to gather intel about Doflamingo. Jedi Sentinels Shachi and Penguin who use their missions among the common people to do the same and are first-eye witnesses to the corruption of the Galactic Government. Jedi Temple Guard Bepo who not only keeps the Temple safe but also has certain access to the Senate building and uses it to help Law. In the end, when Law leaves the Jedi Order, they follow him (and slowly gather the Heart Pirates).

And of course, they definitely cross paths with a certain mischievous Force wielder, the Light Side itself reborn in a human form, brighter than the Twin Suns of Tatooine, kinder than a smile.

(And now I want to write it *bites fist*.)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

NEVER STOP, I FREAKING LOVE THIS!!! AAAAAAAAAAAA.

KID WITH A BESKAR ARM, HELL YES. IT HAS ALL THE TRICKS IN THERE, TOO. WHISTLING BIRDS, FLAMETHROWER, LIGHTNING CHAINS YES. Weaponsmith Kid, tho 👀

Foundling Zabrak Heat was my immediate thoughts, to be honest. Just look at him. He belongs to the Mandalorians now, the beautiful sweetheart.

Okay, but what if Victoria was the reason Kid broke his vows under the Child of the Watch. Something, something, CPR, something. CHISS WIRE, ARE YOU TRYING TO KILL ME?? AAAAAAAAAAAA

Zygerrian Doflamingo!!!!!

Grey Jedi Mihawk. Jedi padawan Zoro. Away from order Law who is still a skilled force user? AAAAAAAAAAAA.

Galactic Government Celestial Dragons and Marines 😭😭😭😭😭😭. Council of Warlords. I just love this so much.

LUFFY A JEDI OF THE LIGHT WITH A BRIGHT SMILE TO COUNTER THE DARK SIDE OF THE FORCE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.

Trust that every time I write "AAAAAA~", I am absolutely screaming, fanning face, giddy, and grinning ear to ear. I have been a Star Wars (and Lucasfilm) and Star Trek fan before I was born (to two cosplaying parents). I love it (although the Christmas special was hard to get through).

If you write this, I will be reading the ever loving hell out of it. I just love it all so, so much. Beautiful thoughts, I can't. I just AAAAAAAAAAAA.

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🌸 [SENDER] places a flower crown on [RECEIVERS] head

Massive Context Post:

Svartalfheim was fucked after Queen Alflyse's murder, and it was fucked under Malekith's reign. It's fucked in the aftermath. The world of the dark elves has a millennia-long history of being fucked, in fact, by the endless wars, roving bandits. Change comes slowly--and sometimes violently--in a society where stabbings and insults are of ceremonial importance.

Strength is the ultimate rule of law in the land of the Wild Hunt, and Victor Creed fits in with the bloodier set just fine.

The arena is strewn with blood and guts, stinks of shit, and the human woman in front of him--Woolf--flares her nostrils.

"Send us Councilor Bloodtongue!"

"Hand it to the War Witch, dog-bait!"

Yeah, there's a whole mess of politics he's not clued in on, and for all that she's pushing 6'5" feet, the human woman wrapped in billowing silks and heavy jewelry is small among the elves. There's a hunched, blind elf woman at her side, eyeballs woven into her hair like ornaments. War Witch.

If the woman is small here, her voice is a bellow as she thrust's the winner's crown into the air with both hands, her eyes fixed on his face and burning with a cold hate. Whatever it is she screams, it's elvish, but he doesn't have to wait for a translation:

"To the victor," she rasps to him, the dull light of the Svartalfheim afternoon glinting on her catching on her stag horn circlet of authority. Then, she jams the crown of thorns and nightshade over his brow before reaching for the heavy sword resting on the War Witch's palms.

"To the victor," she--Woolf, the Wolf Bitch, confidant and officer of Councilor Bloodtongue, Protector of the Western Swamps--repeats.

The bare muscles of her arms bunch as she lifts the weapon. Her face is stony as she extends the blade for him to take, resting it on her own palms.

Something ripples beneath the skin of her face.

The pomp and circumatance is lost on him. Actually, a lot of this is lost on him, but he's been in a hundred other situations where he wasn't exactly sure what was happening but he knew his job and he knew his place. Knew he was smaller than anyone here, which was an adjustment he was still getting used to, and wondered briefly if this was how Logan felt all the time. But he doesn't want to think about Logan. He doesn't want to think about home. So he stands and waits.

He listens to the roar of the crowd, and the corner of his mouth ticks up as he surveys the stands of the arena. It doesn't matter if they're booing him or cheering him, he's delighted to be there, covered in blood that wasn't his own, any wounds he might have sustained already patched together.

His name was derived from his mother's, Victoria, and it was one of the few things he's honored all this time. But hearing him be deemed the victor made him grin even wider. Victor, derived from victorious, which he most definitely was, as well. He ducks his head so she doesn't have to reach so high to place the crown, accepting the title with as much grace as Victor Creed had. Sorry, Ma.

And he gets a sword. Not that he'd do much with it, he was more of a hands on kind of guy. Or a gun, if he had to have a weapon. But he wasn't gonna say no to a trophy. He accepts it, the weight more than he expected, but he adjusts. His eyes look at the human girl, the only other one here who was most likely from Earth, too, like the familiarity was a comfort he didn't want to voice he needed. Like she would give him pointers because they were on the same biological wave length.

But he was used to doing things on his own, and if he did something wrong, and this all went south, so be it. He'd fight his way out or be dumped in a grave that he could dig himself out of. So he turns and raises the sword in his triumph. He's the victor.

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@wildstride​ | tma uncomfortable headcanons | accepting LOST AND FOUND

LOST AND FOUND - did your muse ever lose something dear to them?

Victoria Creed. For a large part of Victor’s life, his mother was the only light. The only good he had to cling to. She tended him after his father’s “exorcisms.” When those failed - along with his own escape attempts - and his father wanted to be rid of him, Victoria put herself between them to protect her son. She carried scars because of Victor, and yet she was never cruel to him. Never cold. She was the only one in the world who truly loved him.

She lived until the 1950s, over 100 years. Victor set her up in the best nursing home in the country when it became a necessity. He visited her every other week and always made sure to bring her gifts. It didn’t matter what was going on in his life, he made sure he made time for Victoria. He was a momma’s boy through and through. 

Unfortunately, because of the life he lead, he’d made many enemies. And as safe as he tried to keep his mother, he couldn’t stop someone from eventually finding his weakness and using that to hurt him. 

He’s never truly gotten over the loss of her. He still visits her grave a few times a year. Cleans the stone, brings her flowers, sits and tells her bits and pieces about his life while glossing over the worst of what he does. 

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Movies, Smells & CRISPR

Movies coming in May - https://comicbook.com/movies/2019/04/30/movies-arriving-may-2019/#6

Bad sense of smell predicts early death - https://www.newscientist.com/article/2201021-a-bad-sense-of-smell-predicts-early-death-but-we-dont-know-why/

CRISPR storing GIFS - https://www.alphr.com/bioscience/1006302/scientists-have-used-crispr-to-store-a-gif-inside-the-dna-of-a-living-cell

Games currently playing

Buck

– Assassin’s Creed Unity - https://store.steampowered.com/app/289650/Assassins_Creed_Unity/

Professor

– Minecraft - https://www.minecraft.net/en-us/

DJ

– Mortal Kombat 11 - https://store.steampowered.com/app/976310/Mortal_Kombat11/

Other topics discussed

A Dog’s Journey (film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/A_Dog%27s_Journey_(film)

Isle of Dogs (film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Isle_of_Dogs_(film)

The Professor (film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Professor_(2018_film)

John Wick: Chapter 3 – Parabellum (film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Wick:_Chapter_3_%E2%80%93_Parabellum

Clara (film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clara_(film)

The Professor & the Madman (film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Professor_and_the_Madman_(film)

Aladdin (2019 disney film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Aladdin_(2019_film)

Sonic the Hedgehog (2019 film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sonic_the_Hedgehog_(film)

Tolkien (film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tolkien_(film)

Rock of Ages (film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rock_of_Ages_(2012_film)

Bohemian Rhapsody (film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bohemian_Rhapsody_(film)

Godzilla: King of the Monsters (2019 film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Godzilla:_King_of_the_Monsters_(2019_film)

Plucking nose hairs is not a good idea

- https://www.businessinsider.com.au/why-you-shouldnt-pluck-your-nose-hairs-2016-7?r=US&IR=T

How to pronounce GIF

- https://bits.blogs.nytimes.com/2013/05/23/battle-over-gif-pronunciation-erupts/

Ways to add CRISPR into the body

- https://www.technologyreview.com/s/608898/five-ways-to-get-crispr-into-the-body/

A New World Order podcast

- https://thatsnotcanon.com/anewworldorder

Big Fat Liar (film)

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Big_Fat_Liar

Y2K of GPS

- https://www.abc.net.au/news/science/2019-04-05/gps-rollover-global-positioning-system-receivers-satellites/10966218

Gal Gadot’s stunt double in Wonder Woman movie

- http://www.espn.com/espnw/culture/article/19510724/stunt-double-caitlin-dechelle-wonder-woman-real-life-superpowers

Maxwell Klinger (M*A*S*H character)

