#one thing i do miss abt the f/naf server is just. keeping up w whats goin on
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#i dont rhink anyones online so im just gonna ramble a bit#one thing i do miss abt the f/naf server is just. keeping up w whats goin on#not so much in the fandom but just w the people in there and specifically frends#idk.. it was just the most talkative server im in (with people im familiar with. if u dont count that then 2nd)#and like. bluh idk sometimes i just like to know whats goin on if that makes sense?#not in a nosey way but in a way thats like ‘what if one of my mutuals is venting there and i have no idea theyre upset and i do or say-#-something that seems uncaring’#idk gjdhdkdnkdj#and im gonna miss seein ppls art and doing picrews and seeing random updates with whatever the hell is goin on in the AR game#but :/ idk ill probably not regret it in the long run#i just dont need to be in an environment where im tormenting myself just bc i think im unwanted#idkkkkk man#whatever#still feels bad anyways gdjgdjdb#its kinda like ive had this. like. part of myself for a while#but ive been scorning this part and i feel like others are scorning me for having this part of myself even if they might not be#and i finally decide to get rid of that part#but it still feels. wrong. because now theres a part of me gone. even if i wasnt happy with the way it was making me feel#anyways ‘the part of myself’ is just a metaphor for the server itself and my being in it but yeah
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