#only for it to be canceled 2 hours beforehand bc the doctor was sick

[sandumilfshou]

AFTER OVER HALF OF MY LIFE SUFFERING THROUGH EVERY SINGLE SYMPTOM OF ENDOMETRIOSIS BUT NOT GETTING A DIAGNOSIS OF IT BC OF NO VISIBLE CAUSE AND 8 YEARS OF BEGGING FOR A HYSTERECTOMY WHICH KEPT GETTING DENIED BY THE MEDICAL SYSTEM I AM FINALLY HAVING THE SURGERY IN THREE WEEKS TIME!!!!!!!!!!

[amarillokidding]

Um so like ive been neglecting to talk about this on here but in March I told the doctor on my checkup that I needed to go back to therapy and medication bc I really did hit a low and was having s**dcidal thoughts and so I've been on antidepressants since then but so far I've only been to therapy like 1 time back in like April lmao. Not my fault bc my therapist said "I won't see you next month bc I'll be on vacation" she was talking about may right??? So I made my appointment just like she told me to and it was on like May 31 that I got the date BUT the receptionist called like two days before and said my therapist was unavailable and I had to reschedule to like June 9 so the day before that rolls around and I get another call from the same receptionist that my therapist was unavailable so I had to reschedule AGAIN to like June 21 and GUESS WHAT HAPPENED 1 HOUR BEFORE THE APPOINTMENT HEUEJBEHJDRJJEJEJEJNEDN my therapist called in sick,???????? So now it's rescheduled again I haven't seen my therapist in like 2 months, I can't even call her my therapist if I only saw her ONE TIME BACK IN APRIL jejiejsbeb?????????????? I'm kinda rightfully upset bc this last time it was like 1 hour before,?!!!!!! The clinic I go to has a strict contract that you can't cancel an appointment if it's less than 24 hours away so that schedules don't clash with the staff and stuff and you get a $50 fee BUT LIKE. THEY CALLED ME 1 hour beforehand as if I hadnt made plans for that day with my mom that were completely ruined when they called me to cancel. bdhdjejjjdugevsg HUH that's so disrespectful of MY TIME what is happening is she OKAY??