- https://mash.fandom.com/wiki/Maxwell_Q._Klinger

Shoutouts

27 Apr 1922 – Record breaking Sheila Scott was born, she later in life went on to become an accomplished female pilot. In 1966, Sheila made her first around-the-world flight, covering about 31,000 miles in 189 flying hours. It was the first such solo flight by a British subject, the longest-distance solo flight, and only the third around-the-world flight by a woman. Then records began to tumble: between London and Cape Town in 1967; across the North Atlantic the same year; across the South Atlantic in 1969; from equator to equator over the North Pole in 1971, becoming the first woman to pilot a flight circling the world by way of the North Pole in a light aircraft. After her record polar flight, she made a third around-the-world flight, earning her 100th world-class record, including a new time from Darwin, Australia, to London of three and a half days, beating the previous record by one and a half days. In 1967, she set 23 world records in just one year. - https://www.onthisday.com/articles/record-breaking-sheila-the-high-flying-aviator

29 Apr 2019 - Dragon Ball Creator Akira Toriyama has been nominated in the "Voters Choice" category for the Eisner Hall of Fame awards - https://comicbook.com/anime/2019/04/29/dragon-ball-akira-toriyama-eisner-award-nomination-2019/

30 Apr 1888 – 1888 Moradabad hailstorm: hail stones allegedly as big as oranges kill 246 people and some 1600 sheep and cattle in Moradabad, Uttar Pradesh - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/1888_Moradabad_hailstorm

30 Apr 1989 - World Wide Web (WWW) is first launched in the public domain by CERN scientist Sir Tim Berners-Lee - https://www.onthisday.com/people/tim-berners-lee

Remembrances

29 Apr 2019 – John Singleton, American film director, screenwriter, and producer. He was best known for directing Boyz n the Hood (1991), for which he was nominated for the Academy Award for Best Director, becoming, at age 24, the first African American and youngest person to have ever been nominated for that award. Singleton was a native of South Los Angeles, and many of his films, such as Poetic Justice (1993), Higher Learning (1995), and Baby Boy (2001), had themes which resonated with the contemporary urban population. He also directed the drama Rosewood (1997) and the action films Shaft (2000), 2 Fast 2 Furious (2003), and Four Brothers (2005). He co-created the television crime drama Snowfall. He died of a stroke at 51 in Los Angeles, California - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Singleton

29 Apr 2019 – Les Murray, Australian poet, anthologist and critic. His career spanned over 40 years and he published nearly 30 volumes of poetry as well as two verse novels and collections of his prose writings. His poetry won many awards and he is regarded as "the leading Australian poet of his generation". He was rated by the National Trust of Australia as one of the 100 Australian Living Treasures. He died at 80 in Taree, New South Wales. - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Les_Murray_(poet)

30 Apr 1792 - John Montagu, 4th Earl of Sandwich, a British statesman who succeeded his grandfather Edward Montagu, 3rd Earl of Sandwich as the Earl of Sandwich in 1729, at the age of ten. During his life, he held various military and political offices, including Postmaster General, First Lord of the Admiralty, and Secretary of State for the Northern Department. He is also known for the claim that he was the eponymous inventor of the sandwich. He died at 73 in Chiswick,England - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Montagu,_4th_Earl_of_Sandwich

30 Apr 1974 - Agnes Moorehead, American actress whose 41-year career included work in radio, stage, film, and television. She is best known for her role as Endora on the television series Bewitched, but she also has notable roles in films, including Citizen Kane, The Magnificent Ambersons, Dark Passage, All That Heaven Allows, Show Boat, and Hush...Hush, Sweet Charlotte. Moorehead rarely played lead roles, but her skill at character development and range earned her one Primetime Emmy Award and two Golden Globe Awards in addition to nominations for four Academy Awards and six Emmy Awards. She was the first woman to host the Oscars ceremony. Her transition to television won acclaim for drama and comedy. She could play many different types, but often portrayed haughty, arrogant characters. She died of uterine cancer at 73 in Rochester, Minnesota - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Agnes_Moorehead

Famous Birthdays

30 Apr 1921 - Roger L. Easton, American scientist/physicist who was the principal inventor and designer of the Global Positioning System (GPS), along with Ivan A. Getting and Bradford Parkinson. He was born in Craftsbury, Vermont - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Roger_L._Easton

30 Apr 1985 – Gal Gadot, Israeli actress and model. At age 18, she was crowned Miss Israel 2004. She then served two years in the Israel Defense Forces as a combat instructor, and began studying law and international relations at IDC Herzliya college while building up her modeling and acting careers. Gadot's first international film role came as Gisele Yashar in Fast & Furious (2009), a role she reprised in subsequent installments of the film franchise. She went on to earn worldwide fame for portraying Wonder Woman in the DC Extended Universe, beginning with Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice (2016), followed by the solo film Wonder Woman and the ensemble Justice League (both 2017). In 2018, Gadot was included on Time's annual list of the 100 most influential people in the world, and was listed among the highest-paid actresses in the world. She was born in Petah Tikva, Israel - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Gal_Gadot

1 May 1738 - Kamehameha 1, Hawaiian conqueror who united the Hawaiian Islands and formally established the Kingdom of Hawaiʻi in 1810. He was born in Kohala, Hawaii

- https://www.onthisday.com/people/kamehameha-i

- https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kamehameha_I

1 May 1923 - Joseph Heller, American author of novels, short stories, plays and screenplays. His best-known work is the novel Catch-22, a satire on war and bureaucracy, whose title has become a synonym for an absurd or contradictory choice. He was born in Brooklyn, New York - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Joseph_Heller

Events of Interest

1 May 1786 - Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart's opera "Marriage of Figaro" premieres in Vienna with Mozart himself directing - https://www.history.com/this-day-in-history/mozarts-le-nozze-di-figaro-premieres-in-vienna

1 May 1840 - The Penny Black was the world's first adhesive postage stamp used in a public postal system was first issued. It was not valid for use until 6 May. The Penny Black features a profile of Queen Victoria. - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Penny_Black

1 May 1994 – Three-time Formula One world champion Ayrton Senna is killed in an accident whilst leading the San Marino Grand Prix at Imola. - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_of_Ayrton_Senna

1 May 1999 - SpongeBob SquarePants premiere on Nickelodeon after the 1999 Kids' Choice Awards. It has received worldwide critical acclaim since its premiere and gained enormous popularity by its second season. - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Spongebob_squarepants

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Artist – Goblins from Mars

Song Title – Super Mario - Overworld Theme (GFM Trap Remix)

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Stories of description...

Land of Gross gross because of a Voldemort invasion people of misery Truly From no spot. A place once named Evan not Heaven with Saxons of incest named Sif Vudu Muggles Mongrels and Krouts.

Hunters of stars who speak in Notches and sing songs of Love are from The Valley of Shadows with Guardians of Tipan. Gangsters Crips and Bloods Carribeanie once stolen and some lost are fighting their path to Tibet again. Persians are not new and have the faith of Indians. Creed is Old Speedy Gunzalises sons of Zulu and sons of Indians where Siamese exist and Mongolians protect them. The true ring of fire tribal but not wild in their heads. Never forget Jack in a beanstalk a Giant in the Hill watching and killing from the Abyss. A Persian man with love in his heart only suffering because he is a family man. Where Ti Pan have no Control so they hit a wall. Where Samuri Meza give give give with Tiwan is. Where the jungle exist in a tropic land of guardians in the rainforest of love where Samuri protect Eden and the Oriental is a place of love art.

Land of Lost lost their souls to a sucker who punched them with wow man. Once named Aurora and speaks a tongue of Latin made themselves in the Valley of Shadows. Magic in a Forest where Woodlands Dwarfs Fairies Giants and Unicorns are Real Elves live with their family of Tinkers and Chim Chim aRhi with light of Sprites and Magical Trees exist. Where magic is real because they work to create a twinkle of light and fantasies are not real. A place our enemy says is not real to steal it. Whom are Fairy Tales of Horrors and the Book is of truth. Loved by Valkyries not shadow men who never see their home of Valhalla and land to protect with love The Witch.

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The Abyss not a continuum of everything that exist. Where our enemy creates havick with Shit urine and Human a mixing bowl to infect Eden. They could be our end if we do not clean wash and burn them. A gift of love from the Witch to Satan for he is bad where Allegiance fight with Archangels and Angels to enslave what should not have been made. Where Pathfinders and Szars live with children of Gone. Where Never Everland exist with BFG and the Lost Boys with a book in their hand. Where Giblee Tarbitha Digger Egore Precious live. Where Gremlins Creatins and Goonies share an essence. Where the Throne is a cave and Sorcers have a job to enslave them. Where Grimm Reapers Death Eators and Dementors erase them.

Forever ghost in the Darkness hiding from The Man not in their head but in their hearts. A home of Asgard destroyed by destroyers of mass and stars. A land of Celtics whom speak Gaelic. Whom love their home a safe land a Valley of Shadows protecting them. Guardians who suffer because of them but who are not them a Demon our family men. Ghost with a tricking hand but not Tricksters of Shadows who mirage being Irish Scottish English Welch Moorsman Icelanders guarded by Demons good bad what is the difference Forever ghost in the Darkness hiding from The Man not in their head but in their hearts. When they fight the fight of everything with no end.

Mordrid where there are Shadow Men who walk the path to The End because they loose themselves to enslaving them. Where Guardian Angels are never loved for protecting them from The End. A prison of MoreDread but where Evelyn creates a home with a Garden of Eve with pure love in it. Where love is taken and never given. A fool who created man with no soul to avoid feeling for what he believed could not love an enslaving man.

The Valley of Shadows a home for The Giver Of Solitude. Where Wagabonds are safe from infection a land of medicine. Where Highwaymen feel relief from never hearing sounds of words Sa feels like Love because they take higher ground...

A prison of Mordrid for those enslavers by Merlin in the shadows forever and ever fearing Grim Reapers above them. Michael the ArkAngel invaded the Abyss a place of nothing where the end exist with infections in them. Merlin creates Sores to her to weaken strong men. The Shadow Man An Angel whom hit an Arch or Ark and does not want revenge because he is a lazy man.

Attica a prison for poisoned demented men who fell for a mirage of beautiful and became infected. Infected changed them. Family fought to save them. The Devil Dracula Fin Satan Peter Pan are home healing from torture and energy stealing. Never be fooled because they caused their own prison.

Our enemy Legendary and Authurian Legends not Mordrid whom never become them not Attica whom never was them. Mordrid never fall for them pure pain with no release. Attica never be them hurt forever with no end. What is suffering is true them our enemy. Legendary Saving Grace and Arthur a Legend invaded the Abyss with a helping hand Sharrin. Not a gross but a Tibetan who gained laughter from using The Devils gift not to enslave them but to enslave us. Sharrin is a ruin of happiness and a creator of jealousy. Creates a Land of Bitterblue with an end. The true Ordering Man who never became The Abyss but truly likes them. Never once had love for us.

Some always made themselves and some where found with love. Those who live with love in their hearts among the enemy aBorski who makes you regret your Skis. A Kremlin a small but proud with aGforce within them of cast iron. A Fura High from long legs of a good person Stride with knowing that walking is a Gforce that truly turns the world.

Those we all found on our ways. They are good in their heart and welcome protection from our enemies Hermits who walk and walk create energy to keep us with protectors of aHobo and Mamee. Inuits who walk a walk of trials and learned to fight. Eskimos never owned or sold because they learned from Charlotte Elizabeth and Victoria how to keep safe oneself among the wrong in the world. Himalayian means aSia or I will see ya one day again my love because I am traveling to no end. A girl who is free gives love to traveling men.

What once fell to never work was tortured by the wrong in the world. Goonies fought even when they were tortured with rocks of 5 ton. Cretins fight even when they were tortured with boiling Tin. Gremlinsss were burned but not til death then boiled alive. All fight their way to a family to teach others that torture of children is real and real is not real until it is known to you. A family of rearranged children who protect those who are kidnapped by our enemy.

There are those whom fell to Wrong to never work but all they did was work work work. So they made themselves by cleaning themselves. They are Estevez Douglas and Sheen working hard to keep our home clean of infection our true enemy.

To love is family. Family is not blood and blood is among us. To between our gray is unknown to us. What is real flows like a river ever to strong and changing. aFamily is changing and we love ourselves. Faith is relentless in Revenant and Retribution.

A science to heal what sores destroy and Con are not very Deceptive but creators of what is wrong. Only one Zen exist because being Zen is more than hard. Zen is in his heart.

To gard what is good and bad with no love between us or among is a path few take. Take is what hurts them. Given is not among them. Animal is not a not see but taken with no need. They are not a sacrifice or a martyr but a purpose to be solid to all of you to be high on a road not taken by you to wagonaneer where you cannot go because of fear. What is misunderstood is animal.

aHerman is a man for her because he made himself a torture for those who cut her. A grand man and a bad father. A wealthy man in love for he surrounds himself in her art made with love. aHerman made a rock and Arthur gave him lava to heal his family up. His family fell to never work but worked all day in infection. For they are proud hard working Men with a Ger a real German. With walking a circle by those men the ocean is risen into the fog. A trapping for Goblins who made themselves from urine. An idea of Nickel a genius of a boy who creates what is needed and wanted. An artist for a man with a germ from working in urine all day to clean the rock of infection. aGerman is given a gift of clothing in art but protects them from pus. aKimmer was found for she was lost by a Nickel a tall French but not a man. Lost is a voice and hers was a fighting one. A rock made for a wealthy of wealth.

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What is a Ho a man who rapes a straight man to destroy his happiness. What is a Chi a man who is not afraid of a HoMo. What is a Min a man in Gangrene all day and is not afraid of illness. A purpose needed more than known. A man never afraid or paralyzed by men who rape. A torture of those wrong so they come to their end. Dawn who heals herself with blue soap was found washing the beach all by herself. aDawn is not afraid of rape. Where a Pickel comes from a Nickel and works all day to wash Gangrene away. A mixing bowl of Colera that rots our happiness away. What’s a HoChiMin aSamari for they are not WarToHer but have no fear of a man girl who rapes a straight man girl or child. Paralyzed is never them.

Fear what was transforms itself from Demented of Derangement what chills you to the bone. A family of shadows that remain their own Grim Reapers Dementors Death Eator for these are keepers of us in our home.

The Isle a home for the Peculiar who fell to The Mord and Mongruls are enemies in As Be Gone not to work because his slavery never looked like slavery at all. After endless torture they became fighters and through fighting they became Ficious not Deranged or Demented but Peculiar Death. They are family of Sorcers Sifs because The Mord no longer Sifs Storybook Rabbits MoreHouses of Cemetery Hollowgast Fairies Elves Lost Children Goonies Cretins Gremlins Corkies Nahooks and Crannees and a Grimm Child of a Shadow Grim Reapers Death Eaters and Dementors all family to The Witch a Lady in Black whom Mindsweeps call the Spiderwick a Play for the Mord. That’s how he sees his Fantasy Wife in Fantasy Island with his slaves Creatures Zombies Monsters Goblins Oreks and Hounds all miraged ugly but not themselves to be a laugh at and entrapment by the Mord and his Mongruls Borks.

The Mord made them but truly they earned themselves. They are themselves with no fear. For they are here with Giants in their mass for what was earned is their strength. They are loyal to The Witch for work and rest. Who loved what was made and was never them. They are her Legionaires for they only follow her to the death of infect. The NinThe is their war. aFight for their comtinum exist.

Dragons do exist for a Home needed to erase the Throne and delete the slaves of the Abyss. Valhalla a breath of life and stone for love. Goblins Hounds Orks see their end. Zombies of jealousy are in misery for their bloodlust.

What truly exist is Eden a safe home for slaves to be free with the protection of aValley of Shadows with Aurora in their Mist. With Northern Lights healing them with art and Legionaires fighting the most bloody fight. The Abyss is The End with Asgard and The Throne within. What is a lie is thyself made bad. A job for Valhalla to fix.

In a garden lives a man who proves he is family and work is love then rest. Never wants a name because names are on Here lies lies lies and is not aBeth makes slaughter list. In a place of lights live a MadeToHer who loves electricity made different. Love is their existence.

The Gardener is Constant to Cast Iron. What is good gives love in. Never a mute but very true to the truth. What is honest is quite not in his head but in his heart for his life stone is of cobble and cobble is not a noise. Love is truly work then rest.

Ink is blue and blue is not sad. Blue is good or bad but you cannot abuse blue or hate blue. Blue is a love for all whom give love. Love is an energy that make blue.

[ofdarkholmes-blog]

trigger warnings : pregnancy, birth, death, child abuse, injury, hospitals

have yourself a merry little christmas   |   let your heart be light. from now on, your troubles will be out of sight

first.

she doesn’t know how much he’ll mean to her, the first time that she sees him.

alone in some forgotten corner of a rundown hospital, ramona lays back and allows a woman in scrubs to apply a cool gel to her bare stomach, TERRIFIED of confirming what she already knows in her heart. it takes a minute, for the picture to clear - and then it DOES. the nurse coos, and for the first time in months, tears begin to spill down romy’s cheeks.

the picture is grainy, but it’s CLEAR AS DAY. two little beans. one top, one bottom. everything about them is the same, from their SIZE to how the nurse points out that their hearts beat as one. they’re tiny, and theirs, and she already knew they were there - had known it from ten weeks, had felt it in the pit of her stomach before she had read the tiny plus - and she’s torn, even then, between loving them infinitely and fearing them completely. each time that they moved, in coming months, fluttering against a hand that would drop to rest against her bump, ramona would be reminded of how they might have lived, but abraham did not. every time she woke in the middle of the night, restless, every time she attended a scan, every time that she sat down because her feet couldn’t take her anymore, she would be reminded of how HE should have been there, too. 

but right then, in that moment, she doesn’t know the hold they’ll have on her. she doesn’t know that in their tiny hands, they’ll hold all of her hopes, and every single one of her dreams - that when she lets them into the world without her by their side, they carry with them the legacy of a love that ended far too soon. she doesn’t even know what they’ll BE - doesn’t have an inkling, of helena’s inherited anger, and theo’s tragic end. 

she just knows that they’re tiny. they’re tiny, and helpless, and with each thrum of their tiny hearts, she’s falling MORE & MORE in love with them. 

and it terrifies her. 

second.

he’s quiet when he enters the world. 

rayna, she YELLS as loudly as her tiny lungs can manage, every one of them causing another break to a heart held together by nothing more than pins and needles. but roth, their son, is SILENT - and that, in itself, was a different sort of feeling to the heartbreak that rayna’s woes wrought. 

she would have liked to say that she wasn’t scared, but the truth was, she couldn’t have ever hoped to be. in spite of EVERYTHING, she loved the two lives that entered the world that day more than she had ever loved anything. a mother, again, a mother, alone - she had experienced every first on her own, and she would argue that it was this, that loneliness of having no one to share it with, that had caused such a strong love to blossom where she had wished none would. attachment to them, in the long run, would make it harder.

rayna’s cries were a deafening sympathy, but it was roth’s silence that caused her to crane her neck, following them around the room - watching every movement of the doctors, scared to see hurried whispers or SHAKING hands. there was no panic ( that was good ), but while one child hollered while the other never made a sound, you could forgive her for fearing the worst, right up until they were laid upon her chest -  rayna to the left, roth to the right - and she could rest, safe, that there wasn’t anything WRONG with him - he was just a stoic, even THEN. like his father. like abraham. 

on every scan, they had been IDENTICAL. mirror image beans, growing as every month passed by. it was only now she saw how different they were, and it wasn’t reserved to just these early displays of their later TEMPERAMENTS. her son, blinking up at her with familiar brown eyes, had a shock of dark hair that his sister did not - and rayna, sweet rayna, quieting after a few minutes had passed and a forefinger had been placed within her tiny grasp, had golden eyes that even then, did not bode well for the future. 

her daughter was the IMAGE of her. she didn’t know it, then, but rayna would be more like her than either would one day care to admit.

her son, however, was abraham, all over. a TINY version of the father that he would never meet, from the warm eyes to the strong nose to the serious look that he had down, even then. 

she didn’t know it then, either, that the resemblance to his father would extend much farther than looks. 

the MUELLER men seemed destined to leave this world young. 

third.

he GROWS before her very eyes.

he never knows its her. neither of them DO - one of many rights she gave up, the moment that she allowed the nurses to take them away from her. and even if he DID know that the raven haired woman who held his hand and brought him back to the foster parents who had lost him, aged five, was the same as the lady with flaming curls that had argued on his behalf at a soccer match, aged eleven, or the blonde that had gotten up from the bus and left behind a HUNDRED note, aged fifteen, was the same - he still, most certainly, would not have known who she was to him.

if she could have interfered, she would have. if she could have disguised herself as all of the right people, pulled all of the right strings, then the later named theo and helena would have never been parted, and remained together - the only blood family that either would ever have, in this world. but she couldn’t. she tried, and she failed, and she watched as they both went their separate, tragic ways.

helena remained in the system for quite some time. nothing to see, except when there was a MATRON harsher than most. she tried not to involve herself, too much, a lesson in life - she only causes ONE to leave the home in seven years, and in ramona’s opinion, all the children ( and not just hers ) were better for it. she visits as a social worker. she stops by as a handywoman. she leaves presents and she drops money, sometimes, but mostly she’s just there to observe. when she falls into the hands of BUCKY BARNES, the visits falter. in spite of the history between their families - she trusts him, to take care of her.

he was fostered quick. a well to do family, looking for a SON - he fits in, at first, right up until he doesn’t. one week he’s attending school, starting to play team sports. a few months later, she returns as a teacher to find he’s been PULLED, sent to a new home, across state. it seems that she is destined to run after him - insisting she doesn’t care, that neither are HERS, even while she tries to keep up. she watches as the soft faced boy who so reminded her of abe lost the spark, in his eye. when she sees him at a distance, one day, pulling his sleeves down to hide dark splotches against pale skin, it’s HER who steps in - posing as a social worker, first, she takes him back to the community home, and she comes back, later, to make sure they never hurt ANY child again. in spite of her efforts, it seems that with each year, and each home, his heart hardens a little bit more. 

helena turns angry. theo turns manipulative. one uses their fists, and the other knows how to use his LOOKS to gain favour. she can’t say they don’t remind her of herself, but she can say it pains her to watch them fall farther from grace. it’s her fault. 

and then, he finds the HANSEN’S, or more accurately - they find him. she knows that the home attempts to talk them out of fostering him, because he’s older, because he’s unruly, but they already have children they’ve fostered, and they think he’ll fit RIGHT in. theo doesn’t want to give them a chance, and has already had his heart hurt a few too many times - but they take him in, and they love him, and months later when she returns to CHECK IN, she watches as he kisses his foster mother on her cheek and runs out onto a lacrosse field on the heels of his foster brother. 

he’s happy. 

she didn’t realize until she sat in the bleachers, watching him celebrate a winning goal, just how MUCH she had wanted him to find that. 

fourth.

seeing him broken destroys her.

she doesn’t know, exactly, when she gave either of them that sort of POWER over her - but seeing him laying in that hospital bed, his skin covered in purple, she knew that he DID. 

somewhere, at the back of her mind, she had always believed they would have a shot. she doesn’t know it, until then, but a part of her had always thought that eventually, the two of them would know who she WAS - and that she would get to be more than a shadow, watching them grow from a distance.

it’s the first time that she realizes that the choices she made in the past mean that this future is not guaranteed. that just because she holds onto hope, does not mean she will get what she wants. up until then, it had seemed a real possibility. not one she entertained, of course, but one she had the power to think about, someday. victoria creed robs her of that, with the same actions that rob theo of everything that he ever had, resembling LIFE.

he’s broken beyond repair, lying in a hospital bed surrounding by monitors that are the only thing keeping him alive, and it’s the first time, in a long time, that ramona acknowledges that she cares. that she loves him. loves them BOTH. that they matter, and always have, and that even when they were apart from her, she carried them with her in the way she carried ABE. 

and she does what she can.

she sits at his bedside, she holds his hand. she offers money to doctors halfway across the world who might be able to do something, and she talks to healers who say they can, but never do. she BRIBES, and she threatens, and in between it all, she visits, telling him stories that she thinks, now, he deserves to hear. about his father, and her, and them. about HELENA, and him, and the extended family that he doesn’t KNOW, yet, but she wishes he could wake up and meet. 

and nothing works.

nothing wakes him. 

and it hurts. more than ANYTHING, it hurts. 

last.

she did everything that she could.

the thought doesn’t comfort her.

she knew that it would HAPPEN, eventually. even if she didn’t, his foster parents were bound to give up. it cost money to keep him there, and all the money in the world couldn’t improve on his condition, even if they had it. 

she just thought that she would have more TIME. 

it’s christmas, and early, and her first mission of the day is visiting her son. it’s become a habit. she leaves abraham at home - such a domestic thing, something she never thought she would have again - and she drags herself to the hospital, disguising herself as a nurse who was spending the day with her FAMILY. the hospital buzzes with activity, but no one bothers her. visitors are too interested in passing presents along to their sickly friends and family. the doctors, and nurses, are too busy with their JOBS. 

she reaches his room, and she realizes - just in time - that his FAMILY are already there. mother, father, brother, sister. the hansen’s sit around his bedside, mr’s arm wrapped around his wives shoulders as she sobs into her hands, their other children looking on. she feels for them. REALLY, she does - knowing how difficult it must be for them, this christmas, helpless as their son lies comatose in a hospital room. 

she watches through the window, and it takes her a few minutes too long to realize what’s wrong with this picture, aside from the obvious. 

there’s stuffed bears around his bed, and flowers in a vase on the windowsill, and a lacrosse jersey with his name on the back draped across his middle. and these things - they’re not unusual. she’s seen them ALL, on visits. 

but there’s no monitors.

not one.

overnight, they’ve disappeared. 

and her HEART, it sinks to the floor as she realizes with a start what she’s SEEING, here - not a christmas day visit, from a loving family awaiting his awakening, but a grieving goodbye. and as she lets out a cry, of anguish and anger, ramona’s legs BUCKLE beneath her, the floor rising QUICKLY to meet her.

there was a certain kind of agony reserved for knowing that, while she was there, when he entered the world in silence - she HADN’T been, when he left it the same.

[mikeisafighter]

200-1:My best of the best

This is it. The last of the best of the best from my top 1000 personal list basing it on so many factors which I will not reveal right now

FINAL WAVE

200 Lindsay Ell - Worth The Wait 199 Jason Aldean - She's Country 198 Temperance - Save Me 197 Cimorelli - Oceans [cover] 196 Danny Gokey - Rise 195 Joe Nichols - Sunny & 75 194 Dream - When I Get There 193 Martina McBride - Just Around The Corner 192 Nemesea - Forever 191 3 Doors Down - It's Not My Time 190 Cimorelli - Reckless Love [cover] 189 Daryl Hall & John Oates - Out Of Touch 188 Christina Perri - Arms 187 Rachael Fahim - What I Don't Know 186 Kira Isabella - Shake It If Ya Got It 185 Cimorelli - I Can Only Imagine / What A Beautiful Name [cover] 184 Baylor Wilson - Daddy's Girl 183 Koralyst - Run Away 182 Runner Runner - So Obvious 181 Cimorelli - Never Let Me Fall 180 Oblivious Signal - Crash 179 April Kry - While We're Young 178 Kerrie Roberts - Come Back to Life 177 Lindsay Pagano - Everything U R 176 Cimorelli - Easy To Forget Me 175 Luke Bryan - I Don't Want This Night To End 174 Skillet - Hero 173 Third Eye Blind - Never Let You Go 172 Lifehouse - Hanging By A Moment 171 Five Finger Death Punch - I Apologize 170 Walk In Darkness - A Way To The Stars 169 Zac Brown Band - My Old Man 168 Cimorelli - Pretty Pink 167 Chris Young - Who I Am With You 166 Kobra & The Lotus - Light Me Up 165 Ashentide - Homelands 164 Lindsey Carrier - I Would 163 Britney Spears - Stronger 162 Aaron Shust - My Hope Is In You 161 Kenny Chesney - Rich & Miserable 160 Abi Ann - Future Ex-Boyfriend 159 Atlantis Bound - It Was My Fault For Waiting 158 LeAnn Rimes - How Do I Live 157 Shinedown - If You Only Knew 156 All That Remains - The Thunder Rolls 155 Cimorelli - One More Night 154 Matt Moore - Fading 153 Of Mice & Men - Feels Like Forever 152 Delta Goodrem - Believe Again 151 Matthew West - The Motions 150 Signum Regis - Come And Take It 149 Temperance - Of Jupiter And Moons 148 Unwritten Law - Seein' Red 147 Cimorelli - Fight Song [cover] 146 Ashley Tisdale - He Said She Said 145 Eclipses For Eyes - DeadWeight 144 M2M - Everything 143 Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway 142 Elferya - Fairytale 141 Vanessa Carlton - A Thousand Miles 140 12 Stones - Broken 139 David Cook - Light On 138 Joanna Beasley - Energy 137 Adley Stump - Stay At Home Soldier 136 Carmen Justice - Flaming Arrows 135 Cimorelli - Hearts On Fire 134 Hollow Haze - An Ancient Story 133 Veracity - Back To Life 132 Against Myself - Through The End Of Times 131 Cassie Steele - Bluebird 130 Chris Young / Cassadee Pope - Think Of You 129 Cimorelli - I Got You 128 Sleeping Romance - Where The Light Is Bleeding 127 Starset - Carnivore 126 Tim McGraw - Humble And Kind 125 Helion Prime - Life Finds A Way 124 Cimorelli - Fall Back 123 Play - Us Against The World 122 The Ones You Forgot - Here Forever 121 Poison - Every Rose Has Its Thorn 120 Sirenia - Dim Days Of Dolor 119 Belinda - See A Little Light 118 Kelsea Ballerini - Peter Pan 117 Scene 23 - I Really Don't Think So 116 Within Silence - Heroes Must Return 115 Adora - Save Yourself 114 Christie Lamb - Judgment Day 113 Don Henley - The Boys Of Summer 112 Paula DeAnda / The Dey - Walk Away (Remember Me) 111 Tim McGraw, Taylor Swift & Keith Urban - Highway Don't Care 110 Roxette - Listen To Your Heart 109 Maggie Baugh - Catch Me 108 Hilary Duff - So Yesterday 107 Hinder - Better Than Me 106 Searching Alaska - Abandoner 105 Touchstone - Contact 104 Blameshift - Secrets 103 The Offspring - The Kids Aren't Alright 102 Trivium - Strife 101 Weezer - Pork And Beans 100 Zoe Ann - Better Than Revenge 99 Cimorelli - Hope For It 98 Love & The Outcome - King Of My Heart 97 Silversyde - Circus Circus 96 The Dirty Youth - Alive 95 Stone Sour - Bother 94 Lost In Atlantis - Hypnotic 93 Britt Nicole - Believe 92 Caroline Kole - If He'd Ever Look Up 91 Cellar Darling - Avalanche 90 Michelle Branch - All You Wanted 89 Seduce The Heaven - Reflection 88 No Secrets - That's What Girls Do 87 Cimorelli - Before October's Gone 86 Natalie - Goin' Crazy 85 Willa Ford - I Wanna Be Bad 84 April Kry - Perfectly Imperfect 83 Victoria Avenue - Knock Knock 82 Skillet - Rebirthing 81 Nirvana - Heart-Shaped Box 80 3 Doors Down - Here Without You 79 Abi Ann - Matches 78 Stacie Orrico - I Promise 77 N Sync - Tearin' Up My Heart 76 Divine Ascension - Answers 75 Halflives - Crown 74 Lonestar - Amazed 73 Elisa - Come Speak To Me 72 All That Remains - What If I Was Nothing 71 Lights - Second Go 70 Tight Leash - Closer To God 69 Starset - Halo 68 Shiny Toy Guns - You Are The One 67 Melissa O'Neil - Speechless 66 Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful Of Sunshine 65 Skarlett Riot - The Wounded 64 Cimorelli - Alive 63 Joanna Beasley - Rooftops 62 Ashley Tisdale - It's Alright, It's OK 61 Bad Pollyanna - Hollow 60 Jump5 - Beautiful World 59 Soundgarden - Black Hole Sun 58 Rachael Fahim - Brake Lights 57 Krystal Meyers - The Beauty of Grace 56 Sleeping Romance - The Promise Inside 55 Crossfade - Cold 54 Vertical Horizon - Everything You Want 53 Lillix - It's About Time 52 P.O.D. - Alive 51 Fools For Rowan - Dead 50 Cimorelli - Good Enough 49 Pat Benatar - Love Is A Battlefield 48 April Kry - Beauty Queen 47 Kings Of Leon - Use Somebody 46 Tears For Fears - Everybody Wants To Rule The World 45 Pia Ashley - Dream 44 Goo Goo Dolls - Here Is Gone 43 Bryan Adams - Heaven 42 Lastwatch - The Countdown 41 The Smashing Pumpkins - Tonight, Tonight 40 Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars 39 Mixi - I Miss Those Days (Ghost) 38 Britney Spears - Born To Make You Happy 37 Kerrie Roberts - Outcast 36 1GN - While We're Young 35 M2M - Don't Say You Love Me 34 Cimorelli - Worth The Fight 33 Savvy & Mandy - Comin' Back As A Cowboy 32 Amaranthe - Hunger 31 Tori Darke - Disposable 30 Belinda & Finley - Your Hero 29 Hearts Under Fire - Knots 28 Eden's Crush - Get Over Yourself 27 Delain - Stardust 26 Stephanie McIntosh - So Do I Say Sorry First 25 'Song Suffragettes' Crew - Female [cover] 24 Caitlyn Shadbolt - Running In Circles 23 KSM - Read Between The Lines 22 Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing 21 Kaylens Rain - Is That All There Is 20 Natalie Grant - I Will Not Be Moved 19 Victoria Avenue - Quit You 18 Backstreet Boys - As Long As You Love Me 17 Bon Jovi - Livin' On A Prayer 16 Three Days Grace - Never Too Late 15 R.E.M. - Losing My Religion 14 Icon For Hire - Get Well 13 Dream - He Loves U Not 12 Pearl Jam - Jeremy 11 Megan & Liz - Simple Life 10 Within Temptation / Tarja - Paradise (What About Us?) 9 Creed - With Arms Wide Open 8 Tim McGraw - Live Like You Were Dying 7 Fuel - Hemorrhage (In My Hands) 6 Aly & AJ - Rush 5 Gary Allan - Every Storm (Runs Out Of Rain) 4 Linkin Park - One Step Closer 3 Scorpions - Wind Of Change 2 Carrie Underwood - Blown Away 1 Cimorelli - You're Worth It

[icefrozendeadlyqueen]

Twisted Creed: Chapter 28 - Rexford Kaylock

Rose's POV.

Tuesday, October 27th, 1868.

I have rules to go by. Rules I don't dare to break ever. Why did I ever make exceptions...?

I'll never know the reasons.

Flashback - 20 years ago.

A gloom falls upon London's streets at these hours of the night. A darkness never showed itself before; however, it won't be remembered by many. It will long be forgotten in the history of time itself. A shadow walks among the empty streets, the heist is in each step it takes. A destination like all the other valid reasons. Nobody to see this shadow, so nobody would question it.

A sudden stop made the shadow find the value of its search, "This is the end of the road", a man of muscular build points a gun to a beggar. The shadow watches from afar the outcome. It could have stopped the incident. It could have stopped the death; however, it didn't do such a thing. The shot resonates throughout the emptiness of the Thames. A sigh escapes the shadow while the muscular man loses the light from his eyes.

A light that showed innocent and pureness. A light that the shadow enjoy to see every so often; however, it's now gone forever. The shadow could have ended him there and then, but she didn't do such thing.

End of Flashback.

When you try to run away from your past, it keeps tabs on you every so often. It eats you up slowly without leaving a trace. If you try to fight it off, you are easy pray for it. The only way is to ignore it until you are no longer able to feel it. Those feelings will be gone through time; however, the memories will never be forgotten. They'll be replay over and over when you remember anything about it.

I lean back on the darkest corner of Kaylock's office. I waited patiently for his arrival as I am sure he'll come. He has been waiting for this day his whole life. The day that his luck runs out.

Flashback. - Continue...

Kaylock cleans his pistol of the Beggar's blood. A faint heartbeat rings by the shadow's left ear. It can listen to the Beggar's heart. Those few beats for survival. The last thing he ever saw was Kaylock's grin creeping by. That's no way to die some may say; however, that's no beggar. Once, he was a powerful man in London. The man that turn Kaylock in the person he is now.

A man drove by revenge and that only. The shadow looks up at the dark cloudy skies. A soft drop on it cheeks from the fresh raindrop, "It's not my time yet, Rose. I have things to do. You can't take me yet", Kaylock softly whispers, he walks off into the night. It sighs heavily walking to the beggar's body.

"Are you Death?", The Beggar weakly ask. He trembles under the fallen rain. It shakes it's head slowly, "Your time is up",  It replies as shadows envelop the man's body. Kaylock stops in his tracks. He sighs looking back to see the shadow disappearing within London's streets. No one ever knows where. They just know to ignored as things live within Victoria London.

Things that no one can explain. Kaylock doesn't know where the shadow took the beggar. He never asks. He continues walking away from the scene of a crime. A crime forgotten by history itself. Only to be remembered by the ones present in that revengeful night.

End of Flashback.

"S-sir! Kaylock! We have report that a new gang is on it's w-", I listen into the outburst right outside the door. Footsteps stop right by the close door as the man was interrupted, "Let them come! They'll curse this day", Kaylock quickly answer with a chuckle right at the end. I roll my eyes at his extreme confidence. The other people around were quick to say something. I had to give it to their persistance, it's better to be safe than sorry than needed and dont have it. Don't believe Kaylock will give in.

"But... S-sir! They have an assassin. We gotten report from his actions around Whitechapel", The same man tries to break through Kaylock. It was to no bail as Kaylock firmly speaks, "Enough! I said let them come. I'll eliminate the rats before it reach Starrick". Silence was everything that I could listen from outside the door. The footsteps retrieve away from the door without another words said. I sigh heavily preparing myself mentally for what was coming.

He is no longer that young kid I protected before Starrick hand picked him to be a gang leader. He is the man I help. He is the man I choose to turn his life around. See, where that took me? Involvement in his life just cause worst outcomes. IF I had being at Whitechapel, it could have gone differently. Life would be corrupted, but he wouldn't be in the middle of it.

All I could feel was guilt. I made this happen, and I am order to stop it. Rosaliana gave me an order, and I have to follow it to a T. A sighs escapes me, "Rose". I glance up locking eyes with Kaylock tired ones. It was brief and emotional. I saw in his eyes a mixture of emotions I haven't seen in a long time. He hesitate for short bit. I am appreciating every little detail of it. I push myself from the wall I was leaning too. I make my way slowly out of the shadows of his office.

Even with the small light that shine through the window. It wasn't enough to light up the whole room. The room didn't had much just a desk next to the door. A window to the right as the door was at the left. It was simple as he prefer to be, "Yes, Kaylock?". I reply taking him out of his shock. Those mix emotions in his eyes soon hid behind his confidence. A sigh from my lips, I couldn't prolong it any longer. I had waste to much time in here. I am not usually this slow.

"Should have picked another job, Kaylock", I glance out the window as I point out his surely obvious disadvantage. Achuckle filled the room. I change the silence and tense atmosphere barely. Kaylock keeps his eyes on me. His attention as he glares, "Not a chance! Go back into the hole you crawl out off. Your services are no longer needed". I hear onto his words as I close my eyes quickly.

A short time I saw his child self. I saw a lot of things. Friendships aren't supposed to end this way. There is a part of me that doesn't want to do this; however, this is my duties at hand. I can break my own rules. I did made one. Do not hesitate. Here, I am Hesitating.

Kaylock barely dodges my attack. He groans holding his left hand, "Keep that thought until your dying breath, Kaylock", I mutter as he takes the metal pin out of his arm. He screams in pain, "W-what did you do?". A grin reach my lips as footsteps were approaching. Before I could answer they burst into Kaylock's office. I had no time to get my pin. I didn't think it twice as I jump through the window...

[floatingpetals]

Vanish in the Dark Prologue

Pairings: None at the moment(A.K.A I have no idea where I’m going with this.)

Warnings: None right now, maybe language? 

Word Count: 800+

Summary: Assassin’s Creed AU and Marvel AU crossover.  The Brotherhood has spent years hiding in the shadows keeping the Templars in line as the years pass on. When the Templars company Abstergo Industries strikes up a deal with Hydra, things have to change. The Brotherhood decides to step out of the shadows, reaching out for the help of the Avengers. What could go wrong?

A/N: I don’t know if this is any idea someones already done, or thought of but I got bored in class and started jotting down this idea. The Desmond time line isn’t taking place in this AU(But I might add something in later though) I really have no idea which direction this is going to go, I’m just letting whatever happens as I write, so hopefully it’s not a total flop. Let me know what you guys think. Liking and rebblogging also helps me know if i should keep going with my ideas. Thank you guys!  ❤️

The gif is not mine, credit to the owner.

Prolouge | Part One | Series Masterlist

“No.” 

“I’m sorry, did that come out as a request?” Y/N leaned back in her chair, glaring at the man in front of her. “Let me rephrase that. I’m taking Clark, Heath, Aubree, and Victoria with me to meet with the Avengers tonight, for three days in New York.”

The man let out a noise of frustration, rolling his eyes at Y/N. There was a big part of him that wanted to tell her off, that he was her Mentor and she had no right to tell him to essentially ‘fuck off’. The smaller more reasonable part in him, knew that she was right. It only irritated him that she thought of it first. He stood up from his seat and moved around the oak table, leaning his hip on the edge as he stopped beside her. Y/N blinked for a moment, wondering where the shouting was going to come in to play. But one look at her Mentor’s face and she knew that she won this argument. 

“Wipe that smirk off your face, daffodil.” He huffed, though the command held no real bite. Y/N’s smirk widened a bit more, blinking innocently at the older man.

“What smirk? There’s no smirk on my face.” 

“Right, of course not.” He snorted, reaching down to grab the folder she had set aside for him. Y/N watched as he carefully read over the orders she wrote up, sitting straighter in the seat. The room shifted from gentle teasing to a serious, tense, atmosphere in a split second. He flipped through the pages, reading over each of her words with caution. He didn’t like the idea she was implying, but with the recent partnership between the Templars and Hydra, even her Mentor knew that this was inevitable. 

They had spent several years keeping their Brotherhood in the shadows, living to the Creed as best they could. Times had changed since the beginning and they had to alter a few of the rules to fit this day and age.They hired people who had their same interests, people who could help erase their presence from the world. They wanted to hide in the shadows to serve the light, and they worked hard to make sure they stayed that way. Going through with this mission, this important and necessary mission, would threaten the secrecy they worked so hard on. Y/N knew that, but she also knew the threat of the two combined forces was far greater than their silence. 

“We’ll make sure it’s not known, they wouldn’t get the message until later tomorrow night.” Y/N stated, straightening her shirt. Her mentor nodded, rereading the last few paragraphs before turning his eyes on her. She was always his favorite, one of the reasons why she was able to get away with so much. Never had he trained someone who was a quick of a learner as her. She climbed to the top quickly, and rather easily. She worked harder than was ever expected of any of the trainees and it gained her respect from everyone in the Brotherhood. While she hadn’t the title of Mentor, the track she was on would quickly earn her the name.

“Y/n” He began, but stopped when she waved him off. 

“I know, I know. This might be the stupidest decision I’ve ever made. I wouldn’t let you take responsibility for my fuck ups either this time. If anything goes wrong it’s on me.” She stood, holding a hand out for the folder. Her mentor hesitated for a moment, not sure he was willing to allow that so soon. “Don’t start. I know, trust me I know. I’ve thought about this for a long time. You and I both know that the rest of the Mentors wouldn’t allow you to take another fall for me. I don’t want you to do that either. But you and I both know this needs to be stopped. The Templar’s are already too powerful, even after we’ve managed to bring the down a peg or two. Adding Hydra in the mix.” Y/N stopped, shuddering at the horror she could only imagine. “We can’t let that happen.” 

Her mentor sighed, passing her the closed folder. “Alright. Make sure you keep me updated, I want the five of you to come back alive and in one piece. None of this, ‘it was just a leg’ bullshit from last time.” 

Y/N flinched at that. She really didn’t want to remember that mission. She gave him a short nod, and moved to leave the room. Her mentor’s voice stopped her before she left the room, giving her a final warning. 

“I’m serious, daffodil. I don’t want any of the others to be hurt because of this. Least of all you.” 

Y/N gave the older man a smile, hesitating at the door handle. Knowing that once she left this room, she wouldn’t see him again until this was all over, she spun around and crossed the room in quick long steps. She flung her arms around him, burring her head into his chest. Her mentor returned the gesture, squeezing her tightly. They stood there for a moment, before Y/N pulled away. She nodded as she walked to the door, casting the man one last glance over her shoulder before she walked out of the room. This was going to be a long mission.

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I have all the questions for you, and excuse me if I’m being dense but... what are the fostered books about? I’m not asking for spoilers, but I’m Intrigued to know the general details of it! Again apologies if you’ve covered this I’m new here hello

Hellooooo Anon, welcome to this blog, happy to have you here. :) This is actually an excellent question because, while I talk about this series a lot on here, and they’ve made up five out of the eight books I’ve written, I’ve somehow managed to not actually give much information on what they’re about. lol. So thank you for reminding me to actually talk about these books and their general plot! I know you asked for general details, but since I’ve never really given much of a detailed answer for this question, I’m going to use this post as a reference point for the future!

So… The FOSTERED books are sort of this strange amalgamation of all the things I’ve enjoyed since I started the series when I was 13, ‘til now, at age 16. Some general shtuff about the series:

- I pants all the books

- All the book titles start with the first letter of every major character’s name (because 13 year old me thought this was very cool)

- Though it’s a large series, it’s got a relatively small cast

- I am not seeking publication for this series, so I mean, if you have spoilery questions, don’t really mind answering those because this series, nor it’s characters are going to be in the public eye

- I can’t really settle on a genre for it because it started out as a dystopian (I would say this ‘dystopian’ phase of the series lasted from books 1-mostly 3), but now it’s not really a traditional dystopian, if that makes any sense! The setting is weird, because it started out as very much in the distant future, with classic dystopian-ish rules, but as the books have progressed, it’s gotten very contemporary. At this point, it’s sort of dystopian but takes place in this world, with the same rules besides a few factors which will be mentioned in the synopsis below!

- I have considered possibly re-writing this series, but have decided against it for a couple reasons. A) I think it’d be very, very difficult for me to get back into the heads of these characters as if it were the first time I’d been writing them, and B) the idea isn’t all that unique, and the earlier books are so hard to salvage, lol

- The series is intended to be YA, but I would say books 5+6 are prettyyyyy much not YA

- I wrote up a list of themes for these books to give my best friend some examples when she was writing an essay, and a few I noted that stand out are: self-discovery, the unreliability of love in relationships, moral ambiguity, reality exists only in the eye of the beholder, losing one’s mind

- I do have the bones of a re-write planned that my sister, @sarahkelsiwrites and I brainstormed back in 2016. Buuuut, I’m no longer re-writing the books, so that re-write is sort of a flop, ha. I actually wrote the first chapter of this re-write, so maybe I’ll share it in an Old Writing post?

Soooo, now that that has been said, here’s the kinda bad blurb I have up on my Novels page (which you can check out HERE if you’d like to read up about the rest of my books):

Taking place in the not-too-distant future where children who’ve committed crimes, are neglected, or have chosen to are sent to behavioural detention centres – what everyone else that’s not the government likes to call foster homes – FOSTERED follows fifteen-year-old Reeve – who’s lived two years of her life in a ‘foster home’ after being accused of her sister’s murder. When she causes an accident that leads her to escape her home, she stumbles across a group of kids, who like her, have gone through the same scarring lifestyle and are also on the run. She makes bonds with them and everything seems in its place until she finds out that a team of hunters are searching for her because of the same accident that continues to haunt her memories. Unable to remember anything that happened from the event, she then learns that maybe all things don’t point to her – what really happened on the day she escaped?

(that rhetorical question tho)

SO yes. Book one pretty much follows the structure of a lot of dystopians out there! I would say this synopsis is pretty accurate to book one, but as for the other books, not so much, since like I mentioned before, the books strangely diverged from this dystopian story to a not very dystopian story. This plot pretty much ceases to exist by the time book four rolls around. Book four is also the point in the series where everything goes from pretty light and fluffy to very dark.

Since I don’t really have much to say in terms of the plot, because in all honesty, this series lacks a very structured plot, and is sort of all over the place, and mostly mention characters on here, I’m going to briefly go over the major characters in this series.

This is a cast photo @sarahkelsiwrites drew for me:

But here’s a little about each major individual character (which is pretty much the top row) in mini character profiles:

First up, we have our protagonist, Reeve:

Name: Reeve Aldaine

Age: 15 in book one, currently 19 in book six

Birthday: April 13th

Nicknames: I think she is successfully the only major character in this book without a lasting nickname

MBTI type: ISFP

If she had a favourite band: Daughter

Songs that remind me of her: Made Of Stone, Numbers, Smother, and The Right Way Around by Daughter

Some other stuff:

I’ve been writing with Reeve for the longest out of all of my protagonists, and it’s been really interesting to see how much she’s grown, and how much she’s stayed the same. She’s a fairly quiet, yet determined person who doesn’t mind speaking her mind when necessary. She is a very emotional person, but depending on the situation, will choose to show what she feels, or keep it to herself. Her voice as the series progresses becomes more and more ambiguous, and at times is super distant. I’ve had a few parts of book five in particular narrated in verse, as well as third and second person. She’s sort of an unreliable narrator, and is very poetically existential, but it’s super fun to write her.

And now here’s a little about our first supporting character and love interest, Foster:

Name: Foster Creed

Age: 16 in book one, 20 turning 21 in book six

Birthday: August 23rd

Nicknames: (via his birthday post) Foster (because Foster actually isn’t his name), Auggie (from Harrison), Prince Charming (from everyone in the entire world), Wary Sidekick (from Reeve hhhhhaaaaahhaa), The Other One (from Lonan mostly but also from everyone)

MBTI type: INFJ

If he had a favourite band: Strangely enough, I don’t really see Foster listening to music ? I don’t think he’d have a preference, in all honesty. Since his friends listen mostly to the rock spectrum, he’d probably listen to their music, but don’t see him with a concrete favourite band.

Songs that remind me of him: Something by The Beatles, @sarahkelsiwrites says Seashore by The Regrettes, Tenerife Sea by Ed Sheeran

Some other stuff:

Foster, out of all my characters is the one I make fun of the most. :) He’s also probably the nicest, and I’m too mean to him, but when you live that cinnamon roll life, and I live the cinnamon roll life, and also, don’t confront people, there’s bound to be some teasing. Foster’s name isn’t Foster (ha, it’s August, like the Rush kind because I thought this was a great idea??), and overall, he’s a very decent dude. Out of all these major characters, he’s the best at keeping his cool under all situations, and pretending he’s A-Okay when he’s not, lol poor boy. He acts as the voice of reason in his friend group. When he gets sassy, it’s an accomplishment, and I hold mini celebrations and send endless excerpts to @sarahkelsiwrites, because he’s a very reserved, nice, quiet person.

And now for our second supporting character, Harrison:

Name: Harrison Frost

Age: 17 in book one, 21 in book six

Birthday: November 3rd

Nicknames: (via his birthday post) Ris (from Foster but now everyone uses it ha foster never gets the creds), Frost (from Lonan who needs to stop calling him this 2k17), Waffelina (from @sarahkelsiwrites), Cinnamon Head (from Reeve)

MBTI type: ENFP

If he had a favourite band: Harrison’s music taste is vastly different from mine, and like Foster, isn’t really big on music, so probably wouldn’t have a favourite band or artist. He would like some rock music, and then would like trap music. Yes.

Songs that remind me of him: Paper Planes by Victoria Duffield, I’m Not Making Out With You by Surf Curse, Metabolism by The Strokes

Some other stuff:

Harrison is actually the character that drove me to continue writing this series, since I was pretty meh on it after chapter one of book one. He’s a very goofy guy who sometimes needs to take things a little more seriously. From books 1-3, he’s always been the ‘leader’ figure of his friend group (which consisted of just Foster and Reeve), and while he has some pitfalls here and there, does his job relatively well (very relatively). But, as the books have progressed, he’s also mellowed out, and matured quite a bit. He’s also great at pretending things are A-Okay, but unlike Foster, gets more worked up if challenged. Since book three, he’s hidden his true state of mind from the main cast, and like everyone in the story, has gotten progressively more melancholic. But yeah, overall, is a pretty chill, funny character who often brings humour to the story when it gets darker.

Aaaaand lastly, the character I mention most on here probably, Lonan:

Name: Lonan Clark

Age: 18/19 in book two, 21 in book six

Birthday: December 9th

Nicknames: Loner (from Harrison/@sarahkelsiwrites), Lone (from Reeve)

MBTI type: ISTJ

If he had a favourite band: The Strokes

Songs that remind me of him: Two Kinds of Happiness by The Strokes, Hot N’ Cold by Katy Perry, Blackbird by The Beatles

Some other stuff:

I loosely refer to Lonan as my favourite character out of all my characters, and he’s made a really big impact in my life. Unlike Foster, Reeve, and Harrison (who I call the original gang), he doesn’t make his appearance until midway through book two. Lonan is a really rigid character. His beliefs are very concrete and logical, and the first thing he does in any situation is analyze the problem. Thus, his foundation as a character is pretty harsh, and not really feeling. Strangely enough, even though he’s very logical and makes that clear, his decisions are often very illogical and brash to those they affect. He started out as book two’s antagonist, then transformed into book three’s anti-hero, and from books 4 onward, he’s now officially a good guy. I love Lonan a lot because of how complex and morally-grey he is. He’s the kind of character I like to pick apart, frame by frame.

I *think* that’s basically it for the basics? I’m sorry this was super long, I just realized I’ve never really answered this question, so here’s a bit of a master post for further reference! If you have any more questions about this series and/or its characters, let me know and I’d love to answer them. :) Thanks for asking, hopefully this was enjoyable!

–Rachel

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Vanish in the Dark Pt 2

Pairings: None at the moment(Still got nothing.)

Warnings: Language, talks of killing people, but nothing graphic

Word Count: 1400+

Summary: Assassin’s Creed AU and Marvel AU crossover.  The Brotherhood has spent years hiding in the shadows keeping the Templars in line as the years pass on. When the Templars company Abstergo Industries strikes up a deal with Hydra, things have to change. The Brotherhood decides to step out of the shadows, reaching out for the help of the Avengers. What could go wrong?

A/N: I ended up rewriting this part like a half a dozen times, the first few edits were pretty flat. While I had trouble with this part, I think I’ve figured out the rest of the story. Now it’s just a matter of putting it down into words. That being said I hope you guys like this part! Also liking and rebblogging also helps me know if i should keep going. Thank you guys!  ❤️

Once again, the gif is not mine, credit to the owner.

Part One | Part Two | Part Three | Series Masterlist

“Are they on the move?”

Aubree popped her gum, lowering her binoculars as she watched the two sets of black SUVs pull away from the compound. She waited until the two disappeared around the corner of the long driveway, making sure that there weren’t any other SUVs pulling away. She tapped the com in her ear, turning the mic on.

“Yep. Just left. Cap, Stark, Widow, The Solider, the Witch, and Birdman all went with.”

“No one else?”

“Nope, that’s it.” She stood in the tree, tucking the binoculars in a hidden pocket of her jacket.

“Good. Go ahead and head out. It’ll take you a few hours to get here.” Aubree rolled her eyes, knowing that from the drive up here.

“Mm, four and half hours on a motorcycle. Joy. So glad I was the lucky one that drew the short straw from the bunch.”

“Don’t sass, Bree. Make sure you let us know when you pass the message along too.” Y/N rolled her eyes, use to Aubree’s attitude. 

Aubree just huffed a laugh, and begin to move from tree to tree. The sensors worked only on the ground for some odd reason, programmed to set off only when someone stepped on the hard soil. After having found a way through all their security measures in the system, the Brotherhood found that flaw in the compound's surveillance. The skies were covered, as well as the surface of the ground, the camera’s watching from nearly every angle. Yet, for some reason, Stark never thought of the trees surrounding the compound. Perhaps he never figured someone would jump from branch to branch to breach the building. Aubree didn’t care, either way, it made getting in much easier than they’d thought. 

“Alright, alright. I got it.” She moved effortlessly through the forest, hardly glancing at the branches as she followed the same path she took to get to her perch. “I’ll let you know when I’m half an hour from the location. Tuning off.”

Y/N nodded, clicked the com off, knowing that when Aubree would need them, the thing would beep incessantly until someone answered. Y/N turned back to the window in front of her, watching from the hotel across the street of the press conference. It wasn’t meant to start until tomorrow morning, but they were still going to watch the building from afar. Clark and Heath were already scouting the area, looking for the openings and blind spots. If they were right, the press conference would be held outside in front of the building, in the courtyard. Abstergo for some reason had to show off to the public, which only made this easier for them.

Mentally ticking the checkboxes, Y/N went over what was happening tomorrow. The target wasn’t one of the speakers, instead it was one of the Templar sponsors of the program, a high paying sponsor at that. He would be seated towards the side, and if all went to plan, would be the easiest target. The perfect candidate to get their point across. Y/N was well aware the Avengers wouldn’t want a death on their hand either. As much as it might make things difficult, the Brotherhood was not going to allow the reputation of the Avengers be tarnished during this mission. So planting the weapon that was to be used on another of the sponsors, a Hydra sponsor, would need to happen in the short five minutes during the distraction. It would deflect the Avengers and the Brotherhood off the blame, and would cause a bit of unrest between the two groups. It might not stop them from going forth with their plan, but it might cause them to rethink working with one another.

A knock at the door pulled Y/N from her thoughts. Her body tensed, instincts kicking in at the soft rap against the thin hotel doors, She moved silently, her hand running along the bracers on her wrist that contained the hidden blade. Fashioned into a leather bracelet, the thin blade was hidden until needed, extending from several small segments to create one long blade. More gadgets were crammed into the bracelet, and Y/N was always figuring out the different hidden qualities it had. She hardly ever took it off, and would always be found running a hand along the cool leather. Looking through the peep hole, she let out an annoyed growl and yanked the door open.

Heath and Clark both stood there sheepishly, grinning widely at their annoyed leader on the other side of the door. Y/N raised a brow at the two.

“Don’t tell me you lost your key.” Heath had the audacity to blush, while Clark coughed into his hand.

“I didn’t lose it, exactly.”

A snort behind Y/N caused her to turn. Victoria stood at the end of the room, a small envelope in her hand. She narrowed her eyes at them, and clicked her tongue. “No, they just didn’t grab it before they left.”

Y/N groaned and stepped away from the door, letting the two men in the room. Victoria threw the plastic cards that them. Clark let out a yelp, fumbling to catch the envelope.

“You both are idiots. I’m surprised either of you haven’t died yet.”

Heath let out a noise in protest. “Hey now! It’s been a while since we’ve been out on a mission. We got excited!”

Victoria rolled her eyes. “You better not let that mess with your heads tomorrow.”

The two heaved out a sigh and settled on the couches in the living room of the large room, while Y/N walked back to her spot by the window. She ignored the three as they bickered, knowing that when it came down to business, they’d put their differences aside. It was just from being cooped up in this room for too long. They were the best of the best, and the reason why Y/N picked them for such an important mission. She watched the people walk in and out of the building, the groups of helpers slowly setting up for the conference tomorrow. Y/N hoped the Avengers wouldn’t do anything rash. If they stepped up before it was time, then it would lead to a whole set of issues she wasn’t ready to handle. Y/N and her group could adapt, they’ve managed before. But that quickly became a ‘leg incident’ and she wasn’t ready to deal with the aftermath of a mission like that again.

“Alright, you.” Victoria’s voice pulled Y/N from her thoughts. She turned around, looking at the tall blonde who had stepped up to her side. Victoria smiled gently at her friend, seeing that Y/N was stewing in her thoughts again. She would always get like this before a big mission. Too focused, worried to the point where she couldn’t sleep. Victoria had to bring her back, to pull her from her rut she was in. “Let’s get something to eat. You’re sinking in too deep.”

Y/N would argue, but she knew Victoria was right. Nodding she stepped away, knowing that nothing was going to change until tomorrow morning. She wouldn’t be much help working everything over and over in her head. She hated to admit it, but she knew she worried to much. Y/N couldn’t help it. These were her brothers and sister, if one thing went wrong, she could lose one of them.

Nodding stiffly, Y/N turned away from the window, grabbing her navy and red hooded jacket. She tapped a button hidden on the sleeve, turning the fabric a light grey and gold. Motioning for the group to follow she led them out to the hall.

“Let’s go eat. Heath’s buying this time.”  Y/N smirked at the shout of protest. Clark reminded Heath about the bet he lost last week. He would pay for all the meals on the next mission. And all three of them were ready to order more than necessary. The waited for the elevator, Victoria babbling on about a new movie she wanted to see while in town, while both men rolled their eyes. 

“I’m allowed to want to watch a romantic comedy every once and a while, you dicks.” She snapped when Heath muttered something under his breath. Y/N just shook her head as she stepped in the elevator, watching the door close in front of her. This was why she cared so much. They were normal people, who were willing to fight in a battle bigger than any of them. She would protect them at all cost.

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Part 5 (200-1)

FINAL WAVE THE #1 SONG IS AMONG THESE 200

12 Stones - Broken 1GN - While We're Young 3 Doors Down - Here Without You 3 Doors Down - It's Not My Time Aaron Shust - My Hope Is In You Abi Ann - Future Ex-Boyfriend Abi Ann - Matches Adley Stump - Stay At Home Soldier Adora - Save Yourself Aerosmith - I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing Against Myself - Through The End Of Times All That Remains - The Thunder Rolls All That Remains - What If I Was Nothing Aly & AJ - Rush Amaranthe - Hunger April Kry - Beauty Queen April Kry - Perfectly Imperfect April Kry - While We're Young Ashentide - Homelands Ashley Tisdale - He Said She Said Ashley Tisdale - It's Alright, It's OK Atlantis Bound - It Was My Fault for Waiting Backstreet Boys - As Long As You Love Me Bad Pollyanna - Hollow Baylor Wilson - Daddy's Girl Belinda & Finley - Your Hero Belinda - See A Little Light Blameshift - Secrets Bon Jovi - Livin' On A Prayer Britney Spears - Born To Make You Happy Britney Spears - Stronger Britt Nicole - Believe Bryan Adams - Heaven Caitlyn Shadbolt - Running In Circles Carmen Justice - Flaming Arrows Caroline Kole - If He'd Ever Look Up Carrie Underwood - Blown Away Cassie Steele - Bluebird Cellar Darling - Avalanche Chris Young / Cassadee Pope - Think Of You Chris Young - Who I Am With You Christie Lamb - Judgment Day Christina Perri - Arms Cimorelli - Alive Cimorelli - Before October's Gone Cimorelli - Easy To Forget Me Cimorelli - Fall Back Cimorelli - Fight Song [cover] Cimorelli - Good Enough Cimorelli - Hearts On Fire Cimorelli - Hope For It Cimorelli - I Can Only Imagine / What A Beautiful Name [cover] Cimorelli - I Got You Cimorelli - Never Let Me Fall Cimorelli - Oceans [cover] Cimorelli - One More Night Cimorelli - Pretty Pink Cimorelli - Reckless Love [cover] Cimorelli - Worth The Fight Cimorelli - You're Worth It Creed - With Arms Wide Open Crossfade - Cold Danny Gokey - Rise Daryl Hall & John Oates - Out Of Touch David Cook - Light On Delain - Stardust Delta Goodrem - Believe Again Divine Ascension - Answers Don Henley - The Boys Of Summer Dream - He Loves U Not Dream - When I Get There Eclipses For Eyes - DeadWeight Eden's Crush - Get Over Yourself Elferya - Fairytale Elisa - Come Speak To Me Five Finger Death Punch - I Apologize Fools For Rowan - Dead Fuel - Hemorrhage (In My Hands) Gary Allan - Every Storm (Runs Out Of Rain) Goo Goo Dolls - Here Is Gone Halflives - Crown Hearts Under Fire - Knots Helion Prime - Life Finds A Way Hilary Duff - So Yesterday Hinder - Better Than Me Hollow Haze - An Ancient Story Icon For Hire - Get Well Jason Aldean - She's Country Joanna Beasley - Energy Joanna Beasley - Rooftops Joe Nichols - Sunny & 75 Jump5 - Beautiful World (Music Video) Kaylens Rain - Is That All There Is Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway Kelsea Ballerini - Peter Pan Kenny Chesney - Rich & Miserable Kerrie Roberts - Come Back to Life Kerrie Roberts - Outcast Kings Of Leon - Use Somebody Kira Isabella - Shake It If Ya Got It Kobra & The Lotus - Light Me Up Koralyst - Run Away Krystal Meyers - The Beauty of Grace KSM - Read Between The Lines Lastwatch - The Countdown LeAnn Rimes - How Do I Live Lifehouse - Hanging By A Moment Lights - Second Go Lillix - It's About Time Lindsay Ell - Worth The Wait Lindsay Pagano - Everything U R Lindsey Carrier - I Would Linkin Park - One Step Close Lonestar - Amazed Lost In Atlantis - Hypnotic Love & The Outcome - King Of My Heart Luke Bryan - I Don't Want This Night To End M2M - Don't Say You Love Me M2M - Everything Maggie Baugh - Catch Me Martina McBride - Just Around The Corner Matt Moore - Fading Matthew West - The Motions Megan & Liz - Simple Life Melissa O'Neil - Speechless Michelle Branch - All You Wanted Mixi - I Miss Those Days (Ghost) N Sync - Tearin' Up My Heart Natalie - Goin' Crazy Natalie Grant - I Will Not Be Moved Natasha Bedingfield - Pocketful Of Sunshine Nemesea - Forever Nirvana - Heart-Shaped Box No Secrets - That's What Girls Do Oblivious Signal - Crash Of Mice & Men - Feels Like Forever P.O.D. - Alive Pat Benatar - Love Is A Battlefield Paula DeAnda / The Dey - Walk Away (Remember Me) Pearl Jam - Jeremy Pia Ashley - 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